I translated this page of L File No. 15. It's one of the many passages of Watari's Journal. I couldn't find English translations for the passages of Watari's Journal, so I translated them from Mandarin translation to English. I compared the Mandarin translation with the Japanese original text using Google Translate to ensure accuracy and made some adjustments for flow and maintaining the original meaning.

July 7th, 2006. L. Was this the outcome of giving you the opportunity to learn? Was it arrogant of me to think that I had given you everything you needed? A genius without parents or relatives, without food or education, a genius who may have had a miserable past. Was I wrong? L wrote his name in the Death Note. Was this all for victory? Was this all for justice? To fight something supernatural like the Death Note, it is true that we must arm ourselves with something that is also beyond human understanding. It is highly possible that Light Yagami will write L's name in the Death Note. In theory, L must write his name in the Death Note first to prevent Light from doing so. But don't human emotions have a tendency to refuse to accept the truth and instead hope to twist logic and theory? L. Don't you ever place your emotions prior to your goals? L. I never meant for things to end this way. Your talent has surpassed mine, and now you are consuming yourself. But I… Today I learned F's death. Am I about to lose you, too? I have never felt so powerless as I do now. L. I am confused. When I established Wammy's House, I might not have anticipated this. I learned a lot from being with you, L, just as parents learn a lot from their children. L. Just one sentence is enough. Please tell me you want to live. L. L…
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Holy shit, thank you so much ♥️😍 I need some time to set my thoughts straight, this opens so many possibilities!

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Question: how many passages are there in Watari's diary? How many more refer to L?

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@pennyblossom-meta Hey there! There are 30 passages in total, the earliest one is in 1973, May 7th, Watari thinking about what to do with the money he earned after inventing a new metalic material. Other passages include some observations of children in Wammy's House, L's developments, the Kira case...etc.

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@pennyblossom-meta The Death Note wiki mentioned Watari's journal:"A journal log written by Watari is included, logging some events before and during the Kira investigation. He documents people such as Naomi Misora, Light Yagami, Shiori Akino, Misa Amane, and Kiyomi Takada, and references other members of Wammy's House including F, R, K, D, and P..." See more: https://deathnote.fandom.com/wiki/L_FILE_No._15

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@pennyblossom-meta According to my calculation, about 15 passages mentioned L, as half of the journal is about the Kira investigations, so it is expected that Watari would mention L in the passages. (And observations of L before Kira case)

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Thank you so much for all the help <3 It's actually a shame because I can't seem to find any images or translations of Watari's diary online, but I'd love to know what he says.

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I'm very interested in what Watari says about well, everything, to be honest — but especially about L. It's a shame this material hasn't ever been translated into EN, we're missing out!

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@pennyblossom-meta I've DMed you, please check your DM 😉

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FINALLY SOMEONE TALKS ABOUT WATARI’S DIARY

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these pages shattered my heart i think about them every day. L’s and Watari’s relationship is heartbreaking

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@rainysscientist The Japanese live action films' worldbuilding is very poignant and beautiful. I just love how it gives so much depth and human feelings to L and Watari that we didn't see in the manga. It is the best adaptation in my opinion.

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@lunalit-river i think so too!! it’s always nice to see the appreciation they deserve

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