ex boyfriend clearly haha. long time ago. every empty boyfriend i had abused me and drained me. then i used full boyfriends as iv drips because i had nothing fucking left i was sucked dry. i perpetuated the cycles of abuse but i kept all my self harm scars invisible so i hope they know i only took the bare minimum i just took what i needed. im vegan. i love sustainability. i love symbiosis. i just kept the full depth of my pain hidden because i needed to be the villain. i only ever took what i needed to stop myself from dying because everyone was trying to fucking kill me