Hello! Monthly... Not really progress report?
Yeah I've not really done anything this month.. The constant fatigue and heat is really getting to me. I'm using alot of older art in these posts lately bc I just can't bring myself to do art at all. It's so debilitating.
My doctors have maybe found the source of the fatigue and all my other health issues though. They believe I might have Multiple Sclerosis due to some abnormal tests they found n my second blood test coming back with litreally everything as borderline and my iron levels dangerously low. I've never heard of MS b4 they mentioned it but it's like an autoimmune condition where ur immune system attacks the coating of the nerves in your brain n spine n those attacks leave permanent scar tissue, I'm not exactly sure but this scar tissue I think is what causes the problems depending where it is on the brain? They gave me some iron supplements and referred me to the neurology people for an MRI to check for lesions in my brain and spine.... Which I'm gonna have to wait 4 months for....... Bruh... Not my worst waiting list... Atleast it's not 10 years.... Atp I'm just hoping they find litreally anything because I am so damn tired of all of this I just wanna go back to living normally again. 😭
Due to all of this, aswell as me getting a kitten and my birthday being in July, I think I'm gonna take a break for a bit from working on anything n I think I'm just gonna let myself be lazy for awhile.
This month hasn't been spent doing nothing atleast. As I said I'm getting a kitten!!!! I'm not sure what to name her just yet there's a few ideas I have but none really stand out to me, I think Daisy is a kinda cute name tho. She's a little tuxedo kitty with a white stripe on her nose. She's so cute!!!!!!!! I hope she and my senior female kitty can eventually be friends :] I've been going swimming as much as possible due to the heat recently but the water is now so cold 😭 I also got to practice lifeguarding at my swim lesson. I thought it was funny bc I inhaled so much water n my only thought was could you imagine you're drowning n get saved by a lifeguard only for your lifeguard that's supposed to save you drowning on you???? Bruh I'd be terrible at that lol. My mum is saying we're going to start looking into diving lessons soon but I am so freaked out by heights I will flop into the water like a fish...
I've also played Deltarune recently.. I had alot of fun with Deltarune.. And alot of rage sometimes.. I love Jackenstein he's so silly [Insert your taking too long joke or something here]. Also I will never trust a water cooler again.. I recorded me playing Chapter 3 and 4 if anyone would ever wanna see it? 🤷♀️ But like I was really bad at the boss fights n they took me like a million tries. I died even to simple enemies. I just really struggle with being able to react fast enough xD. I've watched alot of anime recently, mainly Kemurikusa and Houseki no Kuni, both are really really gooooood. Aswell as I was watching FNAF Secret of the Mimic playthroughs since the game came out recently. The game is honestly pretty good tbh. I really enjoyed the story and the stealth gameplay. The idea of the enemy being able to take any shape is pretty scary! It brought back my old FNAF hyperfixation for a bit hahahaha. I'm also going to the arcade for my birthday.
I'm sorry for using alot of old art lately. I mentioned why above but I've been thinking of maybe using fanart or commissioning art to be used for these posts? With credit ofcourse. Would people be ok with that? Idk.
I'm sorry this is so long lol. How are you all doing? I hope you're doing well :]
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