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The reason i dont really comment in punk communities is exactly the issue you describe. On a sidenote ironically the punk community of reddit shuns anyone who does not agree with a very specific set of guidelines. Imo it should be about freedom of expression, period. No right or wrong, just self expression of your own, yet that has turned into a virtue signalling party too

I’d advise the poster to not apologise for their self expression, walking on eggshells to be PC and all that has destroyed punk music. My fav quote on this matter: “Youre not punk, and im telling everyone Save your breath, i never was one”

Yes

Ive played it, for me it was a bit repetitive but the characters and all that were really good. It takes a little time to figure things out at first but it has a subreddit

Play some story based video game, watch series, make a song

A psychopath, nothing fazes him. Well dressed, soft spoken to people he needs to use, cold to people he entertains himself with. Androgynious, elegant, uses a pistol, he enters a room there are guns blazing. Enemies dont even have time to react due to his sandy. Developed romantic feelings for So Mi, did not care much about the betrayal but he chose himself to be rescued, in his pragmatic mind “So Mi was out of control with way too much power”, thinks Panam is emotionally manipulative, but useful for his impulses. Likes the nomads for their honesty. Looks at corpo leaders like incomperent preys to hunt down and replace with his own pawns or himself. Thinks Mr. Hands is too controlling and one day will need to be eliminated. Loved Jackie. Found Judy hollow. Thinks the Scavs are lowlives who are preys like corpos, just a little bit dumber. Thinks Johnny wanted his body from the start but can be easily manipulated, and he is just a construct, data, not a real person anyway. Uses Johnny as a tool to keep him company and second opinions. Thinks there are way shadier companies than Arasaka but doesnt like either. Would join Netwatch to learn about the blackwall and probably destroy everything beyond it, having seen what it can do to So Mi and others.

Well he is a psychopath but not a sadistic one, thinks the blackwall gateway hack is beyond any consequential measure and should not be tackled with

If you hurt him, he will easily forget it if youre outside of his interests. But might hurt you if you are within his interest even if its considered bad morality

A special agent working for himself, hoping to one day find actual purpose. Likes Misty and Vik like family

Finds Myers robotic and over the top cruel, but at the same time the NUSA is relatively benevolent compared to all the others

Thinks So Mi is a female psychopath Examples: Me: many people will die So Mi: they will die so we can live

Taking Johnny out so she can manipulate the narrative

Soft spoken with rare signs of anger, most of the times truth tellers are not nice and cookie cutter in their responses. Trying way too hard to persuade

The secondary reason he did not send So Mi to the moon was bc So Mi has a pattern of being manipulated and trusting the wrong people. Even her intuition might be correct “i’ll most likely be a lab rat there”, i do not trust that the shady company i know nothing about who bought a free ticket for her will do her any good

NUSA will use her, but he will find a way to cut her loose from the NUSA either in a nice smooth way or a dirty covert operation

Does not like driving, finds it boring, shooting calms him down

Thats a good one, i’ll try it out in a few hours

Better safe than sorry

Nah, reference to what?

Irl she would be diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder most likely

You are in psychosis, get meds prescribed to help calm you down a bit

Partly an error on my part too that i did not warn her of her boyfriend’s dangerous nature. I trusted that she can choose well and that my own jealousy would only make her life worse (im in love too, i just dont undermine relationships, my code)

Anyway later she told me her bf caused the whole thing

I had.. but since her almost suicide she is no longer the same. I saved her, not proud bc she wanted out and i only talked her down for my own selfish purposes, she knows that, im honest about my intentions. We had talks where i sat her down metaphorically and told her “look, i am using you, you will soon realize that, once healthy narcissism kicks in, you will leave, but i dont want you to leave bc thats not in my interest”. That said the suicide talk-down was a masterpiece of manipulating someone back into life without telling a single lie, i intend to uphold my promises i made that night, which was shelter at my home, and taking her to doctors to my best ability. But anyway… shes grown distant, only a hologram now, sometimes i catch a glimpse but its no longer there, not the same person. I grieve my serveant, friend, ally, sister

Im very sad

Your words are appreciated in the context of the relevant social construct i adjusted to fit your convenience

I drank alcohol on many pain pills and sleeping pills and benzo so i might be incoherent (woke up recently)

If i hurt someone you love (i assure you i will NOT), you will turn into one too. Its only a flip of a switch, you will try to tear me into pieces and i do not blame you, i blame evolution and i am making a point

Prefrontal cortex: responsible for impulse control Amygdala: execution of impulse, fight, flight, freeze, total submission

In psychopathy the orbital frontal cortex, responsible for empathy, morality, impulse control, is not functional, nor is the submissive part of the amygdala (mind you the amygdala also is responsible for sexual and other impulses to become action from thought)

In borderline (i have that), the amygdala is not communicating correctly and gets activated too many times for false alarms, making the prefrontal cortex turn off for a while, disabling logical thinking

If someone gets shot in the prefrontal cortex and survive, some turn into very violent people

The murder is in human blood, the execution is dormant, one can only hope it never wakes up

My sense of morality is atypical or you would call it damaged

I avoid social contact bc i fear that my violent impulses might take control and although i do not intend hurting people, i might break a whole restaurant with a hammer if someone says some bad words to me

Im wasting away in my illnesses at home

Becoming different personalities, i wake up and wonder what did the previous one do (possible OSDD with partial amnesia, no diagnosis of that, only of the rest)

I find stains of food on my clothes which indicate i was coughing while eating again (neuro symptom) But i dont really remember doing that.

I find my belongings at atypical places id never put them to

An unknown force possessed me and im an empty husk that mostly feels pain

Any kind words?

Mind you i disagree with the person youre opposing. Im just pointing out that for a good faith debate, this wont suffice

And this is ad hominem or circular argumentation at best

The dead cant hear you. The living still can. Fuck two lives up or fuck one? Consequentialism

Subjectively? Do what i want? Youre a good person. Dont do what i want? Youre a bad person

Objectively? Noone on earth knows, not me, not you, noone

Chronic disease, not much left to give. I have my room. Life is for you, not for me. Still think i got a shot? Check my frequent communities, answers shall you find, mysterious traveler

OCD, check on it

Nah havent seen it

Mad queen lore was painfully obvious since season 2

Ramsay brainwashed not only Theon but yall too that Theon did anything more out of the ordinary than an average person in GOT, examples: any wildling really.. Cersei, Tywin, you get the idea

Yes

You are one in 8 billion of current living humans, there were probably a hundred billion by now on earth if not more. Why would an agency put money into resurrecting particularly you?

Some of the guys just want a hug, come on

Bc these days everyone’s dog is a narcissist. The whole thing is like using autism as a slur, now its narcissism, i wonder which disorder is next

Can you afford medication? It will get you addicted or dependent, but it could save your life for a while and could save your life (period) if you and your doctor is smart about it

Dont try to find rationality in humans. That being said, you and me, lets talk, morals of which age? Which culture?

Does it even matter if it changes every 100 years?

Apathy + cynicism

Just in case some of you are new to the song, do not worry, here is a detailed breakdown:

So, why is it Reaper Girl. Bc Reaper Girl is an imaginary character who has the ability to lift you out of this world like how the hit of a scythe collects whatever it hits. She embodies blackness, the end of suffering

Anyways about the song itself, it describes the crazed state of mind where nothing feels real, everything feels black, dark, cruel, dangerous. Lucy is a wordplay for hallucination. The lyrical self often puts himself from one position into the other. From one role into the other, from victim to killer, from killer to victim.

The lines calling out for “mom” describe the eerie feeling youd get as a kid being alone at night that you experience as an adult too in psychotic episodes

“Carving your name in the rain on a T” A T is a cross. Carving someones name on a cross means to make a grave. Which in this case is a metaphor for giving up on someone

“And counting all the days i die” is not a typo or a lyrical error, its about experiencing a death-like experience on a daily basis like a light version of mock executions

“I dont want progress, i want love” People expect you to progress in healing but you already know you wont heal (im physically sick long term, thats where this line comes from)

“I want pussy, i want love (I) love hedonism” Escaping into a fantasy of reckless pleasure seeking

“I want bedtime stories, like mom, its too late and im missing, car and trunk” Feeling unheard, when i was a kid i often had a delusion that my mother thought i was dead and gave up on me. Car and trunk - i was killed and ditched

“Mommy i dreamt i found you” Often dreams feel more real than reality and reality feels more uncanny than nightmares

“Dirt on me is getting thick” Being buried

“My skull is weird, fuck im getting sick” A surreal line, on a sidenote pepple who overdose sometimes die of brain swelling rather than the actual overdose itself

“Guess i’ll tie up Lucy, hey” Changing position from victim to perpetrator, further showing the confusion in the mind of the lyrical self, Lucy is wordplay for hallucination. The psychological “other” retains the feminine role

“Pictures infest my dim soul” Intruding pictures AKA visions and hallucinations, delusions

Furthermore people crying out to their mothers is a phenomenon in extreme states of despair, usually when dying or experiencing great discomfort. I make multiple references to that in the song on purpose

The original title was Respiratory Depression

Original intro included the following spoken words “Respiration.. Respiratory Depression is a fatal condition, that i strive for laugh” [was removed for medical inaccuracy bc RESPIRATORY DEPRESSION is not a fatal state or “condition”, it however can lead to a collapse which IS FATAL - and to make the intro instrumental more immersive]

I like a good faith argument so id like to get to know your perspective more. Do you mind elaborating on what qualities do you see as the most important as a leader and who would you choose from the show? (Can be deceased too)

For me its:

-Consequentialism blended with humanitarian values

-Abscence of a personal interest as in revenge, bloodlust, emotional charge

-Expertise in sociology

-in real world settings unfortunately the ability to manipulate emotions on a grand scale bc people vote based on sympathy and emotions, noone votes for technocrats, they appear clumsy in contrast to charismatic speakers

(Just off the top of my head)

As for who i wouldve chosen, i havent decided yet. All of them were quite incompetent and / or opportunists. Definitely not Dany though, imo she was a sadist and too overconfident in her judgement abilities, so much that she did not even bother to check who was truly innocent in the slave master era

Jon Snow was promising imo, but if im realistic Tywin wouldve made more sense. Yes Tywin had his own interests but those most of the times did not end in disasterous outcomes. Although i dislike Tywin, but he was smart, had he not been in war, maybe couldve been an okayish ruler

In an ideal world, Ned maybe, but he isnt a good politician tbh, just someone whose values are easy to relate to

They needed populism. The vote of the majority lies on the premise that majority = right. Whereas even Aristotele argued that people will eventually always choose autocrats

Bran is a technocrat

If anything he’d make a good ruler if it was based on merit

Counter argument against myself: merit often isnt enough, bran would get replaced quite quickly i presume

Same is true for the current rulers in the actual world so why wouldnt it work? Lot of them are psychopaths

Sidenote: do you think consent equals “correct decision”? Imo people arent always capable of knowing what can they endure without suffering long term emotional or physical distress

To mods: I had to repost bc i accidentally posted a different link lol

Some lore:

So, why is it Reaper Girl. Bc Reaper Girl is an imaginary character who has the ability to lift you out of this world like how the hit of a scythe collects whatever it hits. She embodies blackness, the end of suffering

Anyways about the song itself, it describes the crazed state of mind where nothing feels real, everything feels black, dark, cruel, dangerous. Lucy is a wordplay for hallucination. The lyrical self often puts himself from one position into the other. From one role into the other, from victim to killer, from killer to victim.

The lines calling out for “mom” describe the eerie feeling youd get as a kid being alone at night that you experience as an adult too in psychotic episodes

“Carving your name in the rain on a T” A T is a cross. Carving someones name on a cross means to make a grave. Which in this case is a metaphor for giving up on someone

“And counting all the days i die” is not a typo or a lyrical error, its about experiencing a death-like experience on a daily basis like a light version of mock executions

“I dont want progress, i want love” People expect you to progress in healing but you already know you wont heal (im physically sick long term, thats where this line comes from)

“I want pussy, i want love (I) love hedonism” Escaping into a fantasy of reckless pleasure seeking

“I want bedtime stories, like mom, its too late and im missing, car and trunk” Feeling unheard, when i was a kid i often had a delusion that my mother thought i was dead and gave up on me. Car and trunk - i was killed and ditched

“Mommy i dreamt i found you” Often dreams feel more real than reality and reality feels more uncanny than nightmares

“Dirt on me is getting thick” Being buried

“My skull is weird, fuck im getting sick” A surreal line, on a sidenote pepple who overdose sometimes die of brain swelling rather than the actual overdose itself

“Guess i’ll tie up Lucy, hey” Changing position from victim to perpetrator, further showing the confusion in the mind of the lyrical self, Lucy is wordplay for hallucination. The psychological “other” retains the feminine role

“Pictures infest my dim soul” Intruding pictures AKA visions and hallucinations, delusions

Furthermore people crying out to their mothers is a phenomenon in extreme states of despair, usually when dying or experiencing great discomfort. I make multiple references to that in the song on purpose

The original title was Respiratory Depression

Original intro included the following spoken words “Respiration.. Respiratory Depression is a fatal condition, that i strive for laugh” [was removed for medical inaccuracy bc RESPIRATORY DEPRESSION is not a fatal state or “condition”, it however can lead to a collapse which IS FATAL - and to make the intro instrumental more immersive]

Some lore:

So, why is it Reaper Girl. Bc Reaper Girl is an imaginary character who has the ability to lift you out of this world like how the hit of a scythe collects whatever it hits. She embodies blackness, the end of suffering

Anyways about the song itself, it describes the crazed state of mind where nothing feels real, everything feels black, dark, cruel, dangerous. Lucy is a wordplay for hallucination. The lyrical self often puts himself from one position into the other. From one role into the other, from victim to killer, from killer to victim.

The lines calling out for “mom” describe the eerie feeling youd get as a kid being alone at night that you experience as an adult too in psychotic episodes

“Carving your name in the rain on a T” A T is a cross. Carving someones name on a cross means to make a grave. Which in this case is a metaphor for giving up on someone

“And counting all the days i die” is not a typo or a lyrical error, its about experiencing a death-like experience on a daily basis like a light version of mock executions

“I dont want progress, i want love” People expect you to progress in healing but you already know you wont heal (im physically sick long term, thats where this line comes from)

“I want pussy, i want love (I) love hedonism” Escaping into a fantasy of reckless pleasure seeking

“I want bedtime stories, like mom, its too late and im missing, car and trunk” Feeling unheard, when i was a kid i often had a delusion that my mother thought i was dead and gave up on me. Car and trunk - i was killed and ditched

“Mommy i dreamt i found you” Often dreams feel more real than reality and reality feels more uncanny than nightmares

“Dirt on me is getting thick” Being buried

“My skull is weird, fuck im getting sick” A surreal line, on a sidenote pepple who overdose sometimes die of brain swelling rather than the actual overdose itself

“Guess i’ll tie up Lucy, hey” Changing position from victim to perpetrator, further showing the confusion in the mind of the lyrical self, Lucy is wordplay for hallucination. The psychological “other” retains the feminine role

“Pictures infest my dim soul” Intruding pictures AKA visions and hallucinations, delusions

The original title was Respiratory Depression

Original intro included the following spoken words “Respiration.. Respiratory Depression is a fatal condition, that i strive for laugh”

Some lore:

So first, why is it Reaper Girl. Bc Reaper Girl is an imaginary character who has the ability to lift you out of this world like how the hit of a scythe collects whatever it hits

Second of all, its girl, bc “mommy issues”, simple answer haha

Anyways about the song itself, it describes the crazed state of mind where nothing feels real, everything feels black, dark, cruel, dangerous. Lucy is a wordplay for hallucination. The lyrical self often puts himself from one position into the other. From one role into the other, from victim to killer, from killer to victim.

The lines calling out for “mom” describe the eerie feeling youd get as a kid being alone at night that you experience as an adult too in psychotic episodes

The original title was Respiratory Depression

Note before i say anything: i rarely use chatgpt and i rarely ever manipulate on purpose

That being said, he isnt much less smarter than you or anyone here

1. Using chatgpt as an extension of your thinking abilities to get a second opinion that you might have had blindspots for is actually smart if it achieved the outcome he wanted. If im not a rocket scientist but im stuck on Mars, and i use a manual to fix my space ship, thats not a dumb move at all, opposed to trying to fix it without research and then failing and dying. Although fully relying on chatgpt has a number of issues, one is that chatgpt is heavily altered + usually only usable for surface level information, otherwise it will not cite studies, a statement without a premise is not much of use to soneone who needs complex logic for a task

2. Being god is a belief thing, i say being your own god is not a dumb thing on its own. Your subjective experience is the most relevant to you. Some religions believe everyone is god. And noone here can prove that he isnt god anyways even by Christian standards bc we have no measurement device for “godliness”, the chance is very low, never impossible, although i think god would not spend his time bragging here if we are talking about the church god, buddhist gods might, i dunno 🤣

Whaddaya think? Imo its a funny thing to discuss

Edit: i like playing with logic on opinions where there is a popular opinion and i can humor the idea just for the sake of it

Give me your proof wink

Send me the link to the song in DM though, i tried listening but the file didnt want to load, figured id try again later but now its gone

As you please, we’ll slowly fry you instead

FINALLY SOMEONE NOTICED 😶‍🌫️

I agree, good leaders are pragmatic

Noone deserves punishment. Every problem regarding the current morals of an age should be faced with regard for the possibility of being wrong

Punishment furthermore is an archaic method that only alters behavior in people with relatively typical brain structures, those with orbital frontal cortex damage (psychopaths, mania sans delirie in old words or schizophrenia spectrum disorders, personality disorders and such) do not feel remorse after being punished therefore it is only an inhumane method for altering the behavior of the vulnerable and torturing people with emotional disabilities

I conclude that the best approach is consequential with the boundaries of humanitarianism. With no regard for the moral weight of the action commited, and more emphasis on the outcome while preserving the dignity of the individual

Punishment is a good way of surpressing behavior without changing core beliefs which is an inhumane and dangerous combination depending on the predisposition to the actions following by the “condemned” individual

Yall are so mean to me accusing me of lying i’ll delete this fucking post, fuck this shit. I thought we were adults here, its only so much ridicule i can take until i want to rip something into a half, i’ll rather take the peaceful path and leave. I just wanted to express sadness but fuck you

Besides i take it for lyrica withdrawals rn, jumping w 4 steps from 75-200mg doses

Edit: mind you: lyrica doses

I am chronically aware of that 😏 The reason i came here were bc im sad about the heart issues it causes, its not meant to make my hr go from 70 to 130-140

Never said i am not peculiar :S nor did i say i was human. But i did not deny it either. With the current state of the whole humanity situation though i do not identify as one, its ugly. I would propose a pragmatic, consequential and humanitarian approach to social problems if it was up to me but maybe lucky for yall that its not my choices to make bc i make decisions on a whim

I do, but i find you funny 🤣 and what explains me not being able to stay awake after ANY dose of quetiapine within 40 minutes - 1 hour 30 minutes of taking it? Doses so small like a pinhead of a tablet is enough

My whole personality disorder and mental disorder profile is an anomaly too 😭🤣 and stuff like why do i stop getting effects after overdose level benzos, i simply get sober at very high doses so low doses actually work better for me like an inverted U curve. I started off on 2.5mg ambien originally so me doing 100mg a day is like someone else doing 1000mg i guess lol

Whats a full tab? 30mg, so a quarter is 7.5mg

I take 15-20mg if only by its own. 5-10mg if combined with lyrica. For some reason it totally kills any effect of kpin no matter the dosage if the ambien is high enough so i try to take it with distanced kpin, 1mg currently but upping my dose till whatever neccesary while im cold turkeying lyrica

I cannot speak of any schedule though bc my personality is fragmented and it causes me amnesia

And what ive noticed that CNS depressants stimulate me if i take too much, if i take 10 kpins, 12 ambiens and couple of lyrica pills, i’ll just have a very low pulse but i’ll feel rather wired and tense

Also keep in mind ive had a full on CEV trip from 2.5mg memantine on first try. And i have to take like 1/32 a tablet of quetiapine to not fall asleep 40 minutes or so after taking it

Also every med works for me half as fast as the official online onset time, by the original onset time sometimes its already kicked in and lasts way shorter than what they write. An ambien lasts me 1 hour total, no matter how high the dose, only comedown after that

Well i do know im not lying, and then in that case i might not have the enzyme, but keep in mind i take LDN so that might potentiate any opioid activity. And i take ambien often which might potentiate the disso effects, i havent hallucinated at all though, just a feeling very similar to benzos and dissos combined

Quarter of a robocough tab hbr

Simple 7.5mg, i can tolerate like 100mg of ambien a day, but give me 7mg of dxm and im just as high as my normal ambien dose

I have never taken an amphetamine. Interestingly though Risperidone and Quetiapine both cause me this weird symptom where my tongue starts hurting and i lose control over its movement and talking becomes difficult. The same happens when i take memantine. Which might sound like impossible, since one is an agonist and the other one is an antagonist, oddly enough: i found zolpidem/ambien to be able to decrease this symptom if it occurs, i researched a bit and it seems like zolpidem decreases dopamine levels or signalling in the prefrontal cortex, and two other areas that dont come to my mind, i’ll find the article

Found it: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/2871179/

And oddly enough, benadryl makes my tongue go numb, benadryl also does something with dopamine but that one feels like more of a muscle relaxing effect

Allegedly, but memantine for some reason brought them back everytime i took it, however it might not be the actual D1 agonism, it increases receptor sensitivity, but idk the mechanism of that. Ketamine doesnt afaik

Theyre not helpful at all. And insist on keeping me on antipsychotics which is the most foolish medical choice ive heard aside from long term benzo scripts like candy. I self medicated with dxm, and cannabis, everything else was on prescription