HRT(mtf)一年余的记录
前言
没有记录具体的日期,但我应该是从2023年2月上旬开始进行HRT的;开始一个月以后进行了第一次HRT中的性激素六项检查,检查日期为2023年3月8日。
国内上海和北京以外的地方难以获得医生指导,因此我是自己搜集资料进行HRT的。过程中Shizu's HRT Guide对我产生了极大的帮助,在此表示感谢;我相信任何有HRT意愿的mtf全面阅读此指导都是有极大好处的。
医疗记录
HRT方案
我采用的是经典的雌二醇+抗雄的方案。雌二醇一开始使用的补佳乐,使用半年后在去年8月下旬换成了雌二醇凝胶(爱斯妥);抗雄使用的螺内酯。HRT前半年每隔1至2月检查一次激素水平,换成凝胶以后水平达到理想状态就懈怠了;最后一次检查已经是2023年9月25日了(不要学我)。最近想再去测一下,但作息一直不规律。测好以后可能会更新在这里。
更新:(2024.3.29)测的结果出来哩,见下文。
用量及激素水平
以下用量均以有效成分含量计。
补佳乐一开始舌下含服3.0 mg/天,分早晚两次,舌下含服。测得的雌二醇谷浓度为46 pg/mL(理想值为100 pg/mL以上)。后来逐渐提高到6 mg/天,分早中晚三次含服,但雌二醇谷浓度未见明显变化,可能是个人体质导致的。
换成凝胶以后的用量为3 mg/天(两计量尺),分早晚两次涂抹。使用一个月后测得雌二醇浓度为303.43 pg/mL,同时睾酮浓度跌至了33.85 ng/dL,为女性正常水平;使用凝胶前睾酮浓度并无明显变化,为男性正常水平。这次测量的前一晚睡得比较晚,因此凝胶涂得也比较晚,距离测量只有6个小时,可能测得的浓度并非真实谷浓度。但是从睾酮已经被压制到女性正常水平来看(睾酮因为是自体分泌,我猜测水平应该相对恒定,与暂时的雌二醇水平无关),我推测谷浓度应该在200 pg/mL左右,是十分理想的状态,因此后续测量就懈怠了(再次提醒不要学我)。
更新:(2024.3.29)今天测的结果出来了,是距离最后一次涂抹10个小时测的,应该很接近真实谷浓度了。测得雌二醇浓度311.59 pg/mL,睾酮浓度15.64 ng/dL,各种意义上都比上次还更上一层楼了……也就是说我从换用凝胶以后,这半年一直处于雌激素过量的状态。怪不得会那么渴望贴贴……总之先把凝胶用量降到2.0~2.5 mg/天,过一个月再去查一下吧。好消息是不用再吃螺内酯啦,好耶!
(2024.5.6) 今天又去测了六项,发现睾酮浓度升回男性正常水平了(E2 152.05 pg/ml, T 220.10 ng/dL),怪不得最近头皮又开始出油……没想到雌激素 150pg/ml跟300pg/ml对睾酮的压制作用差距这么大。不该去掉螺内酯的同时减少凝胶用量的,总之先增加凝胶到原来的水平吧。
(2024.6.3) 今天测六项(涂凝胶后12个小时)的结果睾酮已经完全被压制住了(14.06 ng/dL)。凝胶用量为 3.6 mg/天,奇妙的是测得的雌二醇浓度为 122.01 pg/ml,不知道为什么。总之是确认彻底告别螺内酯啦。
螺内酯一开始用量为100 mg/天,分早晚两次吞服。使用一段时间后觉得效果不够理想(雌二醇谷浓度46 pg/mL 当然不够理想了 ),提高至120 mg/天,依旧分早晚两次吞服。
副作用
被螺内酯的副作用折磨得不轻。低血压导致时不时就头晕,血压已经降低至临近正常水平的下界了。保钾利尿的辅作用导致动不动就想上厕所,在国内第三卫生间建设不健全的情况下这一副作用更是恼人;口味也越来越偏重盐了,这点倒是没什么所谓。最近囤了一堆小鱼干吃,发现还挺便宜的。
其实睾酮浓度跌至女性正常水平后,螺内酯就可以停用,改为高浓度单雌的方案了。但因为测量的并非严格的谷浓度,我不太确定睾酮浓度是否真的稳定在女性正常水平,因此还一直在用螺内酯。近期一定要再去测一下激素搞清楚了,能停用的话就不用遭这个罪了……
更新:(2024.3.29)可以停用了,好耶!
另外一个副作用是因为二次发育(第二青春期!)的需求,
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听说CPA在早期介入的话可能会对胸的发育有不良影响
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玉一样的头发好羡慕!
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