Before I say anything,

PLEASE DO NOT WITCHHUNT OR ATTACK ANYONE I MENTION HERE. That will do nothing to help, just block and move on.

This doc also contains topics of pedophilia, abuse, depression, and suicidal thoughts. Viewer discretion advised.

Hello my name is Ellie. I am a 20 year old trans girl dealing with depression, and the biggest part of that comes from one of my relationships I had with a person named Gen.

Gen has gone by many names over the years, including the yellowist, chloe puff, genesis, and recently genny. She is known for being a popular splatsource (splatoon gmod and sfm) artist and animator, and has also been into the smash bros competitive scene.

Gen has been in many controversies before (one even including me way before now), the most infamous being the lewd house incident where she was a minor in a nsfw server full of adults. Why is this important? It just goes to show she has been under a bad influence and needs help.

Prologue: Suspicious Behavior

This entails some weird things she has done before our relationship. The biggest thing here is her talking to me about wearing female clothing, which is fine, but she had also mentioned that she had been wearing panties to me when I was 16 and she was 18, which is very questionable.

Dating

Now for the main course. I met gen years ago around 2020, but I knew her when she was the yellowist as I was a big fan of her videos. We were friends for quite a bit, and a while later I had developed feelings for her and she felt the same way, when I was 17 and she was 19. While that is only a 2 and a half year gap, I personally don’t feel comfortable with a gap like that when minors are involved. We were very close, and being impressionable I learned she had nsfw accounts and talked to her about it. I was stupid back then and told her I was okay with things like that when I shouldn’t have, and I take responsibility for doing that. However, gen should as well. Instead of being responsible and telling me to stop, she encouraged it and wanted to get even more intimate with me. This then led to ereotic roleplay. Again, I was a minor.

So yeah, this started a big chain of events where we’d exchange porn online while also doing sexual roleplay. Some people say this is fine because we were dating or because the legal consent in our states is 16 and 17. To that I say you’re disgusting and deserve no respect. I was a MINOR. Minors cannot CONSENT.

Part 2: Going too far and breaking up

This kept going while we were dating, and led up to a really bad point. For context, I am not living in the best living space. Very pro trump family that are racist, homophobic, transphobic, etc. My father one night got mad at me and hit me (i’ve gotten over it) and got horribly depressed. Me and gen talked about it, and thought that to make me feel better, we would exchange nudes. Yes, I am not kidding. She created a throwaway discord server to do this in so that we could cover our tracks, and the only surviving thing of it is a dead link, and she only talked in vc about it.

This here is the only surviving image of the server (if you saw the images on the side you would see nudes of her.)

After this, I was feeling awful and scared, and I broke up with her. I didn’t want to say why when she asked, as it was about the nudes. I told her I still had feelings for someone else. Of course, she did not take it well. I got ghosted and banned from her server and then was ghosted by people who were friends with her.

Surprisingly we made up, and started being friends again like 2 months later, and we went back to erotic roleplay. Again, I was still 17 when this was happening. And she even started saying she wanted to have sex with me more.

Conclusion for me

I had been friends with gen over a year after that, so I had turned 18. She was just as perverted as ever. I then saw that she had commissioned porn of the fictional character cosmos from sonic x, and when me and my friends called her out for it, she was not sorry and just went afk for a while. Her excuse was that she was on a vacation, but I think that’s a pretty important thing to just brush off when you’re getting called out. We all banned her from servers and blocked her, and she then went to one of my friends trying to apologize to her and me, and obviously we didn’t forgive her.

This is when I finally told my friends about my experience with her, and I was horrified how they would react. Thankfully my friends had my back. One friend however wasn’t convinced and not only didn’t support me, but took what I said here in this doc and sent it to her, and she DEFENDED herself. So she has no remorse for what she has done. That former friend that showed her, needless to say, I am not friends with them anymore.

Gen, if you’re reading this, you hurt me. I may have wanted it back then but you had no right to do it. You need to get off the internet and get help. Do not ever return or contact me or my friends ever again.

I thank you all for reading this, and I apologize if this is the first way you get to meet me. Please ask me any questions if needed.

Google Drive link for higher quality images

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1XOBZ-OvUch9wCK1e88ul6siVisphZx7x?usp=drive_link