>>9807170Wanna-be here!
I have been playing with the thought of being castrated/eunuch for years and it turns me on like a light switch. I cant give a straight answer (pun not intended) why it gives me goosebumps, but I thought about chemical castration and I don't think it would do for me, if something, the balls must go.
I would be open about it to the right people. On public I wouldn't change a lot compared to how it is now, however in the bedroom I would be out for being the nuttless bottom.
Sidenote: I would like to be on hormones so I can retain my sex drive.
In addition, I tried chatcams, and I was thrilled about random men looking at me an jerking off to me. It is maybe about being wanted and it is fulfilling to see them cum to me. I might be a lot of fun to do after the snip.
>Boardshorts or Speedos?Speedos, it does not show everything, but it is softly curves out whats is underneath. And to be honest, "hinting" my size (average) would not matter at that point!
