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Response to Ellie:

DO NOT HARASS/WITCHHUNT THE PEOPLE SHOWN IN THIS DOCUMENT

I HAVE CENSORED NAMES (BESIDES ELLIES) FOR PRIVACY PURPOSES

Hello everyone, my name is Genny. After reading a google document that was created by Ellie.

(Here is it is incase you have not read it: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Uboe3LrXkdRwK5iiDhHtAJYVWiWqqISeoTMiswvUMVk/edit?usp=drive_link)

After reading I felt the need to provide additional context to everything that is in the document because I feel like there is a lot of it missing to all of the bullet points made. Ellie has used her points as a means to create a narrative that is very disingenuous and I am upset that things were never able to be fixed amongst ourselves instead of creating a spectacle out of these moments in our relationship.

For additional context I feel the need to explain extra details about my old friendship that I had with Ellie. We became friends around 2020, as stated in her document, during covid where we mainly just played games online with one another, shared art and chit chatted about our interest (mostly nintendo new and miscellaneous gaming stuff) . I grew very comfortable with her and she actually led me to questioning my gender identity initially. If I ever had a question regarding such a thing she would be my go to person as I did not have another person in my life at the time that I could comfortably go to, to have that conversation with.

Prologue Response: For instance, I do not think it was necessary to bring up an incident where I was groomed as a minor. It served no greater purpose than to hide your intentions for making your doc. I feel like in the instance where our relationship started and we were getting comfortable with our old friend group was enough for me to slowly feel comfortable with my own identity again.

During this time near the end of Covid, I was slowly coming to terms about my new found gender identity. But I was not entirely comfortable explicitly saying such things as I was still living under the pressures of my christian family. I did not necessarily have a friend group that I had come out to at this time. But I wanted to share some sort of progress with a friend who had already come to terms with their own identity. In retrospect it was very inappropriate to do. It was very weird and out of nowhere but I felt comfortable sharing this sort of thing because this is someone who I was very close to at the time. I was okay with being vulnerable around my friends.

Response to Dating: In our friendship, we had dated and broken up once when we were both minors but just kept our friendship as that. A playful online friendship, just sharing our interests and hobbies, etc. Though I recall she explicitly has stated to me that she had no interest in NSFW work at all and I respected that. As soon as you opened the discussion for us to lead into more suggestive territory, It was never meant to be seen as an abuse of power or any sort of means of grooming. Combelling up our entire friendship that we had when we were both minors and creating a narrative that I was trying to hurt you in any way shape or form is very deceitful. I merely agreed to it for the fact that it would be another way of expanding our relationship so that we can have more conversations about our identities without having to sugar coat myself because this friendship meant a lot to me at the time. Of course in retrospect. I should have not completely put all of my questions about my identity all into one person/relationship. But as mentioned before I did not have any person I could turn to, to discuss these feelings and I wish I had more people to reach out to.

Response to Going to Far/Breaking Up:

In this situation I can comfortably say that the way Ellie presented it in the document is entirely false. My immediate reaction to Ellie sharing that she was having a really serious conflict with her parents WAS NOT to immediately drag her into a throwaway server in order to share nudes with her. That is entirely made up by her. The purpose of the throwaway server was to give Ellie a completely separate space for her to talk to me. She was hiding in her restroom just wanted to be comforted by me talking to her but she just wanted to type out everything that she wanted to say, which I was okay with

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As shown here in this only screenshot that she has of the server. The text channels did not contain any nudes from EITHER OF US. I would just chat with her about her stressful situation and do my best to help her relax. Considering that we were still comfortable with sharing NSFW art we saw on twitter. It is very likely that images like that were shown as a means of destressing her. But claiming that this throw away server was created with malicious intent for me to send you nudes while you were feeling awful in your own house is an absolute lie.

Another additional lie that she claims that she was banned from my server after breaking up with me was true. She left on her own terms after breaking up with me. The most I did was demote her from being a mod on my own server. Here is a conversation I had with that friend that she had a crush on. I vented to them directly because Ellie had dated them before.

She claims that her having feelings for one of her other friends was simply just a cover up that she made up to have an excuse to break up with. But what I think is more likely considering what we made later is that. She shared her feelings with her other friend. They did not share those feelings back and so we made up and we just remained friends that could be there for each other emotionally. Alongside giving her the ability to hang out with people on the server so she wouldn’t be alone. I am comfortable claiming this because I literally had a conversation with that friend that she had feelings for and they shared their perspective.

And the last thing I would want to highlight in this portion is the actual falling out that Ellie and I had to show that she was not in fact, “Ghosted” We had a proper conversation with each other before going our own separate ways and then we made up a few weeks later

Her labeling the rest of our relationship as me being a massive sex pest is also disingenuous for the fact she only highlights three random instances taken out of context from a server that we were in. I can verify by actually showing our DMs during these dates.

Response to her Conclusion:

The biggest thing that the document is missing is the massive context for the type of environment that the both of us were in at the time that we were friends. The fact that most of the time we were hanging out or in any sort of voice chat was in a STRICTLY NSFW SERVER. If you were to ask Ellie and she denies this. She is lying to your face. The way things went was that we had an original server that initially belonged to me that I had to interact with friends. Ellie was in that (NO NSFW DISCUSSION ALLOWED). We then all transferred to another server hosted by another old friend. But some people on the server wanted to have NSFW discussions thrown in from time to time just because they were of age and wanted to. But people who wanted to engage in those discussions (myself included) decided to create a separate group chat to just share NSFW work from twitter. Slowly but surely we had to dedicate a server because of discord's limit of having 10 people per group chat. With time, that server slowly started turning into the main server that our main friend group was hanging out in. We just had a rule of thumb where we waited till the person was 18 years old and was comfortable with joining. They would be granted access to this NSFW server. However, I would not be surprised if certain people joined for the fact that they did not want to be left out because as more people joined. It slowly became our main place to hang out. Ellie was very much aware that this NSFW portion of the server existed and she was not allowed to take part in any of those discussions. I was comfortable having those discussions with her for the fact that she was my friend and I knew I didn’t have to talk down to her or to make her feel like she couldn’t engage in such topics, from our interactions we had together while being friends. I never got an instance where I felt like any of my discussions had made her uncomfortable in any way. I gladly would have disengaged from any of these conversations had I known I was hurting my friend in any way, shape or form. I believe it is SUPER important to communicate your feelings at any given point in a relationship if you are not happy with how things are going. Ellie’s inability to communicate her discomfort at the time and as we’ll see later, she still continues to do so, giving both parties the inability to fix anything in the relationship. If having NSFW conversations was such a big problem in our relationship. You are not a child and you can properly communicate the issue with me or anyone else in order for it to be resolved. To clarify though, just because it was a NSFW server did not imply it was always the main topic of discussion. It just allowed for it to be posted without an issue. I just feel like without knowing that context, the fact that Ellie highlights our interactions after she turned 18 to just be inappropriate jokes and NSFW roleplaying is very misleading.

To mention what she states about the Sonic the Hedgehog Porn that was brought up. First of all,

I never commissioned the art from the person who made it. It was made as a gift. Secondly, considering we all understood it was a NSFW server. Sonic the hedgehog porn was very much a rampant thing that was shared on that server. There are many instances of people creating Sonic the Hedgehog OCs and immediately commissioning porn of them. Ellie even commissioned some of that herself when she got around to making her own character. Thirdly, I was unable to clarify this to people on the server who got upset because I was on a vacation and did not have the time to do so. I literally had no access to an internet connection in certain points of my day and was still expected to respond in some way.

But the one thing that was true in this document was the falling out I had with this group of individuals in this NSFW server. Since this group of people were my primary friend group for the past 4 years. It had a pretty big toll on my mental health. I struggled to feel motivated to do anything for a few days and was on the verse of committing suicide for a solid 6 months after this.

After going to therapy and talking to people about this situation. I have learned a lot about myself in the process and have grown a lot from this experience.

I do not want to come off as saying that Ellie’s feelings do not matter in this context. They still do, she has every right to be upset if she looks back at our relationship and is unhappy with it. But to go off and try to create the narrative that I am a predator because of it is not it. I think it is very disingenuous to label this document as I sign that I strictly need help for the fact that in my attempts to try to rectify this situation before. I knew that Ellie was upset when I realized that Ellie joined a server that I was in and asked for me to be taken out of it and I was told this when I asked friends in the server owner. (For additional context, the server owner is one of Ellie’s Ex girlfriends) I had wanted to get into contact with Ellie as I did not like the fact that I made her upset and I really wanted to make things right if she was unhappy. I was not going to devalue our entire relationship that had developed in 4 years and wanted to make sure I could do something to make her feel better. But unfortunately, she had no interest in engaging in any sort of conversation in order to resolve anything. So I simply just did not push anything else and left things be. I have not bothered trying to contact her since. I offered to leave the server so that she could return but that did not do anything either.

As I talked to Ellie's previous partner however I did recall a very similar partner of behavior that I am seeing right now. I recall that when Ellie had left to try to pursue a relationship with another one of her friends and if the relationship did not go her way. She will do her best to portray the other person in the worst light possible, whether it be calling them evil/the worst person ever or just untrustworthy. Here are brief screenshots of a conversation I had with their Ex after this entire situation unfolded on their server.

This pattern of weird behavior that she shows off seems to be consistent from what the both of us can recall from our interactions with her at the very least.

With all of these screenshots being from 1-2 years ago I can confidently say I am not the same person that is shown in the screenshots shown above throughout both documents. I am just more confused than anything as to why it took them so long to do this if they were still going to commit to releasing a document. However, even with all of this evidence provided, you still do not feel comfortable supporting me and my work, you are 100% valid as these screenshots have highlighted a version of myself that was not meant to be shown to other people for just being really embarrassing and weird. I’d be more than happy to clarify anything that I may have touched on in this response. I am just glad to have been able to fit in the missing context that was not provided originally.

To also highlight this, this is very strange behavior from someone who is friends with Ellie and I used to be friends with too. Taunting me after the initial document dropped just goes to show they seem to have an ulterior motive when it comes to constructing this document and should just serve to discredit it more in my eyes.

Thank you for reading this in its entirety and I hope this clarified everything that it needed to. I’ll gladly answer any questions you might have after reading this

TLDR:

I am not predator

Ellie has left out a lot of context in her doc

She explicitly lied about certain events in her doc

This is common behavior according to previous partners

Her failure to communicate any discomfort is not excusable.