I hate not being able to speak about things that are stressing me and bugging me due to legal reasons. =P Ironically I can talk about Maly and Oskar now, but I don't see any point. *shrugs* I can't even talk about things I can talk about because the reasons why those things have come about are due to things I can't talk about. Fuck!
*snugs back* Life's been terribly frustrating lately. =P Mixed with moments of hating life or being utterly bored or exasperated with it. I'm kind of wanting to spend another couple months just getting out and exploring the world again, getting away from computers and the internet and people who irritate me, but sadly the rainy cold season is here now so I can't do that on my motorcycle... I've just been knocked down so much lately that I don't have any motivation left really to do anything anymore. Knocked down lately? Knocked down in life over the years. It all adds up. Relationships fail, living with people fails, depending on people fails, personal projects fail, getting into better places in life fails. The only thing I seem to be good at doing is just getting around, seeing the world. If only I could find a way to get paid to do that. =P
You seem good at stuff to me. *cuddles* It's funny -- I was really impressed with how quickly you found the Razorfish job, and boggled that it took an unusually long time from your perspective. I've known so many people who spent several months if not years looking for work when they're unemployed.
Heh, and I think of myself as a total homebody, even though I've been on seven plane trips this year. Even when I fly away to somewhere else, I usually spend much of the trip hanging out with the people I'm visiting in their house or something. :)
I'm "good" at a lot of things, just not "good enough" at any ONE thing to really channel my life into it. =P And I can never seem to be doing what I -want- more than anything in life to be doing for a living: making games. As for Razorfish, I was unemployed for FIVE MONTHS before I got that position, which is without doubt the single longest span of unemployed time I've ever had in my life. It was pretty great to have all that free time and just go out and see places and do simple little things that brought me peace and some simple measure of joy.
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Heh, and I think of myself as a total homebody, even though I've been on seven plane trips this year. Even when I fly away to somewhere else, I usually spend much of the trip hanging out with the people I'm visiting in their house or something. :)
November 20 2009, 05:53:20 UTC 9 years ago