No bc u cant just isolate someone from age 17-18 1/2 and expect them to start functioning normal when they reenter the world if u said to someone a few years ago "hey what if u took someone out of school, like at midterm, but didnt let them leave the house for a year and a half with someone who watches their every move, gaslit them, you know just like really fuck with them like play mind games n stuff and then set them out in the world do u think theyd be normal" THE ANSWER WOULD BE NO AND ALSO WHATS WRONG WITH YOU LOL
#instafuck #she would like throw fits over me doing basic things #like showering or using the bathroom #insisting i was like up to something #said she was scared of me #lost it if i DIDNT do things like shower or use the bathroom #was cruel to my mom n shi #i loved when she would go through my room and tell me she didnt 😍 #i would set shit in front of the door so id know if she came in or so shed hopefully trip lol #had to put a bell on my door so she wouldn't come in while i was sleeping 👁👁 #shed stand outside the door while i used the bathroom n say she wasnt n shit but i could obviously hear her bump the door and walking up #n darting off n stjff #plus the years of psychological warfare leading up to that year fuck #plus the stress of not knowing what to do w my life or how to do anything got to me bc it interrupted my life skills class! #and my school hadnt rlly properly set up elearning so what little we did have was nothing #it was like watch these videos or go do this interactvie and just confirm u did it #it was no educational #and we had no textbooks or i wouldve just studied those lmao #anyway what im saying is i am mentally still 17 i didnt have any life experience to grow and now i am incapable of handling my life #the slightest stressor of adult life and i have uncontrollable meltdowns 😍 #ty world
im extremely upset that there is no genre of images like this for Thomas.
i guess the “scary Thomas the train” and stuff like shed 17 is the closest thing we got but they rely way too much on shock value and trying to be needlessly edgy. it is oversaturated and there isnt enough subtle compelling stuff like the uncanny valley or analog horror. also they treat Thomas like the only character in the series and it gets old fast
#txt #btw the looped scream thomas makes at the end of shed 17 is a stock scream i heard before in a dub parody of peppa pig #i could not stop giggling it was so goofy
#oh and shed 17 is in the middle #ttte humanized#ttte#mashup#ttte thomas #the engine to human spectrum #add more labels if needed #the railway series #RWS#BWBA#AEG#model series#shed 17 #project g1 ttte #that train show #thomas and friends #thomas the tank engine #you guys are allow to edit this chart
little me would hate current me so much but she thought samgladiator was cool so whos really the problem here
#shed hate me for being gay and nb n shit but ESP for having bad grammar #when i was 11 i made a sim on my friends computer of future me (aged abt 17) and damn . i had no fuckin idea what was coming
Essentially from day one, Sinclair has been a frigid, sullen, moody, antisocial, miserable person to be around. As an infant, he’d scream and squirm in protest if his parents tried to hand him off to anyone. Once he gained the ability to talk, he out right protested being touched whenever possible. By the time he started grade school, teachers expressed concern for his development. It took a great amount of convincing, from D. A. as well as his parents and physician that this is just the way he is
#( ooc. ) #( about: d. a. sinclair ) #D. A. had an impressive 0 friends from kindergarten to graduation #the only people he ever had any sort of positive interactions with were his parents #and even then #it was more out of obligation than a need to nurture #his parents tried to love him nice but their fussy angry baby never settled #when he got a genius grant to move across country at like 17 there was no tears shed #and when he stopped calling after his second year #they weren't heartbroken #they don't get in contact again till well after he starts working for Cecil and by then they're shocked to hear he's enjoying his work #and that he has a good job in government #but what they dont know will help them sleep at night
#oct 10 2021 #AND ABBEY AT THE ENDSDDDHDJDJ #oct 15 2021 #sooo close to 17 ppl ALSO THIS MIGHT BE THE JOEY TELLING JOSH DONNA LIKES HIM ?/?:$4&:&:& #WE LIKE TO BE WOOed #IM IMPERVIOUS#THEYRNDJFJSKFKKDBF #should've watched these two as companions oops #screeeching i freaking love their early seasons dynamic #YOU DONT THINK SHED BE JEALOUSDDDJDJJSKF #RHAHHHHH #ugh it's gonna be like 1 am when i finish but #JEALOUS JOSH VS DONNA ENCOURAGING HIM TO GO OUT WITH JOEY BROOOOOO #THEYRE SOOOOO #samainsley buzz sooooo #jed and abbeys arguments are always so amazing to watch it's like o'neill plays #i'll wait with u #i am so obsessed with young jd oh my gosh #ACRUAL BABIES#SORPPPSKDJDJD #I LOVE S2 SO MUCH IDK IF ITS BC I WALLOW SO MUCH BTWN EPS BUT ITS GLORIOUS #YOU CAN PEE IN LEOS CLOSET )/$:&;&;& #NO JEDS DAMMIT IM CRYING NO OH MY GOD I WANT TO CURL UP INTO A BALL AND DIE #WHAR THE FRRICK #NO JED IN 2.14 IM GOUGNTO KMS #they look so sexy here #🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #donnas heart 🙁🙁🙁 #abbey jed arguments always wrench my gut #stomach twisting she's gonna tell him donna likes him omg
Traintober Day 8: nightmares (because shed 17 gave me nightmares 😭)
project g-1 gordon below
[gore and body horror warning]
incomplete dinosaur
#I forgot one of his legs DX #sethical voice: gimme that train BONELESS #ttte#art #thomas the tank engine #thomas and friends #ttte gordon#shed 17 #shed 17 project g-1 #gore tw #body horror tw #blood tw
I can’t get the links to the traintober/goretober lists I was using but here are some spooky drawings of sf and g-1 project (humanized because I may be able to draw the locos but not the train robot things???)
I think its interesting that duck kills oliver in g-1 but oliver kills duck in sf for some reason
I drew g-1 project gordon and I think drawing things that scare me help me become less afraid of them
#I am not afraid to admit shed 17 and g-1 project both made me ill #but I am less scared now ! #when I post the drawing it will be under a readmore #because its kinda spooky #me talking
