>>686357 (OP)You are not a real woman. No shoes, no shoes, no shoes. Are you a homosexual, a drug addict, a rapist, a materialist?
You were given permission by a dangerous and manipulative man. People will praise you behind your back. Your parents will be angry and sad; your "friends" will shame you and show you your weakness.
People will reject him immediately. Thousands of years of evolution have made humans stronger and more capable. We transgenders are ugly and dirty too. The knife to your throat is a deadly knife. Even if you bring alcohol with you. If they hit you with their hands, their fingers will be hurt.
You will not be happy. Go for a walk in the morning and think that everything is fine. But the darkness inside is like smoke and burns like fire. Very heavy, ready to break. The rain has slowed it down. You grabbed the rope, tied it around your waist, and climbed into the bedside table. Your parents will pity you and be happy because you can't handle the shame and pain. He will be on call. Your body will rot and turn to ashes.
It's your mind. It's your mind. There's no going back.