> start poasting a lot
> discover Nick Land, Curtis Yarvin
> see how the structure of all things is evolutionary, how mercy is synonymous with dissolution and decay, glimpse the mind of Gnon
> meet a Colombian lesbian heiress studying chemistry at Oxford
> offers to fly me out, says what she needs from me is aggression and intelligence
> she flies me out, we get along initially, she’s very into me
> turns out I’m a little too aggressive. I mention several possible solutions to Germany’s immigration problem that spook her, even though she speaks German and read me Hitler speeches
> she says I need to tone it down or leave, I elect to leave
> back in the states, I start teaching statistics to private clients I find on X. Favorite job so far, very rewarding
> meet another girl on X. Fall in love. Visit her several times. She’s perfect. She’s my dream, we are engaged
> starting to make more money, several exciting job prospects in the works, feel truly seen and connected to my fiancée in a way I have never felt before
> optimistic for the first time in a decade
> life is good
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