ZZZZZZZZK2024_03_16 c0650 - 2024_03_24 c0901 2024/03/24, 15:45 2024/03/17 03:47 : v Roper: Going to hell is a human right Fagniggerkikespicgook: That doesn’t make it clearer Roper: God chooses too Izzy_blight: Yes it does not Fagniggerkikespicgook: God hates kids Roper: We don't know Him Fagniggerkikespicgook: God gives kids ass cancer Izzy_blight: God hates everyone and everything and we hate him too Fagniggerkikespicgook: Exactly Roper: There are so many religions to choose too, which one is how true? (anon): im quite partial to god actually and vice versa Izzy_blight: Miserable old bastard Fagniggerkikespicgook: Yessir lol Ishipwillowandhunter: . Ishipwillowandhunter: here for a second Izzy_blight: good morning Roper: Good morning Vietnam Covershoot: its 10:36 pm for me Izzy_blight: It's 2am somewhere Roper: 11:38 pm Covershoot: oh time zones Roper: GMT is universal time Covershoot: isn't that in europe Roper: It's also called UTC Covershoot: cool] Roper: Ever heard of game Say No! More ? 03:58 : v Covershoot: no Roper: I never saw a Let's Player saying nothing or mid-game yes consistently as challenge yet. It's about an intern protagonist gaining super-power with saying no fighting against corrupt ppl. Covershoot: huh Roper: Why can't all nations agree on one date format? https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_date_formats_by_country Vulpix_axel: Hello Vulpix_axel: Weird question Roper: Some Canadians uses imperial because it's more intuitive to measure feet and inches with eyes 04:07: Roper: Some Canadians uses imperial because it's more intuitive to measure feet and inches with eyes. Generic: she sucked dick til she ate i told that bitch she ate Roper: and then? Generic: fucked that ho off xanax roll over then i blacked out Roper: At least someone's got laid today (anon): laid like a chicken Generic: im movin to romania Roper: indeed 2024/03/17 08:45 : v Dtrump: gay Ishipwillowandhunter: Be on in 15 Dtrump: 15 hours Ishipwillowandhunter: . Dtrump: sike Fagniggerkikespicgook: Fuckme Fagniggerkikespicgook: Right in the ass awwwww yaaaaaa Fagniggerkikespicgook: Sodomize me senpai Izzy_blight: How Historically Accurate is Racism in Red Dead Redemption 2? Ishipwillowandhunter: Eh Dtrump: not enough Generic: im wit my bitch n we rollin up that sticky Ishipwillowandhunter: she's over bored and self assured Ishipwillowandhunter: oh no I know a dirty word Ishipwillowandhunter: hello hello hello how low Dtrump: ceecee? Sannkaed: cee cees nuts Sannkaed: giggity Dtrump: where is she Ishipwillowandhunter: why'd you let me fall?! Ishipwillowandhunter: I know Ishipwillowandhunter: I waited too long Ishipwillowandhunter: left you Ishipwillowandhunter: alone Dtrump: damn Shoto: hi guys Dtrump: hi new person Shoto: how are you Dtrump: ok hbu Shoto: bored Blackmonkey: hey Shoto: hello Shoto: how are you Blackmonkey: im good you Shoto: just bored Blackmonkey: same Shoto: nice Shoto: what did you do today Blackmonkey: just hang out with friend, game Shoto: nice Blackmonkey: u Shoto: hang out w friend too Blackmonkey: cool Shoto: where are you from? Blackmonkey: new york u Shoto: washington Blackmonkey: dc or state Shoto: state Blackmonkey: nice Shoto: what time is it over there Blackmonkey: 3:33 am Jul: 9537 Blackmonkey: u Shoto: 12:33 am Ishipwillowandhunter: yo Ishipwillowandhunter: who on Blackmonkey: nice Blackmonkey: oh hey Shoto: hii Dtrump: racist Jul: Bees Jul: G'day mich Shoto: blackmonkey Why aren't you sleeping? Blackmonkey: because Ishipwillowandhunter: morning pookie Shoto: because why Jul: 🥴🥴🥴 Dtrump: ruh oh Blackmonkey: im not tried Shoto: but go to sleep Blackmonkey: no Shoto: sleep Shoto: sleep Blackmonkey: no Ishipwillowandhunter: go to sleep ni Blackmonkey: im not going to sleep you black Nigeria monkey Shoto: just go to sleep Jul: Hey my brother monke Dtrump: Its schizo talking to themself. Blackmonkey: no is no nigga Shoto: WTF DID YOU JUST CALLED ME Jul: Nigger Blackmonkey: a nigga Shoto: you are so FUCKING DEAD Jul: Nigger Blackmonkey: try me bitch Inasg_no: hi Shoto: ok you are a nigga and your fucking parents left because they didn't want you and you are blacker then IShowSpeed and that is crazy Ishipwillowandhunter: heyy Jul: Jesus christ Blackmonkey: wtf Dtrump: idk what this is Shoto: so go to sleep Inasg_no: what did I walk into Dtrump: shoto is fighting with themselves on an alt Blackmonkey: IM TO GOING TO SLEEP Shoto: i got my anger out so good night guys Jul: Gn see ya never Jul: 🥰🙃☺️😍🤭🙃 Oofalladeez: lol Oofalladeez: Classic Juls Jul: Hello there Oofalladeez: General Kenobi Jul: Hi beautiful Ishipwillowandhunter: 3am motivation is kicking lets fucking go baby WOO alright it 's dead again Jul: Damn wish i had some of that motivation Oofalladeez: wait mich how is it 3 ur time Zooweemamagaming1: zoo wee mama Izzy_blight: Please go sleep.i want to too Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't want Ishipwillowandhunter: I will not Ishipwillowandhunter: I seek pain Ishipwillowandhunter: just kissing Ishipwillowandhunter: *kidding Izzy_blight: :( Izzy_blight: horrible joke Jul: You can't tell her you're kissing her and then not do it Ishipwillowandhunter: c Ishipwillowandhunter: *kisses unseen entity* Izzy_blight: Alright well never mind, if you insist on doing this i can stay with it cause now im mad enough to be awake for 4 more hours Dtrump: no Ishipwillowandhunter: I did nothing other than refuse sleep Jul: BYE BYE Izzy_blight: Yes and I hate that because you obviously need it. Izzy_blight: And also that thing ididnt like that Izzy_blight: Anyway I'm starting to sound like a little whiny baby like my dad Izzy_blight: He's pushing 60 and still acts like a child. I guess thats where i get it from. the apple doesn't fall far from the tree Ishipwillowandhunter: wait why Juls go :( Ishipwillowandhunter: Sorry Izzy Dtrump: cause of one you Inasg_no: NCIGNT Inasg_no: CUZ MY LOVE IS MINE MY LOVE IS MINE OH MINE Inasg_no: NOTHING IN THE WORLD BELONGS TO ME BUT MY LOVE MINE ALL MINE Inasg_no: NOTHING IN THE WORLD IVE GOT FOR FREE BUT MY LOVE MINE ALL MINE ALL MINE Ishipwillowandhunter: damn Tay about 2 months late to that song Izzy_blight: Im so tire. Head hurts.eyes hurt. Fed up with this. I want to cuss Inasg_no: shut the fudge up Inasg_no: I discovered it recently Ishipwillowandhunter: No you shut the fuck up. Love you. Bitch. Yeah obviously, so January *rolls eyes and flips hair* Ishipwillowandhunter: I need to fill out a little more Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm not going to stop until my chest is a b cup Ishipwillowandhunter: Like chest is ultimate aesthetic for guys imo Inasg_no: Love you too. Cunt. Inasg_no: mich you don't have breasts Ishipwillowandhunter: I have a chest. And if I work out hard enough, frequently enough, and for at the VERY LEAST a few months, I'll have bigger yitties than some girls fs Ishipwillowandhunter: like this Ishipwillowandhunter: look at this ffs Ishipwillowandhunter: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9JiDvPuBxQ SHOW IMAGE Ishipwillowandhunter: it's a little much, I'll admit, but that's more or less the goal. It'd take years obviously but lord forgive me I'm bout to bust, I'm just saying random shit Izzy_blight: It's a damn shame that i lost my desire to torture myself about 3 hours ago. I dont want this anymore Ishipwillowandhunter: and why is my rectus abdominis more defined than my transversus abdominis, what am I doing wrong is this natural Ishipwillowandhunter: AHH body issues incoming Ishipwillowandhunter: prepare for impact Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm just talking endlessly right now Izzy_blight: Fuck, Ishipwillowandhunter: someone other than me say something Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm insecure :c Inasg_no: Awwwww so cute Izzy_blight: I'm going to punch someone in the back of the head Dtrump: oh Ishipwillowandhunter: but tay Ishipwillowandhunter: see what i mean about chest Ishipwillowandhunter: guys with bigger yittes = attractive Izzy_blight: Oh yeah here it comes I'm about to really make an ass of myself Izzy_blight: Its my job. Im good at it Dtrump: manboobs? Inasg_no: . Inasg_no: . Inasg_no: Hi Dtrump: mangina Inasg_no: kdkgifngkelemf Inasg_no: :( Izzy_blight: Goodbye, thank you for calling Inasg_no: Oh Dtrump: whose dog is getting strangled Izzy_blight: Me I'm the dog Dtrump: I need to shave my beard. Ishipwillowandhunter: ty Ishipwillowandhunter: tay Ishipwillowandhunter: tay Ishipwillowandhunter: are you here Inasg_no: yes Inasg_no: mich Inasg_no: mich Inasg_no: mich Inasg_no: i am Inasg_no: are you here Ishipwillowandhunter: okay okay Ishipwillowandhunter: dd you see the guy though Ishipwillowandhunter: with Ishipwillowandhunter: big yitties Inasg_no: yes Inasg_no: wasn't attractive imo Izzy_blight: Hey I'm here too. Does anyone give a shit? Anybody? Inasg_no: Hi Izzy Inasg_no: https://images.app.goo.gl/r1ny9uPufFBRrnfe7 SHOW IMAGE Inasg_no: That's attractive Inasg_no: But his were man boobs Ishipwillowandhunter: okay okay fair enough Ishipwillowandhunter: like I said Ishipwillowandhunter: wait hold on Izzy_blight: I'm so pathetic 08:46 : v Ishipwillowandhunter: oh my god i am delirous tonight Izzy_blight: You don't say Dtrump: that's me Izzy_blight: Watching the only thing I love in this world slowly die in a million different is a horrible thing Izzy_blight: different ways Izzy_blight: Mmm talking crazy 09:32 : v Izzy_blight: He's sick and dying. He's talking crazy. Come on Dutch Inasg_no: . Roper: mood Ishipwillowandhunter: c Ishipwillowandhunter: TAH Ishipwillowandhunter: oof Ishipwillowandhunter: head spins right round baby right round Izzy_blight: I hate it when people suddenly start acting like I don't exist. What am I, a fucking ghost? Roper: boo Izzy_blight: Pay attention to me god damn it Ishipwillowandhunter: ges am'am sorry ma'am Dtrump: You talk to much. Oofalladeez: i heard dutch Roper: Who Dtrump: Izzy and you Ishipwillowandhunter: ugh Roper: goed Izzy_blight: The funny thing is that when I beg and bitch and moan for attention it does nothing for me, I don't know why I feel like I have to even bother Roper: *pays attention* Izzy_blight: Yeah I talk too much tell me something I don't know Roper: Maybe you should start a social life outside this chat? Ishipwillowandhunter: roper w Izzy_blight: Haha Roper: I just had luck Izzy_blight: Fuck you michael Roper: Who's Jimmy? Izzy_blight: Your dad Roper: He's here ;( Izzy_blight: I fucked him Roper: Well, we are all fucked somehow Ishipwillowandhunter: I'll pass, respectfully Izzy_blight: Aaasdfvbhh Roper: Smash or pass? Jimmy Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm not straight sorry Izzy_blight: You fucking reptile Ishipwillowandhunter: yayy turtle Roper: Crocodiles survived the longest Izzy_blight: All rationality has left my mind. I want to hurt you so badly right now for no good reason Roper: Sea Sponge VS Crocodile Dtrump: gay talk Roper: Any lesbians? Dtrump: you Roper: cool. *includes to diversity* <3 Inasg_no: . Inasg_no: hi Ishipwillowandhunter: <33 Ishipwillowandhunter: hello my wonerfully amazing friending Ishipwillowandhunter: tay tay Roper: Women History Month Ishipwillowandhunter: gay Dtrump: nah fuck women Izzy_blight: There's a voice of reason trying to take back control of me. Never mind it's quiet again. I feel nothing but betrayal and jealousy and hate Roper: It is only a thing in United States through Ishipwillowandhunter: hey baby won't you look my way Ishipwillowandhunter: i can be your new addiction Roper: no Ishipwillowandhunter: hey baby what you gotta say all you're giving me is fiction Ishipwillowandhunter: IT STARTED WITH A WHISPER Ishipwillowandhunter: and that was when I kissed her Roper: Lyricsmaster12 : ^ Ishipwillowandhunter: and then she made my lips hurt Ishipwillowandhunter: thanks baby Inasg_no: am I the friending Izzy_blight: I hate this bullshit. I hate me. I hate everything Ishipwillowandhunter: yes you are, hello friending Ishipwillowandhunter: okay okay Tay are you paying attention Roper: Calmest chat user Inasg_no: yes I am here Ishipwillowandhunter: this Ishipwillowandhunter: this is hot Ishipwillowandhunter: https://i.pinimg.com/564x/a4/7f/cf/a47fcfd05f8e3a4b2a95dbb0ccc4e4a3.jpg SHOW IMAGE Ishipwillowandhunter: like Ishipwillowandhunter: yitties Ishipwillowandhunter: b cup at least Ishipwillowandhunter: and then this Roper: Muscle Porns being spread Izzy_blight: I'm being intentionally ignored in order to be upset further and I can tell. You motherfuckers Roper: Izzy exists , guys Izzy_blight: You think this is fun don't you Ishipwillowandhunter: this is yours truly. admittedly very bad lighting but you can see where the self image issues come from like Ishipwillowandhunter: i have Ishipwillowandhunter: c Ishipwillowandhunter: i am stil ldelirious Ishipwillowandhunter: maybe I need sleep Roper: Being female must be pain Ishipwillowandhunter: i a m tired suddenly Izzy_blight: Yes you do Izzy_blight: Please Ishipwillowandhunter: what the fuck is happening Ishipwillowandhunter: hold on brv Roper: Gay History Month Izzy_blight: Please go to sleep so you can get better and I can stop freaking out Roper: If that would be so easy, this chat would be more normal Izzy_blight: Nothing normal about it Roper: *nods calmly* Izzy_blight: Except maybe once you get used to it and it becomes the new normal Roper: Covid-19 Inasg_no: fuck me Roper: no u Izzy_blight: I cant believe it's been three years Izzy_blight: I miss them all Roper: I can't believe this site is since 2014 Dtrump: Roper you were 5 back in 2014. Izzy_blight: Jeez Izzy_blight: I was 2 Goonmaxing: waltuh Roper: Last updated on Jun 04, 2020 1:31 PM - https://whatismyip.live/dns/azala.info SHOW IMAGE Izzy_blight: Jesse Izzy_blight: Oh is this jimmys house Roper: This was the last time azala gave a damn Izzy_blight: Man Roper: History Month Dtrump: lol your stupid Roper: Why is https://azala.itch.io a thing? SHOW IMAGE Izzy_blight: Because ofjimmy Izzy_blight: I feel so sick Oofalladeez: because Azala is on Itch Oofalladeez: Azala is the site creator yknow Ishipwillowandhunter: back Ishipwillowandhunter: Legs kinda shaking but all is good Ishipwillowandhunter: well Dtrump: whats an itch Ishipwillowandhunter: eh Roper: But why does he feel the need to go to Itch? Izzy_blight: My tummy hurt.i regret everything I have said Oofalladeez: this was years ago Izzy_blight: Ssorry Roper: Oofalldeez is ancient Oofalladeez: nope Oofalladeez: I just joined the site young Roper: uhm Izzy_blight: So tired and sore and cold.I feel like jimmy after a week off the sauce Roper: Doesn't that imply that you joined early? Ishipwillowandhunter: why is it so much harder for men to be hot Roper: Illegal sauce Ishipwillowandhunter: like Ishipwillowandhunter: women don't need to be overly fit Ishipwillowandhunter: or tall Roper: Imagine getting period Inasg_no: Yeah Inasg_no: But Inasg_no: The beauty Inasg_no: Whatever Inasg_no: Forgot the word Inasg_no: Is so hard to get Roper: Or pregnancy because random guy Ishipwillowandhunter: beauty standard? Roper: Hating yourself as an authentic person? Ishipwillowandhunter: no but Ishipwillowandhunter: Tay Ishipwillowandhunter: Every single guy I know Roper: UwU Ishipwillowandhunter: every one that isn't a complete ass, at least Ishipwillowandhunter: will literally take any girl Roper: So I am excluded again Ishipwillowandhunter: Only women worry about other women's looks. Or complete assholes. Roper: I want full completion of asses Ishipwillowandhunter: and of course there are more attractive features Roper: There is? Ishipwillowandhunter: and more attractive bodies Ishipwillowandhunter: but that's besides the point Inasg_no: yes beauty standard, very very high Roper: What is this chat going? Izzy_blight: Don't think about itdon't think about it don't think about it Ishipwillowandhunter: Only among other women Roper: 5/10 Ishipwillowandhunter: Every single guy I know, excluding one or two, would legit take any girl as long as she's not dry Roper: same Ishipwillowandhunter: And I'm sure there are guys like that Ishipwillowandhunter: with women Izzy_blight: I am thinking about it Ishipwillowandhunter: but men Ishipwillowandhunter: we have to have Roper: And I am also sure there are woman like that with guys Ishipwillowandhunter: Like overly fit bodies, definition, height, a nice jawline, good hair, etc. most of the time Roper: Ishipsocialscienceandcommonsense Izzy_blight: It's about to happen again Roper: Woman be like Izzy_blight: Maybe not.i can't tell Roper: Maybe Kim already send the nuke Inasg_no: . Inasg_no: . Inasg_no: True Inasg_no: But Inasg_no: A lot of girls would take any guy really Inasg_no: Maybe Roper: How did Jimmy Neutron came outside this world, like giving him birth was rough Izzy_blight: It's rising and falling and rising and falling and rising and what the fuick Roper: Every politicians career be like Ishipwillowandhunter: Of course, there are girls that genuinely don't care about loooks Roper: Ishipwillowandhunter: Of course, there are girls Inasg_no: I'm his girl Inasg_no: Jkjk Inasg_no: Jk Roper: Who smiled except me Ishipwillowandhunter: I've been bulking a little, though, so that's good. Izzy_blight: No Roper: You have to know if it's good Ishipwillowandhunter: That's the issue, with most guys including myself. If she wants it then she can have it, so long as she still loves me. My soul? Why not, it wasn't heavily guarded anyways. She could cry as much as she wanted and I'd just be happy to be there for her. She could curse me out and hit me and I would still just be happy she touches me. She could scream at me in the next life and I would smile, because she followed me Roper: If you train breasts, they increase Dtrump: creepy Roper: And? Nothing in constitution prevents it Dtrump: Something prevents it. Roper: CockBlockMaster9000 Izzy_blight: The complete lack of attention I am receiving is sending me into the sun. Maybe if I could stop throwing a tantrum for five seconds and try to participate in the conversation i could fix that instead of making it worse. What am i doing Roper: "She could cry as much as she wanted and I'd just be happy to be there for her. She could curse me out and hit me and I would still just be happy she touches me." Irresistible sadist. Cry harder, victim Ishipwillowandhunter: handshakes in the hamptons and getting drunk in the mansions with you Roper: There's no conversation to participate now. All dead. 2024/03/17 09:42 : ^ 09:48 : v Izzy_blight: Need sleep.tired tired tired tired tired Roper: Insomia keeps this chat going 10:31 : v Izzy_blight: Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy Roper: My mom left me for chicken wings Izzy_blight: My mom left me for the bar Roper: Someone called their server Ohio_rizz, like two contradictionary statements Izzy_blight: Skibidi fanum tax Roper: No tax for me Dtrump: tax the fags Izzy_blight: Tax the rich Roper: You can't be Tax-deducted when noone knows you exists Izzy_blight: You're never really asleep. And you're never really awake Roper: https://www.investopedia.com/articles/personal-finance/032116/top-6-strategies-protect-your-income-taxes.asp SHOW IMAGE Izzy_blight: I am Jack's crippling debt Oofalladeez: I also got my first Non-Creative Diamond Roper: Creative name through Oofalladeez: WHich is why the Illagers came for my Diamond and my 30 Gold Ingots Roper: Normal day in Ohio Izzy_blight: The rizzler came for my gyat Roper: Karma Izzy_blight: I feel half dead Roper: After years of being nice and never got The rizz Izzy_blight: Rizzoli and isles Roper: The Walking Dead 6: Izzy Esition Izzy_blight: Ricky dicky doo dah grimes bash my head in with a rolling pin Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm alive but i'm not really living. My life remains in a cave of perpetual nothingness, existing but not being Roper: Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm alive but i'm not really living. - Zoomers Ishipwillowandhunter: I need y'alls opinion on something I'm considering writing Roper: Mr. Something is a great guy. He's always there when I need them Ishipwillowandhunter: So Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm going to try my hand at writing a genuine book Ishipwillowandhunter: but I want to be original. Corny but original Ishipwillowandhunter: Enemies to lovers type story Ishipwillowandhunter: My idea right now, they meet at a fight club and start as enemies. backstory for each yeah but that's the main part Inasg_no: interesting Roper: Genuinety and originality doesn't matter in 2024, especially when sensationalist perfect fake. Only TikTok-like segments. Izzy_blight: I am Jack's emotional liability Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm trying to think of things that would appeal to the audience of the website i'll be writing on Ishipwillowandhunter: that whole enemies to lovers thing is perfect Ishipwillowandhunter: and yeah originality is as dead as genuine romance but it matters to me Roper: I would write a book where ethnicity and victim role plays strongly, since most readers can identify that. The protagonist is a hot milf feminist who kills herself because of ugly rapist. The second half of book is how her adopted Asian daughter try's to revenge and having flashbacks of her anestors's slave trade. Ishipwillowandhunter: Roper wha Roper: What? Liberarians are left-leaning. I don't think your book has success Izzy_blight: My head hurts so much what is going on Roper: My opinion is that the simple enemy vs enemy vs lover dynamic is overused. I wrote a suggestion as to how their book looks more exciting. Dtrump: all words no substance Roper: shipwillowandhunter: I'm trying to think of things that would appeal to the audience of the website i'll be writing on - Politics, race, oppression, history. Ishipwillowandhunter: that whole enemies to lovers thing is perfect - Boring. Roper: Ishipwillowandhunter: and yeah originality is as dead as genuine romance but it matters to me - Well then West African X North Korean. She escaped North Korea, they meet in USA > black male died > son finds out he was accident and destroys everything around him, just to revenge and learn about Buddhist forgiveness Dtrump: nobodys reading dar Roper: You did more reading than I expected Dtrump: No I saw word vomit. Roper: It implies that you read that at all. Even 0.00001% to notice it exists Dtrump: There is no implication you are trying to hard right now. Izzy_blight: I'm about to get so many viruses downloading from the sketchiest site ever, cant wait to brick my laptop Ishipwillowandhunter: why are you downloading Roper: 1. How do you know it's word, so you read 0.00001%? 2. I go for the politics direction with disappointed couples with broken nuclear family and their consequences of having children who starts doing moral dilemmas for their twisted conception of their autobiographical past, which is what the Top 3 Selled Books in The New Yorker is about Izzy_blight: Downloading what may or may not be porn. It's either porn or 200 viruses. 50/50 Ishipwillowandhunter: Downloading porn is a bad idea no matter what site it's from Ishipwillowandhunter: porn from the dark web hits different though Izzy_blight: I'm sure you'd know, unfortunately Roper: I can't wait to see how many ppl don't care about my opinion 😀 10:42 : Ishipwillowandhunter: there is porn but it's not really that different. you can find some shady shit but it's just porn, sometimes you have to pay crypto for it but e Roper: Who even downloads porn and why? You have stream and DreamSMP fanfic nowadays Izzy_blight: I have to ask why you go to these places Roper: It's just attention-seeking by doing stupid things at this point, which is normal on narcissistic social media Ishipwillowandhunter: i don't Ishipwillowandhunter: I got curious once but I don't have tor downloaded Ishipwillowandhunter: don't have a vpn either Roper: I don't have any sexual relationships, with this sexual attacked helicopter." - Joe Biden Ishipwillowandhunter: or a linux tials Roper: *pretends to know what's going on* Yes. Izzy_blight: You get curious about the worst things. Admittedly so do I Roper: What's the solution to the Jewish Question? Just curious Inasg_no: Back Inasg_no: Back Roper: He's back Inasg_no: I'm a fucking she Roper: If you do like males as hetero, why resist being one Dtrump: Shut up roper. Inasg_no: Fr 11:46: v Ishipwillowandhunter: wbbb Inasg_no: Tyty Izzy_blight: I didn't get my porn. I think I got scammed. I might have found cp by accident Ishipwillowandhunter: Well. Izzy_blight: It got deleted so I'll never know Izzy_blight: Hopefully it wasn't Ishipwillowandhunter: why download again, I forget your logic Roper: Having porn twice a day, keeps the doctor away Izzy_blight: I'm delirious and on the brink of death and extremely horny for no real reason Izzy_blight: I am operating on base instincts and little else at thisp oint Roper: Zoomer-Nihilism Izzy_blight: It's not so bad. My higher brain functions are too obliterated to care anymore that I've been being ignored for half the night. I have very little capacity for feelings other than lust and emptiness Izzy_blight: Actually no i take that back it's pretty bad.i feel like I'm gonna throw up Roper: And with what brain function are you typing this? Izzy_blight: Idk Izzy_blight: Stupidity Izzy_blight: autism Izzy_blight: Retardardation Roper: And yet all of them are true Dtrump: stfu Roper: Go to a doctor if I were you. Izzy_blight: Trumpy dumpy why you so grumpyyy Izzy_blight: Hahaaa Izzy_blight: I am the doctor Dtrump: roper is a cunt Izzy_blight: Roper is a ropist Izzy_blight: Whatever that involves Roper: Hoping your complex biological and therefore psychological problems being solved in a shady chat full of strangers is dumb. Get professional help. Izzy_blight: So they tell me. I know i need therapist. maybe eventually. If I decide im worth it Ishipwillowandhunter: i'm extremely tired Roper: I hope whoever knows you real life takes care of you. You waste your time here hoping. Izzy_blight: Wow really I can't imagine why Izzy_blight: Nobody.no one gives a fuck abouut me Roper: Then try to make anyone give a damn about you Izzy_blight: I try, doesnt work Roper: Being here doesn't work either Izzy_blight: It is what it is Roper: What do you have to do to think you're worth of paying therapy? Izzy_blight: Be cleansed of all my sins and be a sweet baby girl Roper: Give up that fantasy. We will never know if God forgive us till we die Izzy_blight: Fantasy is all I've got left. My delusions are me Roper: You threatened to kill yiurself anyway. Why not doing it mentally to become a better self? Dark, right? Izzy_blight: I've tried to lose everything and let go. But I've only ever found more regrets and to lose Izzy_blight: more to lose Roper: lose it step-to-step. Not extreme. Ask why you regret? Maybe you don't hate yourself that much? Izzy_blight: I've been doing the step by step process of dismantling my life for a long time. I don't feel any freer. I regret what I've done to others in my quest to hit bottom. I hate myself more every day Roper: If you want to become just happy, reduce your standards and smile now. Enjoying existence itself. Yeah it's hard, yet who doesn't make irreversible mistakes? Izzy_blight: My life motto is, "don't smile because it's over, cry because it happened." I thought it was funny at first. It was a joke. But it definitely suits me. I can enjoy the little things, yes. But the intrusive thoughts always come back Roper: You can be glad of all the emotions and thoughts you have, instead rejecting it. That makes you you. Real friends are long-term healthier then Internet friends. You have to do it or get more mental illnesses. Even changing yourself despite everything, you're still yourself. Sorry idk. You seem to have hard time forgetting things Izzy_blight: That's an understatement. I am haunted in every waking moment by insecurities, horrible memories and dreams that will never come true. Maybe if i could finally forget i could work on putting myself out there. But I don't know how to forget Izzy_blight: I've considered alcoholism, drugs or suicide as future options Roper: Hey I know a YouTuber who may have more mental illnesses than you. JReg. He claimed to cured himself irony poisoning and mental illnesses https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=okwieOwV-nk . If you have much free-time, you can watch his videos related to your problems. Consider wacky YouTubers aswell. SHOW IMAGE Izzy_blight: He looks like a cool dude. Maybe I'll watch. God im so tired. I can hardly think Roper: He also made a How to be happy video ironically https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5EQiog82xSg&list=PLzMnenVXdr5C8TRXNGKvhQIVWLIvqzXSU&index=8&pp=iAQB and about having almost no world views : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=O7OAyJWp1rI&pp=ygUTSnJlZyBtZXRhLWZyYW1ld29yaw%3D%3D and one sketch about him talking to himself as dad and confused son : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WYhhUcYN4mw&pp=ygUTSnJlZyBtZXRhLWZyYW1ld29yaw%3D%3D SHOW IMAGE Izzy_blight: Very cool. Thank you. Ill save for when i can process more than 0.23 kbps of brain data Ishipwillowandhunter: so Ishipwillowandhunter: gay Roper: A presentation about how he's going to kill everyone : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=34wi_iDaA7c&pp=ygUTSnJlZyBtZXRhLWZyYW1ld29yaw%3D%3D , him learning to be alone https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AdSARDtHRz4&pp=ygUFSnJlZyA%3D , song about him being Internet-addicted : https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wOfQyjbAbc8&pp=ygUFSnJlZyA%3D . Just explore Jreg's channel youself and type what you need. Idk myself what kind of videos are out there. SHOW IMAGE Roper: Jreg talking with a depressed christian who left his religious beliefs and is too afraid to say any strong opinions : Long Version: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AGigxPgnNz4&list=PLT9goY20FpOa6f6YBC1rSsptXgFIaLgN7&index=50&pp=iAQB , Short: youtube.com/watch?v=dEOJUij_kUE&list=PLT9goY20FpOa6f6YBC1rSsptXgFIaLgN7&index=49&pp=iAQB I am done. Any last words before I left chat? 11:46 : ^ 11:47 : v Izzy_blight: Im too smashed to say anything meaningful but. thank you for caring. Most people don't. Youre a good fella Roper: You too. Bye 14:30 : v 63,422 Custom Decks. 17 Active Games. Inasg_no: I've never said that we Inasg_no: Ew Roper: But would you ever said it in your entire life to mich? Inasg_no: I wish you loved you like I do mich Inasg_no: absolutely not Inasg_no: because I don't love me so why would I want him to do that too Inasg_no: Absolute mongoose Roper: That's truly too much thinking. Inasg_no: okay Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't understand a single part of the convo Inasg_no: okay Roper: Finally someone gets it that I don't get it (anon): Lol Roper: Inasg_no: I wish you loved you like I do mich ... Inasg_no: because I don't love me so why would I want him to do that tooSelf-contradiction by demanding that Mich should love themself like Tay does: none at all Inasg_no: the world is full of contradictions and hypocrisies Inasg_no: What exactly is your point here Roper: My point is that I have no point Inasg_no: if you're one of those people that decide to analyse every quote because they want to prove some point then I may as well ignore right now Roper: But I am right. If Socrates's classical logic would hold true in this post-truth-world, then you just contradicted yourself Boy_bunny69: start Roper: Your friend Mich got confused because of that contradiction I assume. We have enough confused ppl in chat. Inasg_no: 294 days Inasg_no: 294 days Inasg_no: 294 days Inasg_no: 294 days Ishipwillowandhunter: Tay. Inasg_no: Yes Inasg_no: I think I have to go Inasg_no: Like rn Ishipwillowandhunter: what Ishipwillowandhunter: no Ishipwillowandhunter: why Inasg_no: phone Inasg_no: Is Inasg_no: Gonna Inasg_no: Get Inasg_no: Taken Ishipwillowandhunter: I will find you Inasg_no: lmao I'd give you my address if you asked Ishipwillowandhunter: No I'm not saying this in a sweet way, this is a threat Inasg_no: nvm I'm good Inasg_no: Yes fine me Inasg_no: Find Ishipwillowandhunter: lmaoo Roper: How can she even type Inasg_no: . Ishipwillowandhunter: so we fucking or nah Sannkaed: i am NEVER flying again Sannkaed: exact same plane i flew bout a month ago just like fell apart mid air Sannkaed: and all these boeings Sannkaed: like Sannkaed: breaking and shit mid air Sannkaed: is terrifying Carmannn: Rawr Roper: You're going to get Hugh sonehow 17:20-17:26 : v Roper: Fish 17:26-18:58 : v Carmannn: . Roper: isawumom.com Ishipwillowandhunter: Cum Roper: Piss in shoe Yannis54: hiii Roper: Average NPC response: ^ Sannkaed: skeet in a bitch eyes call me r kelly she be suckin on this meat like she be workin in the deli Roper: copy&paste to gain self-esteem 2024/03/18 05:23 : v Covershoot: hey Dougthediaperguy: hello Oofalladeez: https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/1195962365980713020/1218948657265512521/50070c2f-808f-4508-bc3b-8cac8eb56c4d.png?ex=66098566&is=65f71066&hm=a9370eaff26b14978667a21d362060d7bcb35180cf890499ccd338b562a92aa8&=&format=webp&quality=lossless&width=703&height=395 SHOW IMAGE Oofalladeez: I have made something horrib;e Dtrump: uh Dougthediaperguy: hey Raul_menendez: back Dougthediaperguy: sorry about that Dtrump: weirdo Dougthediaperguy: sure i am whats your point Dtrump: That's my point. Raul_menendez: nothing Oofalladeez: this is my usual look Oofalladeez: https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/1215166058327973909/1218954240374870056/942e5fcf-2edd-4915-89c0-0dff730734d0_1.png?ex=66098a99&is=65f71599&hm=05c7ded044dae6b31d0f30fed6086a9a6ed0d31c7b1a2d11fb901115279ac98c&=&format=webp&quality=lossless&width=220&height=396 SHOW IMAGE Dougthediaperguy: now thats awesome Raul_menendez: oof did I miss somethig in chat or were you whispering? Oofalladeez: i was whispering Dougthediaperguy: yes and yes Dtrump: ga y bet Dougthediaperguy: wanted to make sure i was messaging him Dtrump: mysterious him Raul_menendez: ded chat Ya_sid: bruh where da games at Dtrump: this site is died Raul_menendez: make one ya_sid Dtrump: yeah for himself Raul_menendez: the chat is usually dead over breacks :\ Dtrump: its just dead now Raul_menendez: ye Raul_menendez: 0_0 Roper: What's a breacks Dtrump: your mom Ishipwillowandhunter: . Raul_menendez: hi mich :) Raul_menendez: brb Roper: Bro tries to involve my mom in this Dtrump: Your mom is involved cause she created you. Roper: How you know it's still a she and not trans? Dtrump: Oh your mom is trans makes sense now. Roper: So I was right that you was wrong Dtrump: Thats a double negative there. Roper: I am correct now that you were wrong at the point of assuming that my mom is female Dtrump: Nice run on sentence. Roper: You thought that you know that my mom is female. I called you out that you don't. I won Dtrump: Ok so you have two dads? Roper: Maybe. Secret Generic: yall dk Generic: https://i.ibb.co/1TyVkdR/tea.png SHOW IMAGE Roper: Its ok to have two dads 05:53 - 05:55 : v Roper: Can we mention how awsome we are? Roper: finally a sigma. In my game, players like Dtrump are against sigmas 05:53 - 05:55 : ^ 2024/03/18 16:15 : v Whitetrashfucker: Good good Whitetrashfucker: I am fine :) Whitetrashfucker: What?! Roper: They wanna live expensive and safe. Whitetrashfucker: They do? Whitetrashfucker: Well fuck them! Roper: Why Whitetrashfucker: Where are they? Whitetrashfucker: I need names and addresses Roper: Idk. Inside me Whitetrashfucker: Oh Whitetrashfucker: Mental illness? Roper: UwU Whitetrashfucker: Oh yeah mental illness lol Whitetrashfucker: Anyone who says UwU has a diseased brain Roper: I mean, they pay high to live safe from their illnesses Whitetrashfucker: There is no escape that money can but Whitetrashfucker: Buy Whitetrashfucker: There is someone in their head but it ain’t them Roper: They can increase likelihood of survival Whitetrashfucker: So what Whitetrashfucker: They live longer lives of quiet desperation and despair Roper: Thats the best thing they can do. Paying the police when they get caught Whitetrashfucker: That’s awesome Roper: Is there a medicine against stupidity? Because a certain guy needs it now. He wants to live Whitetrashfucker: The medicine for stupidity is a book Whitetrashfucker: Try reading Roper: What book do you read? They are too boring Whitetrashfucker: The books aren’t too boring Whitetrashfucker: The person reading them is too stupid Roper: Do you read The Republic or what's ur fav Whitetrashfucker: The Republic wtf Plato? Whitetrashfucker: That isn’t a book you dumbass Roper: I ask you what you read lol Whitetrashfucker: And you lead with Plato? Whitetrashfucker: Trying to sound smart? Whitetrashfucker: Hahahahaha Roper: http://classics.mit.edu/Plato/republic.html SHOW IMAGE Whitetrashfucker: That isn’t reading for pleasure you mook Whitetrashfucker: No idiot will read Plato Roper: You said reading to cure stupidity. There's no fun Whitetrashfucker: Read something light to start Roper: What will a smart person read? Whitetrashfucker: Don’t throw an idiot into Plato Whitetrashfucker: That’s like throwing someone who doesn’t know how to swim in the deep end of the pool Whitetrashfucker: Start small Whitetrashfucker: Start with the Iliad if you want that old shit lol Whitetrashfucker: Some blood and guts Roper: But is The Republic a collection of written dialogs from Plato? Or what does "The Republic" it refer to? Roper: Or between Plato and Socrates exactly Whitetrashfucker: I would start them with Armor by John Steakley Whitetrashfucker: Classic military science fiction Whitetrashfucker: Very exciting and well written Roper: You said The Republic isn't a book right? What is it then? Whitetrashfucker: The novel wasn’t developed until like the late 1700s Whitetrashfucker: The Republic would be considered an essay of some kind or a manual Whitetrashfucker: Like The Enchiridion is a manual of Stoicism Roper: There's a book called The Republic. https://www.gutenberg.org/files/1497/1497-h/1497-h.htm Fair enough. Yet as a layman, I mean The Republic as book on amazon, not the original script SHOW IMAGE Whitetrashfucker: Script sure and it’s in book form now but it wasn’t a book lol Whitetrashfucker: There were no books back then Roper: Fair Roper: what book do you read now? Whitetrashfucker: I have a huge collection s Whitetrashfucker: Right now reading Hannibal Whitetrashfucker: Thomas Harris Roper: And that's very interesting for you? Whitetrashfucker: Oh yes I have read it over a dozen times Sannkaed: babytron go hard Whitetrashfucker: It’s an exquisite read Roper: Like you watch tv or memes? That's Hannibal from Thomas Harris for you, same feeling? Whitetrashfucker: I’ve read Armor several dozen times Roper: We live in different "worlds" Whitetrashfucker: I don’t watch tv or memes Whitetrashfucker: Tv is dumb Whitetrashfucker: Memes are for teenagers Roper: Yeah right yet the Simpsons for me is Hannibal for you in terms of purpose and emotion? Whitetrashfucker: I have read far more than you :) Uglybitch2: is Spencer on? Whitetrashfucker: I have a degree in English Lit :) Roper: I can believe that Whitetrashfucker: Work time ugh later Roper: Damn. More success in life than I have. What are you even doing in an empty card game lobby chat? Roper: It's like Einstein talking to a ghetto. No one here reads books that much (anon): is he gone? is it safe to uwu yet? Roper: Always has been. This guy is good Cinder_: bwip Roper: Like my teacher in picturecards.online Cinder_: bored Cinder_: imma go Cinder_: bye bye Vulpix_axel: Nuu. (anon): L Cinder_: boink Mcnasty: bro, can there be a fucking good and fair public lobby 2024/03/18 16:15 : ^ 2024/03/18 18:02 : v Roper: What Roper: But for McNasty, is the lobby fair and good now? (anon): https://thumbsnap.com/s/9DMyUueh.jpg?0312 SHOW IMAGE (anon): source pls Roper: Ah That's Cinder. I recognize this anus from miles (anon): where's he posting these?? Roper: At least Rogue_killer claims its Cinder Roper: Idk Rogue_killer posted this at some point and now she's a meme (anon): yea but is cin just posting these here or is there a specific place he's putting these pics. Izzy_blight: Cinder posts pics in public chat sometimes Roper: And noone asked for those pics, yet here we are Musclemanthereaper: just popped in Izzy_blight: he's lowkey cute no hetero Roper: Like your muscles Musclemanthereaper: what accursed burns have seared your eyes, people? Musclemanthereaper: give me a rundown Roper: You saw Cinder too? Roper: https://thumbsnap.com/s/9DMyUueh.jpg?0312 Here pal SHOW IMAGE Musclemanthereaper: lord Roper: Indeed Roper: This is the end of the world Izzy_blight: I would take femboy dick in my mouth Musclemanthereaper: bubble bass bought a girlfriend and that's the stick end of the trap... Roper: You know it's Cin, right? The amounts of sexual deceases Musclemanthereaper: well im lost Izzy_blight: Cin is hot Musclemanthereaper: bye now take my order and forget me Roper: Noone won Musclemanthereaper: I'll take a Double Triple Bossy Deluxe, on a raft, four-by-four animal-style, extra shingles with a shimmy and a squeeze, light axle grease, make it cry, burn it, and let it swim. Roper: I wish I can afford this :( Izzy_blight: We serve food here sir Roper: How high is the price? Izzy_blight: 69¥ Roper: Damn I have to go to Western Union too to convert currency to eat Izzy_blight: We accept no checks Roper: Rip. What book do you read now? Izzy_blight: 50 shades of gay Roper: Nah fr there was a guy Whitetrashfucker who claims to read a lot of books Roper: He reads Hannibal from Thomas Harris now Izzy_blight: With a name like that I bet the only books he reads are the crusty porno magazines in his dingy trailer home bathroom Roper: He even declares The Republic as a non-book, like Hitler declared the Jews sub-humans. Can you imagine that? Yet he talked about Platos original script Vs the Amazon book "The Republic" Mcnasty: oml everyone sucks Roper: We should give him a chance and see how smart he is instead discarding away Mcnasty: like can y'all make a damn ass lobby??? Roper: We're in lobby Cinder_: boink Roper: Global public lobby chat Izzy_blight: I'm not educated enough to talk about classic literature. Except like.detective frog Cinder_: hi izzy Izzy_blight: Hey cutie pie Cinder_: i- huh Roper: Exactly, which is why Whitetrashfucker may have interesting stuffs to summarize Cinder_: are you okay izzy? Izzy_blight: I don't know. Are you Cinder_: yeah Izzy_blight: Good:) Cinder_: ? Roper: No McNasty. This original card game principle is boring for us chatters. The decks always the same. So no, McNasty, there will never be another Golden Age of fair, good games. It goes downhill from there. Izzy_blight: I'm in a weird horny mood this morning Cinder_: izzy? horny? that makes no sense Sannkaed: panis Cinder_: paninis Cinder_: mmmm Cinder_: im hungry Izzy_blight: Nothing makes sense anymore,my world has turned upside down Inasg_no: I regret unignoring oh my. Gotta change that Inasg_no: And that isn't nasty Izzy_blight: Oof...sorry Inasg_no: Mcnasty* Roper: And the fact that you are gone, McNasty means you accepted, that azala.info sucks way more now considering Social Influencers not reviewing azala.info anymore, because there's nothing new after playing this for years. Inasg_no: Not you Izzy i don't ignore you Inasg_no: That's not mcnasty Cinder_: gtg bye bye Izzy_blight: Aw I'm touched Inasg_no: His user isn't that Izzy_blight: Bye sweetheart Cinder_: izzy youre creeping me out Izzy_blight: Sorry Cinder_: but thanks ig Roper: A Mcnasty existed and said how no one makes public lobby Izzy_blight: :> Sannkaed: yep Sannkaed: he never put the password on it Sannkaed: for example Inasg_no: Yeah his user isn't mcnasty Inasg_no: That's not him Thedooo: see Roper: Teh name Mcnasty existed Inasg_no: Except it isn't actually mcnasty Roper: cnasty: like can y'all make a damn ass lobby??? Izzy_blight: Mr. Nastastic Roper: Lol Roper: How am I supposed to know? Sannkaed: like Roper: Man. McNasty was the most relatable character here Izzy_blight: For my next trick I will create cheese from thin air Izzy_blight: 🧀 Sannkaed: do it izzy Sannkaed: oh wow Sannkaed: good job Sannkaed: how did u do that? Izzy_blight: :) British magic Izzy_blight: I'm not british i have it on loan Sannkaed: bro is british jesus Roper: She created it from combination of pixels consisting electrons, programmed by JavaScript in picturecards.online inside her device. No thin air. Izzy_blight: Bloody ell Sannkaed: instead of turning water to wine he turns water into tea (anon): science Sannkaed: bill ny Sannkaed: nye Sannkaed: FUCK Izzy_blight: Bil ny th scienc gu Sannkaed: Enter chat message here. Roper: That isn't creation, but changing pixel colors. The components from making this cheese-emoji was always there. Izzy just combined it Roper: The source was electricity, no air Sannkaed: shut the FUCK up and let me have a nice imagination you goddamn slagbag (anon): rainbows dont exist Sannkaed: gay people dont want you to know this! *CLICK HERE* Roper: I am your imagination of the external world through your immediate of your eyes taking electrons from this chat. Your hippocampus process this and makes it realizing that I exist. Sannkaed: its my birthday tomorrow Sannkaed: wow Izzy_blight: I'm magic and I can create rainbows Sannkaed: im gonna be an old man Roper: I died Izzy_blight: Oh happy early birthday Sannkaed: thanks faggatron Izzy_blight: Aw that's a great name thank you. Almost as good as captain troongender Sannkaed: avatar the genderbender Sannkaed: gaytar the genderbender Sannkaed: omg Sannkaed: im a genius Sannkaed: FAGGATAR Izzy_blight: My god Roper: retard the braincellsbender Sannkaed: FAGGATAR THE GENDERBENDER Roper: CAPSATAR, THE ATTENTION-BENDER Izzy_blight: Jimmy the dick bender Roper: Retarda* Roper: The only dick he can bend is his own Roper: Black person, the police-bender Sannkaed: niggatar Izzy_blight: Bendick jimy Roper: My family, the annoyance-bender. Izzy_blight: Honestly relatable Sannkaed: https://thumbsnap.com/1FqQiZUC SHOW IMAGE Roper: Southeners, the slave-bender Roper: more like Southeners, the cattle-benders Roper: Southeners, the chain-benders Sannkaed: im gonna touch you Roper: That joke tooks embarrassingly long Roper: as long as the dick you're touching Sannkaed: i got that drake snake Izzy_blight: Grab my fun zones daddy Roper: Wanna see? *lenny face* Sannkaed: double quotes Roper: Triple shit Roper: Taco Bell be like Sannkaed: bro shut up :skull: Roper: I have no attention so give me, daddy Izzy_blight: Im a dirty slut Sannkaed: proof? Roper: McNasty was... fake O.o Roper: I can't believe this. Sannkaed: no shit Roper: Prove: Izzy_blight: Grab my fun zones daddy Sannkaed: Izzy_blight: Grab my fun zones daddy Sannkaed: Roper: Wanna see? *lenny face* Izzy_blight: Nya Roper: The Approvement Committee wants to remind you that this quote never existed. Izzy_blight: I'm tempted to make bad decisions again and send nudes to random people Roper: NOOOOOOOO Sannkaed: im a random person Roper: Stop Sannkaed: i totally wont sell them as mine to make profit Roper: Who wants to buy them? Sannkaed: call me gay but i sell feet pics to dudes who think im a chick Roper: Like those people are more desperate than Izzy herself Sannkaed: i dress up like a chick and sell em Roper: Wait what? Where can I sign in Sannkaed: i do videos too Izzy_blight: I love feet Sannkaed: like last month my earnings were 12k Roper: Your OnlyFans acc? Sannkaed: no Sannkaed: twitter/discord/snapchat Izzy_blight: Only fan 🪭 Sannkaed: twitter got banned tho :( Izzy_blight: Ouf Sannkaed: so yeah Roper: Ok what's your discord acc? Sannkaed: new sannkaed lore unlocked Sannkaed: roper no Sannkaed: u dont get anything Izzy_blight: Whats your fuckbook page Roper: The New Sannkaed lore just focuses on who the old Sannkaed really was. Sannkaed: @osamabonjovi Sannkaed: izzy Roper: Ok so is this a joke or am I rlly working like an idiot to get money at all? Izzy_blight: Ill send a fuck request Sannkaed: ight Sannkaed: bet Sannkaed: whatchu want me to wear Izzy_blight: Owo Izzy_blight: Cheese costume Sannkaed: bet Roper: Public chat turns to Sannkaed's fanshop Sannkaed: fuck all my cheese holes papa milky Izzy_blight: Less go Sannkaed: also Roper: The more we go, the better Sannkaed: btw roper Sannkaed: im 16 Izzy_blight: Oh never mind then my bad- Roper: And? You already earn more money than I do Roper: Reeeeeeee Sannkaed: 16 inches long... Sannkaed: *smirks deviously* Izzy_blight: Dang Roper: 16 reasons why your dad abandoned you Roper: You became the male whore Izzy_blight: 16 days in hell Izzy_blight: With jimy Sannkaed: izzy whats your cup size Roper: Rip after rip Roper: Where's Dtrump when this chat turns wrong? Izzy_blight: Idk Izzy_blight: Tea cup Sannkaed: type shit Roper: Hdjegsiw Sannkaed: im a coffee cup Roper: You never defined which type of shit Izzy_blight: British vs American cup Roper: The Spanish Izzy_blight: No me gusty Roper: Noone expected the Spanish Inquisition Izzy_blight: I cast a black hole to swallow the Spanish Roper: just us 3? I want to meet more ppl who aren't like me Roper: I cast a black. He died Izzy_blight: I cast spell of jimmification Roper: I wish Hitler won WW2 so that they could gas all the Jimmys Roper: There's humans, subhumans and there's the lowest of them all: Jimmys Izzy_blight: Facts Roper: The only reason why some ppl are still racial realist, because of Jimmy's degeneracy Izzy_blight: I like when Jimmy makes my nip nips get excited Roper: Are you... glorifying the Jimmy? Roper: You know what, let's give him rights too. Whatever I will die anyway Izzy_blight: I want to send nudes to cinder Roper: Is this really what you want? Izzy_blight: No, but my brain is located somewhere south of my waistline right now Roper: Imagine a world, where you already did this. How would you feel? Izzy_blight: Bad. Very bad Izzy_blight: But im horny Roper: But horny is just an emotion. It is your choices that matters. Just jerk that horniness off elsewhere Prob: Hey Roper: Ong new character added Roper: hi Izzy_blight: Hey youre right feller Prob: What’s up Roper: Hey Prob, do you have any professions or special abilities being relevant to stop a girl from making something she regrets? Prob: I don’t think so but it depends on what she’s making then my persuasion skill can be increased or decreased Roper: Izzy wants to send nudes to Cinder because she's horny. But after doing this, she feels bad. How to stop her doing bad? Roper: Roper: Is this really what you want? Izzy_blight: No, but my brain is located somewhere south of my waistline right now Prob: By telling her about post nut clarity and the fickle thing that it is Izzy_blight: I've really lost myself lately. What am i doing? These thoughts. The horny is reaching new lows Roper: Idk female details, but yeah I told her to jerk off somewhere else Roper: What's that fickle thing? Prob: I get it, I’m always horny but I try to just look at porn when possible Roper: So after you cum, you watch porn out of force of habit? Izzy_blight: I touched myself twice already this morning but I'm still ravenous Izzy_blight: I have a problem Prob: No I stop watching porn after I cum but sometimes I’ll be back like an hour later to jack off again Roper: And that has that name? I call it reload or regeneration in Cum context Prob: We’ll post but clarity is just feeling bad about masturbating after you cum Izzy_blight: Reload the yogurt cannon Roper: So feeling bad after Cum because of you raping yourself is fickle thing? Prob: If that’s how you wanna word it, sure? Roper: Or you feel bad because of how exhausting cumming was, like running 1 km and then almost vomit Roper: The entire fapping was too exhausting Prob: I guess you pick which one you feel works better Roper: My dick above my anus. Haha Izzy_blight: My girlhood is trembling. I need to drain it again Izzy_blight: Back in like 10 minutes Roper: Imagine being horny and on period Prob: Uh ohhh it’s fingering time Roper: Let her go Pawsitive_protogen: beep Roper: She's evolving Pawsitive_protogen: me looking at the mutating abomination i call mewtwo: Roper: My future is the singularity Prob: What will she evolve into? Roper: womanw Pawsitive_protogen: women Roper: Womxn Pawsitive_protogen: wxmxn Prob: Wamen Pawsitive_protogen: xxxx Pawsitive_protogen: xxxxx Pawsitive_protogen: xxxxxx Pawsitive_protogen: xxxxxxx Pawsitive_protogen: xxxxxxx Pawsitive_protogen: xxxxxxxx Pawsitive_protogen: xxxxxxxxx Pawsitive_protogen: x Roper: Why not womans Pawsitive_protogen: why not eat an apple Pawsitive_protogen: kwispy kwunchy Roper: What's the issue with apple Pawsitive_protogen: doctors hate this one simple trick Roper: Eating an apple is correct oh Pawsitive_protogen: thanks for the memorieeeeeeeeees even thouuuuuuuuugh they wernet so greaaaat Roper: The amount of ppl who wanted to kill themself is larger than the ppl who actually did it Pawsitive_protogen: damn Pawsitive_protogen: skill issue Roper: More like determination, even in darkest times Pawsitive_protogen: insert homelander 'follow through' quote Pawsitive_protogen: what if you Pawsitive_protogen: wanted to go to heaven Pawsitive_protogen: but Roper: They wanted to kill themselves like Izzy wants to send nudes to Cinder. None really. Pawsitive_protogen: god said Pawsitive_protogen: AAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUWABADUGH Roper: You have to control your desire to become God_: AUUUUUUUUUUUUUWABADUGH God_: no no no heheheha you ate a rat when you were six, no heaven for you Pawsitive_protogen: bored Pawsitive_protogen: someone do the funny Pawsitive_protogen: do Pawsitive_protogen: th Pawsitive_protogen: funny Prob: Bored Pawsitive_protogen: im being held hostage by a group of infant terrorists Pawsitive_protogen: i wonder if hitler had a banana in his office Pawsitive_protogen: oofalladeez i see you hiding Pawsitive_protogen: lurker Oofalladeez: brother I'm talking to my gf and going through indeed XD Pawsitive_protogen: is ur gf next to a unicorn? Pawsitive_protogen: because they both aint rel; Pawsitive_protogen: real Pawsitive_protogen: fucl Pawsitive_protogen: AAAAAAAA Izzy_blight: I think I might still be horny. What the fud Pawsitive_protogen: L Pawsitive_protogen: I'll be the stitches to your scars, babe Just hold me, just hold me I'll be the stitches to your scars, babe Just hold me, just hold me Part of me just wishes I could Be a different kind of sinner When bullets meet the opposition Man, no one's a winner Fucking up but swear to God that I'll change it Oofalladeez: Nah I'm just not introducing her to here Pawsitive_protogen: how come? Pawsitive_protogen: nevermind Pawsitive_protogen: i understand Oofalladeez: is that a serious question? XD Pawsitive_protogen: my friend sam brought me here and sara was unfortunately nearby when he explained it Oofalladeez: Ah yeah Sam Oofalladeez: haven't seen him in a min Oofalladeez: haven't seen him online on Xbox either Pawsitive_protogen: bro got his chromebook taken for watching yif Pawsitive_protogen: dunno about the xbox Pawsitive_protogen: probs grounded tho, he got caught tweakin during the road trip this wknd Pawsitive_protogen: hmm Pawsitive_protogen: tiddies Pawsitive_protogen: im fuckming starving Pawsitive_protogen: fucking Izzy_blight: I want huge anime boob in my face Pawsitive_protogen: so what music do you listen to oof? Roper: Having a family is great when they really care about you Pawsitive_protogen: oh shiiiiiiiiiiii hollywood undead is doing a tour in tennessee Pawsitive_protogen: C Pawsitive_protogen: c Pawsitive_protogen: c Pawsitive_protogen: c Pawsitive_protogen: c Pawsitive_protogen: c Pawsitive_protogen: c Pawsitive_protogen: c Yomama26: waht Yomama26: C Roper: Is this how I am like to Dtrump? Ad0lfkitler: CUM Yomama26: c Yomama26: c Yomama26: c Yomama26: c Yomama26: c Yomama26: c Yomama26: c Roper: Ofc there's more ppl Yomama26: c Yomama26: c Yomama26: c Yomama26: c Pawsitive_protogen: c/ Izzy_blight: I love cum Pawsitive_protogen: fucc Oofalladeez: Bro u literlly were quoting a song I listen to Pawsitive_protogen: ? Oofalladeez: Thnks fr th mmrs Roper: What quote Pawsitive_protogen: ohhhhhhh Pawsitive_protogen: im being forced to Oofalladeez: oop Roper: Tennesee Pawsitive_protogen: SOMEONE *ocugh sara* stole my phone and got on spotify Oofalladeez: my all time favorite is Holiday - Green Day Pawsitive_protogen: so now FOB is playing in my airpod44 Pawsitive_protogen: fuckin numpad Roper: I liked the previous chat more Pawsitive_protogen: gtg Pawsitive_protogen: bye Roper: Bur Izzy_blight: I spit on the flowers Roper: The origins of Flowey The Flower 2024/03/18 18:02 : ^ 18:06 : v Izzy_blight: On days like this, kids like you should be spitting on flowers Izzy_blight: Or cumin on them Izzy_blight: That works too Ipissonpersonbelowme: ayy i got a new nickname Roper: https://files.catbox.moe/hnc5wg.mp4 SHOW IMAGE Roper: Would you really dare to piss Sans off? Oofalladeez: piss on not piss off Izzy_blight: Sans music 🤟 Oofalladeez: I got a better version I will upload in a minute Izzy_blight: pee on the skeleton Roper: Man. Is this how me with Izzy describing her cheese trick psychically was like? Roper: Piss on, piss off, it all ends the same 18:06: ^ 19:44 : v Izzy_blight: Its all a fork Roper: Horseshoe theory Izzy_blight: Luck and probability Roper: No difference Izzy_blight: Or isthere Izzy_blight: Im so tired idk whats even going on anymore Roper: There is. Luck means probability in favor of positive outcome. Probability is neutral. I said "no difference" as Horseshoe reference. Izzy_blight: Oh make s sense. Im dumb and fat and gay Roper: Oh , hi Izzy from the future. If you read this, then you really messed up this time. Now your nudes are all over the chat thx to Cinder for free!? Sticking in a negative loop, the escape is to mature and master self-control since your parents abandoned their role. Become your best parent. Oofalladeez: Roper Oofalladeez: Got it now Oofalladeez: https://files.catbox.moe/ud99eo.mp4 SHOW IMAGE Izzy_blight: Youre right Izzy_blight: Thanks time traveler Roper: My flash is outdated. What does it say Oofalladeez: its file box dude Roper: So no video. Well, what did you got? Oofalladeez: Megalovania Oofalladeez: Holder Remix Roper: Oh. Well it's weird that .. Oh yeah you said it's just a file, even though that has MP4 too Oofalladeez: try downloading it Roper: My school computer sucks Oofalladeez: 8.5 MB Izzy_blight: Jimmy fell down and went bam boom boom bang ow Roper: Well, it's du-du-duh du-du-dududu but 2 X speed, higher-pitched and like pipe sounds Oofalladeez: I like this version better Oofalladeez: its like 32-bit Megalovania Oofalladeez: instead of 8-bit Roper: The DJ beat part at the end is best Roper: You know how sans-fangirls are adoptive to changes, almost none except it's about sex Roper: Or mainstream in general. Classic triumphs Updated corrected version Roper: Classic 8-bit trumps 32-bit nuanced high art. Roper: The cycle of life, except your favorite bear is excluded Izzy_blight: Aw not teddy :( 🐻 Roper: He was weak Roper: More of a child whore than a bread winner Roper: After Vietnam, my dad never was the same 😔 Izzy_blight: He had a rough childhood, his mother was hit by a combine harvester. Not his fault 🐻 Izzy_blight: Aw im sorry for the ptsd Roper: I mean his dark worldview where I got those lines Izzy_blight: My dads a racist meme Roper: In a way, a teddybear is like a whore to the child. They give them comfy till they are discontent and once they go puberty. Roper: We talk about taht later Izzy_blight: True Izzy_blight: I have a cute teady do you want to see him Roper: A teddybear is also like weed with addicts. They can't be happy without them. They even make up excuses or haluzinated ghosts just to get that Teddy-drug Roper: Idc Izzy_blight: Aw :< Roper: I mean how you want. Roper: As long as it isn't sus Izzy_blight: But...i like the drugs Roper: Oh taht Izzy_blight: Oh amogus? Roper: Your teddy is just a regular teddy, right? Izzy_blight: Yees Roper: Aren't you a little too old for teddy? Izzy_blight: Michael says not Roper: It's all in your head. The real teddy is your feeling Izzy_blight: Im a 19 year old woman i can have stuffed animals if i want. Oh. Thats deep Roper: This beat is just combination of textiles. You just lie to yourself when you think that makes you safer from robbery Roper: bear* Roper: Or weird illusion that this Tesdy is somehow sentiment and listens to you instead talking with actual ppl Izzy_blight: My childhood... Roper: It's better this way. I didn't choose to lose my innocence, yet I am grateful afterwards Roper: Being a child means ppl can fool you easier. Roper: Thats why Dtrump and society are extra careful when it comes about children. Lack of self-control, knowledge and so on. Roper: Before you go depressed, you are more than just your childhood Izzy_blight: Im still mentally and emotionally a child. My childhood lasts forever Roper: You were a baby, now an adult. Yet the most important thing in your life is that you like iCarly and Henry Danger because they are awsome shows regardless of age. You can enjoy adult and children content without illusions Roper: Sorry. That's my life lol Dogday: LankyBox is an exception Izzy_blight: I need to grow up Roper: Idk LankyBox. Dogday: LankyBox is children content and its absolute garbage Roper: Bro in my childhood where I from, Internet wasn't a thing Dogday: Idc what adults watch, as long as it isnt shit like lankybox. If it is, then people have the right to make fun of them until the end of time Roper: Tbf there's enough shit from both sides. New Jersey Shorts VS CocoMelon Dogday: in my childhood, minecraft was on mobile and i think it only had survival creative and options Dogday: idk three buttons on the home screen with a dirt background Roper: Ppl laughed at me because I still have Minecraft Pocket Edition, yet idc their opinions are temporary Roper: Izzy_blight: I need to grow up - Damn those were Izzy's last words Dogday: she grew up Roper: Too much that she's almost in grave? Dogday: no that shes too old for this website Izzy_blight: Best teddy bear.ignore ugly idiot holding it https://i.postimg.cc/5yvp4V4Q/IMG-20240309-145019.jpg Roper: Was jking Roper: Looks cute, that teddy Dogday: https://youtu.be/pw7qkwS1Vyk?feature=shared Roper: Also we can't make an IQ-assessment of this guy, yet if I had a bad day after work and never cut my hairs short, that's me Izzy_blight: Best teddy. Oh ouch Roper: I saw this and garfields arrows going left to right in background as giants is stunning. I like the combination of Sans-Garfield-lore with the monster one Dogday: best song of the week Dogday: also the little tune at the beginning is one of my favorite parts, idk why Roper: That too with the atmosphere and graphics around it Dogday: mhm Dogday: cant wait to actually play it Dogday: got a better hard drive on my pc Roper: Like how long does this mod took to create. The fandom can be cruel sometimes Izzy_blight: Im lobotomy Dogday: it says 2 years Dogday: Izzy_blight: Im lobotomy Dogday: im fire in the hole Prob: Hey again I’m back Prob: Bored asf too Izzy_blight: Im barbo Roper: Let's hope it gets the appreciation it deserves and the creators being fine Dogday: yea Dogday: it already has some popularity Prob: What’s up Dogday: theres a few games and media i know that deserves their own fnf mod Roper: As always Dogday: like angel hare, kinitopet, etc Dogday: shipwrecked 64 too Roper: well idk. Not everything has to be fnf-ize Dogday: ik but it would be kinda cool Roper: Each music in ultra-field-style would take 2 years Dogday: well it doesnt have to be perfect like Marios Madness or Sonic.EXE Roper: A regular song on YouTube when it's just about the music suffices Roper: True Dogday: on another note, i watched mm2 Dogday: and it was as bad as everyone said it was Prob: Man I’m bored and horny asf now Tallguy: mood Dogday: looks like fucking boss baby back in business, worse than the movie Roper: Ironically, Fnf creator NinjaMuffin can't get his update done. And there's discord drama, coding errors. Yeah just become a regular remix musician on YouTube Dogday: oof Mcnasty: WHYYYYYYYYYY Dogday: i hope the full game comes out soon, the new editor looks fucking sick Mcnasty: BRO Dogday: ? Prob: Same @tallguy Mcnasty: WHY IS IT ONLY FOREIGN LANGUAGE LOBBIES Mcnasty: LIKE GERMAN Mcnasty: JSQDIOPSQXOJKWSJASAXJKSANJCNJKXSAkSsa Roper: Lemme find that video about one guy complaining about NinjaMuffin's announcements, which is him complaining about how hard coding is and stuff Dogday: not all of them are foreign Prob: I’m gonna go masturbate brb Dogday: k Dogday: to what Prob: Hmmmmm probably porn Roper: I can't but just typing "NinjaMuffin update" makes you lose hope. And their comments on official fnf site https://m.youtube.com/results?sp=mAEA&search_query=Ninjamuffin+update SHOW IMAGE Prob: Unless I can find something better Roper: I know it's just YT-search Dogday: its mobile web Dogday: cant access stupid mobile web Roper: Fixed it : https://youtube.com/results?sp=mAEA&search_query=Ninjamuffin+update SHOW IMAGE Dogday: which one is it Prob: The hornier one Roper: Idk but all of them are in favor of my opinion, that NinjaMuffin probably but no evidence scamed Dogday: https://projects.penguinmod.com/api/pmWrapper/iconUrl?id=3661986727953 SHOW IMAGE Roper: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=BKwnK72JXSM&pp=ygUSTmluamFtdWZmaW4gdXBkYXRl has the thumbnail "I want my money back SHOW IMAGE Dogday: oh that was a year ago Roper: I found it. It's 2 weeks old so 2024/03/03 : https://youtube.com/watch?v=5bRvbO87iBE&pp=ygUSTmluamFtdWZmaW4gdXBkYXRl "There's no update" SHOW IMAGE Roper: Could be much worse, Yandere Dev could've been on their team." " @sonick_minecrafter1962 At least they preyed on idiots not children, or I guess at least not in a certain way..." Izzy_blight: Cum chalice Roper: ice Todd_clorox: Cum banana Roper: Cum is love. Cum is life. Izzy_blight: Cum pie Roper: Gum Todd_clorox: Cum cake Roper: Gun Roper: Mum Roper: Dumb Roper: Amy Shumer Todd_clorox: Macaroni and cum Roper: Netflix and Cum Izzy_blight: I want cum in me Roper: Same. I earned it. Todd_clorox: I want cum up my nose. Roper: I wonder how you always get away with this Izzy_blight: I want cum in my mouth Roper: Cumddiction Todd_clorox: I want cum on my toes. Roper: Better Izzy_blight: Extremely hot Roper: True since that's the only temperature inside shoes Roper: And socks Izzy_blight: I drool over feet Izzy_blight: 🤤 Roper: Trololol Izzy's Dutch now Roper: Oh I get that wir dniw Roper: word now Izzy_blight: Why am I so horny wtf is happening to me Roper: Noone questioned my spelling. Nice Roper: Go doctor Roper: 24 h fingering stream Izzy_blight: Owo Izzy_blight: Good idea. Ill get the doctor to participate Roper: Actually, I heard in Reddit taht young adults being most horny is common, yet it's Resdit so Izzy_blight: I redd it on reddit Todd_clorox: Reddit told me that cum is the best way to moisturize my face. Izzy_blight: I want to be covered in cum Roper: Bruh how is cum in itself erotic. It's just milk Izzy_blight: It's erotic milk Izzy_blight: Like pussy juice is erotic water Roper: Like males can produce only one flavor meanwhile females multiple. Hetero cis/Females have to lower standards so much. Roper: cis/ Roper: cis- I am too lazy to type Roper: Who likes pussy juice, chat? Todd_clorox: I want to be covered in cum and pussy juice. Izzy_blight: Me i do ✋ Izzy_blight: Actually yeah female cum comes in a few different forms Roper: Aren't you worried of deceases or that it tastes disgusting. There are too many flavored of juices to be sure about it Izzy_blight: I wonder what they all mean. All are beautiful Roper: Square , oval, triangle... Todd_clorox: Nope don't care. Just cover me in cum and pussy juice. Roper: Humans are weird Izzy_blight: Owo Izzy_blight: Yes Roper: fluid-liquid-sexual Roper: certain type of water-sexual Todd_clorox: cocaine-sexual Izzy_blight: I love sexy milk and sexy water Todd_clorox: I like to put sexy milk on my cereal. Izzy_blight: Yummy Roper: Wanted to search an Oreo Cum flavor meme, came from the existence of r/Cumonfoodchallenge https://www.reddit.com/r/Cumonfoodchallenge/comments/q33a16/cum_on_oreo/ SHOW IMAGE Izzy_blight: Oh god Izzy_blight: Not the oreo :( Roper: Like you can get upvotes for just cumming in random places Izzy_blight: That sounds like a perfect job for me Roper: Cum on police station challenge Todd_clorox: I'd replace the oreo cream with cum. Roper: Cum on Area 51 Izzy_blight: creme pie Todd_clorox: Cum on me challenge. Roper: more actual Oreo creme for me Roper: I lick all the creme and you cum on the Oreos Izzy_blight: Alright im acting too weird im gonna try to chill Roper: Wait. You think you're the weird one? Roper: Lick creme, refill it with cum Izzy_blight: Yes Izzy_blight: Fill with cheese Todd_clorox: cum and cheese Roper: Which cames from electrons, not thin air Todd_clorox: Which comes from erections, not thin air Izzy_blight: Fake cheese 🧀 Roper: 🍼 idk where the cheese emoji is so lets pretend that this milk is already pasteursized Izzy_blight: Babie milkies :} Roper: Oh there we have that cheee Yeetus_191: Helooo Todd_clorox: Hi Jesus! Roper: Hi Lord and savior Roper: Pasteurized * Izzy_blight: Hello satan Roper: Heresy Yeetus_191: What conversation did I interrupt Roper: Cum Izzy_blight: Idk Yeetus_191: Oh yay Izzy_blight: Stupid stuff Izzy_blight: And cheese Roper: Bro Izzy that's what you're thinking of all day Roper: horny cum Yeetus_191: Lmao Roper: Wait. She realized it later Yeetus_191: I’m at work rn tbh but I’m bored so Roper: Same. Money has to keep floating Izzy_blight: I had a phase and I regret it now Todd_clorox: Welcome to the cumfest, Jesus! Roper: Except Sannkaed sells feet pics Yeetus_191: I’m gonna quit soon Roper: Cute. She thinks that this phase is forever over Roper: With work in general? Yeetus_191: No Yeetus_191: Just my current job Roper: Oh Yeetus_191: It’s part time for now cause if college Yeetus_191: But I’m getting a full time after graduation Roper: There's r/antiwork , which ironically, their mods works on maintaining this sub Izzy_blight: This is still surreal. I can't quite wrap my head around this Roper: Izzy realizes how their parents choosed to create her as child Yeetus_191: I still can’t decide if I made it worse by coming back Yeetus_191: One sec brb Roper: Your mental sanity by come back in this chat? Yeetus_191: No izzys Izzy_blight: I'm still coming to a decision too Roper: What is going on Izzy_blight: It's a long story Roper: Longer than my cock for sure Izzy_blight: Ok. Just. No Roper: Nah seriously all long things overwhelm me Izzy_blight: Sorry aboot that Roper: Now you see what degeneracy means Izzy_blight: Jimmy is degenerate scum Roper: Who created Jimmy? Aren't they worse because despite living in an almost perfect non-Jimmy world, they still decided to create Jimmy? Izzy_blight: Oh my gosh youre right... Izzy_blight: I must uncover Jimmys origins Roper: Well, I am going to sleep randomly. Gn Prob: Hey Izzy_blight: Night night Prob: You dipping? Izzy_blight: Not yet. Maybe soon. Very very tire Yeetus_191: Now that I’m not high and sleep deprived I can process my mistakes Izzy_blight: Im sorry Oofalladeez: https://thumbsnap.com/i/s7qxgehm.mp4 SHOW IMAGE Prob: Felt Yeetus_191: I still have no more words Prob: What happened Izzy_blight: I have lots of words but its probably not the time Roper: I had a version: The Habsburgers created Jimmy by accident and incest Izzy_blight: Ohh that makes sense Roper: My teacher is strict so I can't sleep Roper: Still have to go off here and there Todd_clorox: https://i.imgur.com/uJD1W76.mp4 SHOW IMAGE Izzy_blight: My dad was my teacher. He yelled at me a lot and i got anxiety disorders. Best schooling experience 19:44 : ^ 2024/03/19 01:09 : v Izzy_blight: Night night Prob: You dipping? Izzy_blight: Not yet. Maybe soon. Very very tire Yeetus_191: Now that I’m not high and sleep deprived I can process my mistakes Izzy_blight: Im sorry Oofalladeez: https://thumbsnap.com/i/s7qxgehm.mp4 SHOW IMAGE Prob: Felt Yeetus_191: I still have no more words Prob: What happened Izzy_blight: I have lots of words but its probably not the time Roper: I had a version: The Habsburgers created Jimmy by accident and incest Izzy_blight: Ohh that makes sense Roper: My teacher is strict so I can't sleep Roper: Still have to go off here and there Todd_clorox: https://i.imgur.com/uJD1W76.mp4 SHOW IMAGE Izzy_blight: My dad was my teacher. He yelled at me a lot and i got anxiety disorders. Best schooling experience Todd_clorox: Y'all ever sprinkle cocaine on your hamburgers? Yeetus_191: Yes Prob: Yes Yeetus_191: Just had one Yeetus_191: But it was a cheese burger Roper: The cocaine will be glued at the melted cheese. How does that sprinkle? Todd_clorox: Mmm cocaine and cheese burger. Izzy_blight: Cheese 🧀 Izzy_blight: cheeseburger apocalypse Roper: I confuse that sprinkle with that of mineral water Yeetus_191: It was on the bun Yeetus_191: And also before the cheese was put on Yeetus_191: And in my nose Roper: To bubble Yeetus_191: Bing bong Izzy_blight: Bingus Todd_clorox: You ever drink bong water before? Yeetus_191: Lmao no I have yet to get my hands on a bong Izzy_blight: I keep feeling like I've made my decision but then i second guess myself Yeetus_191: Take your time izzy Izzy_blight: Oh i always do. It's one of my worst flaws Yeetus_191: I disagree Yeetus_191: I think it’s a good thing Yeetus_191: I make too many quick decisions ultimately leading to bad outcomes Izzy_blight: I've lost out on a lot of things i wanted to do cause I've spent too long considering them. Yeah you did do that, didn't you? Izzy_blight: Im sure you're better now Yeetus_191: I was late to work today cause I slept until 2 Izzy_blight: Well, we all make mistakes. At least you got your sleep Yeetus_191: Chat is dry as soon as I get here my bad Prob: Felt Izzy_blight: Oh i had something to tell you i forgor Yeetus_191: Hm? Prob: Yooooo Izzy_blight: Yo yo and hackey sack Izzy_blight: that was me and my brothers nicknames in high school Prob: Fuck me im horny Yeetus_191: Realllll Prob: My cock is super fucking hard shit Prob: Yo Prob: Is anyone on? Yeetus_191: AHHHH Prob: Ohhhhh Prob: https://cdn.pornsos.asia/thumbs_94/eb/112520030/b_quality.jpg SHOW IMAGE Prob: Hello Prob: https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQ5_SexfWaOjf2-c7MtBndQgwfklNPaDoDRlg&usqp=CAU SHOW IMAGE Dtrump: ? Prob: Anyone on Dtrump: no Generic: i jus wna get high Prob: And get laid Prob: Yo Generic: i would go ghost Generic: if i felt like it was right Prob: I’m horny asf Prob: https://c2.ttcache.com/thumbnail/zGvmbSnFoXs/288x162/10_240.jpg SHOW IMAGE Dtrump: wrong site for this Yeetus_191: Ah I’m back Izzy_blight: Hi jimy Yeetus_191: Helo cheese Yeetus_191: I’m sorry I just got h Izzy_blight: Its ok im cheese Dtrump: ? Prob: Me high too Izzy_blight: They told me I could be anything so i became a tire Izzy_blight: Drugs are bad :( (anon): login bush msmeller Prob: Yes Prob: I’m starting a game if anyone wants to play Prob: It’s gonna be called horny Izzy_blight: Lenny face Prob: sorry Prob: I’m gonna go finish I’ll be back after I cun Izzy_blight: Al good Prob: Cum Izzy_blight: Oop Izzy_blight: Who is al Prob: Me? Prob: You? Izzy_blight: I think it might be jimmy. Have fun Prob: I will thanks Generic: wish we could fly (anon): i'll join from me phone Jennywithani: Who dat? (anon): still Fiona Izzy_blight: My dad Jennywithani: ah okay hi Fiona ;) (anon): I think I need a new invite link to join from my phone Dtrump: you have to login Generic: invite link wut LMAO Vulpix_axel: Hi.. Izzy_blight: We are beholden to jimmy Yeetus_191: Sorry for disappearing again I’ll be back on later just wanted to let you know Izzy..if you’re still here Tallguy: hi Tallguy: axel Dtrump: they left Yeetus_191: Hey I remember youuu Izzy_blight: It's ok I'll be here Izzy_blight: Love you have a nice day ❤ Generic: cookin https://files.catbox.moe/gfzij6.mp4 SHOW IMAGE Aleister: Sbeve Tallguy: when was the last time he had a meme stream ? Ghostcat11: yo Ghostcat11: anyone wanna play Ghostcat11: any MF at all Generic: ima drug addict real sippaaaa Ishipwillowandhunter: Hellooo Sannkaed: howdy Generic: yo Generic: mich Generic: u wna hear snip Sannkaed: wsg gen Dtrump: wheres carmannn Sannkaed: how am i supposed to know Ishipwillowandhunter: Yea gen send it to me Generic: i still need to record layers and mix Sannkaed: im gonna cry if this mf doesnt answer Generic: and actually finish last few bars but Generic: https://files.catbox.moe/43ylry.mp4 SHOW IMAGE Sannkaed: bro my girl left me on read for 3 HOURs Sannkaed: im gonna bawl Dtrump: lol my girl Generic: trump cant fathom having one Dtrump: Is that the first time you have ever used fathom? Generic: nope Ishipwillowandhunter: Ooo, really like this one. Lyrics, at least. Since it hasn't been mixed andshit. What's it gonna be called? Generic: hav no clue Generic: i usually jus title it sum random shit last minute Generic: sackler buffet would b funny Dtrump: I swear I have not seen you use fathom in a sentence before. Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmao fair enough, yeah Izzy_blight: Micah:🐀 Yeetus_191: Helloo Izzy_blight: Evening cowpoke.how goes thee Kidwhosemen: hi. Yeetus_191: I’m boredddd Kidwhosemen: o. Vulpix_axel: Hii Izzy_blight: I remember now how incessantly I used to talk back in the day. I ain't got too much to say no more Vulpix_axel: ... 2024/03/19 01:09 : ^ 2024/03/20 06:29 : v Dtrump: gay talkers Neko_yeetus: Twisted love Lazurus: I might listen to it if I get bored enough Neko_yeetus: I’m not far in but it’s good Neko_yeetus: They say breasts instead of boobs and it makes the conversations seem so awkward Ishipwillowandhunter: I've heard about it, never bothered to read it though. Ik the nap feeling though lmao, that and those three hour naps where you wake up drenched in sweat and upside down are the worst. Omg fr? I can't believe that. Imagine saying "My breasts" instead of "thine threepenny bits" Neko_yeetus: Lmaooooo Roper: Bro if Whitetrashfucker would know that you hear an audio book instead reading an actual one then he will make arguments against it Lazurus: ok I just spit soda on my laptop thank you for that you bonhongaloo Neko_yeetus: Okay I feel like I’m weird for this but does anyone else love the feeling where they wake up from a deep sleep bc they are freezing cold and so they cover up again and feel so warm again and you pass out? Ishipwillowandhunter: You're welcome bb Roper: Yes Dougthediaperguy: i love that feeling Lazurus: Doug the diaper guy? Ishipwillowandhunter: You're not the only one. For me the best feeling is waking up in the middle of the night, completely rested and not too warm Dougthediaperguy: ya what is it Lazurus: how did you come up with that name Neko_yeetus: Literally except one time that happened to me in a hotel once and I was sleeping on an air mattress and the blanket was too small so I cried cause I was cold and it was 4 am Dougthediaperguy: well i sing, i dance. i pee my pants. IM DOUG THE DIAPER GUY Lazurus: makes sense Neko_yeetus: Isn’t that the guy from victorious Dougthediaperguy: whats that Dougthediaperguy: oh its a show Neko_yeetus: Oh maybe not Ishipwillowandhunter: Honestly that does not sound like a fun time, AJ. I prefer to wake up in my own bed at 3 am. Oh my god you're right Roper: The best feeling is when I have the best feeling, guys. World Sadness solved Ishipwillowandhunter: no it is Roper: what it is Neko_yeetus: Ah so many things are happening Roper: And yet Inunderstand none of them. Twitch reactors be like Dougthediaperguy: ya what did i walk into Roper: Nothing meaningful Neko_yeetus: No you interrupted a very deep conversation Lazurus: nonsense Ishipwillowandhunter: Meaning is subjective, human concept. You walked into a bar and said ouch Dougthediaperguy: thats deep Roper: Meaning is what lever you wanted to be Dougthediaperguy: if i was a cat id be a dog Ishipwillowandhunter: no it was high, that's why you ran into it Roper: Philosophy is when you can't afford rent from your diploma Ishipwillowandhunter: I make good jokes Lazurus: why tf do people comment on porn videos Neko_yeetus: Funny Roper: Why not Lazurus: like just cum and go Roper: 10/10 would cum again 👌 Lazurus: I'm taking that out of context Roper: Hwhy would ppl comment on DreamSMP Lets Plays? just cum and go Neko_yeetus: But you’ve gotta let the girl know you like her bobs Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmao that's what my bio dad did to my mom. Lazurus: like just cum and go Neko_yeetus: Oh my god Lazurus: hey maybe your dad is mine too Roper: Feedbacks. "Next time, be black" Neko_yeetus: One time my mom married a sex offender so she could quickly lose custody of me Dougthediaperguy: oh god Ishipwillowandhunter: I Roper: How high was her IQ-score? Ishipwillowandhunter: what Lazurus: that sucks Neko_yeetus: Lmao I think it’s funny Roper: Like his mom Ishipwillowandhunter: Yeah, I'm sorry that's really sucky but how does that work Dougthediaperguy: clever but wow Neko_yeetus: Like tf just say you don’t want custody Roper: Wow and clever aren't mutually exclusive states Neko_yeetus: Instead of getting with a guy that touched a five year old Lazurus: she would only lose custody is he touched you while you where under her care Ishipwillowandhunter: My dad just came in my mom, got drunk and left, came back when I was 3 and kicked me in the mouth and dipped again until I was 9 Dtrump: stfu Roper: And change and hold your diapers: There's no evidence of god Dougthediaperguy: no trump Neko_yeetus: Well technically what happened is my dad found out the guy was there while I was five too and he took her to court Roper: I think Lazurus: well we know what happens when you trust a thought Roper: I can. Think lol Dougthediaperguy: what happens when you assume Dtrump: yes trump Roper: I agree with what Roper says Dougthediaperguy: if you hate people just ignore them Ishipwillowandhunter: Too much is happening i don't know what to respond to or hwo to respond to it Roper: Same. Idk what I am talking now Dtrump: ignore yourself Neko_yeetus: Yea me neither Dougthediaperguy: lol loser Roper: I did your advice before you said it Dougthediaperguy: ya im going to hit ignore oh his name Neko_yeetus: I had him ignored on this account alread I think Dtrump: snowflake Roper: Type /I Roper and you will get no ads Ishipwillowandhunter: this is fucked up man Neko_yeetus: Lol Ishipwillowandhunter: I say "I'm gay" and nobody bats an eye Neko_yeetus: IM GAY Roper: Like my dad when he had sex Dtrump: imagine getting upset by words Neko_yeetus: Women are hot Ishipwillowandhunter: I say "I like hearing pretty boys whimper" and everybody loses their mind Roper: I like the Proud Boys. They just defend. Lazurus: I'm just gonna go for my own safety Dougthediaperguy: you do that Neko_yeetus: Oh man that’s good too Roper: DEFCON 4 Ishipwillowandhunter: Probably best Laz. And agreed AJ, women are hot. I'm pansexual though so I gravitate towards cast irons Dtrump: Dougthediaperguy is a kike loving wigger. Neko_yeetus: Send whimper audio Neko_yeetus: If you’re not a minor Neko_yeetus: I’m not dream Roper: Whigger vs whimper lol Lazurus: real quick if you had to choose one kink for the rest of you life what would it be Neko_yeetus: Knife Neko_yeetus: :) Lazurus: same Dtrump: I got a two shot kill high score. Roper: Woman are cold. If she doesn't say yes, it counts as rape even though she doesn't care Ishipwillowandhunter: say on god Neko_yeetus: If she’s not enthusiastic about it it’s rape Dougthediaperguy: i agree Roper: Neutrality was never an option appearantly Lazurus: I'm only gay because I found women easy Neko_yeetus: ha Neko_yeetus: You’re funny Dtrump: Faggots Dougthediaperguy: interesting Neko_yeetus: Oh I’m pan too Dougthediaperguy: weird but with my screen name who am i to judge Roper: If I ask you to get hit and you say "Whatever". then I can if I want Dtrump: dougthediaperguy implies you have a fetish for children Ishipwillowandhunter: knife kinks 10/10, though if I had to choose one it'd probably just be domination. Does that count or do I have to be specific? ayy, another pan glazer Lazurus: sure? if you elaborate what hit means Roper: Just say no Lazurus: trump no one but you has a history with small children Neko_yeetus: LMAOO Dougthediaperguy: lol is he still messaging Neko_yeetus: Mhm Roper: Yes Dougthediaperguy: i ignored him Dougthediaperguy: i wonder if he can still see mine Dtrump: lazrusu is his name not sus Neko_yeetus: He’s been here for a while if he didn’t stop then he won’t stop now Lazurus: I love you to death dude but your digging a hole you cant get out of Ishipwillowandhunter: Trump is an old man, age of consent wasn't a thing back in his day Lazurus: oml Dtrump: Fucking pedo sympathizers. Neko_yeetus: Huhhhh Roper: Dtrump fought against pedos Lazurus: my guy Dougthediaperguy: i dont believe you Dtrump: I don't appreciate your name. Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't appreciate your attitude mister Dougthediaperguy: me? Neko_yeetus: Bro the name is literally a guy from a show Lazurus: he's prob grumpy cuz he's tired Lazurus: its late anyways Dtrump: Wait its a meme name? Roper: there are way worse ppl than Dtrump tbh Neko_yeetus: Kinda yea Neko_yeetus: Look it up Ishipwillowandhunter: Dough the diaper guy got mad bitches though Neko_yeetus: He really did Lazurus: fr Dtrump: Is this a zoomer reference. Lazurus: do you not get refrences Dougthediaperguy: what can i say women got strange kinks Lazurus: true Dtrump: wait is this a feamel Roper: More women than men Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm a guy and I outkink everyone I know. Wait am I woman Neko_yeetus: You’re a guy? Dougthediaperguy: thats probably why Roper: You're a child? Neko_yeetus: My whole perspective of everything has changed Neko_yeetus: Not really Lazurus: my brain hurty Neko_yeetus: But huh Roper: Same. Let's talk about gay ppl Dtrump: Doug is guy now. Neko_yeetus: Yes gay ppl Dougthediaperguy: ya i think im going to dip Lazurus: why do we have to talk about me Dougthediaperguy: later guys Roper: Chat is dead now. It deserves death Neko_yeetus: Bye bye Lazurus: cya doug Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh yeah I'm a guy, only biologically. Spiritually I'm a duck billed platypus Dtrump: I win this war. Lazurus: beat those duinies down for me Neko_yeetus: Okay so boobs but also Roper: What was the war about? Neko_yeetus: Boobs Neko_yeetus: ? Dtrump: That females are soft. Roper: Bob The Builder Lazurus: gay mustache mans ego Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmaoo Trump bringing out his inner Andrew Tate Roper: No. Females only use police forces instead their fists Lazurus: not all females Neko_yeetus: I’m a woman Ishipwillowandhunter: idk AJ, more of an ass guy myself. But then there's thighs. But then there's feet. But then there's cast iron pans. Idk Roper: I mean their bodies are soft but their nails sharp Dtrump: Yeetus the fetus? Neko_yeetus: I mean all of the above? Lazurus: my exe hit like a MMA boxer and she was female I think Roper: God Neko_yeetus: Wait Roper: Sonic.exe is female canonly confirmed MMA boxer Dtrump: she had a clit dick? Neko_yeetus: Did you say feet? Roper: us Neko_yeetus: 0-0 Roper: United States Neko_yeetus: Help I’m scared Roper: Why? You're the monster here Lazurus: don't show them fear there like rabid dogs Neko_yeetus: Because I’m gay? Neko_yeetus: I agree Roper: Because you like feet too much Lazurus: meh same here Dtrump: roper hates gay people Roper: Oh no. The feets are spreading Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh yeah, feet are the tastiest part Neko_yeetus: I DONT LIKE FEET PLEASE DONT SEND ME PICTURE OF YOUR FEET ;) Ishipwillowandhunter: I mean sexiest part Roper: Dtrump hates butterflys Ishipwillowandhunter: of a woman Lazurus: don't send pics of ankles (or do idc) Neko_yeetus: I don’t like feet and for some reason my bf is petrified of them Roper: Feets are weeds Lazurus: so every time they look down they scream Neko_yeetus: Yes Lazurus: I feel bad for them now Dtrump: guys feed me Roper: *feeds Dtrump carrits* Ishipwillowandhunter: Feet are eh. I'm not into them, unless it's like a worship thing then cool I guess Roper: carrots Ishipwillowandhunter: Don't tell Athena I said that, we don't want another incident Dtrump: guys is it morning Roper: The Ancient Greek gods are into play here Lazurus: ok trump here's what you do go online type up a resume apply for a job get said job work for two weeks and buy food then cook and eat it Izzy_blight: Oh fuck Roper: In my world yes Ishipwillowandhunter: IZZY Ishipwillowandhunter: did you have nice nap Neko_yeetus: Oh yayy Izzy_blight: No Ishipwillowandhunter: super short imo but hii Neko_yeetus: Oh noo Ishipwillowandhunter: Aww :( Roper: But how can uncle Dtrump supervise this chat when he has a life outside of it? Izzy_blight: Dont you aw me Roper: Who's gonna call us cringe when ... Noone does this Ishipwillowandhunter: *Oh :( ? Lazurus: uh use a phone ig Dtrump: you guys are cringe Roper: Thx Lazurus: awww thank you uncle dtrump Neko_yeetus: I’m so confused on what’s happening Lazurus: don't ask Neko_yeetus: Okay Roper: So basically everything you did in chat was cringe Neko_yeetus: What’s happening? Roper: Self-realization Neko_yeetus: I can be cringe Jul: Lol bright colors Jul: Yay Izzy_blight: I'm having an episode Roper: How do you know my light mode? Lazurus: me figuring out how big of a bottom I am Dtrump: big bottom Lazurus: very Roper: 5 cm Neko_yeetus: I’m a switch apparently Ishipwillowandhunter: Sorry Izzy Roper: My main motivation to go outside are those militias outside my house Lazurus: I mean I can measure but its gonna be a bit Ishipwillowandhunter: Same here. I lean towards dom but i'm flexible Roper: Take awhile Ishipwillowandhunter: Not really, I have old man back Izzy_blight: Shut up Lazurus: what's wrong izzy Roper: Old man X Young man - Old man likes it Neko_yeetus: Def more of a bottom unfortunately Izzy_blight: Everything Dtrump: too many cooks in the chat rn Lazurus: true but you've got to find beauty in the chaos Roper: Richard Nixon: Is this paradise? Lazurus: no and we all know he got dome in the white house Lazurus: game is game Dtrump: lot of dome chrome Roper: 4 is 4. if you like it or not Lazurus: mmm shiny heads you want to throw a bowling ball at Ishipwillowandhunter: I am so confused Roper: Most notmal Roper: mood Dtrump: ever seen Mexican bowling Izzy_blight: Why does everything always have to come back to sex with you people Neko_yeetus: I have lots of chromosomes Roper: Sexy sex Neko_yeetus: More than younguys Neko_yeetus: You guys** Lazurus: yeah actually have you ever seen a Mexican lawnmower Ishipwillowandhunter: Idk, I'm not really that horny it's just interesting topic Neko_yeetus: Have you ever seen a Mexican? Roper: I never saw Chris Hanson and their child rapist on the same room Ishipwillowandhunter: For example, I love debating with people about whether cast iron or nonstick pans are sexit Izzy_blight: No it is not Ishipwillowandhunter: *sexiest Roper: cast nonstick Lazurus: I'm Mexican so I think I've seen a mexican Jul: C h o m l e t Roper: My world has changed Neko_yeetus: Hmm Ishipwillowandhunter: Cast iron non stick? Holy fuck Neko_yeetus: Wow I’m hard Roper: Lazusaurus Rez Ishipwillowandhunter: I Neko_yeetus: Why would you say that Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm soaking right now Roper: Lazusaurus Rex Dtrump: sex? Ishipwillowandhunter: Laz say more things like that please Izzy_blight: I'm shaking Roper: sonic.exe Lazurus: I wish I was 5'4 instead of 5'11 maybe then I'd get thrown like a good lil boy Izzy_blight: Furiousl y Neko_yeetus: Ack Roper: I WISH Neko_yeetus: O.o Ishipwillowandhunter: Izzyyy :( deep breaths. Water. Lay on back and close eyes, focus on breathing Roper: 5 milion wishes Izzy_blight: Imgo ing to have ah eart attack Ishipwillowandhunter: I mean it's still possible Laz, i'm 6'3 so you're mini in my eyes Roper: What's an heart attack, boomers? Ishipwillowandhunter: No you're not honey, you'll be okay. Deep breaths. Lie on back. eyes away from screen Neko_yeetus: Help i feel tiny Roper: It's still possible to be gay. You just have to live in 2024 Dtrump: heart attack happens during gay sex only Ishipwillowandhunter: As you should, dwarf. I tower above you Neko_yeetus: Why is everyone so tall Lazurus: then how did Betty white die?? Neko_yeetus: My friends call me half nut Dtrump: lesbian have gay sex too Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmaooo Lazurus: I wonder if I can marry a lesbian to get my homophobic dad off my back Oofalladeez: what Lazurus: Deez nutz Roper: Lesbians smash literally Dtrump: thinking too deep Lazurus: I wish I could have it too deep Neko_yeetus: HELP Roper: Why can't we have nice things? Lazurus: because I exist Roper: Zoomer wants more rights Ishipwillowandhunter: With what, AJ? Lazurus: assinate Elon musk and the us debt would dissapear Neko_yeetus: No it’s a thing I say I don’t need help sorry Neko_yeetus: lol Lazurus: weird aj's my mothers name Neko_yeetus: Cringe Lazurus: very Ishipwillowandhunter: Weird your mother is my boo thang Neko_yeetus: You have a mother? Roper: Zoomer doesn't get any :( Lazurus: yeah I live with her till she kicks me out at 18 Neko_yeetus: Ack this is where I leave the conversation bc minors Ishipwillowandhunter: You're telling me you're not into minors? Kinda cringe... Neko_yeetus: LMAOO Lazurus: ok miniladd Ishipwillowandhunter: Shut your ass up, you're a minor don't think I won't eat that ass Neko_yeetus: Are you a Minecraft YouTuber by chance Izzy_blight: What the fuck Lazurus: I think I need an adult Ishipwillowandhunter: No, you need trauma counseling. Or you will when I'm done with you Lazurus: nah I'll be one tommorow Neko_yeetus: Happy birf? Dtrump: ok I'm now drun Izzy_blight: Im going to go collapse and hyperventilatei n the hallway again Dtrump: k Jul: I win Lazurus: drink more trump Neko_yeetus: Trump drink until your liver fails Ishipwillowandhunter: I also win (never lost my virginity) Ishipwillowandhunter: *insert chad meme* Neko_yeetus: Ha looser Neko_yeetus: Loser* Dtrump: you read my message yeetus Neko_yeetus: Fuck Ishipwillowandhunter: No, I didn't lose. That's the point Neko_yeetus: I did Neko_yeetus: Sadly Neko_yeetus: Regrettably Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm actually horribly depressed Oofalladeez: wait you win? Lazurus: I've lost my virginity 7 times now Oofalladeez: How do you win? Neko_yeetus: Oh me too Neko_yeetus: How does that happen? Jul: Oh Jul: Omg Lazurus: mostly by cutting a new hole every time Jul: Omg Dtrump: snap my neck Izzy_blight: My dad got pissed atm e for having a breakdown in the hallway Ishipwillowandhunter: Laz what the fuck Izzy_blight: Fuck Ishipwillowandhunter: Right now, Izzy? Izzy_blight: Yes you fuck Neko_yeetus: Just now?? Neko_yeetus: Oh Ishipwillowandhunter: Sorry Lazurus: hey don't kink shame me Ishipwillowandhunter: But Ishipwillowandhunter: what the fuck Izzy_blight: I thought he was asleep Lazurus: that's another one of my kinks Ishipwillowandhunter: Your dad needs to swallow some led Izzy_blight: You need to swallow some normal conversation topics Jul: Still didn't eat Lazurus: lead or less? Lazurus: LEDs? Neko_yeetus: The way I lost mine is so funny to me Ishipwillowandhunter: sorry lead Izzy_blight: God Ishipwillowandhunter: Is that story that's gonna be shared, or... Neko_yeetus: Led lights so he glow Izzy_blight: Michael Neko_yeetus: Oh I can if you want Ishipwillowandhunter: I mean I wouldn't mind Ishipwillowandhunter: as long as it's no bother to you Izzy_blight: Wtf Neko_yeetus: I don’t think Izzy wants to hear it Lazurus: I'm going to make a silicone mold of my cock and put led lights in it Izzy_blight: I' Dtrump: ok my liver is leaking Neko_yeetus: I shall say it in secret Izzy_blight: Im dying Izzy_blight: God no Lazurus: God will see you later leave a message at the beep Neko_yeetus: Wait now idk if I should say it Izzy_blight: Say iti have to know ihate being out of the loop Izzy_blight: No i Neko_yeetus: Okay okay Izzy_blight: Help me Oofalladeez: Cookies? Ishipwillowandhunter: yes, hush hush darling. It's alright if you don't want to, I don't really care. And if it's affecting Izzy then maybe it's best not to, I don't know Oofalladeez: I want cookies Ishipwillowandhunter: I have cookies Ishipwillowandhunter: I made too many yesterday Izzy_blight: Im going to cryh oly ukfc Jul: Give Izzy_blight: shut up you piece of syut Oofalladeez: Give cookies! Jul: Cookies the only thing I will accept Ishipwillowandhunter: lmao Juls i think it's walnuts Lazurus: finally some one got one 2024/03/18 06:29 : ^ 2024/03/18 06:30-06:31 : Toxicego357: Mornin cin Toxicego357: wazzup dj 06:30-06:31 : ^ 16:50 : v Toxicego357: Balls Rack: [hello] any out there Cinder_: sowwy :< Vegana: What's the purpose of balls Cinder_: love you toxywoxy baiiiii <3 Toxicego357: Love ya <3 Rack: the hell you two talking about Vegana: Let's say you have an annoying stalker classmate who publishes everything you do in snap. What are you gonna do 18:43 : v Vegana: Let's say you have an annoying stalker classmate who publishes everything you do in snap. What are you gonna do Vegana: Dönerbude ist tot Prob: Anyone on? Catnap: Im here Vegana: Oh. Your nice little game didn't worked out, so you came here to search friends after ignoring my question Vegana: Let's say you have an annoying stalker classmate who publishes everything you do in snap. What are you gonna do Vegana: And Catnap? That's from a never-gonna-finished YT cartoon like Digital Circus Prob: Did you ask me a question? All I saw was E lol Vegana: If there are Fnf-mods about it, then it has to be popular Catnap: Damn Vegana: I didn't saw an E Prob: Ok Vegana: Cool. We agree on that AI didn't saw an E :D Vegana: I* Prob: Good we agree lol Vegana: Great. Wonderful. Fantastic. I wonder why this chat does so often Vegana: dying Vegana: I am maniac-depressed and noone can help. I don't care. Vegana: I just have an annoying stalker nerd who follows and reports everything I do. It's like playing Level 52 Vegana: Idc which game, Level 52 is hard in general Vegana: Name me one game where Level 52 is an easy level Vegana: Woah. Can you stop giving me attention, guys? I get addicted to it Vegana: The amount of lurkers reading everything I say. Incredible Vegana: What am I gonna say next? Ah yes. Cats are cute Vegana: Now everyone here knows it. Cats are cute Catnap: Indeed Vegana: Why is your name Catnap? Prob: Felt Catnap: Cuz roleplaying is fun Vegana: Why not? Because it makes you like a follower from some YT-cartoon meme Vegana: Oh. You actually defended yourself Prob: Also felt @catnap Vegana: Cat, Prob felt you Catnap: Tf dym by felt Vegana: "Climate always change" yeah but it's one direction, fellow deniers Vegana: You agreed that cats are cue and Prob felt your emotion towards that agreed opinion Vegana: cue = cute Prob: I agree with your sentiment about role play lol Vegana: Oh Catnap: Mk Vegana: Well, Prob's faukt for being ambiguous Vegana: What a nice chat with me as the main character. I wonder what's going to happen next? Vegana: I am not sleeping. I am dreaming. Vegana: Idc anymore bye Prob: Ok Vegana: It was just the pizza delivery at my door. Now I care. What's your story, Prob? Where do you come from? Signig: not sigma Vegana: One guy to the other. I asked Prob fiest Prob: I’m from here and there Vegana: Nice and that's your story? Vegana: How generic. Now you Signig before my dad comes in and annoys me Vegana: Too late . Now I am annoyed Signig: Bro confirmed he has no girls cause he cant even spell vagina Vegana: Thx dad. Now where was I? Yes, Sigmas story Izzy_blight: I will die in this place Signig: W Signig: w Signig: w Signig: w Signig: w Signig: w Signig: w Signig: w Signig: w Vegana: and? Signig: you have down syndrome Signig: you have down syndrome Signig: you have down syndrome Signig: you have down syndrome Signig: you have down syndrome Signig: you have down syndrome Signig: you have down syndrome Signig: you have down syndrome Signig: you have down syndrome Signig: you have down syndrome Signig: you have down syndrome Signig: you have down syndrome Sannkaed: blocked Prob: Lol Izzy_blight: Another edgy shitlord Sannkaed: dont shit the shit that shits you prob Vegana: IWhy can't I be the only child? So annoying with too much brothers and sister Vegana: Signig is against me :( Attack Signig Vegana: *spells Nigabeans on Signig* Sannkaed: nobody gives a fyuck Vegana: I give a fuck. That's enough to get in jail Izzy_blight: My life is bound and tethered to jimmy Sannkaed: degenerationals Vegana: bit sometimes, just sometimes, I don't give a Sannkaed: jimmy Sannkaed: smh Sannkaed: why jimmy Vegana: Danny Izzy_blight: Jimmy is a cucklord Vegana: Izzy is depressed. Help her Izzy_blight: How did you know Vegana: Who's female here Prob: Not me Izzy_blight: My mom Vegana: Prob, you're obligated to help her. Female X Female Vegana: Talk about how to manage craps and period Vegana: idk Prob: I’m good I already talk to her a bit but thanks Vegana: I am so thirsty and yet I have 0.001 liter in my bottle? Infurious Prob: Darn that sucks Vegana: Well. Who didn't talked to Izzy? Vegana: That happens when you have no parents who cares about you: You have to fill your bottle yourself Izzy_blight: I cried myself to sleep last night for the first time in two years Vegana: Inpossible, my record was 36 hours Izzy_blight: Impressive Vegana: I know L right, yet I was veeery tired after the 24 hours Vegana: My bf can do 1 week with ez Vegana: I was like how? And he says "Night-swift work" Vegana: like he can train being an vampire Izzy_blight: My dad is pissed that i keep staying awake for days at a time because im in too much pain to sleep Vegana: Dos your dad wear diapers? Because with such a child, he has to piss alot Derblutgottnageltdichanskreuz: hell Vegana: That joke didn t make that much sense when your dad has toilet. Still like my joke Vegana: satan Vegana: It's a german name NPC who commented and left to an actual game Vegana: And my lips are spicy after eating peppers Vegana: I care ;( Izzy_blight: Hes a grown ass man and im tired of him acting like a child. I mean i act like one too but I have an excuse. I'm severely mentally ill . Hes just a moron Vegana: Am I a horrible person? Vegana: This is your opportunity, chat Izzy_blight: Idk, are you? I don't really know much about you. Probably not Vegana: Is it ok to be... horrible sometimes? Izzy_blight: That's a good question Vegana: We're all gonna die in this sinful world. Everything I do is wrong in someone's perspective Izzy_blight: Yeah.. Vegana: And in a over-populated world, I will always meet that someone Izzy_blight: It really is like that, isn't it? Vegana: Slow but sure death. That's kife Vegana: life Vegana: but also my knife Izzy_blight: Death and taxes and environmental catastrophe Vegana: If someone bully's me, I deserved it for all the bad things I wasn't punished yet Vegana: For being impatient, resisting nature and therefore, myself Vegana: Because I am a part of nature , yet I pretend to be above, even if I am just an animal being easily exposed to drugs Vegana: Like... who am I? Izzy_blight: I ask myself the same thing every day Vegana: It's all just texts, yet there's more behind the texts Vegana: There's different ways to end life Vegana: I choose one of the worse, because noone told me how to get better otherwise. I am glad for the privilege of existing itself. Not many people exists Vegana: soneine has to be the slave and the master Vegana: Someone Vegana: Jesus told us the virtue of suffering. Man, my heads starting to get dizzy and twisting Vegana: Buddha told us to releax. Mohammad told us to follow commands no matter what. Izzy_blight: I feel so sick. Everything hurts.C ant think Vegana: Taoism teaches us that a bad thing can turn out to be good Vegana: Good luck managing your experiences Vegana: It's all about being inner silence and focusing on what they tell you Vegana: Let it go or they let you go, your overwhelming emotions Vegana: Let it go and they friendly go along with you, because that's what you are, sickness but in a different kind. Vegana: It doesn't matter what the bullies told you, sickness just is, liek any other objects existing and being. Vegana: You life because your parents created you. Minimal reasons Ishipwillowandhunter: fly me to the moon Vegana: And despite time destroying ourselves right now, there's still the stillness, seemingly timeless Izzy_blight: The ability to let that which does not matter, truly slide Izzy_blight: That is what I want Vegana: do it Izzy_blight: If it was that easy, I definitely would Izzy_blight: I would have done it a long time ago Vegana: Just. Do it. Noone else will do it for you. You have to try to become You Vegana: A You that you accept Ishipwillowandhunter: what did I get on to Izzy_blight: Who the fuck is me? Idk Ishipwillowandhunter: what... Izzy_blight: Oh, it's you. Hello. Vegana: Be aware of awareness and you know, you're an empty vessel and everything around you tries to fill you Ishipwillowandhunter: Yes, it's me. That sounded oddly hostile Vegana: Think about it: when was the last time You choose to believe in anything? Did you asked for your birth? Religion? Ideology? Izzy_blight: That's because it is Izzy_blight: I don't know Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm on briefly so tell me what you want, please Vegana: It's how it is. The only hostile thought is thinking that you're obligated to be something more than what you already are Izzy_blight: I got nothing to say to you Izzy_blight: Well actually I do but we can save it for later Vegana: I want to end suffering, but I can't, so I dance with it. During that process, I learned that most things I fought for, was from indoctrination and force of habit. All the money will be gone when I die Izzy_blight: Philosophy is fun Vegana: The past and the future is a fever dream, but there's the presence , there's this now and that's what you are. You are now, the past and the present is Hait your memory construction you do it now and can be formable Izzy_blight: I am everything and nothing and all of it is terrible Vegana: Ignore that "Hait" like my entire speech if you want too Vegana: That's something. Now my pain stops from itself Vegana: But th pain will come back, that's my expectation Izzy_blight: I don't even know what were talking about anymore. Im blinded by rage Vegana: Ok so taking it easier: how many useless things did you invest Vegana: Or brought Izzy_blight: All of the m. Every last one Vegana: And was that really You buying these things? A different you? External influence Izzy_blight: I'm a different me every 5 minutes Izzy_blight: Emotional liability Vegana: It is sometimes the smallest moments that makes one suffering person happy Vegana: What is the most consistent trait about you, if you have one? You don't have to be consistent. Logic is just a tool created by humans. Vegana: The most constant I mean Izzy_blight: I don't know Vegana: What is it, that the 5-year-old Izzy, the 6-year-old Izzy and all the Izzys all the time meanwhile reflecting on if you want to now, agree on Izzy_blight: I'm empathetic i guess. Extremely. Which makes it feel worse when I go crazy and do horrible things Izzy_blight: Which i do a lot Vegana: Ever consider doing social work? Izzy_blight: I have. At some point Vegana: What happened? Or are you on the way Izzy_blight: I've considered a lot of things Vegana: Oh. Izzy_blight: I don't know. I'm on the road to nowhere Vegana: Well, maybe you should also try before time passes to enact on even one of your best consideration Vegana: You said you're empathic and we agree that we will die on age 80, so what are you expecting in this world Vegana: Happy death where you at least did anything like helping eldery VS the Izzy who's still the same depressed maybe-unemployed as now in anon chat Vegana: But then again, idk you Izzy_blight: I'm gonna right what i can. Then I'm gonna shove off. I'm not living anywhere near 80. Maybe 30. Vegana: Thats sad. I hope the doctors can fix yor health problems and you improving yourself aswell Izzy_blight: I hope so too Izzy_blight: I think. I don't know. What I want Vegana: "After comparing the proportion of those who died at a younger age to those who died at an older age, the researcher concluded that longevity only began to significantly increase—past the age of 30 or so—about 30,000 years ago." - https://www.verywellhealth.com/longevity-throughout-history-2224054 SHOW IMAGE Vegana: Sorry. Thought it would be ineresting to compare Izzy_blight: Wow. Damn. Actually that is interesting Vegana: So yeah you actually are as healthy as a caveman, not below I guess Izzy_blight: Hey that actually got my mind off everything else for the first time today. I like learning facts. Ooga booga im cave dweller Vegana: If this would be my school, someone would point out that nutrition and bone density and muscles count as health too but you know over-simplified Ishipwillowandhunter: Is this how I sound half the time? With my philosophy bs? Also, I'll not be on much today. So you'll have to wait to verbally punish me until later tonight most likely Vegana: It's ok, we all have our phases Izzy_blight: Lovely Vegana: Cavemans were natural artists too Toxicego357: Balls Vegana: Vegana Toxicego357: Cavemen* Ishipwillowandhunter: Uh, if anyone gets on tell them I'll be on tonight as usual? I don't know. Sorry for everything but also I'm not really. Love you, please stop hating me for only something you perceive as wrong Vegana: Cavewomen Izzy_blight: Cave painting 🖼️ Toxicego357: Take care mich Izzy_blight: Fuck you Vegana: Taht escalated quickly Izzy_blight: I'm glad you're still a dick so i can still be mad Vegana: Sus quote Izzy_blight: I hope I stay mad all day just for you you piece of shit Izzy_blight: Mmmm. Fuck Vegana: Well I got nothing to tell except "Choose random instead dwelling into your thoughts" Someone will be proud of you getting a job and you earn money. Izzy_blight: I know this isn't right. This isnt me Vegana: We all have our demons Izzy_blight: I have all of hell caged in my skull Vegana: With cavemen paintings? Izzy_blight: With rusty bars that snap liket wigs Vegana: Wierd idea: You seem to be like a person who needs a doctor, right? Become your own doctor Vegana: Study medicine and you can put yourself as study subject, test and analyze yourself and hence fixing yourself Izzy_blight: Im too squeamish for medicine Vegana: Your orientation is to end suffer, become your own solution instead expecting from someone else Izzy_blight: Thats the antithesis of everything i am Vegana: How about psychotherapist and you can therapy yourself them Izzy_blight: I don't think that's how it works Vegana: Anti-thesis is just another thesis Izzy_blight: Thesis statement of Vegana: You learn other ppl who may have same mental problems as you, except they solved it Izzy_blight: Ohghji im so angry Vegana: Do you know why? No? Investigate yourself Izzy_blight: I do Vegana: Like study some field instead doing Google, if you're ready to officially fail ofc Vegana: A field where it can also fix you Vegana: Maybe a sympathetic Psychology University Professor can teach and help you with your problems aswell Izzy_blight: I dont want to get over it. I wanna rip the stars to shreds i dont want to feel better Vegana: Well... Do math then. All kids feel worse afterwards Vegana: Or become a Quantity-over-quality fake YouTuber Izzy_blight: God no, id rather die. I hate these guys Vegana: You don't want to feel better but also not worse? Vegana: You just want to feel neutral? Izzy_blight: I want to feel nothing at all Izzy_blight: Im tired of feeling Vegana: Nothing in particular or numb? Izzy_blight: I don't know. Just nothing. Nothing that can cause problems Vegana: Ncbi discovered that neutral affect does exist. A perosn can feel strongly neutral. Let me think Vegana: So if you're dead, you have no emotions, but you want to live Izzy_blight: Not particularly Vegana: They tested affect/emotions by exhausting patients with cognitive tests Vegana: The more they did exhausting things, the less they felt neutral and more to no emotion I guess. They never defined the state beyond neutral, less than neutral Vegana: But by being exhausting, they experience less, so the max without dying would be borderline death? Vegana: or like almost being "shutdown" Vegana: Heres the stick, if you feel nothing, you feel something, mainly nothing in particular or boredom Vegana: It's about not feeling Vegana: A state beyond nothing and everything might be letting other ppl controlling you Vegana: Between all and none, there's one. But a non-arbitrary, from your senses immediate one. The puppet master Izzy_blight: Imtired. My brain is flatliining. Kinda feels good Vegana: Once you just follow commands and ignore your feelings like numb, then there might be that a person has no emotions, not even neutral at all. But this was never proven and is just thought experiment Izzy_blight: I follow the commands of my feelings and little else Vegana: Other scientists are saying that emotions and affect are responses to environment, so the only way to have no emotions at all is by not responding at all Vegana: Drugs Izzy_blight: My emotions control me and my life Todd_clorox: Cocaine controls me and my life. Izzy_blight: w Izzy_blight: Based and redpilled Vegana: But like "coma-drugs" . Something which disables all psychological responses if that exists Izzy_blight: Gimme some Vegana: Idk I never thought of having no emotions at all like what's wrong with emotions? Vegana: The feeling of inner peace is a drug our body produces legally Todd_clorox: I prefer cocaine over inner peace. Vegana: Yet sadly, it is a feeling so rejected in Izzy's mental world. Even though she can achieve inner silence though nothing in brain, is this really peace when there are no one. Even if, she wouldn't notice Vegana: Noticing itself leads to emotions, even feeling neutrally or unsure Izzy_blight: Everything is so loud.my brain screams Vegana: Take the pills or investigate and try alternate solutions Vegana: Isn't Cocaine like you always winning wars Izzy_blight: I dont know if i want to get better. I definitely do but. I don't know Vegana: Do you want to know through? Izzy_blight: I don't know what I want Izzy_blight: Everything is so confusing Vegana: You don't want to remove confusion or you don't knowI? Todd_clorox: I just want a big ol' booty to eat. Vegana: Pretend that you're part of this community and pretend that you know then? Vegana: Like a substitute provisional solution Izzy_blight: Everything is so. So. Mnhgbvfghmmjui. There are reasons that people with my condition have a higher suicide rate Vegana: Idk your list of conditions Vegana: as I said, doctor Vegana: You're too confused to even know if you want to feel better Izzy_blight: Jimmys a doctor Izzy_blight: Yes Vegana: Look: Do you prefer positive emotions or neutral ones? Todd_clorox: I wish I was a doctor so I could get free drugs. Vegana: You said you want to feel no emotions, yet do you even thought what it means Vegana: Why rejecting the positive Izzy_blight: I want to be happy. I just want to get everything i want or nothing at all Vegana: its like a guy rejecting $ 100 Vegana: See. That's the orientation Vegana: now what's the best way to solve your mental and biological problems to get happyness? Vegana: It starts with D and ends with a R Izzy_blight: i get it. Don't patronize me please Vegana: Natural Science Superiority T-pose Dredfurst: What the Lightning McFuck is happening Vegana: Ok you have the right to do alternative ways such as summon soirits Vegana: spirits * Vegana: Lightning McQueen, but he's neither lightning at night, from McDonalds nor a any royal title wearing at all Vegana: I healed chat. I am. Vegana: Let's forgive each other, because this is all what left, us people with flaws, this generation. If we revenge, things starting to get worse Izzy_blight: The best revenge is none at all Vegana: What if you're the victim Dredfurst: It's just one of those days where you don't want to wake up Everything is fucked, everybody sucks You don't really know why but you want to justify Rippin' someone's head off No human contact And if you interact, your life is on contract Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker It's just one of those days Izzy_blight: It is on e of those days Izzy_blight: Idk i know im not the victim Vegana: I tried . I almsot got into a fight because he disrespect me as a "hacker" Vegana: Because he made a joke about me. Big mistake at bad Mondays Vegana: Btw he wanted the fight. I just smiled by accidnet Izzy_blight: Another shitty day. I'm horny Vegana: It's better than death Vegana: It's so easy to be stupid, yet it's hard to be smart Vegana: You can't forgive everything, but you can move Izzy_blight: I think i am setting down roots Vegana: In a world full of sacristy and self-interested conflict, expecting people to get along is too naive. So let's just pretend we like each other Todd_clorox: I think I'm dying. Vegana: Resource scareness Vegana: Scarcity and other mistakes I made not just in grammar Vegana: Pretend, that we like the likes itself Vegana: Not pretending to liek eachother but the likes ... itself *closes eyes* Todd_clorox: Can I get your dealer's number? Vegana: $ 80 Todd_clorox: Best I can do is $3.50 Vegana: Being myself is the hardest psychedelic drug Vegana: There's no grandma's secret Vegana: recipe Todd_clorox: What about grandpa's secret Todd_clorox: recipe Vegana: Your mom Vegana: There's no drug Todd_clorox: My dad Vegana: You can be that too if you try and get deprived Vegana: and depressed, and maniac, and scared Vegana: I did so many sad things *snob* Vegana: *sobers* Vegana: Yop. This is the time I should shut up. Vegana: Can't use English anymore 18:43 : ^ 2024/03/20 03:49 : v Neko_yeetus: Lmaoooo Raul_menendez: dark theme is the only way to go any comments Izzy_blight: My grandkids are going to have eye damage Raul_menendez: ? Izzy_blight: Agreed Ishipwillowandhunter: My left eye burns and I smell artificial banana Ami having a stroke Neko_yeetus: Yes Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh thank god Izzy_blight: I hope so Neko_yeetus: Call 911 and say you’re going to bomb the pentagon Neko_yeetus: They’ll save you quicker Izzy_blight: Good strategy Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmaoo good idea Raul_menendez: man if you use unicorn poop your gonna cause a genetic mutation that will cause your newborns to be blind and th genetic mutation will stick forever Izzy_blight: Fact. Ishipwillowandhunter: I feel like I'm choking on Nickelodeon slime what is this Neko_yeetus: You’re still using it??? Neko_yeetus: I couldnt Neko_yeetus: I turned it off but I can still see it Izzy_blight: Turn it off before you kill yourself you silly goose Ishipwillowandhunter: No, no I will not Ishipwillowandhunter: I will die like this Neko_yeetus: Smh Izzy_blight: This is exactly why you frustrate me so much Raul_menendez: I had it on for a day before it left a inprint in my vision like it would after staring at the sun for a good minute Ishipwillowandhunter: The yellow is giving me seizures Rain69: daddy Neko_yeetus: Brats smh Izzy_blight: We're trying to help you god damn it Rain69: daddy Raul_menendez: you know what Izzy_blight: I'm starting to get irritated, stop Ishipwillowandhunter: I can feel the unstoppable wave of electricity running through my brain and making me shake like I've been edged for 3 hours Raul_menendez: fuck it *salutes* let hope I see another day Neko_yeetus: What the fuccccck Izzy_blight: I promised to be good. Stop testing me so much. Please Ishipwillowandhunter: Bad example, making me shake like I just did a pound of heroin Izzy_blight: I am fragile Ishipwillowandhunter: Okay I couldn't take it, I turned it off Izzy_blight: Thank you Ishipwillowandhunter: The combination of yellow and pink, however, turned me on Izzy_blight: Good fellow Raul_menendez: izzies name is almost invisible with unicorn poop theme lmao Ishipwillowandhunter: Not really, my eyes hurt. A lot Ultimatesexhaving: a Raul_menendez: my eyes are sizzling lol Neko_yeetus: That’s why I turns it off don’t wanna miss anything she says Neko_yeetus: It’s like that episode of spongebob Djshrimpdick: Honey is just Bee Cum Raul_menendez: lmao yeah Neko_yeetus: MY EYESSSS Raul_menendez: hey yeetus lmao Izzy_blight: :} my ears Izzy_blight: My ears are full of frosted flakes Izzy_blight: How did they get there Ishipwillowandhunter: Goddamn and I was trying to find that sound bite Raul_menendez: this feels like when you switch from dark them to light theme on discord at 3 am Ishipwillowandhunter: Tony the tiger had some fun with you? Neko_yeetus: Mmm frosted flakes Neko_yeetus: Can I pour milk in your ears Izzy_blight: Oh yes Izzy_blight: Make me into a cereal bowl Izzy_blight: Big big size Izzy_blight: When i move you can hear it sloshing in my head Neko_yeetus: I need a spoon Izzy_blight: Here I stole this from Jimmy 🥄 Izzy_blight: He used it for highly questionable activities Neko_yeetus: Jimmy made it dirty Neko_yeetus: I don’t want it in my mouth Raul_menendez: I changed my background to blue and yellow Izzy_blight: Yes. Sorry, i will construct one with magic Izzy_blight: Uhh I accidentally conjured a bowl along with the spoon 🥣 Raul_menendez: lol everything is blue Izzy_blight: I think I read from the wrong page of my spellbook Raul_menendez: hey Izzy go to themes and where you see bg put this Raul_menendez: #0028c4ff Raul_menendez: I changed my entire background to blue lmao Neko_yeetus: It’s okay you can dumb it all in the bowl Izzy_blight: Ew this is horrible Neko_yeetus: Just letting whoever cares know I’m getting high so I’m 45 minutes I will die Neko_yeetus: In* Izzy_blight: :( Neko_yeetus: Not really Raul_menendez: Izzy do you see what I have done? Neko_yeetus: I’ll just feel better a little mentally Izzy_blight: I'm unreasonably sad now Izzy_blight: This is hurting my eyes but i kinda like it? Raul_menendez: yo is there a way I can put a screenshot in here? Oofalladeez: yes Oofalladeez: thumbsnap Oofalladeez: files catbox Izzy_blight: It looks like a windows error blue screen Raul_menendez: ... Ishipwillowandhunter: . Ishipwillowandhunter: . Neko_yeetus: Hi Ishipwillowandhunter: Backkk Neko_yeetus: Wooo Rain69: wb Izzy_blight: Thrilled to see you Neko_yeetus: I was just eating Izzy’s ear flakes Neko_yeetus: Oh that’s gross Ishipwillowandhunter: Ehiii. What's everyone up to Izzy_blight: Yes Ishipwillowandhunter: I Neko_yeetus: Okay I’m done now Ishipwillowandhunter: Why was I made to read that sentence Neko_yeetus: :)) Izzy_blight: You don't get to complain Izzy_blight: You made me read worse Ishipwillowandhunter: I do, I do get to complain. Ear flakes, that is... I'm imagining dandruff but worse Neko_yeetus: No frosted flakes Izzy_blight: Yes, not yucky Ishipwillowandhunter: Ohh, that makes much more sense. Ear frosted flakes, of course Neko_yeetus: Okay hold on I need to hands for a sec to finish this mission Izzy_blight: Ok kinda yucky cause they WERE in my ears, but Neko_yeetus: Two Ishipwillowandhunter: Kk Ishipwillowandhunter: Me every night at 2am Raul_menendez: https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1wtuyMbsycHicvvN_LoTPYCacQg0chvwDYUNKWnFw1Ys/edit#slide=id.p SHOW IMAGE Raul_menendez: look what I did to my background Izzy_blight: These are the lies of the taken Izzy_blight: Ok I'm going back to dark mode this is horrific Ishipwillowandhunter: Gtg Rain69: my boobs hurt Izzy_blight: Thank God, goodbye Izzy_blight: Sorry Raul_menendez: hey Izzy neko rain go to the link Raul_menendez: look what I have done to my background Neko_yeetus: :( bye bye Raul_menendez: ... Izzy_blight: I wish jealousy wasn't an emotion Raul_menendez: what is jealousy Izzy_blight: It messes me up when I just want to chill Raul_menendez: better question wth is anxiety? Raul_menendez: never had it befor Vulpix_axel: ... Raul_menendez: lol I'm going back to dark Izzy_blight: Jealousy is that thing you feel when Jimmy has more toy cars than you. Anxiety is what you feel when Jimmy is outside your window Raul_menendez: lmao Raul_menendez: no clue who Jimmy is so I can't relate at all Izzy_blight: You'll know soon Izzy_blight: 7 days. Raul_menendez: if he shows up he is as good as dead Izzy_blight: Jimmy is invincible, he can't be vinced Izzy_blight: Vince is Jimmy's enemy. Nice guy but very ineffective Izzy_blight: As soon as Michael leaves everyone goes quiet. Ouch Djshrimpdick: Become Bee Cum Neko_yeetus: Sorry I’m trying to play a game Izzy_blight: Oh I like games Izzy_blight: Is it Jimmy simulator Neko_yeetus: It’s cyberpunk Neko_yeetus: So yes Izzy_blight: Oh W Izzy_blight: Playing through it was an incredible experience Izzy_blight: Buggy masterpiece Neko_yeetus: I’ll be back later Izzy I’m going to join a party with my friends so I’ll talk to you soon love Raul_menendez: cyberpunk kinda W game but terrible at luanch Izzy_blight: See you later, have fun Izzy_blight: ❤ Izzy_blight: Yeah that sounds about right Raul_menendez: I miss having chats like that with seannah 🥲 Izzy_blight: I miss being able to have chats with anyone without the constant fear of having an emotional meltdown Raul_menendez: even me? Izzy_blight: Depending on what you say yes Raul_menendez: I don't feel like you would have any type of emotional connection with me to cause you to have an emotional meltdown Izzy_blight: Maybe not, but...ah it's complicated Raul_menendez: so life? Rain69: sucks Raul_menendez: bingo Izzy_blight: Life went downhill fast after i hit 16 Raul_menendez: not here Raul_menendez: im 16 Izzy_blight: Ah children Raul_menendez: nah kidding 15 1/2 Izzy_blight: Wow oof Raul_menendez: my parents want to put me in drivers ed Izzy_blight: Im 2 Raul_menendez: and apparently I'm on some type of driving insurance plan Raul_menendez: no clue what that is Izzy_blight: I'm just gonna get a bicycle Raul_menendez: I want a 1995 Ford truck preferably a v8 or 10 Izzy_blight: I'm a big environmentally conscious freak and I don't trust myself to operate a vehicle Izzy_blight: I would definitely commit property damage or manslaughters Izzy_blight: Or both Izzy_blight: Probably both Raul_menendez: or Raul_menendez: most likely none Raul_menendez: its your own will Raul_menendez: your choice to run people over seems pretty far fetched] Izzy_blight: My will is not my own Izzy_blight: I am not free Izzy_blight: Invisible chains bind me Raul_menendez: but it is your will even if you aren't free you still have the will to make your own decisions Izzy_blight: No, not really. My emotions make the decisions. I have no self control Raul_menendez: then get some work on it as hard as you can I dob't have self control myself Izzy_blight: I need therapy for my BPD and other issues but i don't want therapy Raul_menendez: I have ad-hd and anger issues I should know a thing or two about letting my emotions take the wheel Raul_menendez: If you need it bad you should probably do it Izzy_blight: I should but i dont feel like I'm ready or like I deserve it Raul_menendez: deserve it?!? If you need it you need it there is no deserving or not in this situation! Izzy_blight: I deserve to be tortured like this forever Izzy_blight: I'm a bad person Raul_menendez: no matter how bad you mess up someone somewhere anywhere should at least hold there hand out for you to help you out of your hole your prison Raul_menendez: no matter even the baddest people will have there chance a redemption Izzy_blight: It would be better for everyone for me to get help but my insecurities and laziness and monstrous self image hold me back Raul_menendez: would you take that chance? Izzy_blight: I don't know. Part of me wants to believe im a lost cause and it's not worth it Raul_menendez: then you should feel ashamed for that because you are a precious being who deserves a lot more then you get Raul_menendez: you deserve to get all the help you need Izzy_blight: I feel ashamed for a lot of reasons. Yeah things would be better if I stopped trying to destroy myself all the time but it's all I want to do Raul_menendez: I wish I knew you better to help you out when you feel like shit but i'm not I do enjoy seeing the people on this site I see as friends happy. you are one of them and seeing you like thee way you are doesn't feel right to me. Raul_menendez: I want to help so much but there is very little I can do for you sadly Izzy_blight: I've made a lot of mistakes and I suffer for them every day. Everything is how it should be. It's all good. Sorry Raul_menendez: but beating yourself down isn't the answer for any of your problems you should build yourself up into something you wouldn't every imagine yourself being the day before Raul_menendez: its better to be proud then ashamed of yourself Izzy_blight: I don't know who I am or what I'm supposed to be. I'm lost Izzy_blight: I guess we all are in some way Raul_menendez: then find who you are in the abyss your lost in find the light that will guide you Raul_menendez: ....you so have a point there Raul_menendez: do* Raul_menendez: at least Izzy_blight: Well it's more a symptom of my BPD, it's called identity confusion. I'm not sure what I can do about it. I have a pointy stick 🍢 Raul_menendez: hehe Ishipwillowandhunter: be on very shortly Raul_menendez: ...tbh I didn't know what bpd was and I just looked it up and... sorry it must be hard for you. Do you see me as a friend? Izzy_blight: It's... very, very difficult. Thank you. I don't really feel like I have friends. I'm scared to make them because I always lose them Izzy_blight: Due to my own faults Raul_menendez: well I promise you won't ever lose me as a friend (anon): aww Izzy_blight: Awww indeed Izzy_blight: Thank you Izzy_blight: Good fellow Raul_menendez: what is the point in hurting others? Izzy_blight: To gain control Rain69: too see the pain in their eyes Raul_menendez: control over what tho? Raul_menendez: there is no true gain in hurting others Izzy_blight: I need to control them and make them stay so they love me and don't leave me Izzy_blight: It doesn't work like that though, obviously Izzy_blight: But my brain doesn't know that Raul_menendez: control, greed, jealousy, lust, and so many more reasons to hurt someone, but what good will it do tho? Raul_menendez: maybe it'll feel good to let some anger out Raul_menendez: but Raul_menendez: will it feel like that afterward? Izzy_blight: Yeah... it's never worth it. Izzy_blight: ever Raul_menendez: or would you feel guilt? surrow? sorry for the person? Izzy_blight: All of those Izzy_blight: I feel so ugly and stupid and mean Raul_menendez: but you aren't Izzy_blight: I am. Or at least the worm in my head is. it makes me Izzy_blight: I'm starting to tear up Izzy_blight: I don't know why Raul_menendez: who knows you might be as beautiful as a field of dandelions on a warm spring day Raul_menendez: there will always be good everywhere you just need to know where to look Izzy_blight: That does sound lovely. Physically and mentally though I'm more like an abandoned slaughterhouse. Yeah. I've looked in all the wrong places Raul_menendez: so? Raul_menendez: so have I Raul_menendez: am I a monster then? Izzy_blight: No. I am Izzy_blight: I'm the thing that hides under your bed Raul_menendez: if I'm not a monster then you shouldn't be one either Izzy_blight: I think I am therefore I am Raul_menendez: the should I come down a say hi? give you some ccmpany Izzy_blight: I'd. I'd like that Izzy_blight: I'm tearing up again why Raul_menendez: I hope the tears that are coming out aren't ones of sadness but something else that is warmer but not to warm Izzy_blight: They are something not sad. Im not sure what Lazurus: bck Raul_menendez: I truly hope you can find your lost pieces that you lost years ago and piece back together to make a magnificent and stunning return to your usual self being no longer lost and at peace with yourself Raul_menendez: wb Lazurus: dang what did I miss Izzy_blight: I do love villain redemption stories, they're some of my favorites Izzy_blight: But the ones where they die at the end are also satisfying Lazurus: true although I like it when the villain actually shows they care about the mc Raul_menendez: I hope the best for you izzy Izzy_blight: My MC betrayed me many years ago Izzy_blight: Thank you, I hope I die Izzy_blight: Die happy i mean Izzy_blight: Sorry Lazurus: your fine just try not to be so depresso drink sum coffee Raul_menendez: die a very long and fulfilled happy life Izzy_blight: Coffee is a drug i don't like drugs Izzy_blight: And it makes me pee Ishipwillowandhunter: Coffee makes me sleepy. I want it Raul_menendez: my metabolism is to fast so I don't truly get the effect of the coffee Ishipwillowandhunter: I miss being my bsfs favorite Izzy_blight: Me too. Ishipwillowandhunter: Nevermind. She still likes me but since she has him she's trying to distance a little. Still hurts but eh Izzy_blight: I just realized that means I'm not your best friend. Normally I would be upset about that Izzy_blight: but fuck you. Ishipwillowandhunter: See and this is why you're not Izzy_blight: Yeah I think we're done Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't really like putting titles like bsf but sometimes you just feel it, yk? Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmao sweetheart there was never anything to finish Izzy_blight: I'm so sick of you. You fucking lizard Ishipwillowandhunter: Me? That's rich Izzy_blight: Good. It was all a lie huh? So I don't have to feel bad. Don't sweetheart me you snake Raul_menendez: ... Izzy_blight: I'm learning a lot this month. A lot Raul_menendez: like? Izzy_blight: I don't necessarily like any of it Ishipwillowandhunter: You caused this. I did like you at onepoint. You're doing this and you just keep continuing it. I've done nothing wrong. I've just not kept your delusions in check and I have tended to your every need cuz I'm not a goddamn nurse Izzy_blight: I'm mentally ill, you are too, go to hell, I love you Raul_menendez: its kinda hard to tell if you are mad at each other or not lol Izzy_blight: Oh definitely Izzy_blight: I have never hated this son of a bitch like i do today Ishipwillowandhunter: No you don't. I can't honestly say I love you. But you're here so that's nice. Yes but mine allow me to be at least somewhat stable Ishipwillowandhunter: Sorry princess Izzy_blight: If you don't love me then why have you kept saying it, and kept me for this long? For pity? For yourself? Izzy_blight: I doubt you pity me. Heartless bastard. I understand why though Raul_menendez: or maybe because she sees you as a friend but you let your emotions take control and yell at mich like she is the bad guys Raul_menendez: bad guy* Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't want to be honest right now. I'm not so heartless. Or maybe its the fact I don't want what I say to be seen by eyes other than yours. I do in fact pity you Raul_menendez: also is mich he or she lmao Izzy_blight: Everything I fucking thought about you was wrong Izzy_blight: I thought we was family Raul_menendez: family can become distant but you never truly fall apart Ishipwillowandhunter: Sorry donny, we isn't nothing you thought we was Whitetrashfucker: Hello Whitetrashfucker: I am white trash fucker Ishipwillowandhunter: You acting like this just irritates me. In reality I have done very little. You have done this. You lied to yourself Whitetrashfucker: Whoa drama Raul_menendez: can y'all just calm down and be a bit more rational with each other? Raul_menendez: Izzy mich does have a point there Raul_menendez: calm down Whitetrashfucker: No don’t calm down don’t let them tell you what to do Whitetrashfucker: Lose your shit Raul_menendez: your letting your emotions tell you things that aren't real your confusing people who want to help you with people who don't Izzy_blight: You just destroyed our relationship, right here, right now. You got AJ eating out of the palm of your fucking hand within two days. You've robbed me of the only two things that I care about Dtrump: idc Whitetrashfucker: Yes! Whitetrashfucker: This is great! Raul_menendez: shut the hell up trump Izzy_blight: You homewrecking motherfucker Whitetrashfucker: I have no idea what is happening but I love the energy Dtrump: Raul is mad Lazurus: I'm scared Izzy_blight: What am I supposed to do now Raul_menendez: not mad more over wanting to calm thing down and your not helping Whitetrashfucker: I know what you should do Raul_menendez: calm down I be bit more rational for starters Whitetrashfucker: Take your revenge Whitetrashfucker: How dare this be happening to you! Lazurus: are we related Whitetrashfucker: Get pissed off Raul_menendez: me? Dtrump: Solution is too turn off the internet. Lazurus: no the white trash guy Raul_menendez: lol good one trump Whitetrashfucker: Oh maybe I spread my seed a lot in my younger days Lazurus: dad? Ishipwillowandhunter: Excuse me? Izzy_blight: Telling me to calm down and be rational is like asking me to not breathe Whitetrashfucker: Look I’ll cut to the chase: your mother is a bitch Ishipwillowandhunter: Me and AJ aren't that close. She's cool. I like her. But we aren't like that. And there was nothing to wreck other than the wall of delusion you built up inside your head Lazurus: wait a minute where were you on November 21 2005 Dtrump: your going to get brain bleeds Raul_menendez: sorry but your getting to worked up Izzy_blight: Or telling a forest fire to stop burning Whitetrashfucker: Balls deep in your mom Izzy_blight: Fuck you Lazurus: well she wants the child support so either pay up now or its court time Raul_menendez: me or mich Izzy? Whitetrashfucker: Hah I am not in the same country anymore I bounced Izzy_blight: EVERYONE Lazurus: I will track you down and smack your penis Ishipwillowandhunter: Stop getting mad at me for being right Ishipwillowandhunter: You ruined anything that had even a miniscule chance if being here Dtrump: love triangle Whitetrashfucker: I owed a bunch for taxes and I knocked up like a half dozen hoes Raul_menendez: just...ughh I don't know anymore\ Izzy_blight: Stop getting mad at me for being severely mentally ill and unable to be rational Whitetrashfucker: Just moved to a country with no extradition treaties Lazurus: well thanks for the 7 inches of penis father Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh, I'm not mad. I'm quite calm and I find your anger misplaced, childish, slightly funny if anything Izzy_blight: You are such an infuriating little shape-shifting prick Izzy_blight: Who the fuck are you Dtrump: It's been a month of you two fighting daily. Whitetrashfucker: 7 inches there we go definitely my progeny Izzy_blight: You are not my son Whitetrashfucker: Mine is 7 inches around Izzy_blight: Well there goes the old ball game. I don't know how to process this right now but I will and it will not feel good Lazurus: I got the oppisite end of that I got it 7 inches long 4 inches wide Ishipwillowandhunter: My reactions are entirely dependent on your own. I was never your son. You had an idea of me that you considered your son, maybe. As soon as I'm out of that mold, you freak out. Whitetrashfucker: I hollow bitches out Whitetrashfucker: Used to anyways not so much now Lazurus: I like getting hollowed out ig I'm the opposite Izzy_blight: I'm going to bed. Thanks for everything Michael. I must say, your mind picked the worst possible time to go rogue Whitetrashfucker: Wait you a fag? Lazurus: yeah your sons gay Whitetrashfucker: NOT MY SON Whitetrashfucker: FUUUUUUCK Lazurus: all of us are Whitetrashfucker: WHERE DID I GO WRONG Whitetrashfucker: MY SEED IS POLLUTED Dtrump: who did it Lazurus: you had sex with that one guy when you were drunk and it tainted us Whitetrashfucker: WHO MOLESTERED YOU? Lazurus: uncle johnny Whitetrashfucker: THAT FUCKER Lazurus: gettem dad Whitetrashfucker: Well this has been enlightening Lazurus: very Lazurus: anyways Whitetrashfucker: Let me tell you what I am gonna do to Uncle Johnny Lazurus: you gonna fuyck him or sum Whitetrashfucker: Fuck him UP Lazurus: his butthole up Whitetrashfucker: Thinking I would cut all his fingers and toes off first Whitetrashfucker: Listen to him holler about it for a bit Whitetrashfucker: Then cut out his tongue Lazurus: nah just cut off his cock and balls and put it up his ass Whitetrashfucker: Take his eyes take his balls and leave him alive Whitetrashfucker: Nothing but a consciousness locked in a useless husk Lazurus: well he's in your closet rn so I'd get busy Whitetrashfucker: Going mad Whitetrashfucker: He won’t need to go to Hell I’ll bring Hell to him Lazurus: he did this to meh https://th.bing.com/th/id/OIP.jXF_en54Ho_B5DZ13R6OLgHaG0?w=225&h=207&c=7&r=0&o=5&dpr=1.1&pid=1.7 SHOW IMAGE Dtrump: that's a scary photo Whitetrashfucker: The croaking frog sounds of his agony will make my dick hard Whitetrashfucker: Can’t see the photo what is it Lazurus: rare photo of trump out the shower https://i.imgur.com/y7gkhnu.jpg SHOW IMAGE Whitetrashfucker: LOL PASS Whitetrashfucker: Unlike you I am not gay Whitetrashfucker: And shit son even if I was gay I can do better than some flabby old retard like trump Lazurus: well I have a pass but its from my bf Tyreek https://i.imgur.com/mQ9vnbYh.png SHOW IMAGE Ishipwillowandhunter: . Whitetrashfucker: Your boyfriend….. ugh Whitetrashfucker: No grandkids for your mother Lazurus: he wants to meet the balls I came out of. Whitetrashfucker: Oh well she a bitch Lazurus: no grandkids for you either Whitetrashfucker: I am not meeting your gay lover Lazurus: I'm going to come out every thanksgiving Whitetrashfucker: You are abominations in the eyes of God Whitetrashfucker: Never forget that Lazurus: I know daddy Whitetrashfucker: Do better Whitetrashfucker: Could you at least try a vagina Whitetrashfucker: Get a fleshlight Lazurus: nah I've tried them their icky Whitetrashfucker: Fair enough Lazurus: they don't got enough grip Whitetrashfucker: Son a good pair of tits can convert any gay Lazurus: nah they get saggy when they get old Whitetrashfucker: Yeah but you don’t mess with old tits Lazurus: then they look like the Africans in the school books Whitetrashfucker: You just get new ones Whitetrashfucker: Or fake ones they stay perky forever Dtrump: national geo tits Whitetrashfucker: Goddamn y’all gay af Lazurus: I know a guy who jacks it to nat geo Whitetrashfucker: You Whitetrashfucker: You jack it to nat geo Lazurus: nah I like getting my ass blasted Lazurus: only way I cum anymore Whitetrashfucker: My brain can’t take that kind of detail from my son Whitetrashfucker: Brb seppuku Lazurus: ok bye bye daddy Whitetrashfucker: I need to remove the stain you have placed upon the family name with your faggotry 2024/03/20 03:50 : ^ 05:40-05:49 : v Dtrump: too much porn talk Roper: UwU Neko_yeetus: Lmaoooo Neko_yeetus: What did you do? Generic: mfs got mad cuz i didnt wna 1v1 this mf Roper: Dying from this cribge Lazurus: I can make it porn talk I'm very good at that drunk Generic: so they chat reported me for calling my tm8 gay Generic: cuz he was on my ass the whole game Generic: cant say shit no more Neko_yeetus: Lmao Rain69: yk what else is great not feeling what i am feeling Generic: gaming is dead Generic: freedom of speech jus doesnt exist ig Roper: Is he gay through? Generic: he decided to b directly behind me the entire game sounds pretty gay to me Generic: faggot Roper: Freedom of speech never existed with those ppl Neko_yeetus: Hmm Lazurus: meh censorship exist for those who are fragile and want to control something they don't like Roper: Liek me Neko_yeetus: How about everyone shut up and say funny shit Roper: Cats are cute Lazurus: anyways enough philosophy I'm going to be horny as fuck while I'm still drunk Generic: it wasnt even ab them Roper: In public room? Good idea Generic: they jus got salty cuz i had nothing to prove against a champ 1 Roper: It was about the elites 05:49 most deleted : ^ 07:33 : v Ishipwillowandhunter: and then it starts to cool down Neko_yeetus: Oh Ishipwillowandhunter: and it forms a little crust on top Ishipwillowandhunter: ugh Neko_yeetus: I was gonna make a joke but I canttt Ishipwillowandhunter: say it no balls Neko_yeetus: Well now the comedic timing is off Neko_yeetus: I cant Rain69: most guys dont these days Ishipwillowandhunter: I need my 5'11 dommy mommy Neko_yeetus: I swear I’m 5’11 Rain69: who tay bc it aint me im 5'3 Neko_yeetus: I am not 5’t I definitely lied Neko_yeetus: 3* Neko_yeetus: No 4* Neko_yeetus: Shit Rain69: L Roper: Yeet. He has some shit too Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh no I'm just saying Roper: it says, what it says Ishipwillowandhunter: i said what I said Ishipwillowandhunter: I'd rather be famous instead Roper: You sure about it? Think of that lack of privacy Rain69: and id rathe be fucked rn Neko_yeetus: I let all that get to my head Roper: You sure about it? Think of the amounts of ass burns and STDs Neko_yeetus: Idc I’ll paint the town res Neko_yeetus: Red Roper: That's the Sus color Dtrump: idc Ishipwillowandhunter: my brain is not functioning tonight Roper: Idc about society. Look at me, I am so deep and revelious Neko_yeetus: Real Rain69: join the club mich Neko_yeetus: I wanna have sex with a woman Neko_yeetus: So bad Roper: Go Vanilla Unicorn Ishipwillowandhunter: So turns out I'm a woman Roper: If you have money, buy sex Neko_yeetus: XD Roper: LMAO *audience laughter* Neko_yeetus: No I’ll find someone when I go to Europe in 3 months Rain69: i cant reach it T^T Roper: Thats easier than buying a prostitute ofc Ishipwillowandhunter: You're going to Europe in 3 months? Lucky ass Ishipwillowandhunter: wait don't you have a boyfriend? Roper: What's so great about Europe? Neko_yeetus: Yea I’m going to Paris then London for a week then on a cruise ship to Ireland which is where my grandparents are from Roper: It's just America but Hilary won instead Rain69: ugh Neko_yeetus: And yes but we are poly Roper: polytechnical Dtrump: woah there Neko_yeetus: Poly propylene Ishipwillowandhunter: You are so damn lucky. I mean aside from your Irish genes, I'm so sorry about that Roper: My Little Poly Neko_yeetus: Lmaooo Roper: Friendship is illegal Neko_yeetus: Yea we both like a girl but she’s got a fucking boyfriend Roper: Fucking is the favorite word here Rain69: i need nelp T^T Neko_yeetus: And my bf isn’t into me having another guy Roper: Understandable considering the AIDS epidemic Ishipwillowandhunter: So he's fine with a girl but not a guy? Ishipwillowandhunter: whu Roper: Yes. Neko_yeetus: Yea Roper: Lesbian sex W in Muslim world but gaays? Neko_yeetus: And that’s fine with me he just doesn’t want to be left out cause he’s not into guys Ishipwillowandhunter: Ohh, that makes sense Roper: I mean a vagina can't really go inside Dtrump: it can go inside Neko_yeetus: But like then again biker guys exist Neko_yeetus: And that makes me a little dead inside Roper: The hole has to be huge then Neko_yeetus: Like holy shit Rain69: why do i have to be cursed T^T Ishipwillowandhunter: For me it's emo/eboys Roper: I like the bike-part, but not the guys Rain69: fr tho Ishipwillowandhunter: I love those that i aspire to be Ishipwillowandhunter: look like? Roper: gay Neko_yeetus: I’m emooo Rain69: ugh im to short Neko_yeetus: Emo boys are very good Dtrump: very gay Oofalladeez: L shortness Roper: Why? The ROMs are too depressed for jerking off till they needed Ishipwillowandhunter: Black clothes, silver jewelry, messy hair, goddd Rain69: SHUT UP Oofalladeez: I'm emo but im not good Roper: Emos * Neko_yeetus: In fact they are better than biker boys hnless they are both then I’ll kill myself Roper: Does the biker boy even exist? Rain69: im not short Roper: We all live and identify in a spectrum Inasg_no: Michael Roper: Emos, biker boys, it's all just another form of racism Neko_yeetus: My type in women is panam from cyberpunk Inasg_no: Odd Dtrump: cyberspunk Ishipwillowandhunter: Yes Tay? Inasg_no: Dom men> Roper: Cyberspunk vs cyberpunk Neko_yeetus: I will sleep soon so I don’t sleep in maybe Roper: DuckDuckGo says cyberpunk Neko_yeetus: I use DuckDuckGo lol Neko_yeetus: Only for this website and poorn Roper: The only non-Google search engine. Except it uses google bots and recent scandals about sharing data including with Google Neko_yeetus: I sure hope not Ishipwillowandhunter: Lady bugs are terrifying if you think about it Roper: But hey, it's not google :) Neko_yeetus: No they are not Neko_yeetus: They excrete their blood when they’re scared Roper: Is Lady Bugs on bug-size? Neko_yeetus: me too Roper: Related to Bugs Bunny? Ishipwillowandhunter: Imagine you're eating over a campfire, right, and you a giant red bear that isn't afraid to eat it's children, and can eat up to 15 people in a single day, running up to you. Or, you see it coming so you decide to run before it reaches you, maybe climb up somewhere high. Then you hear a buzzing and see it's sprouted some fucking wings and has locked onto you like a heat seeking missile Dtrump: bugs bunny? Roper: OMG textwall *runs* Neko_yeetus: Well that’s a bear Neko_yeetus: So I’d be terrified Neko_yeetus: But ladybugs are very smol Dtrump: Ladybugs aren't female. Neko_yeetus: Ahh I have to peeee Roper: "climb somewhere high" Roper: hi Ishipwillowandhunter: I want to make a really disgusting joke Lazurus: I want to get fucked badly rn tbh Inasg_no: stfu Inasg_no: I went to a zoo Inasg_no: And there was only one animal Lazurus: me Inasg_no: It was a chitzy Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm in a dom mood right now but I'm not horny Roper: Shitzy Inasg_no: Chitzu Ishipwillowandhunter: why as there only one animal? Inasg_no: However you spell it Inasg_no: ITS A JOKE. Ishipwillowandhunter: oh Ishipwillowandhunter: OH Roper: Sounds like martial art Inasg_no: laugh Ishipwillowandhunter: not my fault you spelled it wrong Inasg_no: laugh Neko_yeetus: HAHAHAHA Inasg_no: now Dtrump: Did you see your uncle? Inasg_no: Thanks neko Lazurus: hehe Lazurus: haha Neko_yeetus: It was funny as fuck Ishipwillowandhunter: ha. Ha. Ha. Roper: https://www.akc.org/dog-breeds/shih-tzu/ SHOW IMAGE Neko_yeetus: I’m cryinf Ishipwillowandhunter: Yeas that was the most of hilariousness Inasg_no: what did the apply say to the orange Inasg_no: nothing cuz fruits don't talk Roper: It's a dog race in zoo lul Neko_yeetus: That one was lame Inasg_no: Oh Inasg_no: 😔 Lazurus: I'm going to make my cock cry Inasg_no: I'm going to disappear Roper: Did you all apply to Apple Products Terms of Service and violated it anyway? Bananas Dtrump: You saw your uncle aka the gorilla. Lazurus: like my dad Inasg_no: Oh Roper: Dad is dead Lazurus: nah he does meth Roper: Big shitzu moment Ishipwillowandhunter: Aww, sweetheart. You call that begging? You think you're going to get what you want from me just by asking? You aren't even on your knees yet - There you go, good girl. Now try again. Beg. - Me to the 5 year old asking me for candy Dtrump: I'm going to have a big shitzu later. Roper: Another day, another textwall, what's it gonna be Inasg_no: That's so hot Roper: All of you are readers Ishipwillowandhunter: Ew you're into 5 year olds? Inasg_no: NO Dtrump: Paragraphs mean your gay. Inasg_no: not the scenario Inasg_no: if you ignore the last sentence Inasg_no: It's so hot Lazurus: I'm going to beat my penis harder than a abusive parent beats there kids harder than a white man beats his wife Roper: If you burn al the evidence Roper: Hot like fire Dtrump: Jackrabbiting makes your dick nice and tone. Ishipwillowandhunter: but Ishipwillowandhunter: the scenario Roper: Idc. It's gay Ishipwillowandhunter: ti's about a 5 year old Ishipwillowandhunter: asking for candy? Inasg_no: but Roper: Paragraphs are gay Inasg_no: ignoring Inasg_no: The Inasg_no: Scenario Inasg_no: And Inasg_no: It's Inasg_no: Hot Inasg_no: Asf Inasg_no: Fuck Inasg_no: Me Inasg_no: Fkfung Roper: Can you send each letter Lazurus: i Lazurus: a Lazurus: m Lazurus: g Lazurus: o Lazurus: i Lazurus: n Lazurus: g Roper: Nooo Lazurus: t Lazurus: o Lazurus: f Lazurus: u Inasg_no: c Inasg_no: k Inasg_no: m Inasg_no: e Roper: The system Neko_yeetus: Hm Roper: You Inasg_no: D Inasg_no: A Inasg_no: D Inasg_no: D Inasg_no: Y Inasg_no: Rjhffmflny Inasg_no: Sncmgkt Inasg_no: Shdkgky. Inasg_no: Ebtkylumu Inasg_no: Enfhdme Inasg_no: T Inasg_no: Fbfjf Inasg_no: Fghsld Inasg_no: T Inasg_no: T Inasg_no: Y Ishipwillowandhunter: Why are you having seizuree Roper: How can ppl be dumber and more desperate than I am? Dtrump: epilepsy Ishipwillowandhunter: I kinda want to sleep cuz I can tell tonight's gonna be another numbing sadness kind of thing but at the same time, it's sleep Ishipwillowandhunter: aiwoehoagiuaerg Roper: This is fakepilepsy Neko_yeetus: Yea wth bro you guys are boring ass hell Ishipwillowandhunter: what is this Ishipwillowandhunter: like Roper: They didn't have this till a TikTok appeared Ishipwillowandhunter: make me laugh Rain69: yea thats why ima go so bye Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm going to start seriously calling you slurs Roper: Such as? Neko_yeetus: I love those Dtrump: tik tok is going bye bye Ishipwillowandhunter: I genuinely can't think Roper: The zoomers will find a new one like musical.ly Neko_yeetus: I want drama and exciting stuff Dtrump: musical ly was tik tok retard Roper: It's Gen Alpha now. Taht name itself is a meme Ishipwillowandhunter: what if you're having sex with pinocchio and his dick grows when he calls you beautiful Neko_yeetus: My high is worn off almost Neko_yeetus: I’d cry Ishipwillowandhunter: aww Roper: Exactly. Musical.ly was gone. It responded as TikTok. TikTok is gone, it respawns as... Neko_yeetus: I bed if my bf Im was Pinocchio that would happen Ishipwillowandhunter: I'd squeeze my thighs together and break that little stick Neko_yeetus: okay I had a stroke Roper: Idk but you get it Dtrump: muscialy ly was owned by a chinese corp Dtrump: the same as tik tok Roper: And TikTok too. If TikTok is gone, some capitalist will exploits those idiot fan base with a new legal alternative to TikTok Ishipwillowandhunter: Swallow my pride Dtrump: There will be now new tik tok. Roper: As long as the market is there and stupidity, there will be a new TikTok Neko_yeetus: I HAVE A JOKE Ishipwillowandhunter: TELL IT Neko_yeetus: Pleas listen guys Neko_yeetus: Okay oaky Dtrump: Do you count Instagram reels.? Ishipwillowandhunter: okay okay Roper: What's the difference between a co-worker and Steve Jobs? Neko_yeetus: Why is having sex with twenty eight year olds so good Ishipwillowandhunter: why... Neko_yeetus: Because there’s twenty of them Roper: The co-worker actually works at his job. Steve Jobs has a job in name-only Roper: What happens when you combine two 15-year-olds? Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm trying to think of a response but I'm cutting myself off repeatedly by laughing. that joke was shit Roper: They die in Congo. I am bad at this Neko_yeetus: No it was funny as fuck Dtrump: What's a black persons favorite candy? Roper: White Power Deluxe Ishipwillowandhunter: No, no it wasn't Dtrump: Snickers. Ishipwillowandhunter: Worst joke of the night Neko_yeetus: Wait I have another one Ishipwillowandhunter: oh god n Ishipwillowandhunter: I mean good Ishipwillowandhunter: tell me Dtrump: Fucking riggers. Neko_yeetus: 5 years ago my friend game out of the room crying. He told me it’s a boy Neko_yeetus: We’ve never gone back to the Philippines again Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmaoo okay that's actually good Dtrump: ladyboys Roper: He was a US slave Roper: The United States colonized the Philippines and now he has daddy issues with his new granted freedom. Oh I get it now. Trans issues Neko_yeetus: :c====3 Neko_yeetus: :c===3 Neko_yeetus: :==3 Neko_yeetus: :3 Ishipwillowandhunter: whAT HAPPENED TO YORU MOUTH Dtrump: My car has trans issues. Roper: I thought it was a dick Ishipwillowandhunter: oops Ishipwillowandhunter: I get it now Ishipwillowandhunter: was it not a dick? Ishipwillowandhunter: I thought he was just going inch by inch Neko_yeetus: Yes it was Neko_yeetus: Dick and balls Roper: Ficks are relative to the observer Neko_yeetus: In a mouth Dtrump: where was the cock tucked Roper: Nose Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm too emotionally dead tonight to be here Neko_yeetus: :( aw man Ishipwillowandhunter: it's as if being gay has affected my mental health Roper: What's the difference between a seatbelt and a condom? Neko_yeetus: Then don’t be gay Neko_yeetus: Flirt with a woman Roper: The seatbelt is more reliable Dtrump: 9 inch cock Ishipwillowandhunter: sup baby you looking fine as hell *whistles and rubs hands together* Roper: Babysitter? Neko_yeetus: Ya know sometimes that works Ishipwillowandhunter: Really? I'd be turned off immediately Neko_yeetus: I mean if you know then then yea Roper: On, off, in the end of the day someone will say o Dtrump: catcalling is overdone Ishipwillowandhunter: oh oh Ishipwillowandhunter: yeah no I was just meaning a random girl on the street Roper: Now OnlyFans fish-calling is in Ishipwillowandhunter: catcalling needs to come back Neko_yeetus: Oh no that doesn’t work often Roper: It's sexual harassment now Ishipwillowandhunter: is it? Roper: Try giving her $ 50 Dtrump: hookers are gay Ishipwillowandhunter: well now that's just prostitution Roper: Is it Rain69: tf is happening Neko_yeetus: I CAN BE A PROSTITUTE Dtrump: ok go work the corner Roper: At least I don't need to make any cringe flirt lines Rain69: should I not have come back? Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm actually not sure how I flirt Roper: Yeah Neko_yeetus: Bro my personality if flirty Roper: You can skip this by buying rolex-clocks Neko_yeetus: Unfortunately Neko_yeetus: Cause some people get the wrong idea Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm flirty but as a joke Roper: Or pearls-chains Neko_yeetus: And some people are oblivious Ishipwillowandhunter: yeah no I know what you mean Roper: What if I directly ask her:"Hey. What should I do to get you in bed?" Dtrump: Some girls are easy. Neko_yeetus: Ew Neko_yeetus: See my sexdrive is very high and ot Neko_yeetus: Why Did it send early Rain69: some girls overthink about the dumbest shit Roper: The 5 requirements of me having sex with you Neko_yeetus: I’m going to jump in a hole and stay there Roper: If one of them is "Be black", I know wmtaht trying any further is waste Neko_yeetus: Real Ishipwillowandhunter: . Ishipwillowandhunter: . Ishipwillowandhunter: . Ishipwillowandhunter: back babes Roper: We get it Iship Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh yeah? All 6 inches? Neko_yeetus: 0-0 Roper: Is it true that you wanted attention during the Whietrash debate? Neko_yeetus: Oh my god with that shit again Ishipwillowandhunter: I am somewhat of an attention whore, as well as a regular whore so maybe Neko_yeetus: I like being called a whore :) Roper: But you also think philosophical debates are pointless Neko_yeetus: I’m sorry I think I’m very sleepy Neko_yeetus: Or just bored and hyper Ishipwillowandhunter: You know, I think I have something that could wake you up ;) Ishipwillowandhunter: I feel it though Roper: Fair enough Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm very bored with lots of energy that you could help burn off *wink wink nudge nudge cum cum* Neko_yeetus: Huh 0.0 Roper: You have been in this chat for months. You know what this means Ishipwillowandhunter: Sex? Ishipwillowandhunter: Intercourse even? Neko_yeetus: Gasp Ishipwillowandhunter: Sorry I said a naughty word Roper: Gas is involved here since 1941 Neko_yeetus: No it’s a good word Neko_yeetus: A word I wish I could have rn T-T Ishipwillowandhunter: I mean I can give you a lot more than a word, if you know what I mean Roper: Oh I get it. You did philosophy bs just because you wanted roleplay Neko_yeetus: I will never erp again I just realized Ishipwillowandhunter: How is roleplay at all related to philosophy? I'm talking about the intricacies of life my mans Neko_yeetus: Cause a fool has taken my heart Ishipwillowandhunter: Same. It's boring. why though? Neko_yeetus: What a bitch Roper: You couldn't stand Whitetrashfucker talking about something which isn't horny Ishipwillowandhunter: No, I don't mind. The fact he wasn't horny just made me more determined, I like turning people on Neko_yeetus: I wonder if he’s awake Roper: You mentioned before like "Is this what I sound like when I do philosophy bs" Ishipwillowandhunter: It's almost sundress season boys Roper: So it's a tactic you're aware of. Ok so you just find Whitetrashfucker boring Ishipwillowandhunter: yeah, absolutely Roper: Case closed. Neko_yeetus: Yay I can wear my thigh highs and skirts againnn (anon): gay Ishipwillowandhunter: he is mind numbing. And not in a, I'm going to fuck you until you can't think for yourself way, but in a I want to kill myself listening to you way Dtrump: super gay Neko_yeetus: It’s so hot in my room why do clothes still restrict t me Dtrump: neurovirus 07:33 : ^ 07:34 : v Ishipwillowandhunter: You can make a sexual joke out of literally anything if you try. and yeah I feel like I'm suffocating, I feel the warm waves washing over me 07:34 : ^ 07:34 or after: Neko_yeetus: That’s it I’m taking off my clothes Neko_yeetus: My hoodie is no longer on Neko_yeetus: Much better 07:34 or after: ^ 16:31 : v Smv: Idk man Foap: me neither Foap: this ones a little bright for my taste Foap: and this one Smv: Color coded and ask azala Smv: Inspect browser Smv: How would you download pirate games? Foap: i perfer this color, i enjoy the purple & pinks because they look good on my bmw Foap: but back to blood red Foap: reminds me of my brothers helcat Foap: hellcat* Foap: i have no idea how to download games Smv: Up to me Foap: i tryed multiple times with this os shit but it doesnt want to work with me Smv: Rip os Foapalt: os is shit Sfv: why and what is os Foap: thats what chromebooks usually run on Sfv: I oly know Wizard from Oz Sfv: I have hp notebook Sfv: say-no-more.torrent Rouge_killer: NIGGA Rouge_killer: IS A NIGGA Rouge_killer: THATS A NIGGER Rouge_killer: WHOS A NIGGA Rouge_killer: WHOS A NUGGA Rouge_killer: WHOS A NUGGET Foap: lil niglet Foap: thats your rouge Foap: lmao Foap: bye crack head Raul_menendez: hi Inasg_no: I can't do it Inasg_no: . Raul_menendez: mew Raul_menendez: hi inasg (^^)/ Rouge_killer: hi tay Rouge_killer: what cant you do Rouge_killer: get railed? Toxicego357: Balls Ishipwillowandhunter: Hey peeps Honey_bun_: hello Inasg_no: Rouge_killer: hi tay Rouge_killer: what cant you do Rouge_killer: get railed? Inasg_no: shut up you got kissed once and bragged about it for days on end so keep quiet Honey_bun_: oop Froggy49: hiiiiiiiiii Inasg_no: froggy Honey_bun_: I'm the real one Honey_bun_: don't play Inasg_no: i know lol Froggy49: I'm not honey bun I'm froggy Biped2008: Hello Biped2008: meep Biped2008: ? Elijah48: I think I'm gonna bomb the white house Biped2008: lemme join Elijah48: ofc Biped2008: he he Elijah48: I have 32 confirmed std' Elijah48: *std's Biped2008: i am patient zero for 385 std’s Elijah48: lmao I can't Roper: Not The White House Biped2008: Greape Roper: Leave White House alone Elijah48: white house go big BOOM Biped2008: ever seen “White House down”? Elijah48: LMFAO Biped2008: ha ha Signig: Bro switchin it out with the pentagon Biped2008: 9/11 Signig: HE HIT THE RECTANGLE!! Elijah48: 9/11 pt 2 fr Biped2008: he ha Biped2008: meep Cinder_: man no tox :< Hamsamich343: guys Hamsamich343: guys Hamsamich343: guys Hamsamich343: guys Cinder_: wut Hamsamich343: hi Cinder_: hi Hamsamich343: I just failed a math test very badly Roper: Now who cares? Hamsamich343: nobody Roper: Sorry Cinder_: wow Roper: Can you post your math-test in chat Hamsamich343: how Roper: snap it Hamsamich343: I haven't got it back yet I just know I failed because I did one problem and turned it in Roper: You solved just one equation? Hamsamich343: that shit made no sense Hamsamich343: yeah Roper: like the reason why your parents created you Hamsamich343: exactly Roper: for every problem , there's a solution mostly Hamsamich343: mostly Roper: wheres Whitetrashfucker when we needed him? Hamsamich343: who Roper: Hes the smartest but also the rudest chatter here Hamsamich343: ah Hamsamich343: makes sense then Roper: Maybe we can help? Hamsamich343: no I'm fine with failing this class Idgaf anymore really Roper: Same Sannkaed: bro Sannkaed: bein the school plug Roper: Studying causes most burnouts Sannkaed: has its benefits Sannkaed: people NOTICE when u sober Sannkaed: and like Roper: Like getting your butt plugged Hamsamich343: congratulate you Sannkaed: everybody been lettin me chief they shit Sannkaed: im gassed Cinder_: this shit is gas batman Roper: So you're the school police? Sannkaed: opposite Roper: He steals and sells goods? Frieswithchicken: Bruh Roper: The plug connects to other drug dealers Inasg_no: Bck Roper: Whats a School plug? 16:31 : ^ 16:39 : v Cinder_: like the school drug dealer i think Roper: https://slangsensei.com/street-slang-plug/ : "‘plug’ refers to a person who has a direct connection or source for obtaining illegal goods or substances." SHOW IMAGE Fartblaster: yo Roper: Sannkaed is plug Cinder_: boreeed Roper: It means he might have Rolex (anon): E Roper: Nah that's too unlikely 16:39 : ^ sometime at 20:58 : v Izzy_blight: Well i'll catch you later then sometime at 20:58 : ^ at 20:39 : v Dtrump: shit rough they 20:59 : ^ 2024/03/21 05:00 : v Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh really (anon): Yes Generic: no porn thats my only requirement Izzy_blight: And you won't be mine, don't worry about it Grds: little old toodle fuck Heheheh: Hh Izzy_blight: As soon as AJ gets on I'm I'm going to tell him something and then I'm leaving Ishipwillowandhunter: Why do you keep trying to act like I did anything? My faults exist purely in your head Grds: does anyone have coinslot eyes Izzy_blight: I've had enough of this shit Ishipwillowandhunter: Well Dtrump: send nudes Ishipwillowandhunter: okay then, if you think that's best Izzy_blight: Why do you keep trying to act like I'm saying human being who you can reason with Heheheh: Send nude Highwayapartment: wtf Izzy_blight: a sane Grds: send dudes Izzy_blight: Fuck Lazurus: https://i.redd.it/kg5aacyvyua51.jpg SHOW IMAGE Ishipwillowandhunter: So you recognize just how bad you're being yet you still say you're being taken advantage of and you're being used and you're being hurt and I'm sure you are but holy duck you have done all of this Lazurus: my fucking eyeeeeeesssssss Izzy_blight: Oh you did something all right Izzy_blight: You want me to to tell you what it is Ishipwillowandhunter: Sure Grds: STOP SENDING GOD DAMN FAT FUCKING WHALES THAT TAKE UP MY COMPUTERS STORAGE Heheheh: Stop sending obese whale Izzy_blight: You fucked my one true love right in front of me Ishipwillowandhunter: Ew laz wtf my laptop just fell through the bed Ishipwillowandhunter: No? Izzy_blight: And I don't care what your definition of fucking is but that's mine Ishipwillowandhunter: I did no such thing Grds: POV caseohs wife Izzy_blight: I I I watched the exact same shit two years ago Izzy_blight: It felt like shit back then and it felt worse now Lazurus: fr grds Ishipwillowandhunter: Me speaking to AJ is fucking her..? Grds: yes Heheheh: wtf are you guys talking about Izzy_blight: In the way that you did yes Heheheh: Ima go Ishipwillowandhunter: Man you should've sewn last night then Ishipwillowandhunter: I spoke as I would to anyone given free reign Izzy_blight: Oh you fucking piece of shit Heheheh: Bye Ishipwillowandhunter: AJ isn't anything special. She's just nice to talk to and she's there Lazurus: cya micheal jackson Izzy_blight: You're just doing this on purpose now Izzy_blight: How long have you been doing this on purpose for Izzy_blight: You backstabbing motherfucker Izzy_blight: I trusted you Izzy_blight: I told you everything Izzy_blight: everything Izzy_blight: This is the most important moment of my life and and I cannot afford to fuck it up Ishipwillowandhunter: Uh well i started being an asshole 30 seconds ago when I said that but yk Izzy_blight: And you are making this so much harder than it has to be Ishipwillowandhunter: Why is it the most important? Izzy_blight: The last thing I need is you riling me up and making me freak out in front of AJ like you've been doing Lazurus: I'm scared why are mom and dad fighting Ishipwillowandhunter: IVE NOT DONE ANYTHING Izzy_blight: did you really just ask me that Izzy_blight: I thought you understood Ishipwillowandhunter: I've spoken as I would normally and you freaked out on your own Ishipwillowandhunter: No blame is mine Izzy_blight: I thought we had something Izzy_blight: And you turned around and hold me all of it was a lie Ishipwillowandhunter: Sorry baby, go back to your room. Mom just had a little too much wine and thinks I'm flirting with the neighbor Izzy_blight: I don't even know who you are anymore Izzy_blight: Shut your mouth you horrific abomination Ishipwillowandhunter: Only because you started acting like this Izzy_blight: I don't even feel that bad about screaming at you anymore Ishipwillowandhunter: Aww, bet you say that to all the girls Izzy_blight: I act like this because I have a mental illness you fucking asshole Izzy_blight: Stop acting like I can control myself Ishipwillowandhunter: Okay? Izzy_blight: You you know I can't Ishipwillowandhunter: So stop trying to put shit on me Izzy_blight: I don't want this Izzy_blight: Jesus fuck Izzy_blight: I don't even have a response because I I know I'm wrong Izzy_blight: That's the thing I know I'm wrong Izzy_blight: You don't have to tell me Izzy_blight: I just do what I do anyway and whatever you say to me won't fucking matter Ishipwillowandhunter: And stop acting like this is purely the result of whatever mental illness you have. Considering your previous feelings for her and everything leading up to niw, you would've been upset and jealous anyways Izzy_blight: Yep and you you knew that Izzy_blight: And yet you still Ishipwillowandhunter: Your mental illnesses just give you a somewhat logical way to be an asshole Izzy_blight: Oh you fuck Izzy_blight: I should have known from the start Izzy_blight: You're all against me Izzy_blight: The entire world is my enemy Izzy_blight: And I will kill every last one of you Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmaoo Izzy_blight: And don't laugh at me you heartless piece of shit Izzy_blight: I loved you like a son Izzy_blight: I still I still do Izzy_blight: And I still want to Izzy_blight: What the fuck happened to you Generic: i see one image was sent Generic: and it was a fat bitch Izzy_blight: You say my mental illness gives me an excuse to be an asshole Yours does the same Ishipwillowandhunter: Haha Gen Ishipwillowandhunter: No Ishipwillowandhunter: You being an asshole gives me an excuse to be an asshole Izzy_blight: No no it does not Ishipwillowandhunter: As far as diagnoses go, I have no mental illnesses Ishipwillowandhunter: No, it does Ishipwillowandhunter: If you hadn't been the way you were the past few days Ishipwillowandhunter: I wouldn't have been like this Izzy_blight: Uh-huh sure Lazurus: https://media3.giphy.com/media/xTiTnoHt2NwerFMsCI/giphy.gif SHOW IMAGE Ishipwillowandhunter: And "this" is just me refusing to accept blame and refusing to get back into the box that makes you comfortable Izzy_blight: You're almost as crazy as me Izzy_blight: And we both know that Izzy_blight: Yep Izzy_blight: This is you hurting me on purpose Izzy_blight: that's what this is Izzy_blight: I sacrificed so much for you Ishipwillowandhunter: And now you're trying to use the fact that I might have a mental illness to justify my behavior and yours Izzy_blight: And this is what I get Ishipwillowandhunter: No, no it isn't Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm not trying g to hurt you Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm just not conforming to your specific needs Izzy_blight: and and why won't you Izzy_blight: I thought we was family Ishipwillowandhunter: Because I don't need to? Because I don't want to? Because I'm tired of it? Izzy_blight: Well I hope it's worth it Izzy_blight: I I have to say you picked the absolute worst time for this Izzy_blight: Why couldn't it have been 2 months ago Izzy_blight: or 2 months from now Izzy_blight: Why right now Izzy_blight: At the most important time Izzy_blight: Jesus fuck Lazurus: I'm scared why Mommy and Daddy fighting Izzy_blight: Me being like this made you be like this and you being like this makes me be like this.What is this bullshit Izzy_blight: What is this paradoxical self-feeding fucking bullshit Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm sorry baby. Ill call grandma and have her pick you up Izzy_blight: God Jesus fuck Ishipwillowandhunter: Its not paradoxical if it has a clear start and end Izzy_blight: All these months. I thought we were in this together Izzy_blight: I love you more than anything in this world you prick Ishipwillowandhunter: We were until a few days ago Ishipwillowandhunter: In order for you to not be like this Izzy_blight: Yeah when you decidedto start this Ishipwillowandhunter: I would've had to be completely silent while AJ was here Izzy_blight: You did something that you knew I wouldn't be able to forgive you for Ishipwillowandhunter: And I really don't want to do that Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh, oh Ishipwillowandhunter: And she would have to fit into your little comfort box as well Izzy_blight: Yes it's not fair for any of us Izzy_blight: It's a bunch of bullshit Lazurus: https://media.tenor.com/images/77184f7f41be2027ad49e9cb15209aad/tenor.gif SHOW IMAGE Izzy_blight: I'm fucked Lazurus: gyaaatttt damn that gerbal going at it Izzy_blight: Oh I really was hoping it didn't have to end like this Ishipwillowandhunter: Holy fuck Izzy_blight: But it's March 2024 and there's nothing but disaster Ishipwillowandhunter: Laz where can I find that gerbil Izzy_blight: So much shit has happened in like 2 weeks Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm curious Izzy_blight: I am overloaded with this fucking shit Ishipwillowandhunter: What are you going to do once you leave? Izzy_blight: I don't I don't know you tell me Izzy_blight: What do you think I'm going to do Izzy_blight: Nothing.I'm going to sit here and cry Izzy_blight: Thanks for all the memoriesthat I can never erase Ishipwillowandhunter: You're going to get a job and start going on runs in the morning and eating healthy and staying away from the internet for most if the day Izzy_blight: Yes that was the plan Ishipwillowandhunter: Good Izzy_blight: I don't know how I'm I'm going to find the strength nowto do that Faggyfagalicious: Yo Izzy_blight: I've lost everything Faggyfagalicious: Yo Izzy_blight: The few things I had Suidepra: Yo Toe_minator: E Toe_minator: E Toe_minator: E Lazurus: eat dicks Izzy_blight: I wish you understood what this feels like Izzy_blight: Not that you would have any empathy for me regardless I'm sure Rain69: heyyy Lazurus: hey rain help they fighting again Ishipwillowandhunter: No, I wouldn't. I have nothing to lose, meanwhile you built up false realities inside of your head that just got broken down Ishipwillowandhunter: Heyy Izzy_blight: If our roles were flipped you'd be acting the same way Ishipwillowandhunter: How so? Izzy_blight: Don't act like you're better than me you condescending Izzy_blight: Because it's compulsive Izzy_blight: I'm acting like this because I have to Ishipwillowandhunter: If I were you down to every last detail then of fucking course Izzy_blight: Yep Ishipwillowandhunter: No you don't Izzy_blight: You'd hate me just as much as I hate you right now Ishipwillowandhunter: Yes because you'd bend and I'd be you Ishipwillowandhunter: What is this scenario Ishipwillowandhunter: It makes no sense Rain69: what is happening Izzy_blight: I have never been more furious in my life Ishipwillowandhunter: You're describing a reality that is practically the same Lazurus: idk but I'm scared Ishipwillowandhunter: Mommy had a little too much wine, Kei Izzy_blight: I don't even know how what you're saying anymore Ishipwillowandhunter: Good Izzy_blight: You think you're so much better than me don't you you piece of shit Rain69: i dont like wine Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm getting a tiny bit tired of being here Ishipwillowandhunter: Honestly yeah Izzy_blight: Oh tell me about it Ishipwillowandhunter: I enjoy the superiority Izzy_blight: Yep I figured Izzy_blight: This isn't you Rain69: i like beer and shots Izzy_blight: You're just as sick as I am Izzy_blight: You're having an episode.A longer one than usual Ishipwillowandhunter: It's a similar feeling to be dominant sexually Izzy_blight: I don't hate you for it but I hate you right now Izzy_blight: Yep I'm sure it is Ishipwillowandhunter: No? There's no episode lmao Izzy_blight: You love torturing me don't you Izzy_blight: Keep lying yourself Marty Ishipwillowandhunter: No not at all Ishipwillowandhunter: There's no Marty baby Izzy_blight: Yep there's just you and that fucking worm in your brain Izzy_blight: and in my brain Izzy_blight: Are worms are stealing us from each other Izzy_blight: I hate this so much Ishipwillowandhunter: This is you torturing yourself and me reacting in a way that's best for me to hand out Rain69: i have to go soon T^T Ishipwillowandhunter: No the worms in mine are asleep Ishipwillowandhunter: Aww :( Ishipwillowandhunter: Its alright Izzy_blight: What the fuck are you even saying Ishipwillowandhunter: I should go now too Izzy_blight: What does that mean Rain69: no Izzy_blight: Yeah run away you your little bitch Ishipwillowandhunter: I need to work out a little bit before my parents getback Izzy_blight: piss me off and then run away Izzy_blight: Aren't you a fucking saint Izzy_blight: God you're you remind me of me Generic: yo Izzy_blight: And that is the worst insult I can bestow on anyone Generic: im havin a actual engineer mix my vocals for dis Izzy_blight: What the hell am I even talking about Ishipwillowandhunter: Shut the fuck up, I'm not running away I'm ignoring what is nothing more than annoying fly in my ear. Generic: not releasing tn Lazurus: gen the sample was fire my guy Ishipwillowandhunter: Wait gen fr? Izzy_blight: You are the most annoying piece of shit I have ever met Generic: ye Izzy_blight: You love me you hate me Ishipwillowandhunter: No, I feel nothing at all towards you other than pity Izzy_blight: I don't know who you are Rain69: i hate that i have a hangover Izzy_blight: Yeah I know Izzy_blight: I I highly doubt you even feel that Ishipwillowandhunter: And good shit Gen. Original was great, lemme hear the new version when its done Izzy_blight: Otherwise you'd at least try to be a tiny bit nice to me right now Generic: its the dude who made the beat Generic: i jus sent it to him so he knew wut i did wit it Izzy_blight: This is freaking unbelievable Generic: then he offered to mix for me Ishipwillowandhunter: No. I genuinely feel bad for you but not bad enough to care how I'm acting towards you Ishipwillowandhunter: Niceee Izzy_blight: I need to stop Izzy_blight: I need to accept that you're not yourself Izzy_blight: I need to be nicer Izzy_blight: But I cannot bring myself to Izzy_blight: I have had enough of this Ishipwillowandhunter: I am? You're not yourself. Or maybe this is you. If so then... I don't knoe Ishipwillowandhunter: This is me, Izzy. Izzy_blight: Yeah the worst part of you Lazurus: Lux: but not yet. i have 364 days to bag a baddie 8th grader Lux: or scout the youngins for potential. Ishipwillowandhunter: Spawn camp their asses, pick one out and then wait till they're 18 Lux: frfr Lux: wait outside the preschool Ishipwillowandhunter: If you see a redhead lemme know Izzy_blight: I can't wait for itto go away again Izzy_blight: This is the worst part of me too Izzy_blight: I hope we can we can both stop this soon Izzy_blight: I don't want this anymore Izzy_blight: God is really testing me this time Rain69: yk if you think about what we dont want is always what we end up getting Lazurus: yes Izzy_blight: Oh that is certainly true Izzy_blight: This month is a prime example of that Izzy_blight: I've gotten everything I never wanted Izzy_blight: Well I got one thing I wanted Izzy_blight: But it isn't going so well Izzy_blight: I'm at the end of my rope Ishipwillowandhunter: Yes but your own mind ruined it for you Izzy_blight: Yep Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm getting restless and this is a little annoying Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm going to go now, be back in 20 maybe? Izzy_blight: See you in hell Izzy_blight: Sorry Ishipwillowandhunter: Whenever I finish or if my parents get back then never Ishipwillowandhunter: Nah you'll be there by yourself Izzy_blight: I don't know how our relationship is ever going to recover from this Izzy_blight: This will end eventually.But when it happens I have no idea what is going to happen Izzy_blight: This is the first time I've been genuinely hurt by one of your episodes Izzy_blight: I don't know how we're going to move on from this.I can overlook a lot of things but I don't know how to overlook this Izzy_blight: I'm sure I'll figure it out Izzy_blight: And of course the smug prick left already. I wasn't finished with him Izzy_blight: Well that certainly drained me of something. I'm going to go charge my laptop and I'll be I'll be back Lazurus: I'm scared Lazurus: I'm all alone now finally Lazurus: just me and my thoughts Lazurus: my gay gay thoughts Jrock: Hi Lazurus: oh hey jrock Jrock: How art thou Dtrump: fuckoff Lazurus: thine mind is an enigma of never ending gayness Jrock: Ok? Lazurus: damn trumps on the coocoo juice again Dtrump: he's a piece of shit Lazurus: he's chill Jrock: Wtf Dtrump: no he's not Lazurus: Well I don't know what your experience with him is but all the experiences I've had with them he's been pretty chill Dtrump: he hrass Lazurus: aight Lazurus: why do you say that trump Lazurus: laggg Dtrump: piece of shit was mean to her Lazurus: who were they mean to? Dtrump: I cant ay Lazurus: ah ok well what I've experienced with them has been ok so I'll judge them off what their actions are to me Dtrump: dont Lazurus: I'm going to go against your judgement if Im wrong then you can say you told me so until then chill out my guy Neko_yeetus: Helo Lazurus: hey neko Neko_yeetus: Hii Dtrump: gay Raul_menendez: what have I missed? Lazurus: not much raul Raul_menendez: alright Lazurus: how ya been today aj Neko_yeetus: Not bad currently playing the forest Lazurus: oh I love that game Neko_yeetus: Yes I got ass rapped by 6 mutants at once and now my house has exploded Raul_menendez: good here hbu? Neko_yeetus: Raped* Raul_menendez: never played it watched streams of it tho Lazurus: meh I've been gay so good Neko_yeetus: Autocorrect doesn’t like rape Lazurus: no it doesnt Lazurus: I like the fact that you can deforest the whole island Dtrump: I rant trape you Lazurus: me? Raul_menendez: send what's his name to chop down every tree in the forest Lazurus: I think I'm going to try and play it on my oculus Dtrump: play with my cock Lazurus: bet Generic: ima film a music video 4 dis one Dtrump: I'm killing myself Generic: waitin til me n nohellody link Generic: so we can film 1 for corner store too Generic: also 2nd account for archived and throwaway songs if yall into that https://soundcloud.com/r0tt1ngg SHOW IMAGE Lazurus: I'll take a listen to it my dude last sample was fire tho keep it up Generic: all the songs on this account suck Generic: there were jus ppl who wanted certain songs that i refused to put on main page Generic: https://soundcloud.com/gensackler SHOW IMAGE Generic: this is my actual acc if u wna listen Lazurus: bet Ishipwillowandhunter: Hello friending Lazurus: heya mich Dtrump: chicken cunt Lazurus: I'll eat your count trump Lazurus: cunt* Dtrump: I'm killing myself remember Lazurus: that wont stop me Generic: yo mich Generic: i made 2nd acc for throwaways and archived songs Dtrump: naked Lazurus: yeah I am how did you know Dtrump: penis Neko_yeetus: We woo sorry I’m back Generic: got that pharmacy odor Generic: i smell like a fkn pill bottle Lazurus: I love those and wb aj Lazurus: I love the smell of a fresh opened pill bottle Generic: this prolly my best song lyrcism-wise too Lazurus: ljadfg;kjkarpgher[iuhg[iauerugr\ Lazurus: I hate lag Ishipwillowandhunter: . Lazurus: whats up mich Dtrump: ihu Generic: i was hopin this mf would sent it back tn Generic: ion think its happenin tho Generic: i wna release ts so bad Ishipwillowandhunter: Heyy Ishipwillowandhunter: AJ been here? Izzy? Lazurus: yeah aj's been here not Izzy tho Dtrump: nope havnt Dtrump: seen em Ishipwillowandhunter: Thanks, okay. I'll be on more in a bit Lazurus: Shit imagine 200 years of being locked in a fridge just screaming for help and then some random guy in a wasteland saves you and themselves you into fucking slavery Neko_yeetus: Bewoop Lazurus: heya aj Neko_yeetus: Hi lol Lazurus: how are ya also mich wanted ya Generic: warzone mobile finally out Generic: im bouta fuk ts up Ishipwillowandhunter: . Ishipwillowandhunter: Needed Ishipwillowandhunter: *hereeeee Lazurus: hey mich wb Dtrump: masturbate Lazurus: I'm trying if you would help Whitetrashfucker: Whelp Whitetrashfucker: I’m here Lazurus: what's up my guy Whitetrashfucker: But far less verbose tonight I promise Whitetrashfucker: Killed it at work today feeling good Whitetrashfucker: You? Ishipwillowandhunter: . Lazurus: nah your good and I just finished doing taxes for the first time at 17 Whitetrashfucker: Yeah ain’t they fun? Whitetrashfucker: Ugh Lazurus: they fucking suck and I don't even get money back this year cuz I didn't "make enough" even though I made 5,000 Whitetrashfucker: Watching a documentary about submarine disasters and eating dinner Lazurus: that sounds fun I'm watching horrific Livestream incidents and they just mentioned pewds Whitetrashfucker: LOL we have different tastes :) Lazurus: differences are fun without them life's boring Whitetrashfucker: True that I dated a chick once who liked all the same shit I did to a point where it was actually boring for both of us Lazurus: I hate when that happens Whitetrashfucker: We just talked about it openly after a few weeks of dating and stayed friends Lazurus: well I'm glad it worked out Whitetrashfucker: We never fucked so that helped Lazurus: lol true Whitetrashfucker: That was back in the day where you actually had to romance a chick lol Dtrump: fuck you Whitetrashfucker: These days if you are a Chad bitches will bring you dinner to your place and then give it up on the first date Whitetrashfucker: Just pathetic Lazurus: I like that its easier now mostly cuz the freaky ones are the harder to get nowadays Whitetrashfucker: Just go on Fetlife Dtrump: feetbinder Whitetrashfucker: Is that still around? I am vanilla lol but I have freaky friends and they mentioned it awhile back Lazurus: yeah feetfinder is still around though I'm not really into feet soo Dtrump: breedersareus Whitetrashfucker: Fetlife was for fetishes of all sorts that are legal Dtrump: So where do you find illegal fetishes? Whitetrashfucker: Dark web Whitetrashfucker: Heh that killed the chat Lazurus: No just nothing interesting is happening Whitetrashfucker: Lots interesting is happening in the world Lazurus: yeah and its all stupid Whitetrashfucker: Not true Whitetrashfucker: These are amazing times Lazurus: ok I'll give you that Whitetrashfucker: Www.humanprogress.org Whitetrashfucker: Submarines should have a jacking off room Lazurus: yeah so when you implode you can have one last wank before Whitetrashfucker: Just months and months at sea I mean a man has to release Whitetrashfucker: Don’t make it a shameful thing hidden Whitetrashfucker: Have a little room with hand wipes and towels and a few fleshlights and laptops with internet access Whitetrashfucker: Schedule it Lazurus: fr though Whitetrashfucker: I mean fr each man would have his own fleshlight lol Whitetrashfucker: Who would share lol ew Lazurus: nah make em share we have budget cuts Whitetrashfucker: I feel like we could get that funding Lazurus: who is going to fund fleshlight for submariners Lazurus: that needs a damn go fund me page Whitetrashfucker: Joe Rogan Lazurus: your right he would Dtrump: ok gau Lazurus: anyways what's the weirdest things you guys have seen Dtrump: my cock Lazurus: damn its the weirdest thing I've seen too Rain69: wsg party animals Ishipwillowandhunter: . Rain69: MICH (anon): bitvh Lazurus: https://babelia.libraryofbabel.info/slideshow.html SHOW IMAGE Dtrump: kill it 2024/03/21 06:00 : ^ 2024/03/21 06:12 : v Lazurus: www.insecam.com Rain69: the green man is back Lazurus: wb michy Dtrump: your dad is a beaner Ishipwillowandhunter: yo laz you here? Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't have a lot of time rn but I need to ask you something important Lazurus: what's up sorry I was doing sum horny Izzy_blight: Since when are you two so close? Dtrump: there gay Lazurus: oh we arent Lazurus: well not the gay part but the close part Dtrump: in each others stinkholes Lazurus: trump I will put my dick in your stink hole if you don't calm down Dtrump: no dont Lazurus: I'm going to if you don't chill Lazurus: does anyone have the funky town vid from 2012 Lazurus: not the music video but the massacre vid Dtrump: that's a scary vid lol Lazurus: I've seen it once but I haven't been able to find it again is why I was asking Izzy_blight: Why would you want to see it again Izzy_blight: Why would you even want to see it once Dtrump: For guts. Rain69: anyine else just luaighing at the wall Lazurus: meh why not I've seen people be electrocuted hacked up shot blown up hung a lot of fucked shit Izzy_blight: I remember now why I don't feel comfortable with you Lazurus: I grew up in a funeral home so I'm just used to death it doesn't disturb me Izzy_blight: Wow. uh. All right then Izzy_blight: As long as you're not showing it to anyone else then you do you Lazurus: I wouldn't do that to people who don't want to see it Dtrump: I have seen shotugun blasts to the head. Roper: Why do some Shops refised to be paid with cash? Rain69: rawr~ Lazurus: oh yeah those ones are messy my uncle killed himself like that we just sold the house he lived in because there was way too much brain matter everywhere Dtrump: damn Roper: Killing urself is mainstream Izzy_blight: Jesus Christ I hate this place so much. And I hate even more that people I care about are here all the time sharing a space with this shit Roper: You could say your grandpa was a smart guy that matters Dtrump: killing yourself is weak Lazurus: true trump Roper: Was Hitler weak? Lazurus: the worst death I've seen in person was a guy trying to cut off a semi then he fell off his bike and got his head crushed like a grape Roper: Imagine seeing it in person Dtrump: you could Lazurus: I want a smoke I'll brb Izzy_blight: I don't want any of you around either of my babies Roper: Smoke that Izzy_blight: If I could make them leave I would Lazurus: I'm not doing anything but sharing experiences atleast I'm not fucking dogs Roper: I see a bright future ahead of your sons Izzy_blight: Whatever you say buddy Izzy_blight: For the record I have never fucked a dog and I never plan to Roper: It's crazy to think that where I drive to school, the ppl on the opposite direction are heading home Lazurus: same here lets hope it stays that way kiddo Izzy_blight: Don't call me kiddo I'm probably older than you Izzy_blight: Handsome jack looking ass Lazurus: I'm 17 and with that reference I'm sure I am Roper: https://files.catbox.moe/hnc5wg.mp4 SHOW IMAGE Izzy_blight: Of course Ishipwillowandhunter: lmaoo Roper: Who of you played cards against humanity? Ishipwillowandhunter: worst death I've ever seen was an insane person go at a little kid with a sickle Lazurus: also I hated that fucking asshole the worst character in borderlands ever Roper: Poor sickle got banned by discord mod Izzy_blight: Jesus fucking Christ Lazurus: that would be fucked up Roper: I know, right? Izzy_blight: I would sleep so much easier at night if this fucking place didn't exist Lazurus: witnessing that in person jesus Dtrump: its cool Roper: Maybe Catnap can help you sleep Rain69: is my head supposed to hurt after 6 shots Lazurus: nah just mix bleach and rubbing alcohol then you got night night juice Roper: Does that alcohol have to be rubbed? Izzy_blight: Sometimes I feel like I'm the only sane person on here. Then I remember I scream at people for talking about boners. Roper: The sane ones are outside this chat Lazurus: all ya gotta do is refine it and yes I'm not getting into the clorophorm making process cuz legal reasons Rain69: https://www.youtube.com/shorts/vXdSyoMSZpk SHOW IMAGE Lazurus: true roper Roper: I am glad someone cares about the constitution Lazurus: but if they say their sane their lying Roper: How can we test this sanity? Covershoot: hello Rain69: no one answered my question Covershoot: i just got here Roper: https://www.lambdatest.com/learning-hub/sanity-testing SHOW IMAGE Lazurus: I'm going to get into cartel execution vids now and no weakling Lazurus: lightweight* Roper: Not one answered mine Rain69: T^T Roper: What's your question Dtrump: tit weiner Lance: Evening folks Dtrump: tit weiner licker Izzy_blight: I'm pretty sure AJ isn't going to get on tonight to see all this. Thank God. At least I can take comfort in one thing Lazurus: anyways lets get off the death topic what's your fav borderlands character and they've been on here Covershoot: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=62M5hrh-kbA&t=5420s&ab_channel=TERAVIBE SHOW IMAGE Roper: When you're too depressed to repeat your question : Rain69 Rain69: am i going to die is the main question Lazurus: not now but yes Lance: death cannot take u without ur consent Roper: In the future, yes ofc. Why should you be the exception? Covershoot: death comes without exception Roper: Universe will end so good luck, immortal Rain69: or overdose Lance: death has an exception Dtrump: overdose on cum Roper: underdose on oxygen Lazurus: anyways I gtg love y'all all you goobers cya guys later Dougthediaperguy: hey im back Rain69: ber Lance: meet the immortal jellyfish Roper: Lance. I got you. Dtrump: gay Izzy_blight: For the first time I think I'm honestly considering just cutting my losses and finally giving up on coming here full time Roper: Great choice Lance: yea this place kinda is dying Rain69: likr mody ppl Roper: Like my sanity Lance: or my bird Izzy_blight: in all honesty I probably still won't but it's a tempting thought. Now more than ever before Roper: we don't talk about the burd (anon): what (anon): people actually talk here? Roper: Yes. Foap (anon): FOAP Rain69: yers (anon): Sadly Izzy_blight: Unfortunately yes they do Lance: foap? Roper: Ok you are t foap Spider: Cool Spider: haev fun Roper: There's no fun Izzy_blight: Zero fun Izzy_blight: Fun score is zero Roper: -100% fun Izzy_blight: Just like my score on the intelligence test Roper: Should I die? Lance: My brain is smoother than michael jackson Izzy_blight: Depends, are you a Nazi Lance: perhaps, are u a cnut? Roper: Depends, who were the good guys? Izzy_blight: Yes I am. The Jimmy's Roper: I am part of The Jimmys Izzy_blight: I beat the crap out of jimmy every Sunday Roper: It's depressing Lance: i out pizza the hut every month Roper: They keep respawning Izzy_blight: April is the cruelest month Izzy_blight: December never remembers Roper: I almost lost virginity Izzy_blight: July squirted ketchup in my eye Lance: we dont even talk about NNN Roper: NigNigNig? Lance: NOOOO Roper: Maybe Izzy_blight: My heart is caving in Lance: why? Roper: Let her carvel Izzy_blight: I can't think of anything but Jimmy Roper: Jimmy Newtron Lance: jimmy johns? Izzy_blight: I have set goals for myself that I cannot fulfill Roper: Like leaving thsi cursed place forever? Izzy_blight: But I refuse to give up on them on the grounds of principle Izzy_blight: Oh much more important than that Roper: which grounds Izzy_blight: My own sanity means nothing Izzy_blight: cemetery grounds Izzy_blight: Where Jimmy lives Lance: yeah, the reason im still here is cause im too much of a coward Izzy_blight: I'm here because I just don't know any better Roper: Cemetery over sanity. Yet in America, let's call it Ceyards Izzy_blight: I'm very stupid and very insane Lance: like harley quinn Izzy_blight: Yep except not attractive Ishipwillowandhunter: I can't find my pocket knife :( Ishipwillowandhunter: I just spent like 40 minutes looking for it and it's nowhere Izzy_blight: Michael I swear to fucking God Lance: debatable Izzy_blight: Good I hope you lost it Ishipwillowandhunter: It has a mini pair of scissors, that's why I wanted it Izzy_blight: Oh I'm sorry Izzy_blight: I would still rather you not have it for obvious reasons Roper: It's ok to be in chat as long as you don't overdo it Neko_yeetus: Hello I’m back Izzy_blight: I overdo everything I shouldn't do and underdo everything I should Izzy_blight: Hello welcome how are you doing Lance: Le yawn 2024/03/20 06:12 : ^ 2024/03/21 18:21 : v Neko_yeetus: I am doing okay Neko_yeetus: How are you Izzy_blight: Very good. I'm absolutely horrible but I think I have finally made a decision Neko_yeetus: On? Rain69: hbrryjukilo Izzy_blight: I think I'm going to have to stop coming here so much Prob: Hey yall Toxicego357: Yo Prob: What’s up Prob: https://ht-small.centrofiles.com/h3/uHZpsVs9AaApNLvDJDFOlmh6mj8EF6lsTyPTTBhl0ADWNasPnUXyOhz2vd-pchqec4ijkm2AF6bxqTAkKIRXAEbtIbJ--KsbtIf4thtiQWqzgQtvA8vvpch9-GCKV8YwJF3.1Pzj9DfZx37adpJu-m6Fu1mGR6xD.oJKPQKFjRCETNk5VZgLgpyYKTRmI.Jd-lFTID7YzuaO92jsJeddagqiScf-7Vbt63iID9HTuAUrOFFcEzyCYzpSrG3DdNA0QlfYQN8iTLQ7Eu0J2B3scQSD0FhBU5uXF5WQx2ql4g4=/w550i.jpg SHOW IMAGE Toxicego357: Nothin much Jeffreymoro: I am going to lose my job because I was 30 mins gone. How can I defend myself? Toxicego357: Dont. Take the "L" Jeffreymoro: The L is already coming. Tomorrow, the boss will talk to me Prob: Fuck I’m bored Jeffreymoro: He and my supervisor says about "Considering different options" yet how should I explain my dad that this isn't a job loss Toxicego357: Oh... your fucked Toxicego357: idk Jeffreymoro: Am I that fucked? Isn't there a way out? Toxicego357: Not that im aware of Jeffreymoro: cmon who didn't sat too long in toilet as they were tired. Pls show mercy boss Toxicego357: :/ Toxicego357: im gonna stay outta this Jeffreymoro: You're already out. I am the victim here in this system Sannkaed: bro Sannkaed: im so fucking ripped now Jeffreymoro: Ok I should tell them taht I was in toilet and ok maybe I should eat more sugar to get more energy, yet it was break as I go to toilet so do I have to ask like in Kindergarten? Sannkaed: just deadlifted 475 Sannkaed: and repped 250 22 times Jeffreymoro: Would you fire someone because they say too long in toilet twice? Sannkaed: im a freak of nature Sannkaed: jeffery Sannkaed: i would fire someone if they were in the toilet yes Jeffreymoro: Yeah Sann is ripped and connector Sannkaed: if they were using the toilet though, thats no issue. Jeffreymoro: If they were tired and didn't slept well? Just for 10 mins? Jeffreymoro: Ok. What would be for the boss-convincing reasons to being gone from workplace? Jeffreymoro: Well, I am surprised that the chat did took my concerns seriously at all. Thanks for saying that I did messed up. Jeffreymoro: Better toilet breaks than sick leave like my other co-workers, just sayin Toxicego357: gtg Jeffreymoro: Sannkaed, I believe in more humane bosses, who accepts being 5 mins late because one man can't control the entire traffic Sannkaed: what job do you hold Rain69: hey Jeffreymoro: Also I saw a lot of other ppl chilling in toilet too, so why only focusing on me Jeffreymoro: Garden helper if that's what it's called Jeffreymoro: I remove undesirable plants all day, yet I can also build furnitures, since this company is connected with other branches Jeffreymoro: And yes, removing wild plants is boring and mind-numbing. Jeffreymoro: I say that I vomitted in toilet. That way, I reduce the L coming? Jeffreymoro: I gotta go. Thx for feedbacks 2024/03/21 18:21 : ^ 2024/03/22 15:40 : v email in Account Toxicego357: I guess thats fair Toxicego357: Thats new- Foap: flashing, wasnt a typo Toxicego357: and annoying but whatever Neko_yeetus: Mmm yes it was Toxicego357: :/ Neko_yeetus: You meant lashing Sannkaed: jus carved her name into my skin Foap: bye :P Neko_yeetus: One ball Roper: Hello, people from chat. Today was exhausting and slightly depressing Toxicego357: What your shouldve corrected was They're Toxicego357: When is it not roper? Neko_yeetus: Just for fun…to be your good boy your number one Neko_yeetus: DEGRADE MEE Neko_yeetus: Sorry Toxicego357: Stop this wtf- Roper: I did one stupid decision, refusing a low-risky bet Toxicego357: What was the bet? Roper: I did many yet this was the most regretful this month Neko_yeetus: So many songs in my head Toxicego357: Sounds like me neko frfr Roper: it was about $ 100 . Can't say the details Toxicego357: Like what roper? Toxicego357: Oh.. ok Roper: Let's say I was a coward Toxicego357: ill leave it be then Neko_yeetus: lol foap rwally left Roper: fap Toxicego357: :/ Toxicego357: No- just no Neko_yeetus: Ugh I think I’m gonna take a nap bye guys hope to talk to you later san Sannkaed: new sankaed song tn Toxicego357: Take care mrs.neko Roper: Imagine waiting 5 mins every time till someone respond Sannkaed: ty Sannkaed: cya Toxicego357: Bye Toxicego357: Wait... who am i saying "bye" to? Roper: World 2024/03/22 15:41 : ^ 2024/03/23 07:43 : v WATCH LIVE - hmmyoudontknowme Izzy_blight: The mixed signals are insane Neko_yeetus: Charge your phone Izzy_blight: 3 days ago I was Michael's best friend Roper: Many irony layers Generic: rockin a skinny ass shirt Roper: The onion has no pit Generic: baggy ass pants Generic: wit sum big ass boots Generic: rot gang attire Izzy_blight: turn dayI am just a worthless little problemThat cannot be solved Roper: This chat is a blog for lyric-singers and depressed ppl Izzy_blight: And Jimmy Izzy_blight: Yeah I'm stuck here talking to people who don't have a shit because no one else gives a shit Izzy_blight: No one gives a fuck about me Izzy_blight: I could disappear tomorrow and maybe a couple people would notice but in the long run no one would really care Roper: It doesn't have to be this way. Join a community Izzy_blight: I don't want to I don't like people Izzy_blight: I mean I I I I love I like them but I am afraid of them Izzy_blight: very afraid Generic: gen sackler got me hooked on synthetic opiates Izzy_blight: I don't know if it's just super bad social anxiety or what Izzy_blight: I think it's more than just that Roper: You like suffering? Izzy_blight: Yes. No. I don't know Izzy_blight: No I don't I don't want this Ishipwillowandhunter: . Roper: Join a group psychotherapy Rogue: then why are you here repeating it everyday Izzy_blight: I don't want this but this is what I get Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm back Izzy_blight: Because I have to I have to talk to my friends who I can't talk to because of my issues Roper: You can talk with professional's or get new friend who you can talk to Izzy_blight: I I I cannot and I do not want to do either of those things Izzy_blight: Or maybe Roper: Talk to a homeless person Izzy_blight: No I I want to but Izzy_blight: I would rather not be shanked Thank you Izzy_blight: They would steal my wallet with my $0.07 in it Izzy_blight: Because this is America Izzy_blight: Well I don't live in America but it was funny so I said it Ishipwillowandhunter: *gunshot* Izzy_blight: Actually it's not funny I'm not funny Roper: Talk to anyone outside. And take no money with you Izzy_blight: How do I interact with human beings Roper: Pretend that you're a foreigner asking the ways Izzy_blight: That would be such a strange thing to do Why would I do that Roper: A tourist. Or you can apply a job Izzy_blight: Oh my father finally got a job so he might finally get one for me soon Roper: Nice. Now you can build up your social competence Izzy_blight: I'm really not looking forward to it though Ishipwillowandhunter: Good Izzy_blight: No I Izzy_blight: You know it's not good Ishipwillowandhunter: I know you don't want it Ishipwillowandhunter: But its best Izzy_blight: I know but I Izzy_blight: I'm so insecure I can't Roper: It's the only way in America to get life Izzy_blight: I can't be Roper: Ok the most likely way Izzy_blight: Yeah well I'm in I'm not in America so I don't have to follow American rules Roper: The Washington Consensus. America bombing you then or INF and World Bank threatening your country to follow their rules to get loan Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm not sire what minimum wage is there but you don't exactly have bills and after taxes you should have like 2k dollars at the end of the month Ishipwillowandhunter: That's like Ishipwillowandhunter: 100 cakes Neko_yeetus: Mmmm Neko_yeetus: Food Roper: Are you on the Chinese-Russian side? I think they follow capitalism aswell Izzy_blight: I just really don't want to have to go by my my dead name Roper: So you have to get a job Izzy_blight: I'm going to have to use it to interact with everyone Izzy_blight: And they're going to refer to me as a man and I will be sad Roper: Where's Laz's fake passports when we need him Ishipwillowandhunter: Mm yes but eventually Ishipwillowandhunter: You Ishipwillowandhunter: Will have enough money Ishipwillowandhunter: To do your own things Ishipwillowandhunter: And yk get it changed legally Roper: Start investing in crypto instead job. Yay Ishipwillowandhunter: God I'm really craving chocolate cake right now Izzy_blight: UGH fuck Izzy_blight: Okay well things are better than they were on an hour ago but I'm still a little at uh Dtrump: u lose Izzy_blight: Sorry Roper: Go to Namibia to the tribes. There, the Khoi-Dan hunts for 8 hours and they get food for 1 week Neko_yeetus: Stop I’m hungry Roper: Khoi-San* Izzy_blight: I'm suddenly really tired Rogue: oh we have khoi san here too Ishipwillowandhunter: Baklava Ishipwillowandhunter: I would kill Ishipwillowandhunter: For baklava Roper: They were the first ethic group I heard Izzy_blight: You know I'm always pissed off because everyone ignores me when I'm upset or just makes it worse but the reason everyone ignores me is because I'm not participating in the Conversation But I can't participate in the conversation because I'm in the middle of hell's fucking 9th circle Roper: Baklava is just over-sugared, piled bread with a nut? Dtrump: . Izzy_blight: This is bullshit and I am fucking pissedAt my self Dtrump: . Dtrump: . Dtrump: . Dtrump: .. Dtrump: . Dtrump: . Dtrump: . Dtrump: .. Dtrump: . Dtrump: . Roper: The Conversation Izzy_blight: I wish I would only get mad at me but I also get mad at everyone else a lot so it's a big issue Izzy_blight: I want a way to only be mad at me Roper: oiled bread* Izzy_blight: or preferably to not be mad at all but I don't know that doesn't seem like an optionRight now in my Roper: You can. Scream at yourself Izzy_blight: I want to scream Roper: Under your pilow Izzy_blight: Unfortunately I live with my father and in an apartment building with lots of other people Neko_yeetus: I hafya pee brb Roper: Same. Just go outsode Izzy_blight: No Roper: You can exercise Generic: i js opened so many doors on accident Izzy_blight: I do that Rogue: good job izzy Izzy_blight: I do it inside and safety where no one can see me and my hideous masculine body Roper: I always closed doors to have more control and in case someone breaks my apartment, I know who he was going and I can listen Izzy_blight: Jimmy Roper: Also my brother got hit by an Open Door Generic: song in collaboration wit clothing brand i aint realize therss a bunch of artists under jt Izzy_blight: Okay well things are quiet so I'm going to leaveand pass out quietly while I have the chance Roper: We were just playing catch Generic: thers this kid named xavier kurb i wna work with Generic: he followed me Roper: UwU Generic X Xavier Izzy_blight: I just wanted to have a quick good thing tonight butAll I got was this again Roper: No surprises Generic: i need to work on this song more b4 i drop Generic: it needs to b as good as possible Roper: Drop the beat. Bmm-Zk-Ca-R-Zzz Generic: im gna teach myself how to mix on fl Roper: Self-autodidact Neko_yeetus: Back Roper: Just autodidact* Izzy_blight: I'm too agitated. I'm so tired but I can't rest Roper: Well, this chat was fun unlike Laz funeral till it lasted like Laz grandma Izzy_blight: God damn this restless heart keeping me up through the night Roper: Only if Catnap was here Generic: i can rly do dis Generic: giv me a year Roper: *backflips* Izzy_blight: I'm flying down the interstate at a very h i h g speed Neko_yeetus: You’re really good lol Ishipwillowandhunter: . Ishipwillowandhunter: Sorry back again Generic: once i 100% learn how to use my vocals n fully understand how to mix n master Roper: Is he good enough for the show? Generic: its over Izzy_blight: Oh well fucking lovely Roper: Assmaster Neko_yeetus: Hey Mich wb Generic: plus im gna rly tap into producing Generic: im gna do this Roper: Tap-daddy Generic: im making good connections already Generic: its js a matter of staying consistent and improving Roper: Does any of your connections make fake passports? Ishipwillowandhunter: Tyyy Generic: idk mayb Neko_yeetus: Kitty you can has cheeseburger now Ishipwillowandhunter: What is going on Generic: music connections nun to do wit that Ishipwillowandhunter: Discord kitten Izzy_blight: I should make pet names for both of you Izzy_blight: How about pain and suffering Roper: Peta 's influence is growing Ishipwillowandhunter: Uh Neko_yeetus: Hm Izzy_blight: Sorry that sounded funny or in my head Ishipwillowandhunter: Can I be pain, I'm into it Roper: My head be like: Hahaah Izzy_blight: oh fuck you Neko_yeetus: But I don’t like to suffer Roper: Same Generic: mich did js come back Roper: I do it anyway Izzy_blight: I don't either but we can't all get what we want Ishipwillowandhunter: Fins you can you be pain Ishipwillowandhunter: Ill be suffering but I won't enjoy it Neko_yeetus: Yay Roper: Batman Ishipwillowandhunter: And yeah Gen just now Izzy_blight: Oh well boo who who for you Generic: ok so Ishipwillowandhunter: Brb one more time sorry Roper: Generic becomesParappa the Rapper Neko_yeetus: Lol Generic: i giv up Izzy_blight: Oh fucking thank God Generic: gn Izzy_blight: Please please don't come back for like 20 minutes Roper: No. You gotta believe Neko_yeetus: Night gen Roper: Noooooo Izzy_blight: Just until I canGot a hold of myself Roper: We can't hold thGap Izzy_blight: Nah I'm just kidding myselfEven if I do manage to get my self together I will inevitably lose my self again very quickly Roper: 58% Izzy_blight: It's so fun being an insane fucking narcissisticpiece of trash Izzy_blight: I enjoy it and so does everyone around me because it's totally not annoying Izzy_blight: these sycophantic teens Izzy_blight: What a precious basket case Roper: Do you do this awarely with your gaps being missing like "narcissisticpiece" and "myselfEven"? Izzy_blight: If I could burn this town I wouldn't hesitate to smile while you suffocate and die Izzy_blight: Yes I know that I have some spelling things going on but do you honestly think I give a fuck Roper: OnlyIzzy Izzy_blight: Oh uh Izzy_blight: I mean I Izzy_blight: I I suppose I am a whore now aren't I Roper: Bruh she crumbles Izzy_blight: After what happened like what was it a couple weeks ago Roper: Idk lol Izzy_blight: I don't know I can't remember Izzy_blight: Oh yes I crumble very easily Izzy_blight: I do not respond well to pressure I am like a very soft cookie Izzy_blight: and everyone just always takes a hammer to me Roper: All you have to do is close this chat, open door and go outside Izzy_blight: It isn't even their fault Izzy_blight: How the fuck No Roper: With sticks who holds you Izzy_blight: People are so so so so scary Ishipwillowandhunter: alright backkk Izzy_blight: I hold Jimmy up to the sun Izzy_blight: Oh great hello Roper: Get gun Ishipwillowandhunter: Helloo Izzy_blight: I was just starting to feel slightly calmer Ishipwillowandhunter: well then Izzy_blight: Oh well at least there isn't that many people here that you can fetishize Izzy_blight: Once Lazarus left everything got slightly better Neko_yeetus: Wb again Roper: Or traumatize Izzy_blight: I love being completely ignored Roper: So your parents did everything right Ishipwillowandhunter: thank youu A Izzy_blight: Yep Izzy_blight: Yeah you know you two are perfect for each other Izzy_blight: Both of you are people who I thought loved me Ishipwillowandhunter: uh what Roper: But they didn't? Izzy_blight: What do you mean what Izzy_blight: I don't know Izzy_blight: I can't tell Roper: What is a word for questioning the thing in particular Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm just here man idfk Izzy_blight: Yes I'm here too but does anyone care Izzy_blight: Apparently not at all Roper: Does it matter if they care? Why do you care about caring so much? Neko_yeetus: I can taste everything and nothing at the same time Roper: So something Izzy_blight: Because I have borderline and I need to be cared about Izzy_blight: Or I get very very very very very very very very upset Roper: Ask your parents or get new one. This isn't our job Izzy_blight: I need to be shown attention and affection Izzy_blight: Fuck you Roper: Adopted? Izzy_blight: I thought you were on my side Roper Izzy_blight: No I wish Roper: I am. Your side is toxic through Izzy_blight: Any family would be better than mine Izzy_blight: Oh you're right about that Izzy_blight: Both sides are Izzy_blight: We hurt each other in a cycle of self-perpetuating pain Roper: Like fr you can't demand all strangers attention and affection. This is what parents do Izzy_blight: It isn't really anyone's fault but we all heard each other Izzy_blight: Yeah well I don't have parents Izzy_blight: My mom left when I was like one and my my father is a piece of shit Ishipwillowandhunter: No roper is right Ishipwillowandhunter: I love you Izzy_blight: I'm quite aware that I'm I'm irrational and my commands are unrealistic Ishipwillowandhunter: And I wish you weren't upset Roper: like one what? Izzy_blight: You don't have to rub it in Ishipwillowandhunter: but it's not my job to make sure you're happy 100% of the time Izzy_blight: Well could you bother to make me happy 1% of the time Roper: Oh one-years-old you mean Izzy_blight: Yes Roper: You don't seemed happy with 1% but sure Izzy_blight: I'm sorryI'm I'm I'm sorry Ishipwillowandhunter: Does the 1% matter at all? Tonight was going good and maybe I could've continued the good feelings but as soon as I acted out, all that would've been thrown away Izzy_blight: I am very unhappy Roper: Does being good matters? Just be. Izzy_blight: I just wanted one good conversation Roper: Describe it Izzy_blight: I wanted to share some good news and say some things I wanted to say and then I was going to take some time off Ishipwillowandhunter: izzy you were upset pretty much the moment I got here and it wasn't even my fault Izzy_blight: I just wanted a good send off and I didn't get to have that Izzy_blight: Yes Izzy_blight: It was my fault for getting my hopes up I should have known better Roper: You can still share good vibes and say whatever you want to say with concequences Izzy_blight: I was blinded by my excitement and optimism Izzy_blight: This is why I'm a pessimist Roper: That was yor optimistic Izzy? Izzy_blight: I actually was feeling very optimistic all day Izzy_blight: I was I was actually happy all day I was happy and I wanted to come here and be happy with everyone else Roper: I don't wanna know her pessimistic side Izzy_blight: I have 50 sides and all of them are awful and aren't worth knowing Ishipwillowandhunter: Your happiness brings us happiness but our happiness means your suffering Izzy_blight: Yep Roper: What if you get into a relationship? Your bf/gf will give you all the attention and affection you want Izzy_blight: I don't really have anything to add to what you just said it's really unfortunate Izzy_blight: No one could ever love me Izzy_blight: I'm afraid that's out of the question Roper: But you wanted too and it's maybe too late to change your parents so get married? Izzy_blight: Even if I found love what would I do with it Izzy_blight: I would just ruin it like I always have Ishipwillowandhunter: You found love Ishipwillowandhunter: You have been loved Izzy_blight: And I fucked it up Ishipwillowandhunter: ugh Izzy_blight: I have proven myself unworthy of it Izzy_blight: Yes ugh Roper: You ruin yourself and your husband will understand it Izzy_blight: I am infuriating I know Izzy_blight: I am infuriated and frustrated by me as well Izzy_blight: My husband's name is Jonathan Jingleheimer Izzy_blight: What the fuck it actually Roper: Maybe all you needed is a true friend. Not romance Izzy_blight: I said jingleheimer and the speech to text actually got it Izzy_blight: I have a true friend Izzy_blight: or I had Izzy_blight: I don't even really know anymore Izzy_blight: I think I fucked it up Izzy_blight: Just like I always do Roper: Search another one Izzy_blight: I was born to be alone Izzy_blight: I don't want another one Roper: Become your own friend Izzy_blight: I'm my own worst enemy Izzy_blight: And it's going to stay that way for a long time Roper: One of your inner voices can be your friend Izzy_blight: Because I'm too fucking stupid to do what I have to Rogue: finally some truth Izzy_blight: I have one inner voice that likes meBut it's very quiet Roper: Maybe there's not much to say Izzy_blight: Sometimes it it makes me question why I do this to myself Roper: It raises a lot of questions Izzy_blight: The universe is full of questions Izzy_blight: one being who the actual heckputs milk before cereal Roper: You have to accept help and questions aswell. If not, that inner voice will be afraid to speak up Izzy_blight: Who does that Are you a cereal killer Roper: I am a cereal noticer of accidents Izzy_blight: I'm not good at accepting things Izzy_blight: or speaking up Izzy_blight: I am a cereal box full of jimmies Izzy_blight: Okay I actually feel calmer than I have in the last Izzy_blight: How long is it been Let me check what time it is Roper: Nah your inner voice. They know that you're a closed person. To be helped, you have to let your toxicity go Izzy_blight: It's 1:00 a.m. already holy fuck Izzy_blight: My toxicity is part of me Roper: You have insomnia Izzy_blight: Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy Roper: I guess you need an enemy Izzy_blight: You're never really asleep and you're never really awake Izzy_blight: I have an enemy.me Roper: I am not sleeping, I am dreaming Izzy_blight: I still feel like I might be too. I'm sorry tempted to pinch myself again Roper: The only way to be for yourself is to be against yourself Izzy_blight: Oh yes so that makes sense Izzy_blight: Actually Izzy_blight: It kind of makes senseNow that I think about it Roper: You have to destroy the bad parts to become the good person Izzy_blight: ExactlyBut I can't do that Izzy_blight: I need help Roper: Professonal help Izzy_blight: But I can't and won't get it Izzy_blight: At least not for a while Roper: Why Izzy_blight: personal reasons Roper: Then you need to personally solve this, not chat Izzy_blight: I don't know how Roper: Rip Izzy_blight: I'm not so good on my own Roper: Ask outside help Izzy_blight: I am unable to can Roper: Ask your inside help Izzy_blight: I feel like I have to handle everything on my own Roper: Same Izzy_blight: But I'm not strong enough Roper: Try it Izzy_blight: I am weak and I am broken Izzy_blight: I have Izzy_blight: many many many times Roper: And? You can still move. Try different Izzy_blight: Yes I suppose John Cena was right. Naver give up Izzy_blight: I wish I was John Cena He's so cool Roper: Why should you even? Izzy_blight: I wish I was cool Izzy_blight: Because of Jimmy Izzy_blight: God I need Roper: Is this what Jimmy would want it Izzy_blight: I'm losing everything to this fucking borderline Roper: Talk to yourself, not me Izzy_blight: I'm losing the only two people I care about enough to torture myself like this for Izzy_blight: And I have no one to blame but me Izzy_blight: I am talking to myself right now Roper: Blame doesn't matter. It's what you do next Izzy_blight: But I liketo feel heard Izzy_blight: What I do next will undoubtedly be more of the same Roper: But you're too afraid to scream in your apartment. How does your dad know when you need help? Izzy_blight: My dad Izzy_blight: When I need help my dad gets angry at me Izzy_blight: I had a panic attack in the hallway the other night and he screamed and swore at me and told me to go to bed Izzy_blight: I've told him I have borderline and he doesn't care Roper: The person he supposed to care about you. Well I would be angry aswell when I see my child wracking themself and messing up their life beyond repair Izzy_blight: Nobody cares Izzy_blight: Well being angry at me is not the way you fix me Izzy_blight: I can certainly tell you that much Roper: Look. There are the options. You can choose to but you refuse Izzy_blight: I'm not in the mood argue anymore Roper: Being angry is a respond of him being desperate and not knowing without his mom what he's gonna fix you Izzy_blight: I am full of shame and I have such a headache Roper: I mean your mom = his wife Izzy_blight: They weren't married Izzy_blight: She was just a whore Roper: Well, two parent is better than one Izzy_blight: Just like me Izzy_blight: It certainly is Roper: And that's maybe why she's qualified to be your mom with same genes and life experience Izzy_blight: Like mother likedaughter Izzy_blight: She would be so proud to know that her little girl is a raging fucking maniac and a slut Roper: You would be surprised how much kids copy their parents without noticing it Izzy_blight: It's a shame I got two shitty parents Roper: How would you feel when you try to contact your mom? Just online, you don't have to meet her. Izzy_blight: And I seem to have only taken the worst things from them Izzy_blight: I don't really know I don't really have any feelings for her Roper: Which is why you need to confront the source of the worst Izzy_blight: I barely even know who she is Roper: Well, you think that would progress things? Izzy_blight: Not in any way whatsoever Roper: You're half her genetically Izzy_blight: I wish I was 0% of her Izzy_blight: Okay actually that's really mean I'm I'm sorry Mom Roper: But you aren't. Reality already defines you no matter how mysterious you claim to be Izzy_blight: Oh I assure you there isn't much mysterious about me Izzy_blight: I am a piece of shit and I wear it on my sleeve Roper: You try to be everything, but you proved to be nothing, which is all something, mainly a zoomer-puberty-phase searching identity and meaning Izzy_blight: I am everything and nothing Ishipwillowandhunter: why is this still going on Roper: So a thing Izzy_blight: Oh I apologize for having feelings Michael Roper: Michael Jackson Izzy_blight: I'm Michael Jordan. Stop itGet some help Ishipwillowandhunter: no sorry I read one of the things above and Ishipwillowandhunter: You know what never mind Roper: You shipped Willow and Hunter for all those months. What does taht ship lead too? Izzy_blight: Oh I'm sorry Ishipwillowandhunter: what? Roper: Why not become what you wanna be called? Mich Neko_yeetus: Womp womp Ishipwillowandhunter: But Ishipwillowandhunter: I never said I wanted to be called Mich, for one Ishipwillowandhunter: For two, Willow and Hunter are characters in toh. I also made this name like a year and a half ago Roper: Willow Woodson X Hunter Biden Izzy_blight: Oh look Tweedledee and Tweedledum Suddenly appeartogether out of nowhere Izzy_blight: You two are real good friends aren't you Izzy_blight: God what the hell am I Izzy_blight: I'm sorry Roper: Imagine calling yourself as a ship in a show unknown even in America 2024/03/24 07:43 : ^ 2024/03/24 08:00 : v WATCH LIVE - hmmyoudontknowme Rogue: what show? Ishipwillowandhunter: What Neko_yeetus: The owl house? I think Izzy_blight: My problem is that my presence here is a lost cause and benefits no one at this point but I refuse to accept that fact and give up, these two people here that I love are my entire world And if I leave I don't have anything else Izzy_blight: But if I stay here all I do is hurt them and myself Izzy_blight: I'm here because I want to make things better but I only ever make them worse Rogue: Izzy Im sorry you lost your support, you can talk to me in private whenever you want. But I know you wont Izzy_blight: I Izzy_blight: I might actually take you up on on that thank you Roper: You refuse to see your own problem as a fact, which is why you give up something or being here, which is self-contradictionary Ishipwillowandhunter: Yes the owl house, love it Rogue: anytime Roper: You define yourself as a relation between two characters Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't Ishipwillowandhunter: I define myself as a sad little lemon boi with an affinity for baking and sociopathic tendencies Izzy_blight: I just need someone anyone who cares and will actually listen to me and indulge my feelingsinstead of just retorting me Roper: What does "Ishipwillowandhunter" mean? Ppl will see and associate with it Neko_yeetus: I haven’t finished it but I watched some random episodes Izzy_blight: Whenever I say things that don't make sense people just point out that they don't make sense but that doesn't help because I'm aware that they don't make sense Ishipwillowandhunter: It's really good Roper: Idk if you're aware of it, which is why you need to talk ppl who know you. Izzy_blight: Okay I Izzy_blight: I have great news Rogue: spill Ishiphunterbidenandchild: Yeah? Izzy_blight: I just remembered some comforting things that were said last night, i think and I feel much much immensely better Izzy_blight: I suddenly feel as calm as a hindu cow Izzy_blight: And it feels good Izzy_blight: I love you guys I am so so so so so sorry Roper: How do you know what a hindu cow has gone through? Izzy_blight: I know this because Tyler knows this Roper: Give that love to someone who needs it. Izzy_blight: If you guys are here then you definitely need it Roper: Dtrump is dead by jow Izzy_blight: I think we can all agree on that Roper: No. Izzy_blight: Sane and loved and healthy people do not come here Roper: Theres someone who's also depressed and want love affection and attention. Do you know someone? Izzy_blight: Jimmy Izzy_blight: I should give Jimmy a hug Roper: Give him that love. There are more ppl dealing with same problems as you do Izzy_blight: Michael AJ are you here I'm sorry I want to talk Roper: Just the person who need the most. Not that you get burnout by helping too much Neko_yeetus: Im Izzy_blight: Jimmy burned out my house trailer Neko_yeetus: here Izzy_blight: Hello hello how are you Neko_yeetus: Been better, tired Izzy_blight: Can I give you a million virtual hugs Izzy_blight: I feel very safe and secure and affectionate all of a sudden and it's strange but I love love love it Neko_yeetus: As long as they are virtual cause if someone touches me rn I will punch them Roper: Drugs in the air Izzy_blight: Of course of course Izzy_blight: I'm sorry Roper: Random morphine in the air Izzy_blight: I send you package deal of virtual hugs for free Neko_yeetus: Sorry in fallkknng asleep Neko_yeetus: Falling Izzy_blight: Go to sleep sweetheart Neko_yeetus: Noooo Izzy_blight: I think I will pretty soon Roper: I can see Catnap in the bushes Izzy_blight: Please I will offer you cheese cake Izzy_blight: I see Jimmy Izzy_blight: He has a gun and it's pointed right at my face Oh God Neko_yeetus: Mmmm Roper: They were both social outcasts so Neko_yeetus: Not food Neko_yeetus: Good Roper: This isn't good at all. Duck Izzy_blight: I am suddenly so so sleepyAnd my brain is hardly functioning Izzy_blight: But it feels good It feels very peaceful Roper: Sleep then. There's no point in suffering here Izzy_blight: I'm not suffering anymore Izzy_blight: I don't know how to explain it but the roller coaster ride in my head has reached a smooth point Izzy_blight: These are the best points Roper: Control the rise Izzy_blight: where I can let the things that don't matter truly slide Izzy_blight: And just be me Ishipwillowandhunter: yes sorry I am here. writing Izzy_blight: Oh good good good Neko_yeetus: Dropped my phone on my damn face Roper: What were you writing? Izzy_blight: I'm sure it will be great I can't wait to read it Roper: Link? Izzy_blight: Please go sleep Izzy_blight: Is crumbs under my Neko_yeetus: Okay Neko_yeetus: Fine Izzy_blight: My pillow is crumbs Izzy_blight: Yay I love you Roper: Why are cats scared of curcumbers? Izzy_blight: I love you Jimmy Neko_yeetus: :) night nights Rogue: slep well Izzy_blight: Sweet dreams applesauce Ishipwillowandhunter: Goodnight AJ <3 sleep well sweet dreams, talk to you tomorrow Izzy_blight: Man I miss motts applesauce Ishipwillowandhunter: and yes Ishipwillowandhunter: I will send link in a second maybe Ishipwillowandhunter: I've Roper: Gn. Farewell Ishipwillowandhunter: deleted about half of what I wrote Ishipwillowandhunter: and fixedosme thing Roper: MS Word could be yor savior Izzy_blight: Oh I'm sorry Ishipwillowandhunter: sorry very overwhelmed. I'm going to send it right now actually if I can Izzy_blight: intrusive thoughts are creeping back inand and they want to make me angry but I won't let them this time Izzy_blight: I'm sorry, very good 2024/03/24 08:00 : ^ 2024/03/24 08:03 : v Izzy_blight: I love you so much son Roper: Building a relationship is hard, yet it takes one sentence to destroy it Izzy_blight: unfortunately true Roper: Only the chads can maintain polygamy Izzy_blight: I've said a lot of things I didn't mean And I regret each and every single one Roper: They forgive and forgt Izzy_blight: I wish I could forgive myself andforget Izzy_blight: Life would be easier If I had a little consideration for myself Roper: With more ppl sleeping, thic chat comes to a cyclic end till you decide to stop chat all together Izzy_blight: I'm so tired and I'm getting more by the moment Roper: Gn 2024/03/24 08:03 : ^ 2024/03/24 09:01 : v Izzy_blight: I think I'm going to peacefully call to sleep with them like 5 minutes Ishipwillowandhunter: I love you more Izzy Izzy_blight: I'm starting his slur my words and it's not picking them up so well Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm sorry I've not been here Ishipwillowandhunter: I should've focused more Ishipwillowandhunter: but Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't know conflicting feelings Ishipwillowandhunter: anyways Ishipwillowandhunter: it's very cringe Izzy_blight: I'm sorry for a lot of things Ishipwillowandhunter: especially the second part Ishipwillowandhunter: if you can call it that Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't know how to write fights or non cringe male characters Roper: Most problems are made up. Focus on your biological ones Ishipwillowandhunter: but Ishipwillowandhunter: if you want to read what is mostly a rough draft Ishipwillowandhunter: here Ishipwillowandhunter: https://www.wattpad.com/1431672961-love-to-fight-insane/page/2 SHOW IMAGE Ishipwillowandhunter: yes it is wattpad Ishipwillowandhunter: and the few eyes it have are just from me going back and forth the past hour Izzy_blight: Roper I don't think you understand how my mind works Ishipwillowandhunter: I can't thinkk Izzy_blight: All right I'll check it out Izzy_blight: I'm sorry Ishipwillowandhunter: Roper can we talk it out over a cup of coffee Ishipwillowandhunter: It's okay Izzy Ishipwillowandhunter: things haven't been easy for you Ishipwillowandhunter: I have no right to complain Ishipwillowandhunter: I love you Izzy_blight: I feel I feel very strange and full of emotions but good emotions of this time Izzy_blight: You have every right to complain and I am so sorry Roper: Teachers "Suck my cock" gym shorts are sus Izzy_blight: But thank you and that's all I wantedto hear Roper: "Don't fuck with me"-face lol Izzy_blight: My honestly I I don't think I can read right now My eyes are so tired and short Izzy_blight: Sore Ishipwillowandhunter: it's okay Ishipwillowandhunter: you can save till tomorrow Ishipwillowandhunter: no promises it'll be the same though Ishipwillowandhunter: I get irritated with my work very easily Ishipwillowandhunter: I am sorry Ishipwillowandhunter: Pleas sleep Roper: I mean it's technically legal to write a Sus fanfic Izzy_blight: I have so many things I want to say to you but they are affectionate and a wholesome things they are the things that I I really mean Izzy_blight: I feel like I'm in control of myself for the first timenight and Izzy_blight: I am crying over on bed Roper: Insanity can be intersubjectivly measured by psychologists Izzy_blight: a little bit Izzy_blight: I will be asleep very soon but I Izzy_blight: I justI love youAnd I am so sorry Roper: Maybe if Iloveyouwastaken starts prostitution and OnlyFans both the readers and her are happier Ishipwillowandhunter: I love you more <3 goodnight Izzy. Sleep well. Tell me what you think of it next time we talk Roper: Or whoever is that protagonist Ishipwillowandhunter: Also Roper are you reading it Izzy_blight: I will thank you. I'm hoping that tomorrow night will be better. Maybe I will come later when most people have already left Roper: $ 100 for one prostitution? I really work myself like an idiot. Just be woman Izzy_blight: I think that might be agood idea Roper: You wrote all of this, Mich? Ishipwillowandhunter: that will be best, yes. Make sure little people are on and do it. Sorry I can hardly think. Please sleep Ishipwillowandhunter: Yes Roper, most of it tonight. Why? Izzy_blight: Yes. Thank you. I love you so much Roper: You have a lot of creativity to share Ishipwillowandhunter: Thank you? I think that's a compliment, though I'm not sure. I'm not too happy with my work but it was kinda rushed. thank you for reading Roper: You fight with your gym-teacher - The Movie ? Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmao what Roper: Too much text. What is page 2 about? Ishipwillowandhunter: sorry baby. It's just a fight, introduction to the male protag, etc Roper: He fights against Richardo and his gym teacher? (anon): Make protag is Richardo Ishipwillowandhunter: lmao Ishipwillowandhunter: no Roper: Delete that philosophy part such as insanity is subjective as feedback. That's up to debate. Ishipwillowandhunter: I like it as my start Ishipwillowandhunter: I also just realized something thanks to you Ishipwillowandhunter: so Ishipwillowandhunter: thank you Roper: Welcome. Katherine Reese is protagonist? Jbiden: She thinks a lot about being prostitute Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh fuck I forgot that's what I changed her name for Ishipwillowandhunter: to Ishipwillowandhunter: yes she does jbiden Roper: Why does Richardo throw his clothes to her? Ishipwillowandhunter: Forget ricardo, Roper. Ricardo doesn't exist lmao Jbiden: How about adding non-binary and trans ppl as representation? Ishipwillowandhunter: Is english your first language, babe? Ishipwillowandhunter: I mean I could? I don't see the point Roper: Richardo... doesn't exist 😱😔 Jbiden: I am hooked in already. What a twist Roper: What gym teacher wears a "Suck my cock"-short without getting suspended? Most unrealistic story ever (anon): Richardo was the friends we made along the way Roper: Where's Richardo? He likes cigarettes? Jbiden: I am so triggered and mad right now. How can they remove my most beloved relatable character? I also like cigarettes. Ishipwillowandhunter: lmao Ishipwillowandhunter: oh my god Ishipwillowandhunter: I am Ishipwillowandhunter: this is ridiculous I love you all Roper: Now I can't enjoy this story, knowing I live in a Matrix where everyone can get removed without noticing (anon): #RichardoNeverForgetti #FreeRichardo Roper: Who cares about Moxie? We Want Richardo Back. That chad Jbiden: Who's Mr. Levine? At least that pedo-teacher got his identity Roper: At what cost? I miss Richardo ;( (anon): Richardo was like the GTA 4 protagonist Ishipwillowandhunter: Moxie isn't even her name lmao. Mr. Levine is... you know what, nevermind. I'm sorry, here one second Roper: Mister is female? Ishipwillowandhunter: Ricardo is back Ishipwillowandhunter: take a look Roper: ONG They added Richardo back (anon): *claps* 👌👋👋👋 Jbiden: Remember the good old days, as Richardo was here, well here we are again, bois Ishipwillowandhunter: I like how you focus on the one part of the story that literally doesn't matter at all and wasn't supposed to be there Ishipwillowandhunter: y'all breath life into Ricardo Roper: Did Ricardo had a cigarette as he was beaten by his face? Ishipwillowandhunter: I have no idea what you just said, yes Roper: Wait, who's Shawn? Ishipwillowandhunter: he's Ishipwillowandhunter: He's the guy Ishipwillowandhunter: that what's her name fights Jbiden: Shawn is Richardo's shapeshift personality Roper: Ricardo is the most powerful character here (anon): Wait, Richardo is pedo now? Ishipwillowandhunter: y'all are just creating a new universe now Roper: No. He's a fake pedo gym teacher undercover (anon): Sorry but can you sum up your story? Ishipwillowandhunter: Uhh Ricardo throws pants at a woman and then shapeshifts into a guy named Shawn to beat up that same woman Roper: Interesting. I am thrilled of page 3 Jbiden: One-Punch-Man VS Richardo Roper: When you want revenge so much, you change identities Ishipwillowandhunter: now that's a fight for the ages Roper: That makes the title "Love To Fight - Insane" worthy Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm not sure if I should hate what has been done to ricardo and my story or love it Jbiden: Imagine Richardo whispering at One-Punch-Man's ears. -999 defense Roper: Do whatever you want. Haters gonna hate (anon): Don't touch Richardo Roper: I am sleepy and hungry anyway. Gn guys Inasg_no: Tu me gustas como no tienes idea Inasg_no: Y saber de tu pasado me noquea Inasg_no: Hasta dormida te imagino con Ella Inasg_no: Eso me enferma Ishipwillowandhunter: Con quien??? Inasg_no: No es tu culpa lo que me haces sentir Ishipwillowandhunter: And how's that? Also what is going on Inasg_no: Yo estoy loca pero loca por tí Inasg_no: Niño hasta en mis sueños tú me haces sufrir Ishipwillowandhunter: oh Ishipwillowandhunter: Taylor why are you copy and pasting spanish lyrics Inasg_no: I was not copy and pasting Inasg_no: Te ví con tu ex y me quise morir Inasg_no: No te quiero compartir, te quiero solo pa mí ¿Me entiendes? Que mi cuerpo se enciende Cuando tú me besas la depre me da Saber que has besado así a otra más No te quiero compartir, te quiero solo pa mí ¿Me entiendes? Me duelen hasta los dientes Ishipwillowandhunter: im Ishipwillowandhunter: why Inasg_no: Yo sigo aferrada a tu pasado Viéndote de la mano con ella Soñé que otros besos le has dado Y miraron juntos las estrellas En mi mente siempre te maldigo Porque tienes mi corazón preso Que sepa que ahora estás conmigo No le pertenecen tus besos Inasg_no: Si quieres que venga por tí Pa que vea bien que solo me amas a mí Inasg_no: Niño hasta en mis sueños tú me haces sufrir Te ví con tu ex y me quise morir No te quiero compartir, te quiero solo pa mí ¿Me entiendes? Que mi cuerpo se enciende Cuando tú me besas la depre me da Saber que has besado así a otra más No te quiero compartir, te quiero solo pa mí ¿Me entiendes? Me duelen hasta los dientes Ishipwillowandhunter: im going to cry Inasg_no: La-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la, la La-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la, la Inasg_no: No es tu culpa lo que me haces sentir Yo estoy loca, pero loca por tí Inasg_no: Niño hasta en mis sueños tú me haces sufrir Te ví con tu ex y me quise morir No te quiero compartir, te quiero solo pa mí ¿Me entiendes? Que mi cuerpo se enciende Cuando tú me besas la depre me da Saber que has besado así a otra más No te quiero compartir, te quiero solo pa mí ¿Me entiendes? Me duelen hasta los dientes Inasg_no: La-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la, la La-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la, la Inasg_no: Gids are you here Rogue: whats good tay Ishipwillowandhunter: Good morning..? Still very confused but hello Rogue: am making fud Ishipwillowandhunter: fud? Rogue: chicken and nuudles Ishipwillowandhunter: ahhh, okay. Sounds good Rogue: :> Inasg_no: gids Inasg_no: hi 2024/03/23 09:01 : ^ 09:01-09:02 : v Rogue: how have you been tay Inasg_no: i have lost all trust in everything Ishipwillowandhunter: girllll Rogue: damn thats not good 09:01-09:02 : ^ 2024/03/24 04:16 : v Rain69: im happy and im not high or drunk this is a first Lazurus: that's cool I'm glad Dtrump: gay Lazurus: ya saw the photo trump Dtrump: is that your grandpa? Lazurus: no I actually don't even know who that guy was Roper: who? Dtrump: you Lazurus: https://i.imgur.com/eHiiBZ0.jpg SHOW IMAGE Rain69: HI ROPER Lazurus: I found wht I was looking for Lazurus: https://files.catbox.moe/t3ol2y.mp4 SHOW IMAGE Rain69: im inlove with this artist Lazurus: who? Rain69: 2024/03/24 04:16 : ^ 06:36 : v Neko_yeetus: I think I also have bpd Izzy_blight: It's okay I I get it Izzy_blight: Oh oh really Roper: Michael Monroe Lewis (born October 15, 1960)[1][2] is an American author and financial journalist.[3] He has also been a contributing editor to Vanity Fair since 2009, writing mostly on business, finance, and economics. He is known for his nonfiction work, particularly his coverage of financial crises and behavioral finance. Izzy_blight: I'm sorry if so Dtrump: nice pornstars Neko_yeetus: They have been calling it an “undiagnosed mood disorder” for a long time and since I’m 18 now I’m going to ask for a diagnosis Roper: UwU Izzy_blight: I'm interested Izzy_blight: If if you have it we could we can start a club Neko_yeetus: Not for a label but in order to actually create better coping skills Izzy_blight: And we could help each other Roper: Wait, they diagnosed "undiagnosed mood disorder" Izzy_blight: Yes precisely Neko_yeetus: Yes we could Neko_yeetus: My dad has bipolar but I think I have both Roper: Neko is both bi and non Izzy_blight: I'm pretty sure Michael also has bipolar Neko_yeetus: I’m tired of not knowing Neko_yeetus: Maybe Dtrump: loser Roper: Oh. Dtrunp is waiting for Iship Dtrump: You said it not me. Roper: What's the context? Izzy_blight: Actually I want to thank you and Michael because you actually helped me come up with with some of my counterpoint thoughts (anon): Izzy Dtrump: Just wait. (anon): What is yur poison Izzy_blight: some of the things you said a couple nights ago were very helpful Izzy_blight: rat poison (anon): No Neko_yeetus: And btw since we’re on the topic I think mich is a really cool guy and I’m sorry that we both interact with each other the way we do. I’m also sorry for idk what but I’m sorry for doing it I hope it doesn’t hurt you that we are friends Roper: An anon. They are sometimes there for trouble (anon): Willow has his blandness and narcissistic traits (anon): Neko has something, BPD maybe Izzy_blight: Yes it hurts me but it's just because of my Roper: Knew it. He's gonna destroy positive vibes (anon): What do you have Izzy_blight: Well you know Izzy_blight: I don't have any rational complaints Roper: Also Ishipwillowandhunter is Michael not Willow? Izzy_blight: I just have to see if I can get better at coping to the point where it hopefully won't bother me anymore Neko_yeetus: Yea I’m just so amazing ik Ik Im sorry lmao Roper: Cock Behave Rape Neko_yeetus: Hey I’ll brb Neko_yeetus: Really won’t be lonf Izzy_blight: See you soon (anon): Michael is a narcissist, yes. Or a sociopath. Or a retard. All of above. Izzy, what tickles your mind Izzy_blight: Who the fuck are you Roper: Dtrump: calls everyone to ignore. also Dtrump: I am there for you, bud (anon): Curiosity killed the cat. Satiate me Izzy_blight: Sorry for my language I'm in a very something mood Dtrump: true anon Izzy_blight: I am just going to say Jimmy Roper: Which cat? Ishipwillowandhunter: Sorry I was online for a while but I'm here now. Took a nap earlier so I'm fully charged. Hey loves <3 Izzy_blight: Oh hello Michael Dtrump: lets get this party started Roper: MICH. Now that convo will be legendary Izzy_blight: I wasn't going to be on until 1:00 a.m. but something happened (anon): Oh, look. He said the line Izzy_blight: But AJ and I were just talking Izzy_blight: I was hoping you would arrive soon Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh :( I'm sorry. What happened? Roper: Idk everyone starts to care about you so I hop in Ishipwillowandhunter: Yepp I'm here now, sorry it took so long Izzy_blight: I got triggered so I came looking for more pain but thankfully I haven't found a lot Izzy_blight: I was really goodToday I found something Ishipwillowandhunter: Good, very good. I'll try to prevent any more pain Roper: UwU Ishipwillowandhunter: What's that? Roper: Drug Unboxing Izzy_blight: I was actually mostly stress-free because I found a coping mechanism (anon): You searched for pain but found none, that is also pain. How do you feel Izzy_blight: I just told AJ about it Roper: The true pain was the friends we made along the way Ishipwillowandhunter: Fuck brb Izzy_blight: Uh-oh Izzy_blight: Hope you okay Roper: Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Izzy_blight: cognitive berries Izzy_blight: I wonder what those taste like Roper: They don't exist Izzy_blight: I'll make them exist Izzy_blight: I'm magic Izzy_blight: I breed the magic Dtrump: cock and ball torture Roper: The natives also believed in magic to cure deceases. Guess how that turned out Izzy_blight: Pedophile Roper: And got STDs from colonialists. Just saying Neko_yeetus: Ah what? Izzy_blight: I'm I think I'm having a mini episode Izzy_blight: Sorry Roper: With a mini dick Izzy_blight: I'm only freaking out a little bit I'm not going to start screaming It should be okay in like a few minutes Roper: Use the pillow to scream Neko_yeetus: :/ Neko_yeetus: You okay iz? Roper: She's not okay. Izzy_blight: Yes thank you I'm sorry Roper: She's sometimes okay Neko_yeetus: Ugh hol on again I stg Izzy_blight: My brain is just moving really fast Izzy_blight: Okay good luck Izzy_blight: I'm rarely ever okay Roper: She's more on the not-okay-but-I-pretend-for-my-friends-that-I-am-fine-side Ishipwillowandhunter: Sorry I'm back and okay Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh :( Dtrump: hormone rapers Izzy_blight: Honestly most of the of the time I'm so awful that I can't even pretend I'm I'm okay Roper: I wonder if that's related to my name Izzy_blight: Hello son sorry I'm okay I'm just moving a little fast Roper: Ok Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm good at pretending unless I'm tired. No sleep means no filter Ishipwillowandhunter: Sorry baby :( Dtrump: no its a slur Roper: As what does Neko transitions, as a loser? Jk jk Izzy_blight: It's okay it's fine I won't freak out Izzy_blight: Today was a really good day Roper: Hopefully. Izzy_blight: Yes hopefully Dtrump: yeah they should just chop there dick off and choke on it Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm glad today was good and I'll do what I can to keep it good Roper: That's good 😀 Izzy_blight: Thank you. Can I tell you about the system I came up with Roper: Write a deck about it and link it everytime someone asks Ishipwillowandhunter: Yes please do I would like Roper: MAIN MENU > Make Decks Izzy_blight: I was reading about cognitive behavioral therapy And I had an idea. Whenever I start to feel myself thinking stressful thoughts I have a series of good counterpoint thoughtsThat I make myself think about instead Izzy_blight: It's actually very effective Izzy_blight: at soothing the bad feelings Dtrump: Try a mad house instead. Izzy_blight: It works like 90% of the time This was only my first day using it but I'm very optimistic about it Roper: Notice how it's females who need cocknitivr therapy meanwhile makes can jerk it off Neko_yeetus: Okay everything should be good but I may dip a few more times randomly Ishipwillowandhunter: It worked that well? That's really really great, I'm glad you found a way to help Roper: males * Ishipwillowandhunter: AJ heyyy <3 Neko_yeetus: Hii Dtrump: Yeah sex usually solves boys problems. Roper: cocknitive tearape * Ishipwillowandhunter: Not mine Izzy_blight: There are still some problematic thoughts that I don't have counterpoints for yet and and they still stress me out but I am hoping I can find some for them eventually Neko_yeetus: Let me know if there’s any way I can help iz Dtrump: Yeah your a virgin. Roper: "personal reasons" Izzy_blight: Thank you both of you have already helped me Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm sure you'll be able to. today was your first try, you have time and space Neko_yeetus: Idk why but trump it really irking me today Izzy_blight: Yeah he's acting weird Izzy_blight: He does that sometimes Ishipwillowandhunter: Same, what is blud saying Roper: I have time and space aswell as a psychical object Dtrump: no it wasnt Neko_yeetus: Please if he says something stupid I’m gonna start being an asshole so sorry about that Ishipwillowandhunter: Ohhh he forgot his meds Roper: Finally I am not the weird one Ishipwillowandhunter: It's alright hon Neko_yeetus: That trans comment really made me mad like holy shit Neko_yeetus: I feel things todau Ishipwillowandhunter: Do you mind me asking why that one in particular? Ishipwillowandhunter: Also what'd he say Neko_yeetus: It always pisses me off Roper: Next time, spill facts about how natives were stupid instead straight up saying you don't like to date trans or something Neko_yeetus: He said I don’t interact with trans people Roper: Omg. Different opinions Izzy_blight: I mean he interacts with me sometimes so he's lying Roper: Oooohhhhhh Neko_yeetus: How about he looks down at the tiny dick he has if he can even fucking see it and shove it up his own ass now he’s gay and trans Izzy_blight: He's a liar just like the real truth Izzy_blight: Oof Dtrump: I'm going to log off rn. Roper: What's next? A pedo who sees... nothing wrong Izzy_blight: Rip Trump Neko_yeetus: Please Izzy_blight: I'm sorry but I just I just laughed Izzy_blight: I haven't ever seen anyone roast Trump like that Roper: Cock Rape on effect 👍 Izzy_blight: poor grandpa Izzy_blight: Roper what are you on about Dtrump: Heres the thing you can get mad at me but I laugh at that. Roper: He doesn't need mercy. After all he can jerk it off Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmaooohe actually logged off Ishipwillowandhunter: Ive never seen any body make him log off Neko_yeetus: Oh but he came back Neko_yeetus: Didn’t last long Roper: Comic timing Dtrump: I am the master of satire. Izzy_blight: Trump is so silly he Roper: Like him cuming Neko_yeetus: Said every girl he’s ever touched Roper: Dtrump is the smartest in chat. Only Whitetrashfucker can out master him Izzy_blight: I don't I I don't know why but whenever I picture Trump i just imagine like an angry little hedgehog sitting behind a PC from like 1998 in a very dark room Neko_yeetus: Idk roper was being silly and saying that it was the natives fault they died Izzy_blight: Roper is a strange fellow Roper: Everyone simps you. Mission accomplished? Neko_yeetus: I ignored him so idk what he sayinf Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmao thank-you for blessing me with that image Izzy Izzy_blight: You're quite welcome Izzy_blight: I've blessed myself with it too and now I'm giggling Roper: The Germans did also native genocide with sorbs, colonialism and the Holocaust therefore Germans have no legitimate reason to kick me Izzy_blight: Silly Little Donny Neko_yeetus: Wooo happy people Roper: I know :D Ishipwillowandhunter: Yu know how deer like take a bite of something and then chew it slowly while staring into space? Izzy_blight: Happy happy joy joy Izzy_blight: I love you guys you're so cute Izzy_blight: I want give you hugs Neko_yeetus: That makes me overjoyed Ishipwillowandhunter: That's how I always imagined Trump Neko_yeetus: Real Izzy_blight: Hehe Ishipwillowandhunter: I love you moreee, yes hugs Izzy_blight: This is good Izzy_blight: hugs for 5 years Izzy_blight: Without food or water Izzy_blight: challenge Ishipwillowandhunter: What about bathroom breaks Neko_yeetus: Gone wrong at 3am (I pissed my pants) Roper: And it's 1/3 Americans fault, 2/3's the deceases and europeans. And a few natives wanted sex so they died from STDs and natives were also racist Izzy_blight: Use your pants as a diaper Roper: Rip pants Dtrump: I know you have STDs. Roper: Never. I am protected by my uglyness Izzy_blight: Holy Smackles MCR sounds incredible on my laptop Izzy_blight: I don't know why the audio sounds so much better but oh my goodness Izzy_blight: I feel like I'm at a concert Roper: Like your curtain last time lennyface Neko_yeetus: My chemical romance??? Ishipwillowandhunter: I told you Roper: Mich knows Izzy_blight: Yessss Ishipwillowandhunter: In the middle of a gunfighttttt Ishipwillowandhunter: In the center of a restaurant Roper: Bruh what Ishipwillowandhunter: Now I'm in an mcr mood Izzy_blight: I'm listening to the foundations of decay Izzy_blight: Have you heard that one Roper: Italian workday at restaurant be like: Ishipwillowandhunter: No, I haven't but I'll listen as soon as I get to my room and on m laptop Roper: I heard of the American Heritage Foundation Izzy_blight: I wasn't sure how I felt about it at first but it's awesome Izzy_blight: Oh also I read your book Roper: New Drug discovered? Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh yes Neko_yeetus: I’m more of a I’ve only listens to the black parade album and am more of a uh falling in reverse kinda guy Izzy_blight: Ah I see Dtrump: Are you a fed? Ishipwillowandhunter: Falling in reverse yesss Roper: Black parade? What about the Asian parade? Neko_yeetus: Like don’t get me wrong I listen to mcr but only know that album songs by name Izzy_blight: I would say what I thought about the book but I don't really have the words But I was impressed Izzy_blight: My personal favorite MCR album is conventional weapons Izzy_blight: Which isn't even really an album Roper: No I am not a member of the FBI. Would be cool though Neko_yeetus: Fire emo nuts? Neko_yeetus: Not nuts Neko_yeetus: Fuck Dtrump: Nuts? Ishipwillowandhunter: Lmaooo Ishipwillowandhunter: And Izzy Roper: What's Baklava? Neko_yeetus: Okay please idk what’s happening Ishipwillowandhunter: Those are really good, I dot know why heyre not an album Ishipwillowandhunter: Yeah no I'm rushing Neko_yeetus: Oh my fav mcr song isss shit what’s the name Ishipwillowandhunter: I have a lot of energy Neko_yeetus: AHHHH Roper: And yet, you waste it for useless stuff Dtrump: mzinc? Roper: Minecraft? Dtrump: zinc pills Roper: I have curcuma pills and magnesium+ Ishipwillowandhunter: My favorite is you know what they do to guys like us in prison becuase it was m introduction Neko_yeetus: I like blood a lot Dtrump: too much blood Izzy_blight: Give Jimmy blood Roper: McIntroduction, I am going to eat all Pussys with sweet-sour-dip Neko_yeetus: I discovered it on the cd Neko_yeetus: Cause it’s a hidden song Roper: Blood for painting be like Izzy_blight: Super secret slider snow skates Neko_yeetus: You have to wait in like 3 minutes of silence Roper: Gangnam Style was awsome Neko_yeetus: But it’s probably helena Neko_yeetus: Yea Neko_yeetus: Helena Ishipwillowandhunter: What the fuck did I just read Ishipwillowandhunter: Roper: McIntroduction, I am going to eat all Pussys with sweet-sour-dip Neko_yeetus: What the fuck Roper: ship, don't shit Ishipwillowandhunter: Mods ban this guy Izzy_blight: Just like the match you strike to incinerate the lives of everyone you know Ishipwillowandhunter: Did you know Ishipwillowandhunter: Youre a star Dtrump: You have a sister? Ishipwillowandhunter: Maybe Roper: You have incest opportunities but refused Ishipwillowandhunter: Why do you ask Izzy_blight: Jimmy Jimmy Jimmy Neko_yeetus: Huh I missed something Roper: Research purposes Izzy_blight: I'm so happy I will I have so many things I want to say Izzy_blight: Arooga Dtrump: I know your sister. Roper: At least someone is happy Izzy_blight: You slept with my sister Izzy_blight: We were married for 12 years you were the best man at the wedding Ishipwillowandhunter: No you don't, my sister has literally no online presence Roper: My sister is air. Vaccum Neko_yeetus: What da fook Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh Ishipwillowandhunter: Uh Dtrump: I read that wrong. Izzy_blight: Sorry I was referencing this thing I saw earlier Ishipwillowandhunter: About that Izzy Izzy_blight: What Ishipwillowandhunter: I can't come to your wedding :( Roper: Dtrump read Quran wrong. It wasn't about terrorism Izzy_blight: Oh no but I spent so much on it all of it came from Jimmy's offshore accounts He's going to be so mad he wanted you there Neko_yeetus: My friend said he was gonna fuck a stray dog cause it looked hot asf Izzy_blight: What the truffles Roper: Dogday X Catnap Fanfics be like Neko_yeetus: Omg I have real friends now Neko_yeetus: Wait Neko_yeetus: Not real irl* Roper: It would be funny if that wasn't so sad for your friends Ishipwillowandhunter: *no Neko_yeetus: Hey Izzy_blight: Wow Ishipwillowandhunter: Oh wait Ishipwillowandhunter: No no Neko_yeetus: I cry now Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm so sorry Ishipwillowandhunter: I read hat so wrong Izzy_blight: Aw man Dtrump: loser Roper: Rip the dip Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't know how Neko_yeetus: :,( Izzy_blight: It's okay It's okay We all make mistakes Izzy_blight: But very sad Ishipwillowandhunter: :( I'm sorryyyy Roper: Like transition and regret Neko_yeetus: Wahhhhhhh Izzy_blight: transgender unicorns Neko_yeetus: 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Ishipwillowandhunter: Womp womp Roper: Gender Izzy_blight: Aw sweetie No you need so much chocolate Roper: Diabetes Izzy_blight: I swear it's not poisoned here have all my chocolate Dtrump: gender and diabtes Roper: That's how natives died Neko_yeetus: 🍑🥸🥺🥶😳🤯🤥 Ishipwillowandhunter: Izzy can you reimburse me? I bought a 3k piece of moon rock for your wedding but now I'm not going Roper: STDs Neko_yeetus: Wow Izzy_blight: Yes I shall Izzy_blight: Hold on I'll be right back Ishipwillowandhunter: Me too brb Roper: *plays meme-music* Neko_yeetus: Okay im fine now Neko_yeetus: 😵‍💫 Roper: So. Your online friends abandoned you Neko_yeetus: 👹🫶🏻✊🏻🫰🏽🤏🏻👅🍆 Neko_yeetus: No wrong order Neko_yeetus: I am Izzy_blight: I am alive Izzy_blight: Hello I'm here I love you Neko_yeetus: Going to shut up now Izzy_blight: But I really love your shoes Neko_yeetus: Because I talk very much Roper: It's been since 30 secs? Neko_yeetus: When I fell okay Izzy_blight: Oh no I'm sorry it's okay Neko_yeetus: Feel* Izzy_blight: I'm glad you feel like Jimmy Izzy_blight: I feel like Jimmy too Roper: Jimmy = cock Neko_yeetus: Yay jimmy feels good Neko_yeetus: NO Neko_yeetus: Not Izzy_blight: Why is Roper being so perverse tonight Neko_yeetus: Hmm Roper: I just said cock twice Neko_yeetus: I forgot he exists Izzy_blight: Nah you said a lot more than that bro Roper: Ok 4 times Izzy_blight: I love it when Jimmy brings me cheese pizza for free Roper: cognitive therapy Neko_yeetus: I like when everyone blocks him and he doesn’t exist Roper: Hitler be like Izzy_blight: If no one can perceive him then he doesn't exist Roper: At least the slaves got acknowledged in colonial times Izzy_blight: I'm sure there is probably a name for some kind of principle of reality that revolves around that concept Neko_yeetus: It’s like the issue I have with the things not existing if they are not in sight I forgot Roper: It's being gay Izzy_blight: Zero object permanence Neko_yeetus: Oh yea m Neko_yeetus: That Izzy_blight: They just go boom Neko_yeetus: Mhm Roper: Schroedingers position Izzy_blight: Just like Jimmy when he filled his car with the wrong kind of gas Neko_yeetus: Uh oh Ishipwillowandhunter: . Izzy_blight: Or at least that's what the official reports say happened. The real story is it was a car bomb Roper: cog-cock-nitive the-rape Neko_yeetus: I planted it Ishipwillowandhunter: sorry back did I miss anything Neko_yeetus: Shhhh Izzy_blight: Jimmy was assassinated Izzy_blight: I'm pretty sure you missed Jimmy He was just here Neko_yeetus: Yea my bad Neko_yeetus: Yea jimmy was everywhere Izzy_blight: I see Jimmy in my dreams Neko_yeetus: Cause he exploded 06:36 : ^ 09:08 : v Izzy_blight: My dad has a bunch of Pokémon cards Neko_yeetus: I do Ishipwillowandhunter: I have a little Ishipwillowandhunter: uh Izzy_blight: I don't know where he got them from Ishipwillowandhunter: I forgot what it's called Ishipwillowandhunter: Binder? Izzy_blight: He has like a boxes Ishipwillowandhunter: I have a little binder of pokemon cards Ishipwillowandhunter: Boxes??? Neko_yeetus: Though I Lost the coin Izzy_blight: a binder is something that trans men use Dtrump: eat a hot dog wiener dick thing Izzy_blight: Awesome so cute Look at the little Jimmy Inasg_no: I feel excludedso I'm gonna go find dog and eat Izzy_blight: hot dog Izzy_blight: I'm sorry sweetie Ishipwillowandhunter: aww sorry tay Ishipwillowandhunter: also nothing wrong with it AJ Ishipwillowandhunter: If I had money I would be collecting dumb watches Ishipwillowandhunter: I would buy you thigh highs in a non weird way if I could Dtrump: thighs Roper: What should happen to say your life is fullfilled? Neko_yeetus: Like mugs, funkos, uh poke cards and also anything nightmare bf Christmas Izzy_blight: Aw thank you but I hate to have people spend money on me Neko_yeetus: How about I just give you a pair of mine Izzy_blight: Wow you have quite the little collection Neko_yeetus: No money spent Izzy_blight: Oh you actually have those? I'm jealous Izzy_blight: But very generous of you thank you Neko_yeetus: Yes a lot Izzy_blight: Wow lucky Neko_yeetus: You want my Shrek ones? Izzy_blight: Oh yes absolutely Izzy_blight: I'm going to rock those everyday Neko_yeetus: Thought they only go up to the kneee Roper: All the money. This continuing consumerism. Izzy_blight: If it's Shrek it slaps height is irrelevant Izzy_blight: consumerism Ishipwillowandhunter: Shrek anything is gold Izzy_blight: They told us we'd all be movie gods and rock stars Neko_yeetus: Lmao I think I got them from hot topic Ishipwillowandhunter: Shrek is like Midas but green Roper: Did you brought something and think you're 100% satisfied? Ishipwillowandhunter: and maybe a twink Izzy_blight: No way Neko_yeetus: I also have Naruto ones of hinata Ishipwillowandhunter: whaat Izzy_blight: Bro I'm so jealous What Roper: Why Neko_yeetus: Uh black, white, grey, maroon, pink with pokadots Ishipwillowandhunter: brb Roper: When you can just forget Neko_yeetus: Hmmm oh birbs Izzy_blight: I want cute clothes my dad won't let me get all the clothes I want Izzy_blight: I will beat him in face six times Izzy_blight: with soft hammer Roper: And then? Izzy_blight: And then I claim victory Ishipwillowandhunter: okay back Neko_yeetus: An I’ll do it with sledge hammer Ishipwillowandhunter: i will take your dad Izzy_blight: JimmyHi Jimmy Neko_yeetus: Up the ass Ishipwillowandhunter: I'll kidnap him in broad daylight Neko_yeetus: Sorry Izzy_blight: Oh my Izzy_blight: gettingTo be quite a list of scandalous things that are going to happen to my father Ishipwillowandhunter: I'll drive for as long as possible in circles so he thinks we went somewhere Neko_yeetus: I’ll torture him till he gives me the clearance code to area 52 Ishipwillowandhunter: Then I'll take him into a dark basement Dtrump: whip your dick out Ishipwillowandhunter: I'll leave him down their Ishipwillowandhunter: alone Ishipwillowandhunter: for days Ishipwillowandhunter: in the dark Ishipwillowandhunter: no sound Ishipwillowandhunter: no light Roper: Cute is subjective. What others think intersubjective. Ishipwillowandhunter: nothing but the musky scent of a leaking basement Izzy_blight: Honestly I would like to do these things to your dad Neko_yeetus: Ugh you sound like a guy from a book I love Ishipwillowandhunter: then i'll overload his senses Izzy_blight: both of your of your dad's Neko_yeetus: Yes kill all the shitty fathers Roper: No Ishipwillowandhunter: No Ishipwillowandhunter: Torture them Roper: No Ishipwillowandhunter: Be methodical. Slow. Ruthless. Unforgiving Ishipwillowandhunter: Peel the strips of flesh from their bone and patch them up Ishipwillowandhunter: Keep them healthy Ishipwillowandhunter: alive Neko_yeetus: I wish zade was real I’d die to be in his vicinityhhh Roper: They deserve forgiveness. Our desires are our inner demons Dtrump: wheres ceecee Neko_yeetus: Sorry I am not on topic Ishipwillowandhunter: My inner psychopath is coming out, sorry Izzy_blight: I am having a slight Izzy_blight: It's okay it's okay It's okay Ishipwillowandhunter: yeah sorry went a bit overboard Ishipwillowandhunter: I actually want all our fathers to meet Ishipwillowandhunter: what would happen Roper: Be happy with the stuff you already have Izzy_blight: This is your life It's the last drop doesn't get any better than this This is your life and it's ending 1 minute at a time Izzy_blight: When we can retreatWhere you are now you can't even imagine what the bottom will be like Roper: I will die like I was born Neko_yeetus: My dad would touch yours Izzy_blight: Only after disaster can we be resurrected It's only after you've lost everything that's your free to do anything Nothing is static Everything is evolving Everything is falling apart Izzy_blight: You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else We are all part of the same compost tapeWe are the all saying all dancing crap of the world Neko_yeetus: Shit it’s 5 I gotta be up at 9 damn if Izzy_blight: Sorry I'm listening to Jimmy Izzy_blight: Please go bed Neko_yeetus: Goodnight loves Neko_yeetus: Actually this thing Neko_yeetus: Time * Roper: Let's enjoy the moment. That we all gather together Izzy_blight: Have a small sleep honey Izzy_blight: I said swell Neko_yeetus: lol Izzy_blight: Not small small is bad small sleep is bad big sleep is good Izzy_blight: 15 hours Neko_yeetus: Night night silly izzy Rain69: boo Ishipwillowandhunter: Goodnight <3 sleep well and sweet dreams that are made of this. Love ya Roper: Neko's body will know Ishipwillowandhunter: heyy kei Rain69: heyyyyy Dtrump: gay Izzy_blight: Where is my mind Rain69: yes i am Roper: Does it matter Dtrump: nothing else matters Izzy_blight: I was swimming in the Caribbean animals were had and behind the rocks Izzy_blight: Jimmy went out the window and he went blam bam Roper: All your experience is gone like a fever dream Izzy_blight: Out in the waters you're swimming Roper: What matters I would say is the present Izzy_blight: Why is to be so stupid Roper: Idc Izzy_blight: Jimmy is so dumb Ishipwillowandhunter: Izzy I think you need to get some sleep now Izzy_blight: Maybe Izzy_blight: What's what time is it Let me check what time is it Roper: Dumb? Smart? We all drink water and die the same Izzy_blight: It's okay I'll I got a little longer Izzy_blight: I don't want this night to end it's so good Roper: Time is a relative illusion Izzy_blight: how to collapse and there's nothing in it and you ask yourself where is my mind Roper: I dont Izzy_blight: pedody Roper: Let the mind walk his own ways Inasg_no: hi Izzy_blight: I welcome back Izzy_blight: Hi sorry if I sound weird I'm using speech text on my laptop and I'm I'm snoring and it's stuttering because I'm as tired Izzy_blight: My words are not coming out very accurate Izzy_blight: As you can tell Inasg_no: Ty Izzy_blight: I know buddy believes you now you breathe the magic out Ishipwillowandhunter: wbb Inasg_no: ty Ishipwillowandhunter: I can't believe i have to goback to school tomorrow Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't wanna Izzy_blight: Love me and nobody believes you now you breed the magic Izzy_blight: I thought you were homeschooled Roper: What's wrong with school Izzy_blight: everything Ishipwillowandhunter: sorry Izzy_blight: Finland has the world's only good school system Ishipwillowandhunter: I do online school Ishipwillowandhunter: whe n Isay go back to school I mean I log onto a website and sit there for 4 hours bored as hell Rain69: im happy to go to school Izzy_blight: That is awful I'm sorry Ishipwillowandhunter: speaking of I need to check my grades Ishipwillowandhunter: I would be happy to do school if it was in person Ishipwillowandhunter: but Izzy_blight: I almost wish you were in public school Ishipwillowandhunter: idk I can't focus and it's lonely and apiwhai Rain69: im only happy to see my girl Izzy_blight: as horrid as it is Izzy_blight: I'm sorry Rain69: wut Izzy_blight: I want to beat Ishipwillowandhunter: Public school isn't that bad. it would mean 8 hours away from home a day Ishipwillowandhunter: and it's fine Ishipwillowandhunter: also Izzy_blight: Okay and intrusive thoughts I'm getting angry Ishipwillowandhunter: actually there is no also Dtrump: fake bitch Rain69: sense when was carman here trump? Izzy_blight: I'm very angry at your father and I don't have a counterpoint for that Izzy_blight: But I I I don't need one Izzy_blight: He deserves all of my hatred Izzy_blight: And everyone's hatred Izzy_blight: I love nothing more than for Dtrump: where is she Izzy_blight: oh oh oh oh oh my God Ishipwillowandhunter: oh i'm actually doing good. A, A, A, B+, B+, C Ishipwillowandhunter: it's okay Izzy Izzy_blight: Okay bad memory hold on hold on Rain69: thankfuly not here Izzy_blight: good good good Izzy_blight: It's okay It's okay It's okay It's okay It's okay It's okay Roper: It matters what you do now with those memories. Ishipwillowandhunter: I don't like the C but I don't care enough to fix it Ishipwillowandhunter: It's alright Izzy Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm sorry Ishipwillowandhunter: Iknow it hurts Dtrump: it was you Izzy_blight: Nope it's okay I'm good I'm I'm good I I I I I should probably go to sleep soon if that's okay Izzy_blight: I'm I imagine me Roper: Close your eyes. What do you see? Izzy_blight: I hate this this thing is so so wonky Rain69: mich u only have six classes? Izzy_blight: I see a frozen forest Izzy_blight: My body hangs from all the trees Izzy_blight: It makes me smile Roper: And are you one with the forest? Izzy_blight: All my children are the leaves Izzy_blight: They dance with me Ishipwillowandhunter: Yeah I have 6 classes, I had 7 last semester and if I choose to take honors then I'll have some more next year Izzy_blight: They comfort me Ishipwillowandhunter: Izzy please sleep :( Roper: Just let it be Izzy_blight: Sorry I will I will go I just want to say one more thing Inasg_no: . Ishipwillowandhunter: Okay okay Rain69: i have 7 all school year Ishipwillowandhunter: hey tayy Inasg_no: hi Ishipwillowandhunter: I have one less elective in semester 2 Rain69: then we have advisery and clubs on some days Izzy_blight: Thank you for everything and forAnd the night it was really really good And I hope it was good for you And I hope we have more nice like this a lot more very soon Roper: A great part of school is that you can fight everyday for feeling alive. Izzy_blight: with my new system I feel very uptimistic Ishipwillowandhunter: it was good and I'm sure we will have more nights like these, Love you <3 Rain69: so tuesday wednesday and thursday i have 8 Izzy_blight: Love you See you soon I hope you can sleep tonight but if not I understand okay see you Rain69: byyeee izzyyyy Roper: If I go in my class, I am finally part of something. This is a moment ppl can't return time back to Rain69: ughhhh Rain69: NO Roper: I know some ppl hate it, but aren't you glad for feeling different emotions at all? Giving the opportunity to do more than you can do home schoolless? 09:08 : ^ Sunday, 2024/03/17 2024/03/17 03:06 : v Izzy_blight: I spin on you (anon): spin? or spit? Dtrump: spinning the block? Covershoot: hey Dtrump: third times the charm Covershoot: how is it i always see your screen name here every time i join Dtrump: Its a live chat. Covershoot: for years Dtrump: yes for years Covershoot: ive used different screen names and i alway see yours (anon): he has absorbed all those who came before Izzy_blight: 😛 Dtrump: oh different names 03:26 : v (anon): yo Izzy_blight: Oy oy Saturday, 2024/03/16 Ishipwillowandhunter: Heyy Ishipwillowandhunter: My laptops about to die, need to find my charger brb Rain69: k Ishipwillowandhunter: Alright, back. Rain69: wb 07:32 : ^ 2024/03/16 21:05 : v Goofy90: ą Carmannn: A Carmannn: . Bean74: E Carmannn: E Dtrump: L 2024/03/16 21:05 : ^ Saturday, 2024/03/16 2024/03/16 06:50 : v Ishipwillowandhunter: . Ishipwillowandhunter: I'm here Roper: Omg someone exists Ishipwillowandhunter: Don't get me started on the gays Roper: Lesbians Dtrump: they suck Roper: I wish Rain69: boo Roper: A ghost? Rain69: maybe Roper: perhaps Dtrump: racist Roper: Sooner or later, the gays will be started Dtrump: what? Roper: Ishipwillowandhunter: Don't get me started on the gays Dtrump: terrible joke Roper: I thought he mean it unironically Ishipwillowandhunter: on Roper: This chat is so gay and lbgtq sometimes, that it's inevitable to talk about them Rain69: Hi mich Ishipwillowandhunter: My name's on Ishipwillowandhunter: Turned on Roper: ono Ishipwillowandhunter: heyy kei Rain69: HI Roper: 69? Dtrump: cool number Roper: Your name is from 2018 Rain69: cool Roper: Enter chat message here. Dtrump: whose name? Roper: Rain69 with a straight face Rain69: im not straight lol Roper: I told you it's inevitable Dtrump: oh your curved Roper: Like all the hoes Rain69: ugh ads Roper: Ukraine will lose tbh Rina: Human beings are disgusting Roper: Same Rain69: RIN Rina: Hello uhhhh Rain69: kei Rina: Is that keigo? Rain69: yea Rina: Yeah. Rina: Did I forgive you yet? Roper: What a twist Rina: 👀 Rain69: yea Rina: Aight Roper: cool Rina: Just making sure Rain69: u said "i forgive you for now" Rina: Do I know this roper fellow Rina: ? Roper: Screenshot? Dtrump: No. Rina: Sounds like sun I'd say Roper: I am the storm that is approaching Rina: I recall having issue with rump during my last appearance Rina: Oh he's cringe Rain69: fr tho Roper: It was rumpy Rina: So uh Dtrump: What happened last time. Roper: Dtrump can be cool when you're cool to him Rina: Who's active besides you 3? Rina: I believe you insulted me Roper: My dick Rain69: um idk i haven't rly been on much lately Rina: Rump can be cool, a simple, and a dweeb all in one. Rina: He's also a suckered for degradation. Roper: Is this a compliment? Rina: 😉 Roper: whatever Dtrump: I think my last message was nice to rin. Rina: I believe it wasn't Rina: I think you were in a mood. Roper: I think I am nice to all my slaves Rina: Roper.... Rina: Who are you? Roper: Rina.... Rina: 👀 Rina: Oh Rina: Yeah you dont know me Roper: I am Jimmy Rain69: im so confused Dtrump: roper is a random Rina: Ugh Rina: It's one of those Roper: I was born accidentally Rina: Roper is that lady Rina: Vanessa or whatever her name was Roper: Let's talk about gay people Rina: I don't like her I can't remember who she was Dtrump: Veronica? Rina: Maybe Roper: Perhaps. Noone knows Rina: I feel like her name was shorter Roper: I feel like something else is coming Rain69: this sounds like drama that i do not want to know or be in Rina: Roper you know your one letter away from being raper? Rina: Was that on purpose? Roper: You're one letter away for being Ron Rina: Teo Rina: Two Roper: Terrorist Rina: I'm two letters Rina: And in what way? Roper: Ran Rina: Hm Roper: anigeR Rina: I don't think I like this one rump. Dtrump: Yeah roper is a troll who just says random things at point. Roper: I don't like myself either Rain69: oop (anon): L Rina: I don't like how it's responding to me. Roper: *plays Despacito * 2* Rina: It's like the inside of a used flashlight Rain69: if? lmo Rina: Felsh* Roper: Interesting Rain69: lmao Rina: Flesh* Roper: F E L S H Rina: ... Rina: Ha Roper: 3 dots Rina: You're annoying Roper: ok Rina: And you're doing it on purpose Rain69: i think its on crack Roper: I was born this way Rina: I think it's not wearing a full outfit Rain69: well like you said you were a mistake Rina: I hope you get cold snot on your finger Rina: Me?! Roper: UwU Rina: IM IN NO WAY A MISTAKE (anon): It was dropped on its head as a baby Rina: ANAON Roper: And I stood up Rain69: no roper rin Rina: This anon has a personality Roper: The fact that Rina feels targeted says more about her Rina: I will be taking this anon into my home for the time being. Roper: Sus Rina: Rin is an attention whore. Roper: And yet you gave moe more. Curious Rain69: speak English Roper: me* Rina: Any and all unspecified directives will be thought to have been aimed at me Rina: R Roper: They are gay Rina: You're gay? Rina: No one cares here. Literally everyone but me is gay. Roper: They are all my Pringles Rina: You're not special Roper: ate* Rina: WHERE DID THE ANON GO?! Roper: Air Rina: I wanted to coddle it Roper: Sus Rina: ;-; Rina: My anon is gone Roper: Who's pro-Russia? Rina: Rump Rina: It escapex me Roper: Lil Rina: RUMP Roper: escapeX Dtrump: me? Rina: The lack of attention is driving me to lunacy Roper: Make OnlyFans Rina: I came to be fed and I'm being given crumbs Roper: same Rina: Roper suck a bag of smega dicks Rina: Smegma* Roper: That's homophobic? Rina: So? Roper: Based Rina: Homophobia isn't a crime. Roper: You become Rina: People.just won't like.me. Roper: u becomes Rina: Not my problem. And I'm not homophobic Rina: Rump Rina: Rumo Rina: Rump Roper: if you say so Rina: Rump Rina: Rump Dtrump: what Rina: I don't mind the gays as long as they don't bother me Rina: Rump Rina: Tell me a joke Roper: Idk why but I got the feeling that Rina has daddy issues with a guy called "Rump"? Rina: I have a husband and a child. Roper: Rumo is his Mexican cousine Rina: Qnd I'm bothering rump because he's literally the only person online. Roper: You have a what? Rina: I. Am. Married. Roper: Why? Rain69: thats like asking me why i have a gf Rina: Rumpppppppp Roper: Once you're