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sometimes i wonder does anyone else lowkey dread getting into a new hyperfixation because the obsession is overwhelming and unhealthy but no one talks about it because its kinda ugly or is it literally just me
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I have trouble getting a hyper fixation as it is ( since I'm picky with what I like),,, so,,, maybe,,, but idk I don't have much hyperfixations I never really thought abt it like that,,,
when I do it's for years, so I don't have much experience with moving to other interests,,,
ig my experience is different cuz mine tends to last only a few years and ive had periods of time where i had NONE... but even just every few years feels very rapid and often because each time it feels like my life has literally changed its trajectory forever
god U are onto smthg with being into a hyperfixations and it being a phase of life
BUT YA IT FEELS LIKE THAT SOMETIMES,, ig that's why it's so dreadful,, constantly entering a different interest changes your whole being sounds terrible, I know that happened when I got into rgg
LITERALLY each time its like it changes me fundamentally as a person and im so obsessed im not taking care of myself im forgetting to properly eat sleep piss and shit im ignoring family and friends im not going out im ignoring studies and responsibilities
its like i literally start planning my future around continuing to be interested in this thing and then i wonder what the fucks wrong with me 
did i ever tell you when i got into rgg i couldnt stop dreaming about majima
NO? MAJIMA HAUNTING U OUT HERE but ya your hyperfixations are really extreme,,, i get that it could really harm you whenever U change interests,, altho having no hyperfixations is also smthg that could be bad
but ya your hyperfixations are really extreme,,, i get that it could really harm you whenever U change interests,, altho having no hyperfixations is also smthg that could be badomg I felt really empty and like I had no real personality whatsoever when I had no fixations ... I still had special interests but since those are somewhat less obsessive the void wasn't really filled
SAMEEE, felt like life had no meaning, I'm ngl I was suic*dal when I had nothing to go crazy over/ think abt it
omg so true me too !!! I use escapism really heavily so not having a fixation was pretty detrimental because I wasn't interested in anything enough to be able to push the ideations out 
at the same time now idk how to be healthily interested in anything 
lose lose !
at the same time now idk how to be healthily interested in anything lose lose !we both need therapy, like if that being heavily into interests to the point of it consuming U is bad but also,,,, what else am I gonna do
the way I'm been in therapy for some years but it's not making a difference 
but tbh hyper fixations is normal for autistics so I've kinda accepted I'll just be like this forever. it's not the worst if I can just learn to manage it though
but tbh hyper fixations is normal for autistics so I've kinda accepted I'll just be like this forever. it's not the worst if I can just learn to manage it thoughsucks that we can't really do anything abt it tho like maybe I wanna be normal abt my interests for once,,,,
like maybe I wanna be normal abt my interests for once,,,,sometimes I look at my irls and just see how normal they are abt their interests/ never had hyperfixations and wish that were me like GEE MUST BE NICE
literally no shade ik I'm the abnormal one but I just can't be that person with ~diverse~ ~multiple~ interests at once. it's gotta be go big or go home,, cash it all in or cash out. I need to be obsessed with it for some time before I can even THINK about letting it go
YEAH, but having diverse multiple interests helps you socialise and 
like,,, sorry I can only speak to other people in rgg terms
like,,, sorry I can only speak to other people in rgg termshonestly it's so embarrassing I know I become that person where it's a completely unrelated topic but I'm like. but how can I make this about my interest ?? it has to be about me and what I think about 24/7 /j
BDBJSJA if it's not then how am I gonna focus on the topic at hand
but I mean, now I just keep my interest to myself I'm too scared to tell anyone else abt it dkcjndjdn
but I mean, now I just keep my interest to myself I'm too scared to tell anyone else abt it dkcjndjdntrue I have enough social awareness to not be blabbing my mouth out loud about what I'm thinking but that's the beauty of the internet at least, if I can't talk about it irl I'll find someone online. and it works !
but that's the beauty of the internet at least, if I can't talk about it irl I'll find someone online. and it works !
WELL if next time you come over here and we're both not sick and also available we wouldn't just be in each other's phones 
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I think it's important to separate from the whole "chronically online" + fandom culture (+ rgg coomer) mindset cuz that's definitely unhealthy and way too warped for irl but I think it can be a good outlet. my family's already sick of rgg I think (talked about it 4 times)
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