feral_brat

Here are all of the signs/symptoms(?) I’ve been experiencing in the last few months: • feeling their anxiety and pain constantly (heart, solar plexus) • got the connection confirmed by a practitioner in February - she explained what I already felt for years • experiencing their sexual energy directed at me • dreaming as my twin flame • dreams of literally unearthing trauma together (he’s behind me)
• signs, symbols, songs, synchronicities, their name, and more absolutely everywhere • talked to a lake who spoke in French horn tones in a dream and said they miss me • thoughts, feelings, dreams getting more intense in the last week!!!
• hearing “static” constantly • weird reverberation feelings in my head, chest, and stomach • I feel his presence on the left side of my body and a light seer explained that side of me was “dark” ??? • spirit guides keep telling me not to reach out until he does • trouble sleeping, eating, concentrating, regulating my emotions
• all the feelings flooded in 10x more intensely after years of being apart - when I had my spiritual break through recently 💕 • now I can genuinely say that I feel unconditional love in my bones, in my soul for myself, for him, for everyone - no resentment, no wanting, just inner peace. There is a big possibility that I will never see him again, but maybe this is my karma. Maybe the karmic lesson is letting go and feeling the connection even though you can’t see that person in our reality?

All of this has felt SO INTENSE. It’s good to feel like a lot of y’all understand this type of connection, because it can truly break a person if they can’t manage it. I hope you all find this kind of transmutation in your TF journeys!