I won't go into details, but I'm utterly heartbroken, upset & confused & very much in a place of distrust rn.
If we're not friends, don't pretend or convince me we are.
If we are, please make it clear that we are & don't make me doubt that shit.
If I tell you we're friends, I mean it from my POV.
If I reach out or tell you I love you; I mean it.
Don't take my kindness, patience or loyalty for granted.
I will go to the Moon & back for the people I care about, & hold every word & rule set very seriously because your comfort & happiness means more than anything to me.
How dare you.
I'm fucking done.