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>>12615605'opy 'asted it if repost is needed
▶ №12615617[Quote]>>12615622
>wake up and shes hugging me
>the raising of the flagpole
>only happened like 20 times before so id panic and rush out of bed
>SHE WAS AWAKE THE WHOLE TIME
>asks me what im doing
>id just run out of the room, i didnt even try to make any excuse
>avoid her the whole day, friends tease me about it, i feel really bad because her friends abandoned her so she mostly just sits alone
>next week
>were at my dads house now, younger sister has also tagged along
>on the way there she’d kiss me on the cheek out of nowhere
>younger sister punches her
>id put my bag onto my lap
>finally get there after the worst fucking car ride ever
>spend the day playing dolls with younger sister
>wake up to the next day and immediately begin fucking around in the back yard
>lifes good
>almost forgot about my troubles until she’d walk out wearing pajamas matching with me
>unable to make eye contact
>she notices and backs off
>play in the yard until its night time, god im autistic
>at night she’d ask something me while we were cuddling (platonically) on the daybed
>and I was going to write out everything that happened but I think some pedophile from discord might goon to it so ill just give you the summary
>she asked to confirm a theory of hers that men only grow they weiner when there older, I agreed on the grounds I could see hers, after that we talked and other shit that I will take to my grave
>she called it ‘nice’, best compliment ever
>afterwards i felt like a complete degenerate while she was acting very nonchalant about it
>unable to make eye contact with anyone, felt like my soul itself was melancholic
>also felt like a chad
>afterwards she began teasing me for being so flustered, kissing me on the lips randomly, slapping my ass etc
>during dinner with my dad she’d randomly kiss me on the neck which would make me visibly jump
>my dad would absolutely piss himself laughing, wheezing and tearing up
>for the next like week or so i’d try to avoid her and she’d tone down the teasing
>go home, i was silent as she’d argue with her little sister, suddenly just being next to her would make me flustered
>back to the usual routine of school home school home school home
>id continue avoiding her at school, to make myself feel less like a piece of shit id occasionally buy her food and sometimes sit with her at lunch
>id ask her randomly why she doesn’t have a boyfriend
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>>12615617'opy and 'asted again for repost
▶ №12615623[Quote]>>12615980
>probably the most worried ive ever been
>she came back looking like shit
>obvious bruise on her head, marks on her arms
>said she fell down the stairs
>said she was living with her mum now
>said she cant interact with me anymore
>said she was sorry
>i stated i thought this was bullshit
>she said she did too
>i went home from school early
>i didnt attend for a week
>mum didnt even try to make me
>from then on we only talked when we were alone but her clingy friend made that extremely hard
>didnt help her friend couldn’t keep a secret to save her life
>last time i talked to her i asked her if she still liked me
>she said she always had
>a random kid made a comment to her mum
>she never talked to me again
>ever
>not
>once
>not
>ever
>and its been three or so years now? might be less…
>in the meantime ive been unable to date anyone else
>an emo girl i knew for a while asked if i wanted to grab a coffee after school
>i ghosted her
>a nice ginger girl i knew from a reenactment group asked if i wanted to go to a party with her
>i left the group
>i never wanted to, i just… couldnt do it
>im much different than what i was like after it all ended though, im more fit, im tall as shit, i work on my grandpas sheep farm over the holidays now, im actually good at my schoolwork, i have friends i go shooting with, honestly in every way visible to others my life is so incredibly much better now that ive even had people comment on it
>i still think about her.
>i told my friends about all this, one of them quickly changed the subject and began showing me nazi memes
>the other just called me a faggot
>i still think about her.
>we still have a lot of shared interests so shes in all my classes
>i always come late so i can sit away from her
>i look at her sometimes
>around 50% of the time when i glance at her shes already looking at me
>she sits on the opposite side of the school to me during lunch
>she sits with the popular kids sometimes, but 90% of the time she just sits with her friend
>i still think about her
>everytime i see her sitting with the popular kids i get jealous, then i get angry because i dont want to be someone who cant get over a past relationship
>i hate her sometimes, not because of anything shes done but just because she wont get the fuck out of my head
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>>12615614that was fuckin fast
▶ №12615646[Quote]>>12615663
>>12615629why do i feel kind of sad tho
▶ №12615647[Quote]
>>probably the most worried ive ever been
>>she came back looking like shit
>>obvious bruise on her head, marks on her arms
>>said she fell down the stairs
>>said she was living with her mum now
>>said she cant interact with me anymore
>>said she was sorry
>>i stated i thought this was bullshit
>>she said she did too
>>i went home from school early
>>i didnt attend for a week
>>mum didnt even try to make me
>>from then on we only talked when we were alone but her clingy friend made that extremely hard
>>didnt help her friend couldn’t keep a secret to save her life
>>last time i talked to her i asked her if she still liked me
>>she said she always had
>>a random kid made a comment to her mum
>>she never talked to me again
>>ever
>>not
>>once
>>not
>>ever
>>and its been three or so years now? might be less…
>>in the meantime ive been unable to date anyone else
>>an emo girl i knew for a while asked if i wanted to grab a coffee after school
>>i ghosted her
>>a nice ginger girl i knew from a reenactment group asked if i wanted to go to a party with her
>>i left the group
>>i never wanted to, i just… couldnt do it
>>im much different than what i was like after it all ended though, im more fit, im tall as shit, i work on my grandpas sheep farm over the holidays now, im actually good at my schoolwork, i have friends i go shooting with, honestly in every way visible to others my life is so incredibly much better now that ive even had people comment on it
>>i still think about her.
>>i told my friends about all this, one of them quickly changed the subject and began showing me nazi memes
>>the other just called me a faggot
>>i still think about her.
>>we still have a lot of shared interests so shes in all my classes
>>i always come late so i can sit away from her
>>i look at her sometimes
>>around 50% of the time when i glance at her shes already looking at me
>>she sits on the opposite side of the school to me during lunch
>>she sits with the popular kids sometimes, but 90% of the time she just sits with her friend
>>i still think about her
>>everytime i see her sitting with the popular kids i get jealous, then i get angry because i dont want to be someone who cant get over a past relationship
>>i hate her sometimes, not because of anything shes done but just because she wont get the fuck out of my head
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>>12615646you vill be cheerful you vill get a loving asian 2/10 wife and you vill be happy
▶ №12615723[Quote]>>12615738
Nobody wants to read allat
▶ №12615745[Quote]>>12615762
can we get a tldr op
▶ №12615747[Quote]>>12615754>>12615770
Write your SNCA blogpost on /r9k/ next time.
▶ №12615762[Quote]
>>12615745tldr i got with a hot blonde aryan girl, we heh… lets just say we played roblox and then she was forced to ghost me and i have to live with the fact im so close to her yet so far
▶ №12615783[Quote]>>12615797>>12615851
Marge is your mom a dyke?
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>>12615783cant read award
▶ №12615843[Quote]>>12615884
im going to post this on reddit now
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>>12615783op why are you ignoring me
▶ №12615869[Quote]>>12615875
>>12615854ev&oe doing the opposite of what op wants me to do is LE ARYAN
▶ №12615875[Quote]>>12615877
>>12615869ev&oe thats what im doing not what ur doing
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>>12615629I hate how elitist inkwelldom is. It seems like the entire online mens' rights community suddenly forgot to grow one day and all that was left was foid-loving-gooning Asmonboys to me
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>>12615898ev&oe im italian and welsh so if i got back with her it would be race mixing or whatever
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>>12615929OHNONONONONO OPCACAS!?!
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>>12615929you left out the rest of the snca though geg
▶ №12615980[Quote]>>12615984
>>12615623awww poor baby was worried about xer
▶ №12615989[Quote]>>12615993
>>12615984did babys fee fees get hurt?
▶ №12616005[Quote]>>12616008
can someone sum it up
▶ №12616008[Quote]>>12616062
>>12616005fucks sake just read it
▶ №12616033[Quote]>>12616040
gringo get a job
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>>12616040stole my wojack award
▶ №12616062[Quote]
>>12616008is this some incest story or something
▶ №12616071[Quote]>>12616077
>>12616061im not sending you a picture of xer
▶ №12616077[Quote]
>>12616071PLEEEAASSEEEEEEE PLEEEAASSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I NEED ITTTTTTTT PPPLLLEEEEAASSSSSEEEEEE
