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{"posts":[{"no":33165395,"closed":1,"now":"06\/03\/25(Tue)22:55:36","name":"Anonymous","sub":"GIOYC","com":"Get it off your chest thread Return of box breathing edition","filename":"Box+breathing","ext":".gif","w":850,"h":478,"tn_w":250,"tn_h":140,"tim":1749005736446895,"time":1749005736,"md5":"CtRJihRUV+wELC\/0wJD4VQ==","fsize":21602,"resto":0,"archived":1,"bumplimit":1,"archived_on":1749263287,"imagelimit":0,"semantic_url":"gioyc","replies":374,"images":16,"tail_size":50},{"no":33165430,"now":"06\/03\/25(Tue)23:01:54","name":"Anonymous","com":"I did something unspeakably degenerate and I feel disgusting and horrible","time":1749006114,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165484,"now":"06\/03\/25(Tue)23:10:12","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> This seems like a great way to relax after a long day painting Austrian countrysides.","time":1749006612,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165527,"now":"06\/03\/25(Tue)23:19:42","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165430\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165430<\/a> Just embrace it and be honest with yourself, it was always who you were deep inside, as much as you don\u2019t want to admit it.","time":1749007182,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165533,"now":"06\/03\/25(Tue)23:21:00","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165527\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165527<\/a> Fuck that","time":1749007260,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165543,"now":"06\/03\/25(Tue)23:23:03","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165533\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165533<\/a> Did it affect anyone else?","time":1749007383,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165552,"now":"06\/03\/25(Tue)23:25:14","name":"Anonymous","com":"I\u2019m ready to admit to myself that I am so fucked up, that deep down, the hottest thing is my ex raging on me. I realized it\u2019s like he\u2019s a sadist, and I\u2019m a masochist. God, I almost wish he\u2019d come back so he\u2019d fuck me up. I\u2019m literally so fucked up and toxic.","time":1749007514,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165553,"now":"06\/03\/25(Tue)23:25:37","name":"Anonymous","com":"i drank up 15 grand then grandpa got cancer if only i saved money man","time":1749007537,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165573,"now":"06\/03\/25(Tue)23:30:27","name":"Anonymous","com":"ever since the egf and I started talking about sex, our calls have gotten a lot more quiet","time":1749007827,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165585,"now":"06\/03\/25(Tue)23:33:05","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165573\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165573<\/a> Hiding from your parents?","time":1749007985,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165626,"now":"06\/03\/25(Tue)23:39:27","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165585\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165585<\/a> no we both live alone but we\u2019re shy and horny it\u2019s cute and a good progression, but we used to talk about very intellectual things I suppose this will pass as she gets further from ovulation","time":1749008367,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165747,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)00:01:26","name":"Anonymous","com":"My dreams always really bother me and linger for a while.","time":1749009686,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165837,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)00:22:49","name":"Anonymous","com":"I miss her so bad man. I think I fucked it up by getting in my own head and instead of talking to her I am just sitting here reading a book she likes. Someone talk me into reaching out. What should I say?","time":1749010969,"resto":33165395},{"no":33165998,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)01:15:21","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165837\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165837<\/a> Just tell her that you miss her, and that you\u2019re sorry.","time":1749014121,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166127,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)02:01:43","name":"Anonymous","com":"I wanted to tell you what really happened, but how do I explain this? How do I explain everything? A mistake, and I\u2019m all on my own by myself.","time":1749016903,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166206,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)02:28:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33166127\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33166127<\/a> Better than leave them paranoid and doubting reality forever. We have an intuition when there's something wrong, and it can be maddening.","time":1749018525,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166323,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)03:32:36","name":"Anonymous","com":"My mom always threw away all of the postcards we and her received as a kid I wish I still had them because so many of those relatives have passed Its a very hard line to know between being a hoarder or throwing away too much These days you can just take a picture and digitize the card but you couldnt do that back then","time":1749022356,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166581,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)05:25:12","name":"Anonymous","com":"Seeing you makes me sad.","time":1749029112,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166591,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)05:32:15","name":"Anonymous","com":"My (married) coworker (woman) wore a dress today. She crossed her legs in such an angle I got to see her panties. God damn that was hot. No I will not pursue her. I'm sane enough to not want to be a homewrecker.","time":1749029535,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166670,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)05:59:50","name":"Anonymous","com":"I'm glad that janny dogs were exterminated. In various online communities, there's so many pathetic losers or bastards in charge of banning people. I hope more of them get fucked.","time":1749031190,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166788,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)06:39:15","name":"Anonymous","com":"The time for alcoholism and nicotine\/caffeine abuse is over. I could fix me, and I will. I\u2019m gonna make this work, I\u2019m gonna change everything wrong with me. I\u2019m gonna prove you wrong when I meet you in another life over again","time":1749033555,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166810,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)06:49:49","name":"Anonymous","com":"I WANT TO BE DESIRED TOO, DAMNIT","time":1749034189,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166828,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)06:55:46","name":"Anonymous","com":"I can handle this","time":1749034546,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166847,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)07:00:56","name":"Anonymous","com":"doing the thing where my message get Delivered as SMS and I freak out because one possible cause of it is being blocked","time":1749034856,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166852,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)07:02:20","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33166847\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33166847<\/a> like, there\u2019s no way\u2026 there is just no way\u2026 every single way I think of it there is no fucking way she blocked me but\u2026 what if she did\u2026","time":1749034940,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166877,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)07:14:28","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> I do 5 seconds in, 6 seconds hold, and 7 seconds out and it's like being on drugs almost.","time":1749035668,"resto":33165395},{"no":33166959,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)07:41:11","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> I have been debating on contacting a friend I had a falling out with over a life decision they had made last year. tl;dr is she married a guy she had been in a long term relationship suddenly to pay for things. So I stopped talking to her for a few months because I didn't know what to say to her\/had nothing productive\/nice. When I reached back out to her she was not pleased with me, we had a few messages back and forth over a day or two and then we never talked again. I sent her another message a month or so later and she never responded. A few months ago I deleted her off my socials because I was constantly being reminded of my failure at keeping her as a friend and I had also gotten out of the hospital for a recurring health issue I have and was just frustrated with everything in my life. I have a feeling if I sent her a friend request again she'll either just ignore it or will just accept it to then tell me to fuck off. I feel like everything I have said and done has made things worse and if I did I would just fuck things up further. <a href=\"#p33165430\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165430<\/a> As long as you didn't hurt someone or something it is okay.","filename":"b57118c471f594ce0a405751e8c65be0","ext":".jpg","w":1200,"h":675,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":70,"tim":1749037271941973,"time":1749037271,"md5":"9boUq+mXM9T+sfrXIDvMqg==","fsize":92891,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167023,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)08:01:52","name":"Anonymous","com":"I brought up some issues that I have been having with my boyfriend lately in what I thought was calm and delicate way and he tried to play a cool but literally started crying like actual big tears. I feel bad","time":1749038512,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167040,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)08:07:07","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33166852\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33166852<\/a> it\u2019s been another hour and nothing\u2026 I must be being silly, it\u2019s still the morning\u2026 she wouldn\u2019t do this to me\u2026","time":1749038827,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167043,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)08:09:14","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167040\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167040<\/a> \u2026why would her phone be off or dead? it doesn\u2019t make sense. if she doesn\u2019t say anything today then I\u2019ll just go see her in-person","time":1749038954,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167103,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)08:35:17","name":"Anonymous","com":"Ah. Her phone was just off. <a href=\"#p33167043\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167043<\/a>","time":1749040517,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167305,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)09:35:43","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33166591\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33166591<\/a> Ew disgusting","time":1749044143,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167317,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)09:38:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> This girl I've been seeing for 4 months or so made it clear we should just be casual. I let myself get a little too attached and the other day when we talked she said something that again reminded me that this is just casual. I told her that I need to set up boundaries and reenforce the existing ones she got all pissy at me. Sorry, if we're casual then you're not going to get text everyday, you're not going to get "goodnight :)" text. I don't want you to call me and talk to me about whatever. Dumb cunt.","time":1749044325,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167323,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)09:39:29","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167023\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167023<\/a>. don't fall for crocodile-tears, tard. that dirtbag probably cucking on your ass at this very moment LOL","time":1749044369,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167332,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)09:41:31","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165837\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165837<\/a> Might as well try. You know you miss her now and if you do nothing there's 100% chance that she never comes back to you. If you tell her that you miss her and fucked up you still might not get her back but at least you tried.","time":1749044491,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167341,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)09:45:36","name":"Anonymous","com":"It's not that the mountain got harder to climb, so that they stop trying and escape. The mountain has been the same. It's that there's now a group of idiots at the bottom telling everyone to retreat.","time":1749044736,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167393,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)10:00:38","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167323\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167323<\/a> He's genuinely just a sensitive guy. I'm his first real girlfriend. You're the tard.","time":1749045638,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167405,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)10:09:00","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167023\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167023<\/a> The problem is not the calm and delicate, it's that (I assume, tell me if I'm wrong) you've waited at least some amount of time to dump multiple issues at once, rather than just point them out as you find them. And in his mind, he might admit you're completely right, but also think you might have brought this up with someone else because you've been quiet about it as not to "hurt him". Which might feel like you're seeing him as weak. I mean he's kinda weak to be crying over that. But that very aspect might already fuck with him. He might be insecure about that. So like a self fulfilling prophecy, this "I'm not telling him because he's gonna react badly" is basically you assuming that he can't take it, if we take it from his perspective.","time":1749046140,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167434,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)10:19:14","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167405\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167405<\/a> He just gets down on himself and was apologizing to me for "fucking up so much". I assured him that me bringing up stuff means that I value our connection and I want to work on stuff and don't want resentment to build. It seemed to make him feel better. I cry all the time I don't see it as a bad thing as long as you can talk and don't shut down","time":1749046754,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167479,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)10:34:42","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167434\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167434<\/a> Mostly depends on what this stuff you're bringing up actually is","time":1749047682,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167516,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)10:42:04","name":"Anonymous","com":"More disturbing dreams. This is the trend for now","time":1749048124,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167552,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)10:50:59","name":"Anonymous","com":"I just put on a size 10 from Meijer and it's literally like a size 16. What the fuck vanity sizing has gone too far. If you are fat just accept it!!!! You aren't a size ten and I'm for sure not a size 6 lmao","time":1749048659,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167560,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)10:53:57","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167393\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167393<\/a> That anons not wrong, you're being the tard.","time":1749048837,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167630,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)11:18:47","name":"Anonymous","com":">be me<\/span> >anxiety.jpg<\/span> >drink caffeine because le depressed<\/span> >panic_attack.avi<\/span> >know I should quit caffeine<\/span> >know I won't<\/span> >life is passing me by<\/span> >nothing happens<\/span> >stressed.gif<\/span> >can't focus<\/span> >can't focus<\/span> >don't want to focus<\/span> >don't want to take responsibility<\/span> >don't want to suffer<\/span> >mfw<\/span> I was gonna just gonna write a really long string of consecutive A's and H's but got spam filtered","filename":"it's-joever-joe-biden","ext":".gif","w":350,"h":360,"tn_w":121,"tn_h":125,"tim":1749050327764450,"time":1749050327,"md5":"I736NsSgryXDTZsVMaCvbA==","fsize":2312063,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167660,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)11:26:13","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167560\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167560<\/a> Have sex","time":1749050773,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167733,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)11:44:31","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167660\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167660<\/a> Get checked for stds","time":1749051871,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167915,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)12:28:57","name":"Lard man","com":"i will always want to play trains! i am so proud of myself that i exist in color reality!","time":1749054537,"resto":33165395},{"no":33167960,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)12:41:38","name":"Anonymous","com":">window was open just a crack when i thought it was closed<\/span> >female neighbor probably heard me talking about sex, singing\/rambling to myself, porn i played over speakers because i'm retarded, countless other embarrassing autistic shit<\/span> welp time to move","time":1749055298,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168080,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)13:25:55","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> Get the feeling my girlfriend\/ex lurks here, M want to go to the hat museum on Sunday?","filename":"1749057823838","ext":".png","w":296,"h":256,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":108,"tim":1749057955072879,"time":1749057955,"md5":"JJZKss2GuDHZ0UWJ0Soy2g==","fsize":33961,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168083,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)13:26:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"Rejection is a part of life.","time":1749058005,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168139,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)13:44:10","name":"Anonymous","com":"I just wrote a nearly 4000 word suicide note pre-emptively because my life is fucked. Don't know when I'm gonna do it yet but probably some time next month since nothing's happening after June for me. Really scared because I haven't the slightest how I'm gonna go about offing myself as painlessly as possible","filename":"1593500800614","ext":".jpg","w":736,"h":550,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":93,"tim":1749059050738884,"time":1749059050,"md5":"8EIdq2VIyuO4ha5BttUxMg==","fsize":138545,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168338,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)14:37:31","name":"Anonymous","com":"I have a bad habit of messaging my friends on discord but when they don't respond I delete it and try again after a few and still no response. I'm so fucking lonely. I'm just gonna be jerking off to anime girls my whole life because I'm a waste of air. I want to be kind and try my hardest but nobody ever puts in the effort I do. Nobody asks if I wanna watch a movie or play games together. It's always me inviting other people. I just want to disappear","filename":"__remilia_scarlet_touhou_drawn_by_yudepii__a56abe4a770b5c3c73788b0cc4fc3fde","ext":".jpg","w":400,"h":400,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":125,"tim":1749062251815621,"time":1749062251,"md5":"kA+WphZk9YJBbCCe\/\/uw2Q==","fsize":169052,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168359,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)14:41:29","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168338\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168338<\/a> Nigga... Have you considered that your "friends" only tolerate you? Get out of that situation, it's a form of personal hell, you would be far happier alone than being surrounded by hollow people. Instead of gooning to loli have you considered going to the gym?","time":1749062489,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168379,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)14:44:55","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168359\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168359<\/a> I don't know anon........ I think they do care about me but just don't put in the same effort....... >Instead of gooning to loli have you considered going to the gym?<\/span> I don't goon to loli and I tried the gym and didn't like it","time":1749062695,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168393,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)14:47:32","name":"Anonymous","com":"I dont like being rejected","time":1749062852,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168412,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)14:49:49","name":"Anonymous","com":"Cute blondes who let me be me and accept me for who I am are based","time":1749062989,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168440,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)14:54:16","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> I feel like I'm not cut out for my job, they told me there would be people to teach you but my boss just threw me to the wolves after a few weeks. It's been a year and while I've gotten better I constantly worry I'm not where I need to be yet.","time":1749063256,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168500,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:06:04","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168393\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168393<\/a> One would think you would get used to it by now, no one cares","time":1749063964,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168532,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:13:09","name":"Anonymous","com":"If you don't kys by the time I return I will leave again","time":1749064389,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168541,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:14:41","name":"Anonymous","com":"it's over. i shouldn't have looked","time":1749064481,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168545,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:15:11","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168379\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168379<\/a> Why didn't you like it? If you're feeling insecure about friends not responding it's not hard to guess you have self-confidence issues at the gym. Anon, I really must say, to be happy you must be the example others wish to follow. Get strong, build purpose get rid of these deeply feminine friends. I learnt the hard way but I promise you it is so liberating to be rid of these people","time":1749064511,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168553,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:17:41","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168500\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168500<\/a> Why would I be used to it? I don't get rejected, I do the rejecting","time":1749064661,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168568,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:20:27","name":"Anonymous","com":"I keep hoping my ex is on R9K lurking as cope to deal with them leaving me. I have anxious attachment and I miss them so much. Not allowed to contact them directly as well because cops told me not to I dont care if they were abusive I miss them and I want them to miss me.","time":1749064827,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168669,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:41:23","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167393\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167393<\/a> >> "first real girlfriend," said by whom? him? get a hold of yourself. from one anon to another.<\/span>","time":1749066083,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168683,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:42:57","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168532\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168532<\/a> <a href=\"#p33168541\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168541<\/a> Are these related?","time":1749066177,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168711,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:45:57","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168568\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168568<\/a> I guarantee they're not.","time":1749066357,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168720,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:46:52","name":"Bonamanaican","com":"<a href=\"#p33168669\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168669<\/a> tell me you're a newfag without telling me you a newfag","time":1749066412,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168775,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:55:48","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168711\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168711<\/a> I know I just hate how similar the men of R9K are to him","time":1749066948,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168788,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:58:09","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168683\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168683<\/a> no. i'm just venting in my own way","time":1749067089,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168789,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)15:58:32","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168775\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168775<\/a> Your first issue is caring about a man who goes on \/r9k\/","time":1749067112,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168806,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)16:01:21","name":"Anonymous","com":"the grass is always greener on the other side","time":1749067281,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168817,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)16:02:48","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168789\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168789<\/a> I dont think he goes on there but I wish he did im that desperate for any sign of contact and they do type like he does on there","time":1749067368,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168827,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)16:04:51","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168817\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168817<\/a> If you're looking for a better man, looking right in front of you","time":1749067491,"resto":33165395},{"no":33168962,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)16:31:17","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33166959\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33166959<\/a> Can anyone give me advice on this? I have nobody else to turn to ask.","time":1749069077,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169065,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)16:54:50","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168806\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168806<\/a> i'm talking about their grass","time":1749070490,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169073,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)16:55:51","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169065\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169065<\/a> i'm not*","time":1749070551,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169103,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:04:46","name":"Anonymous","com":"Why was I so into a person that wasn't into me? Right from the beginning she didn't give a fuck. She was only with me to use me and because her narcissistic tendencies made her afraid to be alone. There was no real relationship. It was me struggling to keep her entertained, houses, and fed and her just going along with whatever. I don't feel as sad about it anymore. I'm just left wondering what an actual healthy relationship is supposed to feel like.","time":1749071086,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169138,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:13:15","name":"Anonymous","com":"I have a date tonight and she said she needs more time so that she can tidy up her apartment. But going to her apartment tonight wasn\u2019t in the plan","time":1749071595,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169144,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:14:20","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33168139\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33168139<\/a> Run. Start running, you'll feel better afterwards, do a kilometer. if you can't do a kilometer, do 200m 5 times in a day, then repeat it until you hit 5k. You are a human, your life is worth something, and it's definitely worth more than some zoomer girl whose favority activity is sleeping around and getting drunk. We all have to carry the cross, give up and be a coward, or fight on, and make the Lord proud. As long as there is even the faintest of willpower in you, it will not go away until you do something about it. Godspeed friend, don't kill yourself.","filename":"b2dbc658a1df2448","ext":".jpg","w":1052,"h":822,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":97,"tim":1749071660532103,"time":1749071660,"md5":"iD0eHT1fuqilVD7oipGsqg==","fsize":343023,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169146,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:14:36","name":"Anonymous","com":"My dream last night was my subconscious telling my conscious to stop chasing urges when I know they won't work out. It's how I end up blindsided by things that don't even matter.","time":1749071676,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169156,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:17:23","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169138\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169138<\/a> It is now bro","time":1749071843,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169161,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:18:17","name":"S","com":"How do you get over all the lost opportunities when you'll probably never get opportunities like that again? All I can think is to be as hedonistic as possible and not think about it too much. Eventually time will erase everything.","time":1749071897,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169201,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:25:44","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169161\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169161<\/a> This approach is about as disgusting as it comes. Can't cope? Fine, just fuck anything that moves nd run your life into the ground with substance abuse and eventual addiction and disease","time":1749072344,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169223,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:28:44","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33169201\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169201<\/a> I live a pretty ascetic lifestyle. For me hedonism means intrinsic material pleasure rather than higher pleasures like moral goals or spirituality. I'm open to doing harder drugs though if it doesn't effect my total wealth accumulation or health.","time":1749072524,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169244,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:32:07","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169223\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169223<\/a> > For me hedonism means intrinsic material pleasure rather than higher pleasures like moral goals or spirituality.<\/span> Newsflash retard: that\u2019s not just your definition of hedonism, that\u2019s the universal definition. Your life would be better if you didn\u2019t namefag in r9k lite.","time":1749072727,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169259,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:34:22","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169244\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169244<\/a> Holy shit, this board really is that, isn't it?","time":1749072862,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169269,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:37:02","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169259\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169259<\/a> Spread awareness.","time":1749073022,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169270,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:37:12","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33169244\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169244<\/a> You implied I was living a less sustainable lifestyle. Your life isn't better because you pick the same namefag as everyone else.","time":1749073032,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169277,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:38:04","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169270\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169270<\/a> I didn\u2019t imply anything because I\u2019m NTA. I read your post and went \u201chuh another nerdy guy with a 100-120 IQ range who thinks he\u2019s Very Smart\u201d.","time":1749073084,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169292,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:40:44","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33169277\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169277<\/a> I'm actually smarter than that but whatever. I felt misunderstood so clarified. You clearly implied more and are taking it back because you are a nerdy guy with a 100-120IQ. You seem to want to make me feel worse than better for some reason. This means you have something developmentally different about you or low self-esteem. Please do not respond to me though I will not be able to tell.","time":1749073244,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169302,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:42:00","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169292\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169292<\/a> > I'm actually smarter than that but whatever<\/span> Exactly as I said. Do I even need to read the rest of whatever you said?","time":1749073320,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169303,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:42:25","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33169201\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169201<\/a> <a href=\"#p33169277\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169277<\/a> Do you see what you said? You implied my life was unsustainable. You then did not acknowledge this. This implies you are dishonest or stupid.","time":1749073345,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169311,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:43:15","name":"Anonymous","com":"Ah just a bunch of \u201cn-no u\u201d nonsense, cool, nice one Sean.","time":1749073395,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169323,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:44:27","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33169302\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169302<\/a> I mean you are a stupid person or a liar. Whatever you say is not worth reading. It is a shame it took me time to realize that and I wasted effort. I wish one of the good anons responded instead of you. The site would be better without you. I wish you namefagged so everyone got to knew you and ostracized you from the site or left because of you and stated that. It's a shame you use the anonymity to hide your unlovableness. It can be used for other things.","time":1749073467,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169331,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:45:36","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33169311\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169311<\/a> That's the correct response when people project their insecurity onto you tho","time":1749073536,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169343,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:47:43","name":"S","com":"Anyway advice on getting over lost and unlikely to happen again opportunities would be appreciated","time":1749073663,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169345,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:48:05","name":"Anonymous","com":"Not reading all that but work on that emotional regulation and your ego won\u2019t shit itself for being called out.","time":1749073685,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169347,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:48:17","name":"Anonymous","com":"Nowhere else to really rant about this. Signed up for a summer course in uni. Requires me to sign up for university site account - okay, sure. Site then decides, day before class begins, that I need MFA to access fucking anything. That would be fine, except signing up for MFA now requires MFA. Bullshit. Contact IT department. They give me a link to sign up for their stupid MFA app. Try to install app on phone - app is not compatible with my OS version. Phone cannot update to a compatible OS version - I would have to get a new phone. Bullshit. Try to run an emulator on my PC for the phone version. Many failed attempts because every emulator is made for fucking mobile games and tries to run OpenGL. My computer is low-spec and doesn't have a dedicated GPU. OpenGL almost always crashes. The only one I can get to run without trying to do graphics I don't need doesn't have the right OS version. Updating to the right OS version forces OpenGL as the graphics renderer, which crashes. Bullshit. Finally find some extension that lets me spoof a phone machine to sign up for this stupid MFA. Works, until I try to sign in to the uni email, and then it requires not just MFA but also an additional security layer of a code sent to the app. The extension isn't compatible with this new feature, so not only can I not log in again, but I have to now go back to the IT department and tether the account to a new device, but I also first have to find a compatible device. Bullshit. It's all such fucking bullshit, this stupid fucking security theater, these layers of nonsense making me jump through twenty pointless hoops for shit that was fucking basic several years ago, requiring me to update to a bunch of features I don't goddamn need or use for "signing in to email." I want to fucking strangle modern tech designers.","time":1749073697,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169361,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:50:51","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33169345\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169345<\/a> >You should just take insults from random strangers<\/span> Yeah I'm sure you would love people to be like that you fucking rude bug person","time":1749073851,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169382,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:53:35","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169361\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169361<\/a> You taking it as an insult not only proves that my assessment was bang on, but that your problem is definitely your emotional regulation. Someone who isn\u2019t insecure wouldn\u2019t have even cared.","time":1749074015,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169394,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)17:55:13","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33169382\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169382<\/a> If you would have insulted me with anything at all while I was feeling sad and venting I would probably act like this. This is a gioyc thread. You are an asshole.","time":1749074113,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169450,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:08:32","name":"S","com":"Alright I guess the future won't be like the past or like how I'd imagine, but that doesn't mean whatever the future is is bad, maybe there's stuff I like even more there.","time":1749074912,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169532,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:24:52","name":"S","com":"I probably should get better at emotionally regulating but balancing that with exploring and expressing my emotions is difficult, especially from the point of view of others. Probably as a man it's best to not express your emotions at all... The media and women lied to me a child. I should have listened to boomer men. My life would probably be so much better if I just never expressed any emotion.","time":1749075892,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169544,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:27:10","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33166127\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33166127<\/a> Easily","time":1749076030,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169585,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:35:56","name":"Anonymous","com":"ok i gotta get my hands dirty","time":1749076556,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169586,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:36:19","name":"S","com":"It's really sucks that saying something wrong or sperging by accident can ruin things even if they were going well, and worrying that was your last chance is depressing. I suppose it's easier if you like lots of different kinds of people, but if you have niche types of interests and any standards the potential partner pool gets depleted a lot faster.","time":1749076579,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169623,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:42:14","name":"S","com":"I'm not sure what to do. I feel there is no recovering. I wish I knew about a lot of things earlier on. There was so much potential and great chances.","time":1749076934,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169648,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:45:28","name":"Anonymous","com":"Examining my own statements back to myself, I may be sociopathic","time":1749077128,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169657,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:47:06","name":"Anonymous","com":"fucking just got off the phone with my parents. Nothing bad, I'm just stoned and now kinda embarrassed because it was obvious. Not even like I'm getting in trouble or some kid shit, I'm a 31 year old man living in my own place. I just wasn't expecting a phone call and I haphazardly answered it immediately. I even have an alibi that I was just drunk from a work thing, which somehow now seems worse bc I drove home.","filename":"1614657045186","ext":".jpg","w":418,"h":383,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":114,"tim":1749077226892249,"time":1749077226,"md5":"NmGU19WtkTWAktlYYeOgOQ==","fsize":102297,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169684,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:51:23","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169657\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169657<\/a> at least you had the courtesy to answer, you didn't have to, and as long as you're a functioning member of society you don't have to explain yourself to your parents or feel guilty about having a little fun either","time":1749077483,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169700,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:53:02","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169684\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169684<\/a> No, no, of course not. I just, uh, as the thread name implies, get it out there. They were talking about a favor they were doing me, and the weed is just some shit they don't care for, so it was just abit awkward.","time":1749077582,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169707,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:53:36","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169700\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169700<\/a> understandable","time":1749077616,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169709,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)18:54:11","name":"Anonymous","com":">Thought about asking a girl out<\/span> >Now my entire body is in fight or flight mode<\/span> Thanks stupid brain, now I won't get any sleep tonight even though I'm not going to ask her out Fuck me","time":1749077651,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169779,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)19:06:36","name":"Anonymous","com":"Oh I get it now.","time":1749078396,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169861,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)19:22:09","name":"S","com":"Alright I feel better","time":1749079329,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169864,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)19:23:10","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33169709\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169709<\/a> You know what? Just try it. It might go better than you think and if not it'll be over. I've been there.","time":1749079390,"resto":33165395},{"no":33169868,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)19:24:02","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169544\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169544<\/a> Easily\u2026 fixed?","time":1749079442,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170278,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)20:55:20","name":"Anonymous","com":"I can\u2019t believe seeing someone talk about how my ex realized she was a lesbian right after me hurt me so much. It was a terrible relationship but the idea that she never, ever really liked me really fucked me up. She was just lying. Every time she said I was cute, she liked me was a lie. She\u2019s the one who even asked me to go out. And even thought it ended like shit she still meant something to me. But I guess I was just bullshit to her.","time":1749084920,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170301,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)21:01:40","name":"Anonymous","com":"No shit this kid was bullied after, but it wasn't because he was molested, it was because his cockblocking faggot dad got her arrested and they probably thought he snitched on her. He did more harm to this kid than his hot teacher ever could by "abusing" him. https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=d_QCWyApQfw","time":1749085300,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170400,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)21:20:36","name":"Anonymous","com":"Anon is my best fren and I miss them.","time":1749086436,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170419,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)21:23:41","name":"Anonymous","com":"I need an outlet for my sexual desires and I have zero problems talking to other men about my occasional bi flareups but the thought of actually sexting with someone gives me anxiety and makes me feel like a huge loser.","time":1749086621,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170460,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)21:31:34","name":"Anonymous","com":"Recently I've been feeling like people I'm in contact with the most have been holding a grudge on me or hold something against me. Its like I can't have a normal light hearted conversation with anyone anymore. It starts off normal but eventually it feels like they're being passive aggressive with me, like I'm walking on eggshells with them. I don't remember doing anything, the only thing I can think of is me taking a week off work because I was sick, but somehow when I came back it felt like people held it against me, not managers or anything but people I work with. Before I'd joke around with them and we'd see each other often but I rarely see them. Today I felt like the woman that I usually get a lift from after work tried to run out of work early so she'd leave before me and wouldn't have to give me a lift, but she was driving out just as I walked out and she stopped to pick me up. Normally she waits. I'm ok to walk, I didn't even ask for a lift, but it felt like she wanted to run out early on purpose. Thing is, before she wouldn't even ask if I want a lift, she just assumed I'd want one, now she acts like its a burden. I wish people just said it instead of acting like this, it makes me feel like I've done something wrong and I've no recollection of that. One of the biggest reasons I just keep to myself and don't want to talk to anyone, saves me feeling this way, but even then they'll find a way to make me feel like shit.","time":1749087094,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170567,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)21:50:33","name":"Anonymous","com":">started learning Emacs yesterday<\/span> >bragged about using it in my dream<\/span> I fucking hate my brain.","time":1749088233,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170657,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)22:19:42","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167341\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167341<\/a> find someone to walk beside you while you climb","time":1749089982,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170661,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)22:20:21","name":"Anonymous","com":"Is that pic in the op gonna get me high or am I wasting my time?","time":1749090021,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170692,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)22:27:26","name":"Anonymous","com":"I want to be alone but I want this specific girl to be my girlfriend. She just gets me. Think she would lick my junk then let me watch tv?","time":1749090446,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170699,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)22:28:46","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170567\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170567<\/a> >not learning vim<\/span> Partially joking. Good for you anon, keep learning and keep cooooding.","time":1749090526,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170774,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)22:51:13","name":"Anonymous","com":"Wait a second... Do some non-whites genuinely dislike white people? Just had a coworker ask me, on their first day, if there's more "people of color" because there's "too many white people". I don't understand, we live in a predominantly white nation; not to mention, this behavior is extremely unprofessional and unbecoming. I have a lot of good friends who happen to be white, them being white is not their defining characteristic. I'm sure they couldn't tell but my father is part white and my mother's adoptive family is entirely white.","time":1749091873,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170803,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)22:57:53","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170774\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170774<\/a> >mutt moment<\/span>","time":1749092273,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170820,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:03:29","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170699\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170699<\/a> I already know enough Vim to get by, but modal editing just isn't for me. But in all seriousness, thank you.","time":1749092609,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170821,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:03:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170803\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170803<\/a> :(","time":1749092625,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170829,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:05:33","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170821\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170821<\/a> I'm just joking bro, racism is wide spread.","time":1749092733,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170833,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:06:13","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170829\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170829<\/a> :)","time":1749092773,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170848,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:09:55","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> My 3 year relationship with my gf recently ended. Everything was fine until she joined a cult and then shortly afterward went into an LSD induced psychosis and our relationship fell apart. It sounds ridiculous but that\u2019s what happened. It was really traumatic and even though I know we can\u2019t get back together, I still love her and miss her. I feel empty and lost now.","time":1749092995,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170936,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:42:00","name":"Anonymous","com":"the world around me responds in ways that seem calculated","filename":"1718817185489918","ext":".jpg","w":516,"h":485,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":117,"tim":1749094920877919,"time":1749094920,"md5":"3+ro1lSkw0eur8QMDVr0sQ==","fsize":26430,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170943,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:42:56","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33170936\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170936<\/a> I"m starting to believe in magical karma but without reincarnation, and also maybe with reincarnation","time":1749094976,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170948,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:43:58","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33170936\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170936<\/a> Oh also robot gods are spying on us, oh and lizard people, oh and government agencies, possibly more...","time":1749095038,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170949,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:43:58","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170943\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170943<\/a> its not karna its just harmlessly fucking with me","time":1749095038,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170953,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:44:59","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33170949\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170949<\/a> Maybe you did something like this a long time ago. Could be the other malevolent forces though, perhaps fate even.","time":1749095099,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170959,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:46:49","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170936\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170936<\/a> Welcome to purgatory","time":1749095209,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170966,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:48:19","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170959\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170959<\/a> theres a good reason i dont like this idea","time":1749095299,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170972,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:51:04","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170966\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170966<\/a> You're not supposed to like it. You're supposed to cycle through it","time":1749095464,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170988,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:54:04","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170972\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170972<\/a> can i get drunk and pass out to save skip, question?","time":1749095644,"resto":33165395},{"no":33170996,"now":"06\/04\/25(Wed)23:57:31","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170988\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170988<\/a> That's part of the cycle. It always comes back. It's either experience it now or double the dread for next time. You will take the hit eventually.","time":1749095851,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171009,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:03:14","name":"Anonymous","com":"I now know the answer to the question: What will you do when everything crumbles? Nothing. I will do nothing. Make nice with the side that wins. Smile and nod and go back to work. Accept what I'm given, no matter how meager. I am a coward. I'm no use to anyone, least of all myself. Fear has become my master.","time":1749096194,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171046,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:11:41","name":"Anonymous","com":"I feel pretty shitty about my life (I know, Others Have It Worse Than I), but I can literally not feel sad about it. I've pumped myself full of vitamin supplements and I can not feel sadness for more than a minute or two, or maybe an hour if someone reminds me too blatantly of my shitty life. So now I can't even be depressed, just go through the motions feeling absolutely nothing or feeling quickly fading pleasure.","time":1749096701,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171059,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:15:51","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171009\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171009<\/a> Nut up. Change yourself. Grab life by the tits.","time":1749096951,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171086,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:22:25","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170774\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170774<\/a> Some white people can be dicks. Perhaps even most of them. Some PoC got burned badly.","time":1749097345,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171097,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:25:50","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170848\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170848<\/a> Lmao she\u2019s probably getting fucked raw by the cult leader as we speak","time":1749097550,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171105,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:27:25","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171097\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171097<\/a> >anons barely disguised fetish is cuckoldry<\/span>","time":1749097645,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171107,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:29:26","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171086\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171086<\/a> I hate you. Honestly. I hope life brings you suffering.","time":1749097766,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171115,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:31:30","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171107\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171107<\/a> That's just the sad truth, anon. I have white friends, but I've met enough to know they prefer their own.","time":1749097890,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171146,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:41:25","name":"Anonymous","com":"using \/int\/ is ruining my sanity","time":1749098485,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171156,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:44:26","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171146\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171146<\/a> \/int\/ is the funnest board here anon","time":1749098666,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171168,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:47:03","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171156\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171156<\/a> it is, but my brain is rotten now after going to so many threads there also \/ck\/ is really funny too","time":1749098823,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171187,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:51:30","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171115\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171115<\/a> Everyone prefers their own. <a href=\"#p33170774\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170774<\/a> >Do some non-whites genuinely dislike white people?<\/span> Were you just born anon?","time":1749099090,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171189,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:51:36","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171146\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171146<\/a> <a href=\"#p33171156\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171156<\/a> <a href=\"#p33171168\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171168<\/a> redpill me on \/int\/","time":1749099096,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171198,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:53:24","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33171189\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171189<\/a> It's a board about countries and cultural exchange and international stuff.","time":1749099204,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171203,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:54:23","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171198\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171198<\/a> oh, I was misinterpreted it for another board","time":1749099263,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171209,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)00:55:25","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171203\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171203<\/a> I can't type today","time":1749099325,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171220,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:00:34","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171168\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171168<\/a> lmao yeah there's a lot of dumb takes there <a href=\"#p33171189\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171189<\/a> \/int\/ is a board where people basically discuss cultures and national stuff it's fun because of the silly banter between nations such as japs and koreans always fighting and nitpicking each other over the smallest things or how indiananons are obsessed with trying to show how un-indian they are (only to get abysmally btfo by anons) and just the general discourse there","time":1749099634,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171226,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:03:12","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171220\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171220<\/a> also \/int\/ feels the whole of "blue \/b\/" that no board since \/qa\/ filled i dont know why the mods fight so hard against it, a lot of people want it, but they just won't give it to us","time":1749099792,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171237,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:07:58","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171226\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171226<\/a> that's because the jannies just hate fun anon, watch this post get deleted and I eat a ban for it I once got banned for racism even though all I said was a slur (I only said it because I'm a massive edgelord) then once I got unbanned I got banned AGAIN for a post I made BEFORE my previous ban","time":1749100078,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171252,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:12:42","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171237\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171237<\/a> racism is one of those rules that is used when a mod gets pissy in \/int\/ it happens a lot since many jannies get mad if you make fun of their nationalities","time":1749100362,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171255,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:14:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171252\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171252<\/a> >in \/int\/ it happens a lot since many jannies get mad if you make fun of their nationalities<\/span> true, a lot of people read too far into the jokes because they're autistic and can't read the room or they're just chinese nationalists lul","time":1749100485,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171262,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:17:58","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171255\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171255<\/a> >chinese nationalists lul<\/span> there are like 3 chinese guys in this whole website, and all of them are ok","time":1749100678,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171269,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:20:02","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171262\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171262<\/a> I guess that wasn't the word, I meant as in chinese nationalists have a reputation for destroying anything that even critiques their nation such as xi jinping looking like winnie the pooh I like china since their women make my pp hard and my stuff is made in china desu","time":1749100802,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171282,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:22:25","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171269\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171269<\/a> oh yeah many nationalities can't take a fucking joke mostly thirdies though americans are so resilient after being bullied for so long","time":1749100945,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171292,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:26:13","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171282\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171282<\/a> >after being bullied for so long<\/span> so true, every third thread is about americans or "burger school" lol it looks like this old man is going to get some rest, thanks for the chat anon :)","time":1749101173,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171299,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:28:43","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171292\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171292<\/a> same man, you are a chill guy, im gonna take a shower, smoke a cigarette and then study have a good night :)","time":1749101323,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171303,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:30:05","name":"Anonymous","com":"So sick of my family all treating me bad when all I do is buy\/do EVERYTHING FOR THEM!","filename":"daf2","ext":".gif","w":94,"h":142,"tn_w":82,"tn_h":125,"tim":1749101405819211,"time":1749101405,"md5":"3lF2iZC7zoXTVuegD\/9A3A==","fsize":939389,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171308,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:31:29","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171009\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171009<\/a> Spoken like a true Frenchman","time":1749101489,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171378,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)01:53:46","name":"Anonymous","com":"insane to think that i've been lurking this board for over 13 years but here we are. i dont understand and hate the exclusion and just dropping me for days at a time while hoping for an update, this shit ends now and i wont bother anymore. fucking asshole. shit head.","time":1749102826,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171420,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)02:08:56","name":"Anonymous","com":"I know that isn't all you had. You could have hooked it up. But you wanna play "man in control". You know what. Fuck you. Watch when I see you u fat mf","time":1749103736,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171428,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)02:10:17","name":"Anonymous","com":">what if he actually hates me and falseflagged on purpose for no reason<\/span> Oh no :X","time":1749103817,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171469,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)02:20:34","name":"Anonymous","com":"Forgot to do wordle yesterday. Lost my streak. Niggers.","time":1749104434,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171570,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)02:47:19","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171428\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171428<\/a> false flagged how?","time":1749106039,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171578,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)02:51:19","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> I am a weak crippled man who can't handle any responsibility or take care of those around them. I spend my days rotting in my bed loathing my existence and my character. My self esteem is so low I can't even function or do basic tasks without reflecting on how useless I am. Because of this I take everything to my heart and come off as really sensitive and emotional, which I hate. I thought a girlfriend would fix me, that it was acceptance and intimacy that I needed to become normal. But now that I have a girlfriend I am not good to her. She complains and even threatens to leave me but I feel stagnated, rusted even. I want a better relationship with my mother, and I want to become reliable for people around me. I don't wanna be useless anymore, I wanna do good. Its really hard to see what stops me, its been 5 years that I have lived this purposeless existence while opportunity after opportunity passed me by. I don't know if I am ready for a relationship, I don't know if I love her. What I do know is I ignore her till he threatens to leave me and then I beg her to say, this is the weakness I am talking about. Why can't I love without any problems? Why do I get in the most benin retarded situations ever. No one will expect anything from me at some point, and I think I care but my actions say otherwise. Stagnation, inaction, no emotional regulation or emotional intelligence, no purpose. I get what I want and I become sad again, thinking I don't deserve it or it wasn't even that great to begin with. That's what low self esteem does to you.","time":1749106279,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171580,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)02:51:41","name":"Anonymous","com":"wish i wasnt a pussy to just be done with this shit","time":1749106301,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171746,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)03:57:59","name":"Anonymous","com":"Damn, everyone really only likes that I try to look good on the outside. Otherwise they hate me. There is definitely something wrong with me. But what.","time":1749110279,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171751,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)04:00:18","name":"Anonymous","com":"The hatred I have for my mediocre life is inexhaustible. Being helpless to improve it makes a lot of neurotic behavior. And if you think it is easy to improve, you don't know dick. Every interaction with others is either transactional or disappointing. I wish I was on a tropical island alone. Don't make friends with girls. They really suck at being friends.","time":1749110418,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171768,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)04:06:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"You posture as the one who doesn\u2019t posture. You\u2019ve made humility your brand, detachment your angle, non-superiority your superiority. You roll your eyes at the loud ones, the attention-seekers, the status chasers, as if you\u2019re untouched by the same hunger. But your entire identity is built around being the one who gets it, the one who isn\u2019t like them, the one who rises above. You don\u2019t need the spotlight, you just need to be seen as the kind of person who doesn\u2019t need it. You\u2019ve weaponized modesty, turned restraint into a mirror, and can\u2019t stop checking your reflection. You say you don\u2019t care what people think, but you care deeply about being the kind of person who doesn\u2019t care. You don\u2019t preach, but you want to be known for your silence. You don\u2019t compete, but you want to win by not playing. You perform non-performance. You reject hierarchy so you can stand above it. You reject superiority to feel superior to those who don\u2019t. It\u2019s still ego. It\u2019s still theater. You haven\u2019t escaped the performance, only refined it to make it easier to deny. Real humility has no script. It doesn\u2019t broadcast its absence of ego. It doesn\u2019t calculate how it appears. It doesn\u2019t make identity out of negation. You haven\u2019t let go of the need to be above others. You\u2019ve just chosen a subtler way to elevate yourself and expect credit for not demanding any.","time":1749110805,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171792,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)04:13:17","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171768\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171768<\/a> >Real humility has no script<\/span> You did a lot of circle talk. But I think you need to reread this line.","time":1749111197,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171798,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)04:15:34","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171792\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171792<\/a> I wrote this addressing myself. Otherwise it would be insanely ironic.","time":1749111334,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171847,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)04:32:30","name":"Anonymous","com":"YOU TOLD ME IT WAS HOPELESS. YOU STUFFED ME IN A BOX AND WOULDN'T LET ME OUT. YOU HAVE POISONED ME WITH HATRED. I'M FREE, I HAVE A WIFE AND KID AND NONE OF YOU CAN TOUCH ME. IT'S NOT UNNAFORDABLE. YOU SAID TO WAIT UNTIL I WAS OLDER. I DIDN'T. MY CHILDREN WILL LIVE IN GOLDEN TOWERS AND RULE THE WORLD. THERE IS NO HOPE FOR ANYBODY WHO BELIEVED YOUR LIES. THE END OF DAYS IS A DEMORALIZED HUMAN MASS WITHOUT THE WILL TO LIVE OR REPRODUCE. I AM BEYOND THIS. I'M INVINCIBLE. ALL MY DESCENDANTS ARE INVINCIBLE. GOD IS THE ONLY ONE WHO TELLS ME WHEN TO STOP LIVING. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA","time":1749112350,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171874,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)04:40:30","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171847\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171847<\/a> >impregnates some fat leftover slut <\/span> >thinks he made it<\/span>","time":1749112830,"resto":33165395},{"no":33171914,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)04:54:48","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171874\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171874<\/a> C O P E","time":1749113688,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172015,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)05:38:02","name":"Anonymous","com":"Feeling sad yesterday and today. I gave up on dating years ago. I'm slightly autistic and have little personality, and I'm just awkward around people and not really easy to get on with. I'm not a bad person but it's just hard to expect someone to date someone who's sort of uninteresting and empty. So I accepted that it's not worth bothering. I met someone online last week. She's in a different country, different timezone, but we chatted for a few hours a few days in a row. First just texting, then on call, then on facetime video. She's cute, and I felt good. She's not messaged me in a day, and that's fine - we spoke every day for a week, and I don't expect instant replies all the time or anything. I'm sure she'll reply soon. But I just got this feeling of like.. what the fuck am I even doing? We chatted on the premise of looking to pursue a relationship so I doubt we'd end up as just friends - either it'll work romantically or we'll stop talking. But it's unlikely we'll ever meet. Possible, but unlikely. But my brain latched onto that possibility and has maintained the conversations and I'm acting like this might go somewhere. But I'm just setting myself up to be sad when she inevitably stops talking to me. This feeling today is like, "why bother if it won't work out? I'm just making myself sad for no reason". I'm going around the same old loop of putting in effort, trying to seem likable, but then eventually it tails off and I feel sad and start over. I haven't learned anything and I'm just thinking with my dick.","time":1749116282,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172118,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)06:06:35","name":"Anonymous","com":"people think im gay and the guys I hang out with want to order me a prostitute and see me fuck her while they sit and watch to prove im one of the boys. half of me feels embarrassed as hell but half of me gets so turned on by the idea of it. im scared ill be way too nervous in front of an audience to maintain an erection tho think ill try kegels and ser where this goes. im a bisexual virgin btw.","time":1749117995,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172128,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)06:09:52","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33172118\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33172118<\/a> your "friends" will only hang out with you if you're straight..? What cunts. And they want to watch you have sex in front of them..?? This does not sound normal.","time":1749118192,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172218,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)06:35:19","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> A long time ago I read a (fictional) story about a woman who tried masturbating with her head in a guillotine (for the thrill) and I still think about that sometimes","time":1749119719,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172291,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)07:23:15","name":"Anonymous","com":"You\u2019re a borderline junkie whore who fucks her dealer for drugs and I don\u2019t know how to help you because I no longer feel anything for you except lust. God your tits are amazing, I\u2019d do the same if I had drugs. At least I wouldn\u2019t be an ugly balding Persian or whatever the fuck that dude is. You\u2019re beyond my sympathy and I know you carry ghosts on your shoulders but its not worth the strife.","time":1749122595,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172302,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)07:28:59","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> I\u2019m scared of a good friend after learning her dad is a cop. Not dating her, just been friends for years and now im worried. Her dad ended up becoming a police officer and that caused a LOT of her friend group to cut and run. Yesterday I went by to congratulate her on a job premonition she had gotten, saw him and he ended up asking questions like he was serious interrogating me for something bad. Friend put a stop to it but mother hinted that dad has gotten power hungry and she\u2019s worried about being killed in her sleep by him.","time":1749122939,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172369,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)08:03:41","name":"Anonymous","com":"Being a wagecuck is horrendous but I'm ironically happier now than I was school. I don't have to do homework, study, take shit from my abusive dad, put up with retarded, egotistical teachers who hate me for no reason, etc. I can just get drunk and pirate video games and no one can stop me.","time":1749125021,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172418,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)08:21:23","name":"Anonymous","com":"Should I break up TODAY or wait until it's saturday to not interfere with her job? Really can't do this shit anymore. I've been lying to her and myself to far too long.","time":1749126083,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172428,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)08:27:30","name":"Anonymous","com":"I don't really need AI for anything but it feels like the world is forcing it on me","filename":"file","ext":".png","w":1280,"h":1024,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":100,"tim":1749126450859655,"time":1749126450,"md5":"wATCoinfjYDuJWwe1+PlAg==","fsize":3154275,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172475,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)08:49:29","name":"Anonymous","com":"When I watch real, functional relationships between people, I am hit with the disorienting realization that I am fundamentally different from "real" human beings. At times I look at those normal relationships with something "like" longing, but I realize that I would neither want such a mundane thing nor would it make me happy if I were capable of it. It would not be an exaggeration to say that I am a different species entirely, or simply put, a monster. It would be nice to be taught how to "love" like a real person, but at my advanced age, it isn't possible.","time":1749127769,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172498,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)08:59:28","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171578\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171578<\/a> atleast you can find a gf, since you have one. thats already an achievement","time":1749128368,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172506,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)09:02:35","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33170657\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33170657<\/a> Some people never find that someone.","time":1749128555,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172555,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)09:17:18","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33172118\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33172118<\/a> your friends sound weird as fuck","time":1749129438,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172661,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)09:42:38","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33172418\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33172418<\/a> https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=mGgMZpGYiy8","time":1749130958,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172748,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)10:03:49","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33172661\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33172661<\/a> I don't love her in any of the days of the week, I just don't hate her and don't want to inconvenience her more than necessary.","time":1749132229,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172771,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)10:08:57","name":"Anonymous","com":"My old friends have all left me behind. Feeling a weird mix of jealousy, hate and apathy. To be clear, I'm already in the dumps for a variety of reasons, but this stings because it's new, and I never pictured myself being hurt this way. I used to be a neet, then got into uni, met them, stopped being asocial. We all "moved up" together over the years, going out, meeting girls. One of them has a bodybuilding (amateur) career now, another is emigrating. As uni ended and my perspectives became total shit compared to them, I saw them remain in contact and planning new stuff while they stopped talking to me. I guess I'm just too much of a loser (although I made it a point to never whine about it or ask them stuff). It's as if I was left at stage five of friendship while they're at stage ten now, having had much more in common too after some point. It's a shame, because it's those friends I considered dearest to me who've drifted the furthest. Not to say I was a sad puppy. For a few years they liked me a lot too, we were all very close, there was no imbalance. But then life for a variety of reasons made me fall back into being an asocial neet, and then it was over for me. I blame them for it, but also blame myself for not having been good enough. I still have access to our chatrooms. I see them posting about their life, in all aspects better than mine, while I rot here, poor, ugly, asocial, in bad shape, no prospects, while they're vacationing abroad or moving up. I know it's going to get worse, as they get better and I stagnate. They share a ton of interesting stuff there too, but seeing this every morning just feels me with despair and bitterness. Should I just cut off all links and stop reading their messages? Will that ease my misery? I haven't talked to them in months. I know what they think of me, and even then I'm too ashamed to show myself now.","time":1749132537,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172888,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)10:38:21","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33166670\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33166670<\/a> Based and freedompilled. <a href=\"#p33171578\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171578<\/a> I feel similar to you. However, i don't have a lot of faith in humanity and all work I do now will likely not exist in 10,000 years. Things are meaningless because not only will you die at the end of life but all of your stuff\/interests\/works\/masterpieces will disappear in time. What is meaningful is your emotions and feelings in this life. This certainly applies to me too. I will keep working on whatever and climbing social ladders solely for the purpose of emotions and an illusory grander future. I do at least have thing(s) which I'm passionate about. <a href=\"#p33172498\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33172498<\/a> >getting a girlfriend<\/span> >an achievement<\/span>","time":1749134301,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172934,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)10:49:06","name":"Anonymous","com":"Why do people reply to Howie threads when the entire thread its posted he is a troll with proof","time":1749134946,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172951,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)10:53:13","name":"Anonymous","com":"How do I stop pushing people away? I know I'm not unattractive but people seem to find me off putting anyway. I've asked people who know me better and they say that I tend to be expressionless and hard to read, especially around new people, but I don't know how I could possibly fix that.","time":1749135193,"resto":33165395},{"no":33172954,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)10:53:40","name":"Anonymous","com":"Up until I was 7 everything was great, we lived in a house, mom, dad, grandpa, sister and brother. Then we lost our house, my brother moved away with his biological mom (he was my step brother) My sister moved away with grandpa I stayed with mom and dad since I was the youngest, in a shitty one bedroom apartment, and then dad died in an accident because he was a truck driver. I barely remember anything about my siblings and it makes me so sad and angry, I crave human connection and it upsets me so much that I was robbed of a normal family, I want to know my siblings, I wish my dad was still alive, I wish I lived a normal life.","filename":"IMG_6609","ext":".jpg","w":339,"h":308,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":113,"tim":1749135220484633,"time":1749135220,"md5":"0Ja9TpyFQk5DaingLvytoA==","fsize":30494,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173103,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)11:37:25","name":"Anonymous","com":"Sometimes I read the \/adv\/ice people give here and the projecting is so hard it cracks me in two. Actual *eddit armchair psychologists.","time":1749137845,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173106,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)11:38:13","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33173103\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33173103<\/a> Someone didn't like your post and now everyone is a retard right","time":1749137893,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173121,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)11:40:27","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33173106\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33173106<\/a> I only posted this after skimming through this same thread, so why are you trying to prove me right?","time":1749138027,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173128,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)11:41:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"How come everyone who loves me can't help but treat me bad? They're all aware of it and feel guilty and apologize to me of their own accord at some point. They all tell me they don't mean to hurt me and they are so sorry that they did, they all tell me they really think I'm great and special for being so kind, patient, sweet and loving. But everyone seems to not be able to control it. I don't mean snapping at me once in a while, I mean the type of cruelty that just doesn't happen by accident. The manipulating, putting me down, trying to tear down my self esteem, invalidating my feelings and anything I say, the constant weird power moves like they NEED to have power over me. Like it's a compulsive thing. What is it all that and why are people like this with me? I don't understand. I've never felt the need to do this with anyone and I don't see the point of it at all. Why people who love me?","time":1749138105,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173152,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)11:46:47","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33173121\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33173121<\/a> No need to get angry","time":1749138407,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173173,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)11:52:08","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33173152\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33173152<\/a> Have a good day, anon.","time":1749138728,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173195,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)11:56:34","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33173103\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33173103<\/a> i've gotten earnest advice from here, the kind where people will make long multiple posts to try to help me and they're offering a lot of empathy. but it just turned out to be so wrong in the end and made my situation worse. it almost killed me. and advice from people irl isn't much better, they'll just say anything to keep the conversation going or like you said muddle it with their own projections too. i found what works best for me is not listening to ANYONE'S advice at all and just trusting my gut even if i can't articulate why because it's been the only thing that's been 100% right my whole life","time":1749138994,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173208,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)11:59:31","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171046\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171046<\/a> >I've pumped myself full of vitamin supplements<\/span> QRD?","time":1749139171,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173217,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)12:01:11","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33173195\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33173195<\/a> Good intentions aren't always enough, unfortunately. Good luck with your journey, anon.","time":1749139271,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173344,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)12:28:09","name":"Anonymous","com":"Good thing I have an "intellectual face", that has surely helped me much in life!","time":1749140889,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173436,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)12:48:28","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33173344\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33173344<\/a> lol apparently i have the same thing. it usually means people expect me to be smart and then get really disappointed with me. sometimes angry because they're even convinced i'm pretending to be retarded (i am sincere)","time":1749142108,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173574,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)13:17:31","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33173208\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33173208<\/a> I got a prescription from a doctor to take daily doses of vitamins like A, B2, D, etc. My blood levels of that stuff are through the roof.","time":1749143851,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173578,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)13:19:05","name":"Anonymous","com":"Getting this off my chest. I was basically cat fished by the best of them. They did so much damage to my head that I became overtly more paranoid than I was. Had they had been honest with me from the get go I would not have been so fucking callous. Shadows. What was even more fucked up they came at me with more than one persona. They made it clear me being mentally ill was a no go. I don't understand why the fuck they kept appearing out of thin air if they held so much contempt for me.","time":1749143945,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173580,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)13:20:02","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33167023\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167023<\/a> <a href=\"#p33167393\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33167393<\/a> >in what I thought was calm and delicate way<\/span> so you probably sounded cold as fuck","time":1749144002,"resto":33165395},{"no":33173880,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)14:23:12","name":"Anonymous","com":"Pretty sure I have something serious that is undiagnosed, been up and down like a kite all week, got a job great, relapse into porn - feel awful, amazing first day, borderline euphoric, see something that reminds me of her, how we wanted to be, how I'm chasing it through pixels on a screen triggers something in me shuts me down for the day, see a cute girl - feel better, take the wrong train instead of staying at the station and talking to her feel defeated at myself. As much as I want to say BPD, I think I have some form of post traumatic stress - I'm normally pretty good at emotionally regulating myself but it's been a roller-coaster as of late, I hope by the time the paycheck hits my bank I'll feel better.","filename":"1737750702603389","ext":".jpg","w":1051,"h":783,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":93,"tim":1749147792817346,"time":1749147792,"md5":"\/xU1wr2FjnZfWTLoxaq+2g==","fsize":78345,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174068,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)15:02:08","name":"Anonymous","com":">Trying to fap<\/span> >Suddenly a massive delivery comes in<\/span> >Everybody starts yelling at each other<\/span> Fucking great","time":1749150128,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174092,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)15:07:03","name":"Anonymous","com":"I hate children because they chimp out and shoot up schools like a bunch of thugs.","time":1749150423,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174145,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)15:17:56","name":"Anonymous","com":"You are an expert at ruining my mood. You love to bitch about anything but when I do it I get zero sympathy from you. Tired of your behavior and being ignored. I will not talk to you unless necessary","time":1749151076,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174216,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)15:32:39","name":"Anonymous","com":">friend texts me about problem she's been having<\/span> >tell her I've gone through something very similar so I understand her well<\/span> >starts questioning me as if to say it's not the same and that her problem is bigger<\/span> >feel minimized when I was just trying to empathize<\/span> Well, fuck you too I guess.","time":1749151959,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174234,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)15:35:44","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174068\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174068<\/a> >>Trying to fap<\/span> >>Suddenly a massive delivery comes in<\/span> I feel like these two things are somehow related. >>Everybody starts yelling at each other<\/span> Understandable reaction.","time":1749152144,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174284,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)15:43:46","name":"Anonymous","com":"my favourite thing about the idea of being pregnant is being forced to take a break >no nonna you cant work and be stressed out anymore, you have to be relaxed and rested for your babies sake<\/span> would be so hot to get pregnant on accident and be forced to give up all my ambitions","time":1749152626,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174343,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)15:55:10","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174284\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174284<\/a> I also daydream about this but I dont know if I can ever find a trustworthy yet ambitious man who will murder my enemies I want to be an author but I also just want to be loved and pregnant by a true knight of a man I hate how much of a lover girl I am when I am with someone I become weak and try to serve and please them above my own needs then they dislike me","time":1749153310,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174368,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)16:01:48","name":"Anonymous","com":"I just discovered Sophie Rain and for the first time I saw a woman with the same body type as mine. It made me feel better about myself but when I showed my boyfriend he said "eww what ugly legs" and now I'm fucking sad. I want to tell him every day that if he doesn't find me sexually attractive he should leave me but he's still here and I'm still here working hard as fuck to lose more weight than ever before. I'm fucked.","time":1749153708,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174451,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)16:14:16","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174368\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174368<\/a> >I have the same body as the most famous pornstar out there <\/span> Huh","time":1749154456,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174529,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)16:28:30","name":"Anonymous","com":"More retards misinterpreting me again to make a cartoon","time":1749155310,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174555,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)16:32:49","name":"Anonymous","com":"i am completely obsessed with my boyfriend and he seems to be completely obsessed with me and i'm so afraid one of us is going to fuck everything up or fall out of love but the level of obsession i have is actually ruining my life currently i don't know how to handle it","time":1749155569,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174570,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)16:35:23","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174555\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174555<\/a> Enjoy it?","time":1749155723,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174596,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)16:39:48","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33172428\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33172428<\/a> Elaborate. BTW, using https:\/\/duckduckgo.com\/?q=DuckDuckGo+AI+Chat&ia=chat&duckai=1 and it didn't detect the sexual meaning in what I said: >Me: I'm gonna nut on pinkie pie's face<\/span> >GPT-4o mini: It seems like you're expressing something playful or humorous related to Pinkie Pie, a character from "My Little Pony." If you have any specific questions or topics you'd like to discuss, feel free to share!<\/span>","time":1749155988,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174609,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)16:42:06","name":"Anonymous","com":"I just want to sleep and never wake up.","time":1749156126,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174610,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)16:42:06","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174570\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174570<\/a> yeah i am enjoying it but i can't help but feel like it can't last forever, right? and then i get sad. and it's long distance so there's such an unknown element of he could be doing this or that when we're not talking. :(","time":1749156126,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174618,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)16:43:44","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174610\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174610<\/a> Close the distance ASAP ;-; I know the pain of falling hopelessly in love with someone only for it to fade as it was an LDR for too long.","time":1749156224,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174650,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)16:49:46","name":"Anonymous","com":"FUKC ME AND FUCK FUCK FUCK DAMMIT FUCK IT ILL TAKE RESPONSIBILITY","time":1749156586,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174654,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)16:51:24","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174618\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174618<\/a> We've talked about moving in together already but it's only been a few weeks, so I'm terrified. I have dated a narcissist before so I am really afraid of being love bombed, or like worse, unknowingly being a narcissist and love bombing him. The feels a lot more cozy and less scary than that time though. I have been looking and applying to jobs near him but it all just feels so soon, but it would feel extra dumb to get a separate apartment for an entire year if we are gonna be inseparable anyway. He is just so cool and handsome, there is no way he couldn't do better than me if he tried, I don't know.","time":1749156684,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174696,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:01:32","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174654\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174654<\/a> Love bombing is such a terrible distinctly modern term, sometimes you can just fall head over heels for someone and it's mutual, you can see it in someone's eyes just how much they love you and want you. Whilst I've been loved in that way, it's been so long since I've felt that way, I hope I can recapture it someday, I would love nothing more than to love someone unconditionally like that. To see a smile and all I want is them again. Also people with NPD don't have such kinds of self-awareness that you've describing.","time":1749157292,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174742,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:10:16","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174696\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174696<\/a> thank you, this is comforting. i think all the modern talk in dating combined with my own previous bad experiences is causing all of my anxiety. like, i've always been a skeptic especially about things like "love at first sight", but that can be real in some cases right? we knew each other for years but i never knew his face until we met in person; i was already developing a crush before i knew what he looked like. i saw him in real life and instantly fell. it feels so silly to talk about especially with friends. i feel like i will be severely judged and seen as impulsive for moving in with him so soon, for falling in love too soon, but fuck it honestly. YOLO i have nothing to lose and everything to gain","time":1749157816,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174755,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:14:01","name":"Anonymous","com":"I hate myself. I feel like nobody really likes me. At most they just tolerate my being around. I'm going to flunk out of university and I don't know what I'm going to do. I haven't quite made a clear cut plan but I genuinely thinking about just killing myself.","time":1749158041,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174764,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:15:42","name":"Anonymous","com":"Man I just wanted to play video games tonight but I don't think I will be able to prevent myself from just doomscrolling the major political happening all night.","time":1749158142,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174772,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:16:55","name":"Anonymous","com":"I'm contemplating fucking a hooker on camera and producing a porno.","filename":"GrxSxeOWoAAU4DV","ext":".jpg","w":1280,"h":960,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":93,"tim":1749158215855439,"time":1749158215,"md5":"gAtHoBsdpfOjdXeqdAeJfw==","fsize":235697,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174779,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:18:21","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174654\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174654<\/a> I miss being this young","time":1749158301,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174808,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:26:50","name":"Anonymous","com":"I'm 18, my biggest reject was not going to international highschool in Japan. Maybe it's because I idealized Japan at the time, but I still wonder how my live would have turned, what would be different. Maybe nothing, maybe everything. I did the stupid decision of trusting my parents and now there's no day I tell myself ''great job, you fumbled your opportunity to scape from here, maybe there won't be any ever again. You won't be able to move until 30 or something. Enjoy your misery. Fuckass'' Now I spend my life watching mindless shit on youtube or talking to ai chatbots because I'm a lonely scumbag that tries to convince himself that he's alone because he wants and not because deep down he knows there's something weird, ugly and evil inside him and if he ever opens to others, it will be his end. I'm thinking on going to therapy or something, I can't stand my flesh. I can't stand others.","filename":"Captura de pantalla 2025-06-05 134417","ext":".png","w":1020,"h":937,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":114,"tim":1749158810449056,"time":1749158810,"md5":"05ExFoFB5+1CUNwreG3a7Q==","fsize":229079,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174820,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:30:02","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174742\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174742<\/a> I think it used to be called being "sweet" on one another, just two people who are immensely in love with each other and I think it's beautiful personally, it's the kind of love that only comes around only so many times in life, enjoy it, don't worry","time":1749159002,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174821,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:30:08","name":"Anonymous","com":"I just finished watching 500 Day of Summer. It was a great movie and I hate everything about it.","time":1749159008,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174823,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:30:47","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174821\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174821<\/a> What was your takeaway? I've never seen it but it feels like I should.","time":1749159047,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174826,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:31:37","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174808\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174808<\/a> >I'm 18<\/span> How can it be over if Its not even begun? >Therapy<\/span> Don't bother, you'd be better off with a gym membership and a job.","time":1749159097,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174829,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:32:35","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174821\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174821<\/a> The writer is evil.","time":1749159155,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174849,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:35:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174823\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174823<\/a> Looks can be deceiving. <a href=\"#p33174829\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174829<\/a> It becomes even more frustrating to watch when you've been there.","time":1749159345,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174865,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:39:22","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174821\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174821<\/a> i really love that movie, but believe the main character to be an unreliable narrator. did you by chance watch this because we were talking abt it in \/ATOGA\/?","time":1749159562,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174870,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:40:23","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174826\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174826<\/a> NTA, unironically this is what the therapist is going to tell you to do anyway","time":1749159623,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174883,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:43:10","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174826\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174826<\/a> I've always felt ''too old for this'', since I was 14. But yeah, I should give life a chance, I guess. Thanks.","time":1749159790,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174910,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:49:03","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174883\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174883<\/a> I've felt the same, but life continues and as much as I've learnt in life, there is the same soul at the centre even all these years later. <a href=\"#p33174870\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174870<\/a> I straight up think Therapy is a scam, a malicious scam.","time":1749160143,"resto":33165395},{"no":33174927,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)17:51:31","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174865\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174865<\/a> It was actually this <a href=\"\/adv\/thread\/33173199#p33173804\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33173804<\/a> that made me curious, so close enough. Tom is unreliable and it's hard to piece the whole story together since, besides the subtle things that tell you a lot about Tom's real outlook (or lack of one) on the relationship, it's hard to say much about Summer (besides the more obvious things that even Tom states and the movie shows). There's also the little fact that the movie was made to mock one of the director's exes, so there's that little bit of bias in the story (but I think this detail can be ignored, in the large scheme of things).","time":1749160291,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175016,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)18:06:44","name":"Anonymous","com":"I don\u2019t get why people say zoomers aren\u2019t tough. Sean O\u2019Malley is a killer. It seems like zoomers are more amiable than older generation celebrities.","time":1749161204,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175076,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)18:20:43","name":"Anonymous","com":"How do you escape the juvenile black\/white morality extreme conclusion mentality that's so common these days? I'm bored of the little voice in the back of my head spouting constant hate and anger 24\/7. It's like I have the edgy atheist kid from school living in there. "We have a crisis that needs resolving, what do you suggest brain?" I ask, and it replies "STOMP THEIR HEADS AND POP THEM LIKE FUCKING WATERMELONS THEY ALL DESERVE TO DIE". My brain's developed tourettes with age, I don't swear out loud. I'm also extremely physically weak and an abject coward so everything's fine, people at work speak to me like I'm half my age. My mother is foul mouthed and never shuts up about politics or how life sucks or how she looks forward to dying or how children aren't worth having. Wait, I think I get it!","filename":"5c0","ext":".png","w":464,"h":498,"tn_w":116,"tn_h":125,"tim":1749162043322648,"time":1749162043,"md5":"Fol+1RNEcnkAPj+D+A69eA==","fsize":209286,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175082,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)18:23:07","name":"Anonymous","com":"Befriended an online group in the past year. Semi large group with about 10 core members. Would have considered myself closer to the core than a lot of others. Past few weeks have been quietly excluded from. the discord, they've made another voice channel which I don't have access to. I have absoltuely no idea what I could have said or did to lead to this. Have been in the other voice channel a few times over the past few weeks and most of them have been. Been invited to play games with them, some have responded to my requests etc. I think one guy has beef with me, which I find very odd as I've never had a falling out in my life. He also seems completely normal and reasonable and liked me up until this started happening. How do I approach this. Don't really want to feel like a cuck and go in when they're in the other voice channel now and then the next day they duck me. Should I confront the main guy, try and message someone else (as I've said they know main guy for a lot longer than they know me).","time":1749162187,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175141,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)18:37:25","name":"Anonymous","com":"The problem with "It's never too late for" isn't understanding this yourself but having those around you understand it about you. There's no worse shame than being called out for things you couldn't experience earlier because of whatever was going on in your life at that point. That's what hurts the most.","time":1749163045,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175150,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)18:40:00","name":"Anonymous","com":"i hate autists (like real diagnosed autism autists) why do i keep befriending and meeting them? why do they keep finding me and cling onto me? why do you want to date me? i'm not one of you","time":1749163200,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175170,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)18:44:05","name":"Anonymous","com":"Fuck he is still out there alt twitters and everything why do bad people always run free even if they are a pedophile groomer I do not know who to contact for online crimes if they are in another country I deserve revenge for what they did to me I want them to beg for me only for me to stomp on them I wish I could find their exes somehow and we could team up to ruin them lack info on their usernames though guess I am on my own","time":1749163445,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175173,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)18:45:05","name":"Anonymous","com":"Holy shit I need to get off this site. I frequently visit basedbooru and I just finished organizing my 'jak and pepe folder. I NEED to KMS.","time":1749163505,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175245,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)19:01:50","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33175082\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33175082<\/a> I say try and talk to people about it, but sorry, that sucks anon.","time":1749164510,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175250,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)19:02:51","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33175076\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33175076<\/a> Embrace fractal monotheistic paganism","time":1749164571,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175262,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)19:04:21","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171187\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171187<\/a> >Were you just born anon?<\/span> I mean, I know racism obviously existed but the only experience I've seen of people saying they dislike white people is mainly by a select few people (mostly women) who are, er, "out there" on the internet.","time":1749164661,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175266,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)19:05:55","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33169347\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33169347<\/a> Update: Tried to get IT to unlock my account from the attempts to login with the extension failing. They are only willing to send me a code through the app on my phone, which is not on my phone because I had to spoof the client through the extension. So I cannot even unlock my fucking account to fix the reason why the account got locked. Bullshit. It's all such fucking bullshit. I fucking hate this stupid faggot world that thought this was a necessary thing to implement. Teams of people had to be involved in the decisionmaking that led to this heap of bullshit.","time":1749164755,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175352,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)19:22:25","name":"Anonymous","com":"Lost my cat in late April. He was pretty talkative and I went to see if I had any videos of it. I don't, I do have many of him purring though. Looking through the pictures and videos of him and his mom (I lost in 2023 who was also very vocal and who I also have no videos of being vocal) I'm looking at pics of my dog. She's a 19yo rat terrier. She got diagnosed with a level 3 heart murmur in 2021. She's really declined these past couple of years. In 2020 she could still jump up on my bed. She lost her hearing first and with that went her fun with toys. She liked the crinkly kind. But she still liked to run around. Now she has trouble moving standing on her own. She can still eat, drink, and use the bathroom on her own still. She doesn't seem like shes in pain. Sometimes though she doesn't seem like shes all there anymore. Sometimes she just sort of wanders and gets herself stuck in weird ass places when shes not sleeping.","time":1749165745,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175495,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)19:48:47","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165837\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165837<\/a> Did you reach out?","time":1749167327,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175699,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)20:28:33","name":"Anonymous","com":"i miss you still. i'm moving on, and i think you'd be happy to know that, but i still miss the everloving fuck out of you. you've been inactive generally, it seems. i don't keep tabs too closely, just the occasional check to see you're alive. i suppose i'm writing this because you've seemed inactive for a while, and i'm worried for what that means. it's hard not to let my mind wander into catastrophic possibilities. fuck, i wish things were different between us. i look back, and mostly have regrets now, and i hate that. hate what i was for you. hate what you became for me. i know whatever it is you're going through right now, you're surviving, because you're fucking tough, toughest around. but my gut tells me you need energy regardless, and i'm sending it to you, with lots of love. peace be with you.","time":1749169713,"resto":33165395},{"no":33175724,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)20:33:10","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33175352\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33175352<\/a> the latter thing is likely dog equivalent of dementia or alzheimer's. can't be helped fully, although you can probably make sure you keep areas navigable and familiar for her. sorry about your cat. had to put my boy down last december, he was my childhood cat, had him for 20 years. it was his time to go, though, and i'm just glad i was able to make that a smooth process for him. i occasionally have dreams of him, all positive, and i'm touched that our bond extends to his death, and i'm sure the same is for you. He lives on through you, anon.","time":1749169990,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176059,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)21:35:59","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> She doesn't want to communicate or be around me, yet that's all I want and yearn for. Even though she just left my driveway a half hour ago, she was adamant about not wanting any interactions. I don't have any friends who I can talk to about this, not because I don't have friends, but because they wouldn't be able to provide any actual catharsis to my state of being or rectify the situation. No family of mine can help either. All I want is for the rift to be mended so we can continue growing and building together. It's hard to admit but I am genuinely lost without her.","time":1749173759,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176082,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)21:40:37","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33175141\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33175141<\/a> >The problem with "It's never too late for" isn't understanding this yourself but having those around you understand it about you. There's no worse shame than being called out for things you couldn't experience earlier because of whatever was going on in your life at that point. That's what hurts the most.<\/span> I can relate.","time":1749174037,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176089,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)21:42:02","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33175699\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33175699<\/a> I like to imagine these words are for me. It doesn't really fit perfectly but fuck it I needed them","time":1749174122,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176095,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)21:43:02","name":"Anonymous","com":"My neighbors are so weird.","time":1749174182,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176132,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)21:54:02","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176095\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176095<\/a> Yeah my neighbors are glowniggers","time":1749174842,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176138,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)21:55:41","name":"Anonymous","com":"When it comes to men and women, there is a distinct difference between how acceptable it is when either fuck up in a relationship. Men are considered absolute villains when even the smallest imperfect actions are done. Women are allowed to get away with shitty behavior and take offense to being called out on it, or act indignantly without caring in a self-defensive manner.","time":1749174941,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176144,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)21:57:32","name":"Anonymous","com":"I finally got the job offer and I\u2019m doubting if it\u2019s worth it. >23\/hr<\/span> >have to relocate to Charlotte NC<\/span> Bro the company is going through growth but they also seem desperate to pick up the staff. Earlier it was a 2 month training program now it\u2019s 4 weeks. Earlier this month they also sent me a rejection letter then I got a text the very next day asking if I was still interested, then when I replied it was to be told it would be another week before I had an offer. I\u2019m not desperate for the job. It\u2019s a glorified assistant position. It\u2019s weird to be strung around like this.","time":1749175052,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176198,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)22:09:44","name":"Anonymous","com":"I love how it's my fault somehow that going on a vacation didn't magically make me a happier person. My roommate is furious at me for still being sad and hard to be around. I'm trying to just stay in my room and out of the way and it's just making them angrier. During my vacation my friend kept feeding me drinks the entire time so I "wouldn't ruin his vacation with my attitude". I did not get along with any of his friends and people kept calling me names for just wanting to sleep all day in the hotel room. And when my friend came back into the hotel room he tried to have sex with me while I was sleeping so I got up and moved to the other bed and he got guilt trippy as he always does. Saying I ruined everyones good time. Every time I've made a genuine attempt to become a more pleasant person to be around it never works. I used to be able to be nice to talk to when i was drunk but now not even that is the case. So why even try anymore? Why can't i just be left alone in my own room? Why does everyone act like they don't want me to off myself when I am, in their eyes, a fundamentally unlikeable person? I thought this vacation would help me too. Everyone kept telling me it would be good for me but I feel just as horrible and now I'm broke.","time":1749175784,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176286,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)22:23:59","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176089\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176089<\/a> it is not impossible they are for you, the person i am writing to has used 4chan on occasion, but i'm not sure if she browses \/adv\/. but if you need them, then i can give you energy, too, though i'n hesistant to say with love because i barely know you lol","time":1749176639,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176513,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)23:07:53","name":"Anonymous","com":"Gee, thanks be to the holiest! I love the life I am living at my early thirties! I don\u2019t have a job or income to worry about, nor any viable job offers from any source. Plus, I get absolutely no love save for a few carrot-on-a rod encounters. So glad I\u2019m not having any hope because then I would be way too happy which is not what anybody or the divine wants for me. Grateful that I\u2019ve no place to be on my own: living in other peoples\u2019 houses despite my efforts is a great way to build my character and value myself as a servant \/ slave above my own needs or wants. I\u2019m glad I\u2019ve no purpose or feeling of freedom because, hey, let\u2019s be real; the only things that really matter are others\u2019 feelings not mine. I\u2019m glad I\u2019m throwing my prayers out there especially in other languages. Soon, I\u2019ll develop the blind faith and memorization of verses needed to sound great and feel fulfilled even if none if my prayers have been met. I\u2019m so honored to be suffering continuously with anxiety, bad luck, calamities, depression, and emotional manipulation because that truly enforces the fact that the ruler of my world is the only one who matters and I can still bend a knee with Stockholm syndrome respect. I have nothing to worry about, nothing to fear, and I am doing absolutely fantastic! Gee I wish other people realize how great it is to live my life! Hooray to the wonderful humans who play the role of keeping me in a self-hatred, humiliating but humble state! Praise the lord and mistress of my kingdom! Hip-hip hooray!","time":1749179273,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176515,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)23:07:54","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33175724\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33175724<\/a> I keep her access to areas confined and she can find her food and water on her own still. She has trouble eating because of her teeth but she still has a pretty good appetite when I bring her something other than dry kibble. She's lost a good degree of vision as well. It's hard to tell how aware she is of things. She likes it when I scratch her head at least and she when she finds my legs she sticks close to me. So I do think she still knows me. Thank you. He was 13, diabetic, and wasnt eating as much. After 3 days of barely eating I got him an immediate appointment only to find out he had a heart murmur that wasnt there a year ago. After they did an xray they came and told me that his heart was as wide as his chest. He was a good boy and a big baby.","time":1749179274,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176555,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)23:17:06","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176515\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176515<\/a> afaik i think dogs rely on smell to guide themselves around more than site, might be worth leaving like worn clothes to guide her around, maybe. sounds like he didn't suffer much in the end, that's important. it sucks in the moment, but it's a blessing when you can make that choice for them before it's made for you, know what i mean? keep keepin on, anon.","time":1749179826,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176558,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)23:18:10","name":"S","com":"I hope I'm not dyin","time":1749179890,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176699,"now":"06\/05\/25(Thu)23:51:13","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33172771\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33172771<\/a> They probably still talk about you They probably still think about you They probably still value you as a human being Don\u2019t give up on them when they haven\u2019t given up on you. when you stop sending texts, you stop receiving texts","time":1749181873,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176787,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)00:09:19","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176513\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176513<\/a> Being religious will no longer benefit you unless youre in certain countries. Just be an atheist.","time":1749182959,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176823,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)00:21:47","name":"Anonymous","com":"I know it\u2019s just paranoia but >everyone can tell you\u2019re retarded<\/span> >they can all see through you<\/span> >youre the worst person here<\/span> >they cannot wait to be rid of you <\/span> >manager is plotting to fire you and you\u2019ll be homeless <\/span> >They can all tell <\/span> Holy fuck somebody get me out of this fucking mental hell it\u2019s so painful","time":1749183707,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176833,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)00:26:31","name":"S","com":"<a href=\"#p33176823\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176823<\/a> I think you should learn to chill, but also plan and build safety nets. I imagine you had a traumatic childhood dynamics with authority. Imo safety nets work great but also try CBT and mindfulness and stuff. Like shit happens but you'll be alright, but plan so you don't lose potential gains that can come from not falling on hard times.","time":1749183991,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176948,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:14:15","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33171570\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33171570<\/a> It was an emotional rollercoaster and the truth was so simple. Maybe I'm too ill to like him. It's probably more realistic that he hates me. Unfollow.","time":1749186855,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176953,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:16:56","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33175495\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33175495<\/a> I sent a really short note and she responded right away. I haven\u2019t messaged again. I think I\u2019m cooked. I think I love her. I think about what our kids would look like. She stresses me out.","time":1749187016,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176966,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:20:27","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176953\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176953<\/a> What did she say?","time":1749187227,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176968,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:21:40","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176966\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176966<\/a> she said thank you","time":1749187300,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176973,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:23:24","name":"Anonymous","com":"I love a woman I can\u2019t be with.","time":1749187404,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176977,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:24:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176973\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176973<\/a> Why can\u2019t you be with her?","time":1749187485,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176980,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:25:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176977\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176977<\/a> She lives too far away and our circumstances make it impossible. It sucks because I\u2019ve never connected to another person like her.","time":1749187545,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176986,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:27:11","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176980\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176980<\/a> How far away is she?","time":1749187631,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176987,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:27:13","name":"Anonymous","com":"I was gonna cheat on my bf with some guy this Saturday but the guy admitted in a dumb scrote way by asking if he could record it with his meta glasses. My soul died I went helllll no fuck no what the fuck and blocked that faggot so fast. Can't even get a coom anymore without being turned into porn!!!!","time":1749187633,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176988,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:27:27","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176986\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176986<\/a> Another continent.","time":1749187647,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176995,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:29:53","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176988\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176988<\/a> Does she love you back?","time":1749187793,"resto":33165395},{"no":33176997,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:30:27","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176995\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176995<\/a> Yeah.","time":1749187827,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177000,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:30:37","name":"Anonymous","com":"SHUT THE FUCK UP","time":1749187837,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177003,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:31:20","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176997\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176997<\/a> Then you should try to be with her","time":1749187880,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177008,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:32:26","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177003\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177003<\/a> No. Just wanted to get it off my chest.","time":1749187946,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177018,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:37:06","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177008\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177008<\/a> You are making excuses to gaslight yourself into believing you love her when you don\u2019t, or conversely: self-sabotaging because you believe you don\u2019t deserve love, or are fearful it may not be real You\u2019re a fucking faggot. You know damn well that when two people love each other they can make it work.","time":1749188226,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177019,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:37:16","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176823\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176823<\/a> Literally me everyday wanna kms myself","time":1749188236,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177030,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:40:16","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177018\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177018<\/a> Yeah, you\u2019re right. Unironically.","time":1749188416,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177048,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:44:27","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177030\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177030<\/a> What are the other circumstances that make it impossible?","time":1749188667,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177072,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)01:54:17","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177048\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177048<\/a> I\u2019m not going into it further. Thanks, man.","time":1749189257,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177104,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)02:12:17","name":"Anonymous","com":">lost my job because of some retarded shit<\/span> >have been jobless for almost a month<\/span> >haven't gotten any thing back from anyone<\/span> >economy is so bad that the job market is hard at the moment too<\/span> >started getting out of my comfort zone and even looked into doing fast food <\/span> >not a single call back<\/span> >get a hook up from a friend and my older sister's old job<\/span> >"yeah our boss will put you in, but only the weekends and it's not a for sure thing too since he isn't looking to hire anyone"<\/span> >mfw rent is gonna be due soon and i'm running out of options and out of time<\/span> >unemployment practically refused to give me benefits as well<\/span> bros i've been trying to be positive for almost a month now but i'm genuinely debating on blowing my brains out i might become homeless. i might go donate plasma to get some money, but doing that every month probably isn't the best idea either","time":1749190337,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177117,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)02:19:29","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176787\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176787<\/a> Parent works at main church office of the most prominent religion in the city. I know I\u2019m not a midget-aged human, but I have to let it out: It\u2019s literally either I\u2019m getting emotionally bullied to stress and mess up (which I did and I lost my job), or I\u2019m pitied and let to live in this place as long as I\u2019m doing slave work or paying. I\u2019m practically homeless and my parent has proven they do not care about my life and the sibling of the is a criminal in hiding and gets away with harassing me because they are worse off despite having kids taken away for mental health. I can handle my parent but the sibling is too much and I already got them a job, regularly drive them to work, provide with grocieries, and generally stay clean out of the way and do chores. I fucking broke my fucking sobriety and had a stogie today because of the fucking stress. So they are planning on selling the estate and moving out and the worst part is the sibling gets in free and I have to pay if I want to live in. I honestly just want to be in my own place cultivating the peace and harmony I have dreamed of, but I\u2019ve struggled with daily thoughts of suicide and it got worse these past days. Jmgdg","time":1749190769,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177123,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)02:24:35","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> IMO, social media should eliminate all comment sections and all upvotes\/downvotes. AI is making all that shit irrelevant and harmful at best.","time":1749191075,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177125,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)02:25:48","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177072\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177072<\/a> Not them, but why cuck on details now?","time":1749191148,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177126,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)02:25:50","name":"Anonymous","com":"Im dead. She\u2019s my absolute destruction. My apocalypse. And I have to see her at work 3 times a week. Im dead. She has killed me. Im dead. Im dead.","time":1749191150,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177135,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)02:28:21","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177125\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177125<\/a> Because I\u2019ve already got enough off my chest in the past.","time":1749191301,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177182,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)02:47:14","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177135\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177135<\/a> Why deny us the satisfaction of knowing your secrets?","time":1749192434,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177203,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)02:53:30","name":"Anonymous","com":">Summer comes.<\/span> >The moth infestation begins. <\/span> Every year, no matter what I do. I spend most mornings hunting the fuckers down with a plastic sandal. That thing is a well-used weapon at this point. Four confirmed kills today. Warrior blood clearly flows through my veins!","time":1749192810,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177222,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)02:56:35","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177182\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177182<\/a> Lmao. When you put it like that\u2026jk, my secrets are all over gioyc. Go find em.","time":1749192995,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177248,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)03:03:35","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177222\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177222<\/a> Your trips are loaded with satisfaction.","time":1749193415,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177259,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)03:07:17","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177248\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177248<\/a> Yes, full house digits. Hope that helps.","time":1749193637,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177267,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)03:10:25","name":"Anonymous","com":"Everyone has been so frustrated with me but I cannot communicate how much I feel like the emotional equivalent of trying to walk like normal when both of my feet have broken bones, and people get mad every time I start limping.","time":1749193825,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177284,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)03:17:16","name":"Anonymous","com":"I cant bother with everyones individual opinion","time":1749194236,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177299,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)03:21:40","name":"Anonymous","com":"Nobody's perfect","time":1749194500,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177320,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)03:27:01","name":"Anonymous","com":"i don't want to go to my therapist tomorrow because i won't be able to say anything other than "i want to kill myself" and saying that will get me put away in the funny farm. so i will just be sitting there for 50 minutes not saying anything or giving one word answers and i am going to be miserable.","time":1749194821,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177332,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)03:30:11","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177203\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177203<\/a> my moth problem decreased significantly when i started obsessively dusting, vacuuming, and wiping down everything in my house. they love dust.","time":1749195011,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177827,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)05:43:01","name":"Anonymous","com":"Fuck executive dysfunction. I need to write like 5 lines of code but I can't. It's supposed to be easy. Why can't I do this shit. I think I also have build up from past failures, maybe that's what's causing all this anxiety or something. I used to be able to do things without a problem, I learned things on the fly. I'm trying to drink alcohol to reduce inhibition and cry or something. But I can't even make myself drink. What the fuck.","time":1749202981,"resto":33165395},{"no":33177862,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)05:49:05","name":"Anonymous","com":"I have nothing to live for","time":1749203345,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178024,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)06:32:08","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177827\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177827<\/a> Just do it. Executive dysfunction hasnt stopped you from comin to 4chan or any other bs things you've done today","time":1749205928,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178195,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)08:16:10","name":"Anonymous","com":"I'm sorry.","time":1749212170,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178252,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)08:44:31","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33174808\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33174808<\/a> I felt the same back then. You need to realize that life is an investment and a snowball. Start doing good shit now and you'll look back happily at 25 saying "yeah, that was a rough patch, I'm better now". Don't be like me. I was like you, I wallowed in impotence, I killed my brain cells with 4chan, porn and alcohol, and underachieved. Focus on university, getting good grades, and transfering. It can be Europe, maybe Japan, maybe Canada. Tons of programs now have "one year abroad" schemes. Look up working holiday visas or summer language schools over there if you're still fascinated. Trust me, it does not feel like it, but at 18 the world is literally yours. You need to go all in. Start by taking on a summer job and going to the gym. The biggest first step is extracting yourself from your current routine and environment and starting the snowball. It's less faggot than it sounds. And unless studying is not your thing, or if you're dead set on having kids now, don't listen to tradies who say that university is not a good choice. It is, as long as you keep your head. Making social connections will help normalize your behavior and your feelings. Again: It's less faggot than it sounds. Take it from an asocial neet who went to the other side and then back to asocial neet.","time":1749213871,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178336,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)09:08:35","name":"Anonymous","com":"I'm interested in a guy but he's really close with another girl and I can't figure out if they're dating","time":1749215315,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178360,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)09:16:54","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177018\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177018<\/a> When two people love each other they try to make it work.","time":1749215814,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178373,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)09:19:14","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33178336\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33178336<\/a> so ask him why do people refuse to communicate","time":1749215954,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178394,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)09:26:03","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33176699\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33176699<\/a> I'm not sure. Sometimes we'd be very caustic to one another, there was a lot of what I'd call old-school chap mentality. 4chan-style if you will, no holds barred. But it hits different when you're actually outside of the club. I didn't mention it, but I also witnessed first-hand how they openly shat on some people we knew, and again, now I'm afraid I'm on the other side of the fence. It feels different when there's a blatant imbalance in status, and when so much seems to revolve around it. It seems we just stopped talking and valuing each other as I "descended", and as they "ascended". And there was this friend, who used to be the butt of our jokes sometimes, who's been promised a good career, and he's "in" now; while I was also promising at one point, I felt good, and liked, not so much now. Maybe it's all in my mind, true, but when you're rock bottom you just feel things this way. Hard to explain without a wall of text.","time":1749216363,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178404,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)09:32:10","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33178373\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33178373<\/a> People tend to be very private about dating in our community and I don't want to be nosy","time":1749216730,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178407,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)09:33:51","name":"Anonymous","com":"Had dream I was in an exes high school, how strange","time":1749216831,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178410,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)09:35:38","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33178404\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33178404<\/a> then tell him you're interested in him. If he's a complete arsehole dickface cunt then he will take it badly and cause drama. Otherwise he will be nice about it, flattered at the compliment and let you down gently. Or maybe he will reciprocate and you'll date him. If you don't ask you don't get.","time":1749216938,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178414,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)09:37:41","name":"Anonymous","com":"Has anyone here tried therapy? Especially for shit that happened to them when they were a kid? I'm thinking of trying it, but idk where or how I'd even start. I always intended to just push forward and take this shit to my grave, but with how I'm unravelling lately, that might be sooner rather than later if I don't intervene on myself.","time":1749217061,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178428,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)09:42:06","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33178414\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33178414<\/a> in my experience it depends on you. If you find talking things through helps, then it will help. They'll ask probing questions and try to get you to explore your own feelings out loud. It can help you to process experiences and emotions, but don't expect some magical solution to all of your problems. imo it's definitely worth trying. Do 3-5 sessions with at least three different therapists. Some of them are utter shit and completely useless, so don't give up if you don't like your first or second ones. But some are very good and you will make a connection with them and feel like they know you better than you know yourself.","time":1749217326,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178449,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)09:51:43","name":"Anonymous","com":"they might say anything","time":1749217903,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178504,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)10:08:14","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33178428\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33178428<\/a> Thanks. I think talking could help, if only because being unable to talk about literally anything has been a problem my whole life, so god knows I could use some practice. I think the big problem for me is I don't know how much I can\/should say. Like if I say too much and it's not a good fit, I could really come away with some damage. But if I say too little, how will I know if it's a good fit? So there's this urge to unburden myself, but also this fear of how it'll feel afterwards if it doesn't go right, or if I freeze up and can't say anything after all. Especially with the bigger stuff, it's the whole "once you name it, it's real" thing. The only reason I'm in this state is because I accidentally named it to myself in my own mind and can't unthink it, and pretty much this entire year so far has been fucked as a result of that.","time":1749218894,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178515,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)10:11:22","name":"Anonymous","com":"Thanks for not giving a shit about me. I will do the same to you. You changed. You are a fucking stranger. I don't enjoy talking to you anymore. It's always a drag. A chore. I regret everything. If I could just go back...","time":1749219082,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178540,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)10:22:52","name":"Anonymous","com":"I've finally picked a side. I want OpenAI to win the AI race. They may not be perfect, but they're the only faction I trust to actually produce an AI with good values.","time":1749219772,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178543,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)10:23:48","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33178504\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33178504<\/a> >I don't know how much I can\/should say<\/span> Read up on what they are obliged to keep secret and what they are obliged to disclose. if you confess to a serious crime they might need to disclose it. Similarly if you say you are suicidal and thinking of heroing, they need to disclose that. But it depends on your country. You'll probably start talking about simple stuff and once you feel more comfortable with the therapist you can go into more detail with deeper stuff. That's why it's important to find someone you like and shop around. It's not a personal relationship, it's a paid service, so don't feel bad about paying for one or two sessions and then going somewhere else - same as with a phone contract etc. >being unable to talk about literally anything has been a problem my whole life<\/span> same again - the talking will flow naturally if you're comfortable with the therapist. their job is to help you structure your thoughts and speak freely. if they're good they will ask the right questions. >there's this urge to unburden myself<\/span> talking things through can unburden you, yes. Unprocessed feelings which are bottled up cause you long-term trauma. Releasing that won't change what happened but you will feel that someone understands what you went through and has empathy for you, and can tell you your feelings are valid. and that can make a huge difference. >I accidentally named it to myself in my own mind and can't unthink it<\/span> I can only guess what you're referring to but imo you definitely need to talk this through with someone professional.","time":1749219828,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178604,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)10:46:32","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33178024\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33178024<\/a> Yeah I forced myself to drink and indulged in music I had been abstaining from(for motivation). Ended up being somewhat productive. Thanks.","time":1749221192,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178655,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)11:00:13","name":"Anonymous","com":"I hope you're doing okay and I'm sorry the banshees are still screaming for blood. Still rooting for you. Nobody likes to be paranoid. Hope someday things will be different.","time":1749222013,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178677,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)11:04:06","name":"Anonymous","com":"gonna get out of self","time":1749222246,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178710,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)11:12:35","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33178543\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33178543<\/a> Thanks, this helps.","time":1749222755,"resto":33165395},{"no":33178764,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)11:22:40","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> I'm 26 and the only exposure to women I get on a daily basis (for 10 years now) has been from my morbidly obese OCD mom who is simultaneously the world's most independent woman in the world's most dependent woman who can't do a single fucking task on her own without help, and her morbidly obese friend who is basically a patsy. This is the only exposure I get to the fairer sex and have for the past 10 years. I want to fucking die bros","time":1749223360,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179238,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)12:59:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"This thread has reached the bump limit; JSON of this thread: <a href=\"https:\/\/a.4cdn.org\/adv\/thread\/33165395.json\" target=\"_blank\">https:\/\/a.4cdn.org\/adv\/thread\/33165395.json<\/a> <a href=\"#p33177862\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177862<\/a> - think of something you like doing and do that; become more skilled at that - dive into a woodchipper","time":1749229185,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179395,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)13:26:57","name":"Anonymous","com":"it's not the end of the world","time":1749230817,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179545,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)13:59:48","name":"Anonymous","com":"i make 25% above minimum wage I should be able to afford a one bedroom apartment with this. Please make housing affordable again. Bingo","time":1749232788,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179586,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)14:09:45","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33177827\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33177827<\/a> >executive dysfunction<\/span> seems i have that too. I waste my time doing the same less important things instead of other more important things that i could be doing","time":1749233385,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179596,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)14:11:09","name":"Anonymous","com":"I feel very strongly a gut feeling that I am meant to be with this woman, but she currently wants nothing to do with me due to how things went last time, and there is nothing to do now but work on myself and change everything wrong with me. If I am actually meant to be with her, it will happen \u2014 probably not for another 8 months, but it will happen if it is meant to. And if not, I will naturally attract the right woman by living in a way I can be proud of and ceasing my substance abuse and getting my emotions under control and overall being a mentally healthy individual. Thank you God for giving me this battle.","time":1749233469,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179632,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)14:23:24","name":"Anonymous","com":"I study Mechanical Engineering and one of my professors consciously let the entire cohort cheat. Thus, he curved down everyone's grades as a countermeasure. As to why he let us cheat: >very low lecture\/class attendance (2-3 people at times), meaning a lot of students would've failed the exam had they not cheated, which means headaches for the professor<\/span> >he's very old, limping and uses a cane, thus he's not really able to properly proctor an exam anyway<\/span> What sucks is I'm a straight A student and I got a C. I didn't cheat and I know my exam papers are well above a C. Other high scoring students also got Cs. Fuck that asshole.","time":1749234204,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179643,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)14:27:03","name":"Anonymous","com":"I'm fucking dumb Umbrella girl must think I'm a weirdo now That time she asked so it was fine, I covered her But today she didn't and she's awkwardly telling me it's fine when I offered and I probably looked like a complete idiot","time":1749234423,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179662,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)14:33:47","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33165395\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33165395<\/a> im scared of applying to work because everytime i apply they dont even reject me just radio silence or worse they already got someone but they didnt remove the signs due to laziness i feel like a leech on my family i sometimes dont take my phone when i walk because i want some quiet","time":1749234827,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179717,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)14:51:48","name":"Anonymous","com":"there is no hope for me.","time":1749235908,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179749,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)14:57:28","name":"Anonymous","com":"I'm not satisfied with myself. I'm not satisfied with others. No one can be perfect and I know logically that's not a reasonable thing to expect but everything feels fucked and disappointing. Just in a bad mood I guess.","time":1749236248,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179790,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)15:12:26","name":"Anonymous","com":"Hypothetically speaking, what is more pathetic? Jerking off to fairly degenerate stuff with 10+ tabs open at a time, or having an extremely convoluted system of zip folders and browser add-ons to restrict yourself to beating it off to a very strictly controlled amount of still degenerate content because your monkey brain thinks this is healthier behaviour. Asking for a friend. >inb4 posting about it on GIOYC for 7+ years is the most pathetic option.<\/span>","filename":"vlcsnap-2025-06-06-20h10m20s420","ext":".png","w":768,"h":432,"tn_w":125,"tn_h":70,"tim":1749237146874207,"time":1749237146,"md5":"vdg2bblcb4+9zzwG6FZdeg==","fsize":364054,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179863,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)15:34:08","name":"Anonymous","com":"I see all the places where my ideas have changed the culture. Many things today, in popular culture, stems from my ideas. Not once has anything good come to me, personally for almost 2 decades of work. Altruistically helping others, shaping the culture, but nothing for me. All the men I needed to hang onto to, to idealize, in order to go on are terrible people, in reality. An era is over, now I can't wait to die.","time":1749238448,"resto":33165395},{"no":33179870,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)15:35:42","name":"Anonymous","com":"One day, I'll be historically famous, but again... no benefit to me.","time":1749238542,"resto":33165395},{"no":33180069,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)16:38:12","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33172015\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33172015<\/a> She replied. But my feeling is still there.","time":1749242292,"resto":33165395},{"no":33180093,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)16:44:14","name":"Anonymous","com":"Single femanons, do you ever get jealous thinking about girls with a bf that can just grab his dick and play with it whenever they feel like it?","time":1749242654,"resto":33165395},{"no":33180243,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)17:35:15","name":"Anonymous","com":"Hate life","time":1749245715,"resto":33165395},{"no":33180562,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)19:10:53","name":"Anonymous","com":"I find the word "cunny" hot due to the taboo and perverse nature of it, I think the mental picture of fucking a younger girl, elegant frame and flat chested is hot when go onto \/soc\/ and stumble into fsa hearing age play makes me have mental breakdowns","time":1749251453,"resto":33165395},{"no":33180737,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)19:53:21","name":"Anonymous","com":"What a stupid feeling, I have been wanting to get a job for a while now, im just waiting to get started, but i hung out with friends the way i used to and i felt so shitty, that feeling of life not moving forward, even though it is moving forward","time":1749254001,"resto":33165395},{"no":33180968,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)21:03:00","name":"Anonymous","com":"I'M STUCK AND I CANT DIE. I'M STUCK. PLEASE HELP ME. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME.","time":1749258180,"resto":33165395},{"no":33181078,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)21:34:03","name":"Anonymous","com":"please fucking help me i can't keep doing this. i can't keep doing this","time":1749260043,"resto":33165395},{"no":33181088,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)21:36:20","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33180968\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33180968<\/a> What's wrong, anon?","time":1749260180,"resto":33165395},{"no":33181146,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)21:47:58","name":"Anonymous","com":"It\u2019s going to be ok. It\u2019s going to be ok. It\u2019s going to be ok.","time":1749260878,"resto":33165395},{"no":33181162,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)21:50:02","name":"Anonymous","com":"I can handle this. I can handle this. I can handle this.","time":1749261002,"resto":33165395},{"no":33181167,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)21:50:41","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33181162\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33181162<\/a> WHAT'S WRONG?","time":1749261041,"resto":33165395},{"no":33181174,"now":"06\/06\/25(Fri)21:52:07","name":"Anonymous","com":"<a href=\"#p33181167\" class=\"quotelink\">>>33181167<\/a> I\u2019m not that anon.","time":1749261127,"resto":33165395}]}

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