fleetingSanity

Like the title says I'm done working hand over fist for nothing. I have full blown anxiety now I'm on medication for it and it's entirely because I have been busting ass for two years now. Simultaneously churning out writing hand over fist to try and make money here, while trying to find work in my day to day life, while trying to lose weight for my health. Because for a long time I thought I had heart problems. Turns out I don't, I have massive anxiety problems. I know this because I've been to the ER multiple times now thinking panic attacks were heart problems only to be told every time my heart is fine. Once I went on the anxiety meds the frequent chest pains, heart palpitations, and tingling in my arms went away. So, to that end I'm trying to reduce my stress and the primary problem I have right now is lack of money. I have been barely treading water for two years now constantly juggling bills. I've been wearing ratty clothing with holes in it because I can't afford anything