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>>12615605'opy 'asted it if repost is needed
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>wake up and shes hugging me
>the raising of the flagpole
>only happened like 20 times before so id panic and rush out of bed
>SHE WAS AWAKE THE WHOLE TIME
>asks me what im doing
>id just run out of the room, i didnt even try to make any excuse
>avoid her the whole day, friends tease me about it, i feel really bad because her friends abandoned her so she mostly just sits alone
>next week
>were at my dads house now, younger sister has also tagged along
>on the way there she’d kiss me on the cheek out of nowhere
>younger sister punches her
>id put my bag onto my lap
>finally get there after the worst fucking car ride ever
>spend the day playing dolls with younger sister
>wake up to the next day and immediately begin fucking around in the back yard
>lifes good
>almost forgot about my troubles until she’d walk out wearing pajamas matching with me
>unable to make eye contact
>she notices and backs off
>play in the yard until its night time, god im autistic
>at night she’d ask something me while we were cuddling (platonically) on the daybed
>and I was going to write out everything that happened but I think some pedophile from discord might goon to it so ill just give you the summary
>she asked to confirm a theory of hers that men only grow they weiner when there older, I agreed on the grounds I could see hers, after that we talked and other shit that I will take to my grave
>she called it ‘nice’, best compliment ever
>afterwards i felt like a complete degenerate while she was acting very nonchalant about it
>unable to make eye contact with anyone, felt like my soul itself was melancholic
>also felt like a chad
>afterwards she began teasing me for being so flustered, kissing me on the lips randomly, slapping my ass etc
>during dinner with my dad she’d randomly kiss me on the neck which would make me visibly jump
>my dad would absolutely piss himself laughing, wheezing and tearing up
>for the next like week or so i’d try to avoid her and she’d tone down the teasing
>go home, i was silent as she’d argue with her little sister, suddenly just being next to her would make me flustered
>back to the usual routine of school home school home school home
>id continue avoiding her at school, to make myself feel less like a piece of shit id occasionally buy her food and sometimes sit with her at lunch
>id ask her randomly why she doesn’t have a boyfriend
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>>12615617'opy and 'asted again for repost
▶ №12615623[Quote]>>12615980
>probably the most worried ive ever been
>she came back looking like shit
>obvious bruise on her head, marks on her arms
>said she fell down the stairs
>said she was living with her mum now
>said she cant interact with me anymore
>said she was sorry
>i stated i thought this was bullshit
>she said she did too
>i went home from school early
>i didnt attend for a week
>mum didnt even try to make me
>from then on we only talked when we were alone but her clingy friend made that extremely hard
>didnt help her friend couldn’t keep a secret to save her life
>last time i talked to her i asked her if she still liked me
>she said she always had
>a random kid made a comment to her mum
>she never talked to me again
>ever
>not
>once
>not
>ever
>and its been three or so years now? might be less…
>in the meantime ive been unable to date anyone else
>an emo girl i knew for a while asked if i wanted to grab a coffee after school
>i ghosted her
>a nice ginger girl i knew from a reenactment group asked if i wanted to go to a party with her
>i left the group
>i never wanted to, i just… couldnt do it
>im much different than what i was like after it all ended though, im more fit, im tall as shit, i work on my grandpas sheep farm over the holidays now, im actually good at my schoolwork, i have friends i go shooting with, honestly in every way visible to others my life is so incredibly much better now that ive even had people comment on it
>i still think about her.
>i told my friends about all this, one of them quickly changed the subject and began showing me nazi memes
>the other just called me a faggot
>i still think about her.
>we still have a lot of shared interests so shes in all my classes
>i always come late so i can sit away from her
>i look at her sometimes
>around 50% of the time when i glance at her shes already looking at me
>she sits on the opposite side of the school to me during lunch
>she sits with the popular kids sometimes, but 90% of the time she just sits with her friend
>i still think about her
>everytime i see her sitting with the popular kids i get jealous, then i get angry because i dont want to be someone who cant get over a past relationship
>i hate her sometimes, not because of anything shes done but just because she wont get the fuck out of my head
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>>12615614that was fuckin fast
▶ №12615646[Quote]>>12615663
>>12615629why do i feel kind of sad tho
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>>probably the most worried ive ever been
>>she came back looking like shit
>>obvious bruise on her head, marks on her arms
>>said she fell down the stairs
>>said she was living with her mum now
>>said she cant interact with me anymore
>>said she was sorry
>>i stated i thought this was bullshit
>>she said she did too
>>i went home from school early
>>i didnt attend for a week
>>mum didnt even try to make me
>>from then on we only talked when we were alone but her clingy friend made that extremely hard
>>didnt help her friend couldn’t keep a secret to save her life
>>last time i talked to her i asked her if she still liked me
>>she said she always had
>>a random kid made a comment to her mum
>>she never talked to me again
>>ever
>>not
>>once
>>not
>>ever
>>and its been three or so years now? might be less…
>>in the meantime ive been unable to date anyone else
>>an emo girl i knew for a while asked if i wanted to grab a coffee after school
>>i ghosted her
>>a nice ginger girl i knew from a reenactment group asked if i wanted to go to a party with her
>>i left the group
>>i never wanted to, i just… couldnt do it
>>im much different than what i was like after it all ended though, im more fit, im tall as shit, i work on my grandpas sheep farm over the holidays now, im actually good at my schoolwork, i have friends i go shooting with, honestly in every way visible to others my life is so incredibly much better now that ive even had people comment on it
>>i still think about her.
>>i told my friends about all this, one of them quickly changed the subject and began showing me nazi memes
>>the other just called me a faggot
>>i still think about her.
>>we still have a lot of shared interests so shes in all my classes
>>i always come late so i can sit away from her
>>i look at her sometimes
>>around 50% of the time when i glance at her shes already looking at me
>>she sits on the opposite side of the school to me during lunch
>>she sits with the popular kids sometimes, but 90% of the time she just sits with her friend
>>i still think about her
>>everytime i see her sitting with the popular kids i get jealous, then i get angry because i dont want to be someone who cant get over a past relationship
>>i hate her sometimes, not because of anything shes done but just because she wont get the fuck out of my head
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>>12615646you vill be cheerful you vill get a loving asian 2/10 wife and you vill be happy
▶ №12615723[Quote]>>12615738
Nobody wants to read allat
▶ №12615745[Quote]>>12615762
can we get a tldr op
▶ №12615747[Quote]>>12615754>>12615770
Write your SNCA blogpost on /r9k/ next time.
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>>12615745tldr i got with a hot blonde aryan girl, we heh… lets just say we played roblox and then she was forced to ghost me and i have to live with the fact im so close to her yet so far
▶ №12615783[Quote]>>12615797>>12615851
Marge is your mom a dyke?
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>>12615783cant read award
▶ №12615843[Quote]>>12615884>>12616551
im going to post this on reddit now
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>>12615783op why are you ignoring me
▶ №12615869[Quote]>>12615875
>>12615854ev&oe doing the opposite of what op wants me to do is LE ARYAN
▶ №12615875[Quote]>>12615877
>>12615869ev&oe thats what im doing not what ur doing
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>>12615629I hate how elitist inkwelldom is. It seems like the entire online mens' rights community suddenly forgot to grow one day and all that was left was foid-loving-gooning Asmonboys to me
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>>12615898ev&oe im italian and welsh so if i got back with her it would be race mixing or whatever
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>>12615929OHNONONONONO OPCACAS!?!
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>>12615929you left out the rest of the snca though geg
▶ №12615980[Quote]>>12615984
>>12615623awww poor baby was worried about xer
▶ №12615989[Quote]>>12615993
>>12615984did babys fee fees get hurt?
▶ №12616005[Quote]>>12616008
can someone sum it up
▶ №12616008[Quote]>>12616062
>>12616005fucks sake just read it
▶ №12616033[Quote]>>12616040
gringo get a job
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>>12616040stole my wojack award
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>>12616008is this some incest story or something
▶ №12616071[Quote]>>12616077>>12616097>>12616104
>>12616061im not sending you a picture of xer
▶ №12616077[Quote]>>12616105
>>12616071PLEEEAASSEEEEEEE PLEEEAASSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I NEED ITTTTTTTT PPPLLLEEEEAASSSSSEEEEEE
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https://snafuland.1541.su/Coalition snafuland plebbit 'imageboard' is back up after we raped it the last time
Gem it up teens
▶ №12616104[Quote]>>12616125
>>12616071We
NEED her exact bodily measurements and an in-depth description of xer facial feature right now!!
▶ №12616120[Quote]>>12616133>>12616144
>six or seven years
💀…
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>>12616120who uses skulls
▶ №12616134[Quote]>>12616144
>six or seven years
💀…
▶ №12616144[Quote]>>12616168
>>12616134>>12616120marge what are you implying
▶ №12616194[Quote]>>12616208>>12616222>>12616229
>>12616125op probably just describing his stepsister he wants to fuck or something along those lines
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>>12616194bait your baiting me your trying to rage bait me your baiting me fuck you
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>>12616194STOP TRYING TO BAIT ME IM NOT FALLING FOR IT FUCK YOU
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op wants to fuck his sister lol
▶ №12616229[Quote]>>12616242
>>12616194stop baiting ID: odRtCT0y
▶ №12616235[Quote]>>12616250
i think my id changed again
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yes, yes it did
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>>12616250yeah my ip keeps changing automatically
▶ №12616296[Quote]>>12616329>>12616370
OP here my id changed again for some reason. Dismiss everything I said prior i like big bisisees in my ass :3
▶ №12616366[Quote]>>12616377>>12616406
>>12615599 (OP)Kind of crazy how receptive 'teens have been to what is really just a greentext incest story. I guess its because OP isnt a tranny gooner, and theres a faustian element to it that we Aryans can relate to.
BTW OP, are you still currently in school? I completely disagree with your ending statement about inceldom, and it being so over. Right now you have all of the opportunities to improve yourself and start dating. I cant tell you to stop caring about her, but I promise you things are as good as they will ever be- If you dont start living now, you wont be able to later. Girls are seeking you out, see where that takes you. If you continue doing nothing and just cherishing the past, than a decade from now you will still be nothing without the ability to change things. Time leaves with the wind, and it moves faster the older you get. If you spend your waking days living in the past you will eventually long for the days you wasted in mourning, wishing and wondering what you could have done instead. I dont have your exact experience but I to have become also deeply enthralled with a girl, its only years later I have truly excepted that I had no control with what happened to her, but that I did willfully throw a portion of my youth away in blind limerence. Continue caring about her, but focus on which direction your going. You cant change her life but you can change yours.
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>>12616366counterpoint: doing fuck all and herding sheep for my entire life is le good and aryan actually
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>>12616406just to clarify for jannies, im talking about drinking WATER and smoking AIR im high off life not drugs #DARE
▶ №12616490[Quote]>>12616506
>>12616472aryan and oreos
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>>12616485i use a bot to spam them with soyjaks
▶ №12616551[Quote]>>12616566
>>12615843this was reposted from reddit nigga
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>>12616507i dont lok like dis i am a black woman
▶ №12616569[Quote]>>12616591
>>12616406yeah youre a normalfaggot. you can get back together anytime you want. I never had a gf never talk to women, have no friends, am disabled and have no parents who might give me a job. go kys.
▶ №12616591[Quote]>>12616612
>>12616569geg LOOOOOOOOSER i should give you a fuckin wedgie you nerd bitch ass nigga
▶ №12616612[Quote]>>12616628
>>12616591Im disabled so if you do that youll be an asshole.
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>>12616585take your medication zog-gpt would never write anything like this
▶ №12616659[Quote]>>12616689
>>12616628what about being politically correct? not even the guys from the school I went to bullied me even doe I pretended to be half autistic and nobody liked me. Now im 23 years old and still dont have a job because Im retarded. I have amputated my arms too. bullying me would be really awful.
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>>12616668next step is trooning out
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Test
▶ №12616816[Quote]>>12616962
Insane thontage dude
▶ №12617312[Quote]>>12617437
you need to forget her OP
▶ №12617437[Quote]>>12617453
>>12617312but i cant or something
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>>12617437you mvst you have to destroy da joos and da libtards how will you do that if you just spend all night gooning to soytan all day browsing the sharty like a faggot
▶ №12617462[Quote]>>12617854
What’s is it with soyteens and incest? though
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tldr im not reading allat
