>>930205992 (OP) #
no shame , grass is always greener on the other side

>>930206158 #
>grass is always greener on the other side

I get that, but for me, is like: having an appearance that I wouldn't be able to have as a man. I want to have long hair, boobs, and no body hair. I just hate myself as a man. I would still be a virgin as a girl.

>>930206223 #
Ditto, knowing me if I was a woman I would be a dumpy nerd that would only get laid as some guy's starter girl

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>>930206223 #
pic is what I wish I would look like as a chick

>>930205992 (OP) #
take your pills, retard

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>>930206583 #
Pic rel is what I would look like, if I could choose.

>>930206610 #
Not an option. I'm too old for starting hrt anyway

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>>930206737 #
is that Grimes? Also, I think Anon was referring to 'stop being crazy' meds

>>930206737 #
too bad, it doesn't care, it doesn't go away ever and it doesn't get better or even stop getting worse until you do something about it

>>930206820 #
no I did mean the exogenous sex hormones

>>930206820 #
It's Dua Lipa.

>>930206835 #
It's just some AGP fetish. I mean, I got used to it. But I keep sizing all women I see not by thinking "wow, I want to have a family with her" but with "wow, I wish that were me". Crazy, right? But I medication to keep it under control (anxiety and schizo).

>>930207003 #
you sound like me in my 20s lol

>>930207003 #
thanks, I've aged out of caring about pop stars.

>>930207092 #
I've aged out of wanting to be a woman, but now I get off on the idea of 'helping' an Anon become the woman they want to be

>>930207440 #
>I've aged out of wanting to be a woman
>keeps posting about it
how old are you? I thought I was going strong for a while but I cracked at 30 after reading too many stories about people going through the same thing only to come out as some boomerhon at 50 with a wife and kids (and after I ran out of excuses for what else was wrong with me and why I "couldn't be" trans or gender dysphoric or anything like that or how it just "wasn't for me" like I told myself over and over)

>>930207541 #
late 40s incel

>>930207590 #
sucks
hope you figure it out one way or another, but like I said it doesn't go away - your best case scenario is being alone with this on your deathbed having "won" by living a life of self-denial

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>>930207636 #
I know I still have the desire, I just realize that I would be ugly as fuck

pic is the best I could hope for

>>930207706 #
I totally want an old, mommy trans gf.

If you looked like that I would love to be with you.

>>930207706 #
just consider that you can do things however you want and don't have to follow anyone else's prescribed steps or path for "transition" even if that's just taking pills or dressing up in the bedroom or relaxing about gender norms, and you don't really know how it'll turn out so it's not helpful to dwell on the worst case scenario you can imagine - I spent a good decade stuck in that exact ruminative loop

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>>930207753 #
this is what I would ideally want to look like

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>>930207798 #
maybe if I had moved out and been around more open minded people things would have been different for me

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>>930207970 #
Nice thighs

>>930206158 #
>divorce court favor
>romantic and sexual attention
>becoming rich by showing pictures of foot soles
>being taken care of
>living for free

sure

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>>930208045 #
they're a trans domme that operates out of Austin I think

>>930206223 #
>and no body hair
Wow, are you an uninformed virgin.
And you can have long hair as a guy.

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>>930208172 #
and boobs too, you just have to pay for them

>>930208172 #
Female hair is better tho, and they don't get bald. And female soft skin is much better than a man's

>>930208071 #
Anon, you are literally me, but old.

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>>930208419 #
in that case if you don't want to end up like me either commit to being cis or try going down the fem path

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>>930208699 #
>if you don't want to end up like me

I already did.

>>930209023 #
sorry Anon

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>>930209325 #
Sorry for what, exactly?

I'm so depressed and lonely, but having these thoughts and talking to you... Somehow it helps me keep going. And I love every minute of it, I really do. And it's not like I'm a faggot BECAUSE of you (already had that in me every since I was a teenager). I just thought it was never possible to fall in love. Now I realize I should look for it.

Sorry if I'm being too "sentimental".

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do you mean you want to be a girl, or a good looking girl? because how many of us would choose to be this just to have a pussy?

>>930210541 #
Good question. And I'm not sure yet. Like I said earlier, I prolly wouldn't care much about looks, but more how I feel about myself. I would still live life how I live now, so it wouldn't matter that much.

I honestly wouldn't mind being the woman in your pic.

>>930210541 #
it is important to understand and separate out things like what you wish were more attractive about yourself in general or in relation to the physical and social sexed traits that bother you, like if someone with your genetics had otherwise been female and grown up that way with all your flaws would you still be happier with that?

>>930206223 #
>I want to have long hair, boobs, and no body hair.
i have all those and i'm a guy. you just gotta put in a little effort.

>>930210601 #
if my sister, mothers, and grandmother from both sides are any indication, if i were born a girl i'd probably have g or h cup tits. if i took hormones, i'd still be large chested even if i ended up three sizes smaller than the women in my family tend to. huge tits are a family trait of mine.

>>930206223 #
hormones can help with the hair but you generally need laser to get rid of the worst androgenic stuff

>>930210801 #
well it's kind of a dice roll based on those genetics and your physical health and all that to determine how your genes are expressed on the other sex hormone track, if you have good dosage/levels that's a real possibility and can cut short plans to hide things at first but it's also possible to not get much at all for a long time (or potentially ever if you're unlucky)

>>930209535 #
nothing wrong with being sentimental and wanting love. Truth be told I wish we lived in a world where people could be open with their sexual wants and desires, as long as they're safe sane and consensual.

And if things had turned out different I would love to dom and feminize you

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these are the biggest tranny tits i've ever seen. apparently dude took hormones but wanted to keep it secret, but his tits got so fucking big it was essentially impossible to hide the fact he had them. ended up having to move to a different town.

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bump with tran tits, probably surgery

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>>930211581 #
i would kiss those lips

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>>930211798 #
imagine them giving you a blowjob and then kissing you with their cum covered lips

>>930212093 #
the caption would be hot if there was an actually hot girl next to it.

>>930211968 #
>imagine them giving you a blowjob and then kissing you with their cum covered lips

So hot

Also:
>Those tits

Fuuuuuuck

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>>930212151 #
the shiny does it for me

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>>930212151 #
besides, Punchline needs love too

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>>930212151 #
and at least I didn't post latex andy

>>930213252 #
Personally, I like when you post latex Andy.

Nta btw

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>>930213619 #
I know his stuff can be off putting for most anons.

>>930205992 (OP) #
Same. I'd never consider doing anything about it but it's how I've always felt. Really wish I was a cute girl, I feel like it would suit me a lot better.

>>930213738 #
this is an abomination

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>>930214139 #
and that's why I don't post it, I hate that I like it because it hits all my kinks

i am probably going to be home alone for a few weeks in march and part of me wants to start preparing for a deep submission already... keep my lips exfoliated, do squats every day, maybe stay edged until then and lock up on the first day of being alone, order some makeup and toys and clothes and then dress up and take pics for black men online, maybe even have them cum to my ass on camera..

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>>930214188 #
meant to post this one

>the dream

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>>930214259 #
be sure to go for this look if you go on camera

>>930205992 (OP) #
Just scratch the itch by playing transformation games off f95zone. Tasty Curse is a solid one that I keep going back to.

>>930214712 #
>Literally my reaction when anon kisses me on the lips and grabs my bottom with both of his hands

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>>930215291 #
>I'll never help you become a latex femboy