~Tsampikos' Journals
No.. I will not be accepting new ones.

I am not a good person to commission.

I cannot stress this enough.

I have made mistakes in the past that currently forbid me handling things in an appropriate manner.

YCHs are pretty much the only thing I can handle with how my stress works and even then I will take them very sparingly until the last of what I owe is completed.

I have to eliminate the things that are causing me anxiety first and when that's done I'm going to take it very slow.

My nerves are frayed and have been for years.

I apologize. I'm confident I won't be so wound up once I right the remaining wrongs~
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Nothing fancy but a reminder nonetheless!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30512784/
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First and foremost I am way more active on Twitter - check it out https://twitter.com/tsamxxx

But yeah Im having difficulty posting on or working on art owe from fa. Like... full on anxiety attacks. It makes no sense. I built it up in my head into something ridiculous and its something I need to power through. I know I come back and apologize a lot but I really need to move passed these issues. Its just a web site. It shouldnt take me months to check my notes.
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Info/ bidding can be found here!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26985991/
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Tablet PC died, bought a new table, and I helped a friend get some new tires so I'm trying to recoup some money that would have went toward refunding certain people.

Info/ bidding found hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24692826/
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The supremely talented spearfrost spearfrost has these awesome bases for sale and it's going for a good cause - to help their mother get into this country. I don't usually do this but the least I can do is help spread the word. If you or anyone you know is interested in lineart bases Spear made some pretty comprehensive sets so check them out when you have the chance!

http://velvetbunny.com/moms-funding/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24158214/
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I have failed to deliver and this is indeed an option I am honoring to several people so far. Those who I have already responded to please continue contacting me through that form. It's an embarrassing situation and a constant source of anxiety and unfortunately it might be the best way to course correct right now. I have made 0 progress in months.This is unacceptable.

I have ghosted on FA/ Notes but I will resume addressing them one at a time to close things out. I have a lot of work to do and that's what I'm here for. I made the mistake of contacting people prematurely and that won't happen again. I can't keep getting distracted. I work best working with one person at a time and that's what I'm going to do. Sorry if this upsets you.

I have your emails and pms. I will work with that.

Commissions remain closed.
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Just a heads up that it is something ever present in the back of my mind. Been running myself ragged so I didn't have a whole lot of time to tackle it in the last few weeks but I am indeed resuming some of the outstanding works. I know I shouldn't have to write this regularly but some people are more concerned than others that I may have flaked out on them so I'm trying to keep people posted on my current sitch. Commissions still closed. I toyed with the idea of opening them again but no. It's just not a good time and making people wait has been a huge mental burden for me, despite how supportive most people have been.

Side note: Anime is great again. Dangan Ronpa Future Arc is cool but Despair Arc is fantastic. Mob Psycho 100 is amazing and Diamond is Unbreakable is probably the best manga to anime adaptation I've ever seen.

Berserk 2016 is a trash fire though and I'm only watching it to see it burn.

Another side note: Preacher was okay. There was a lot of things I would have done differently though.

With the glacial pacing of the TV adaptation it would have probably been better served as half hour episodes with the same budget. Cinematography was absolutely fantastic and the acting was top notch, though the writing for Jesse and Tulip was kind of weird at times. Definitely feel like different characters, and in Tulip's case, different backstory. That being said I like this Tulip a little more. Jesse, at least so far, is kind of an ass but I can see how they might want to add a bit of arc to his character development. 90s Jesse was too 90s cool guy for way too long and I can see how that probably wouldn't be too interesting to watch. Cassidy is fucking great though and I can't imagine him having been done better. Seeing Odin Quincannon so early was jarring and indeed his character changes were disappointing despite the actor, who you may know him as Rorschach from The Watchmen, being a devastatingly good choice. Don't get me wrong, the acting was great, but, well, there are certain aspects to Odin that would have been more entertaining to see. Not going to spoiler it. Loved this version of Fior and Deblanc though. They had some pretty great scenes. Eugene was also pretty great. Pretty sympathetic compared to the comic version which basically made him out to be a joke.

Lack of Saint of Killers in the forefront was a tragedy. Although the actor is great but I don't think ha has the gravitas I was looking for. I wish Danny Trejo was like 2 feet taller because he could have been perfect. Considering the fact that they framed this first season as a prequel I can see why we didn't get to see Herr Starr but fuck them for teasing him. He is one of the best characters in Preacher.
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Gave myself some time to play through it when I got back home a few weeks ago.

SPOILER WARNING

Beat it in 20 hours.

Final char/ build: http://i.imgur.com/Wb36I1o.jpg

Extra slack in weight is for different shields I use depending on the situation. I've also swapped out life/ FAP ring for the Lloyd rings. I sometimes switch to Havels ring + refined Dark Sword because I was told it was a few points shy from being as powerful as a greatsword but with none of the penalties and people were right. The game is a mess.

I am undecided between weapon/ self buffs though. Oath of Sunlight+ Carthus is my current go to but I've tried other combos.

The only areas that interested me are Irithyll of the Boreal Valley and Archdragon Peak.

AKA Anor Londo and.... what I think used to be Sen's Fortress.

- Intro area is a nice compromise between Boss/ tutorial area but it's just that.

- Firelink Shrine was just an indoor Majula. So pig trash.

- Highwall of Lothric/ Lothric Castle and indeed the Dancer shortcut (which I found out about later) are great actually but visually it's something we've seen every time. It's just yellower now. I did the network test so the bosses here were nothing new/ interesting though the Dancer really is pretty. If not for the leaked unused content and the actual weapons she gives I was sure that she was an incarnation of Ciaran and wielded the Gold and Silver tracer.

- Undead settlement's second half was also great but it all felt like Bloodborne - day edition. Except greyer because BB's day scene literally rivers of blood to wade through or was a literal nightmare world. The boss was okay the first time and an absolute bore thereafter.

- Road of Sacrifices was terrible. The boss was less threatening than most enemies. Cathedral of Deep was boring. It's boss was literally just regular enemies. Farron keep was okay until the sludge started slowing you down. Watchers of the Abyss are awesome but I wish the fight was harder in NG.

- Catacombs of Carthus, Smouldering lake, and Demon Ruins are absolute shit. It's like they wanted to top how bad Izalith was by making it more like a Chalice dungeon. Ugh. Makes Izalith look amazing in hindsight. Wolnir, skeleton bridge, and skeleton ball were the only highlights.

-Irithyll of the Boreal Valley, Dungeon, Profaned Capital, and Anor Londo are all great. Pontiff Sulyvah, Aldrich, and Yhorm are so god damn cool. And Aldrich's boss theme holy shit. The song itself is a spoiler I'm glad I didn't listen to the soundtrack first. Aldrich them-self might actually be the most interesting character in the series. My theory is that he is literally just the goo on the floor.

-Consumed King's Garden had so much potential but it looks like they ran out of budget here and stopped making an area a quarter of the way in. Considering the area that comes after it is just the first area of the game with the lights turned off I stand by my statement. Gundyr remix was awesome though while Oceiros them-self were okay. Wish he wasn't as pathetic looking. Paledrake/ Seath the Scaleless was a magnificent fuck and Oceiros, uh, pales in comparison. Heard the leaked audio where he apparently eats Ocellote. Yeah they made a good choice not including Ocellote and making them an invisible baby and Oceiros crazy. That would have been disturbing.

-Archdragon Peak was pretty good and the boss fights were fun. Who doesn't love Nameless King? I wonder if people would have figured out to get here if not for messages/ guides though.

-Grand Archives was weird. It had interesting ideas but the shortcut system was kind of dumb and the head wax thing negated the only new feature here and in the end it felt like a chore to run through. The Black Hand and Faraam Knight (and sorcerer dude) was a cool encounter though. All of Lothric Castle was really good but again the visuals brought it down because we've seen it so many times before. When I found out that this was the end of the line I was crushed. Felt like a great half way point and the boss was sick.

But then the game just fizzled from here. Got the last Lord of Cinder soul, got to Kiln of the first flame (which is pretty rad looking), Soul of Cinder is definitely the best endboss for a Souls game and hearing Gwyn's remixed theme kick in was the best.... but this was it. The game ends here and I am not used to a Souls game being so short. I'm waiting for the DLC to give my final judgement on it but I actually like it less than Dark Souls 2. Not that DS2 isn't good. It's just that to me it dispelled the whole B TEAM thing that people had against DS2. If this was what Miyazaki truly wanted then I want less of this and more DS2 at least trying different things even if some of them didn't work out for the best. DS3 played it way too safe... and coming after Bloodborne, a game I still am just as madly in love with, that's a shame. Especially since it's over now. If these games were indeed yearly I probably would have been a bit more upbeat around it but as of right now I'm kind of disappointed.

Won't be playing it until again the DLC comes out. By the time I got to it the online community was already kind of low which is a shame but all things considered understandable. The move sets/ pvp is kind of not great coming after the amazing PVP situation Ds2 was. Sure I didn't put a lot of time behind it but, well, I haven't felt like I had to. I think I've seen enough.
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I work decently under pressure but I block out things that might distract me. Unfortunately this is one of them.

I'm not actively reading comments/ notes because I'm trying to stay focused on catching up and for me that means taking things on one at a time. I came off of a long trip and fatigue set in and I've only recently recovered. I am indeed working on things though and I have been handing them out on a regular basis for weeks. The problem is that, well, every time I read a new message about owed art I make a time table that I don't know I can stick to or I have to deal with someone who wants to push their work to the front and to me that's unproductive because it makes me juggle things around which ultimately makes me take longer to finish everything off.

So instead I'm taking messages on as my work flow will allow.

I get the reason why you do it. I'm like the wind and I had a bad tendency to go away for long periods of time and you're worried I might go away again. Plenty have been handed out already and more is coming soon. It did slow down in the last few weeks but that's mainly because of book/ print stuff got in the way but I have resumed and works are coming in. I'm just not posting them because well, every time I do a new influx of messages come in.

And it's not like I have a lot of owed works. It's just that I have a list of works I've owed for a long time that I'm trying to rectify. I am not a good person to commission but I really am doing the best I can right now. I just suck. It's why I haven't any outside of auctions in a very long time. The YCHs I did recently were to help me get through my travels but for the immediate future I have no plans to do any more because I'm focusing purely on owed works here.

Hope that alleviates concerns somewhat. I know I answered a few notes already and gave short term time tables that I wasn't able to keep (again) but others I already have and more are going to be finished soon. I just gotta catch up on regular work and then I'll have more time again~

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I was gathering my files to put my 2016 book together (general adult furry Folio no. 6) when I find out that in my near 2-month-absence from home it seems like one of my old archive IDE drives died. The last IDE drives I kept in rotation. The files are safe - most of the PSDs from the last several years are in fact. No... the problem is that I lost all of my old work. I already lost all of my old PSDs once due to Power/HD failure but what I lost this time are, well, every psd. The history of my art from when I started drawing to... 2010 basically. Nothing important but it held a lot of sentimental value. I never thought it important enough to back up redundantly like I do everything else now but now I find myself missing it. Missing the old text files with tons and tons of random notes/ ideas. Missing screenshots from when I used to play online games in highschool with friends, funny battlenet screengrabs and MMO achievement videos and funny/ memorable vent/TS recordings. It's wierd... I haven't felt this sad version of nostolgia since I graduated highschool and it had me busy for a good few days (I finally got back on the 15th, which is when I found out the drive died). I did what I could but it's fact of life. The drive was roughly 8 years old so this was about as long as I could have expected it to go.

That aside I've been dealing with an identity/ theft issue. Won't go full on in the details about what it is or how but luckily my bank had my back on this and the investigation is ongoing. I know who could have done it I just don't have any proof. It didn't have any real negative impact on me, the bank protected me from suffering the consequences, it's just the infraction on my privacy is.... bothersome and was annoying to have to deal with. I also noticed a few things missing too that I didn't notice before. Again, no details, I'm just going to an inventory on everything this person may or may not have done to remind myself that the benefit of the doubt I often give is something that has to be earned.

There has also been a ton of sleeping involved. Spending almost two months away from home can do that to a person. I am indeed home though and things are falling back into place.
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Just saying now since I find myself repeating myself about this.

Been out since late march.

It's been great not being a ghost though. Thank you all for your support, understanding, and the drama free transition back to more public spaces. Id write more but as great as this tablet is pecking at a touch screen at 5% of my typing speed is a mind numbing chore.
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I've been semi active on Patreon. Active in the sense that I at least update regularly enough. Haven't been public much though for reasons I hope you can at least understand. To those who went the extra mile to contact me I've kept in touch. It's not a great situation to be in but at least you are understanding. Part of why I'm writing this has to do with the fact that I have a plane to catch soon and I'm really nervous in light of the recent troubles but eh. The point is I'm here now so I figured I should update.

Keep in mind that I am racing to post these in a way that I can avoid reading any comments right now. I'm prepared to post but it will take a little longer to deal with comments. I hope you understand. I'm trying to get through this believe me this effects me the most.

- The Offbeatr website died or something. That's fine. I kept all of the messages ever sent and I have contact with most people. I will be working on the higher rewards. I know you heard it before but it's for real. I already have a few done. I will upload them in batches as I feel comfortable with dealing with the issue. It's been an embarrassing shit show and I've been having a hard time confronting the issue and everyone involved in a person to person basis. I appreciate the support and the project was indeed finished, i't should be up for free soon if it isn't up already (decision some supporters helped me come to) but I still failed abysmally on the higher rewards since they aren't done yet. People have been asking about the Tentacle folio. It's been done for about a year and a few people do have access to it. The problem is I've been so stressed out that I couldn't handle putting it up. Makes no sense I know.

- Moved into a new place. I now have a cat, beagle, and parrot in my life. They are roomies pets but still. Started taking care of my uncle (muscular dystrophy, it runs in that part of the family on that side) because he needs help here he can't get in Puerto Rico. Finally got nurses coming in three times a week so now he's bathing. It's not much that he needs. Meals here and holding his pants there while he kicks them on. It's rough. Also rescued a cousin from Puerto Rico months later and tried to help him out. He started dating another cousin here which got her kicked of her place so I started helping her too. This included having her mom storm through my front door to beat her down. After half a year of this I had to give them the boot because they were lazy and I was just enabling this. I gave them all of the resources (DCF, job agencies, contacts, etc)/ food/ encouragement/ w/e they needed. They chose to sleep all day and watch netflix all night. I did help him with the drawing thing (he is an artist) and tried to get him on the path to working through the internet/ social media/ networking. He adapted to the digital drawing bit quickly and I gave him a tablet but he wanted me to do all of his social media/ sites for him. lol. The coup de grace was when I vouched for him to a friend of mine who promised an all expenses paid trip to Alaska for commercial fishing which guaranteed him $15,000 a month. for a few months. Weak excuses ensued. Before he left he got drunk and revealed somethings to me. Confirmed some things I kind of knew but spent my whole life being told something differently and shocked me with a few other things. Like 70% of that part of the family are child molesters while 100% are complicit in covering it up. I won't name names or point fingers but they know what they did and everyone is looking the other way. Had this confirm by outing them and getting told "family shame" excuses. Disgusting. At least I now know the whole story of why they hated "us". Apparently my dad was a bastard child and they all pretty much turned their backs on us (my immediate family) using religion as an excuse. W/e. Now, a few weeks after I got both cousins tickets to Puerto Rico, I am getting shit from them for not helping out "all the way" or "100%" like I was "supposed to" on top of catching shit from everyone else for "letting her get pregnant". Oh by the way they both had testing and both have an adult onset version of dystrophy and it will slowly get worse and worse over the next decade until it's in full swing. They are in a depression spiral and I am being blamed. Yay!

- Health has been hit or miss. Usually miss. Steroids used to treat an initial illness drained me from an apparently already compromised immune system. Apparently ran an tooth abscess for months which lead to swelling/ constant pain which lead to problems using the cpap machine which is used to help me sleep through apnea brought on by allergic rhinitus, a decade of using otc sinus meds daily, soft pallat, and weight. Destroyed my energy. If I wasn't sleeping for 12-16 hours in a day I was running around barely keeping it together. Anxiety issues and panic attacks became a reoccuring thing. Fucked me up socially (Anthrocon was a mess, thank you everyone for keeping me together and I'm sorry I disappeared quickly. I basically slept the rest of the time.) and apparently I can no longer drive? Shit. And I go through heart attacks every time I get a text message or an email from an important contact. So I kinda sorta closed myself off. And got fired from a few jobs. Then the hypochondria began. For a while anyway. Until I got a grip of what was going on. In reality I've been doing better since.... Decemberish. I kind of wanted to rejoin the public internet spaces by then but I started dealing with an onslaught of winter illnesses which I am just now only 3 weeks getting over. Had it all. Shit like massive head colds and what felt like stomach viruses simultaneously. Not going to get into details but, well, there is nothing sexy about getting this sick.

That about covers it really. Shame. Stress. Sick. Undertale and Zootopia are a thing I can get behind and I wanted nothing more than go all in with the arts. Still will - even if I am late to the game. And Dan Harmon is like, my favorite person in the world and although that has no bearing here I just felt like saying it.

I just figured I owe an update.
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As always this is all in the interest of transparency.

There's no gold bricking here. Any extra money i made in the immediate past went into funding the time i set aside to create the tentacle folio to be released at AC. it also went into the 15 or so extra pages, including the covers, for this years printed folio as well as works posted in my patreon. Some people confuse these ventures as distracting away from old owed works. That is wrong. I could have easily continued being a ghost but fortunately i am now able to poise myself for a solid future of having time to give back what i owe once the last leg of my plans, AC, is over with. I wish i was able to finish some of the past due stuff before then but it's fine... i know i will have the time to finish a little later from now as opposed to an uncertain months,or as the case has been, years from now. these things ive been doing recently gave be back the time i was robbed of by hardship and grief... time that is hard to account for otherwise. as for the ych with gunmouth? Thats something we decided to do together to help us both out as I'm here visiting him (and others) while tagging along for AC.

what im saying is that its all leading to more art.... new and long overdue. its not ideal but its the most responsible use of my time in my current situation. some people will think ill of how im conducting myself and ill just have to deal with that too... just know that im not a victim here, im able to now get things done and i have no plans on stopping or slowing down. everything i did until now was in preparation for ac and once it comes and goes ill have more time for overdue works.... plain and simple.
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Probably should have mentioned it a few days ago but I'm on the road[trip] to Anthrocon! Contact and work will be sporadic!

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http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6842009/ for the list. It's based purely on the project transactions page. Cancelled pledges/ payments were not listed.

Luckily my email catches everyone by name so I don't have to scour the awful Offeatr site itself. It's going to take some time to finish updating but it's there an I'll be able to start on these tonight.

Although I will be contacting everyone involved (preferably on FA) know that I will assume the latest details I have from you (which I will also be contacting you with) so if anything especially important has change feel free to let me know.

Also know that this is the last time I will ever be doing anything like this. I have learned a lot from doing this and there are just too many things I cannot account for so the best that I can do, despite the sorry state the whole thing has been in, is give people their due.
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Going to start with info given to me on the offbeatr website itself and keep this journal handy as progress list.

Currently working on: Skyican and Artica

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Pyratn | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
grxx | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
Nicoya | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
Aodhan | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
HerrAardy | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
unitedfurs111 | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
kayfox | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
etheras | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
Mstr | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
Tryst | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
Hitzuki | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
nerolord48 | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
GunStinger | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
Meeps | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete

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Retrospecter | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (Y)| Did I receive information? (N) | Progress: Incomplete
skimike | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
0r0ch1 | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
Skyican | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (Y)| Did I receive information? (Y) | Progress: Incomplete
LunarAtom | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
Artica | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (Y)| Did I receive information? (Y) | Progress: Incomplete
UltimaKnight0 | Did I make FA/OB/Email contact (N)| Did I receive information? (currently looking) | Progress: Incomplete
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I figured I'd leave a PSA here since a few have asked what a good way to hunt me down was or whether or not I would do preorders or reserve any spots. I do realize it is something I do not offer very often but as of right now I still have a few busts left from FWA and ESG and I want to finish those first.
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I was really excited. I really was. Until FF:VII and Shenmue III showed their face. That's when it hit me. We've had E3s like this before.

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When the conferences were over I scrambled through various lists to see what was actually being released this year. Only two games that were announced at E3 are coming out within the year. Fallout 4 and Dark Souls 3.

TLG, as awesome as the re reveal was we've seen most of that clip in 2009. Shenmue III has been on the backburner for almost 15 years and although there are reasons for people to be happy about the news unfortunately I have indeed played through Shenmue I and some of II and am not interested in the 19 game saga of Ryo's search of Lan Di. The Yakuza series does everything Shenmue does but better and people don't care about that series now. But Shenmue III? The series set several amazing precedents at the time. Being an open world game about a very human story on a console touted as being the ultimate Arcade experience at home was ground breaking. It was badly written and voiced with embarrassing game play. I personally considered Yakuza to be the vastly spiritual successor and would have been way more happy to see a new one and I honestly believe it's tragic that more people don't. But hey... Shenmue III. Get ready for more forklifts, arm wrestling, QTEs, and chasing after Lan Di.

And then there is VS FFXIII. I mean FFXV. I mean FFXV minus characters. The road trip. That was announced what... in 2006? Still isn't out yet? But we should be excited for KH3 and FFVIIR?

Just Cause 3 looks good though!

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Sorry huber. Sorry bosman. I know who you know. You knew these things ahead of time and I suspect your hypegasm was carefully choreographed. Conspiracy theories aside everything we know now has been leaked. Sure some were rumors but most people on gaf/ reddit knew enough to know what was credible... and I'm not going to let myself get excited for things that have no release date. It's a song and dance by certain people I've seen many times before. You want me to get excited [developers] then show us a playable build. Show us something that isn't a vertical slice and won't get #downgraded by release. The reality is that this year precious little is actually coming out that we didn't already know making a lot of what we saw a... well... not waste of time, it was nice seeing updates... but I walked away from it all feeling like I did from the last few years of E3. I'm not going overboard like those people trying to petition Nintendo to not release the new metroid game or whatever but still..... there was a lot of smoke and mirrors and for the actual game of substance the hype is real... but outside of those games, outside of Fallout 4 and Dark Souls 3 and Just Cause 3 I don't know what new footage we saw that reflects something we can actually get our hands on in the next few months.

This is where I get [more] nitpicky. As much as I love Fallout... I'm one of those guys. You probably know the type. A real Fallout fan. A player of the originals. I know enough to know how just about everything in FO3's theme park world basically amounted to fan fiction or literal retreads of story beats told in FO 1 and 2. I forgave it because it does serve as decent entrypoint to the series. It does treat a lot of the settings and aesthetic as kind of a joke, which it kind of is, but it's a lot less..... real than say... a new vegas was. A lot of it had to do with the original writers... but fuck it. I'm just happy the series isn't dead again. I'm not super confident to what Bethesda has to add to FO4 as far as story goes but the game looks right up my alley. I'm still jazzed. But then again having followed a lot of the rumors/ hoaxes and watching Pete Hines rebuke the fakes and leave the other leaks (documents/ setting stuff/ etc) intact made a lot of us suspicious as to what was actually going on and sure enough the trailer confirms what was already leaked WAY ahead of time. I do hope that they hire Obsidian to do more FO work before more of the original FO writers leave though... Chris Avellone... you will be missed (or will he? I have no idea what he's doing next as of this writing).

Fallout Shelter on android would have been nice though. The HoloLens stuff was an outright lie. Horizon and Recore look great. Doom is Doom again. The PC conference was a wreck. This E3 wasn't that great once you allow yourself to see past the smoke and mirrors.
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I didn't get to any of the offbeatr higher reward YCHs which is unfortunate. In order to catch up I've been rushing through things and my work has been suffering because of it so I decided to slow a little bit on top of another logistical change.

What I mainly want to do is reverse my schedule a bit.

Finish the usual works I do for the next few weeks a bit early so when I'm out for AC (which would be up to 3 weeks time) I'd be able to work on the offbeatr stuff then.

The reason being is pretty simple. In spending the time I did being sick and to work on the book and works I did for something specifically for AC I actually came up a bit short on money in the sense that I no longer have the free days I did to work on the Offbeatr rewards so I have to get works done before I leave and I'd like to leave paying certain bills off earlier than usual since I'll be out.... which I currently can't unless I do more work. Sure - I'll make the money back during AC BUT I can't wait until then for certain things so I have comic pages and a few other things to work on in the mean time meaning I don't have much time.

The easiest overall solution would to... well... not go to AC, but I don't want to take that route! While I'm actually away I'll have time to work on my companion so I should be easily able to move forward from there. AC is basically the last thing I'm doing this year as far as possibly disruptive plans go so everything should be smooth sailing from there.
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Fallout 4... Dark Souls 3... Mother localization 1 (nes) finally officially released... The Last Guardian... Igarashi's [notcastlevania] reaching 5.5m... god damn.

Between the things I am excited about that I already knew saw coming, the new IPs I'm now hyped about, things I wanted to see finally getting announced after years of wait, and things I never thought would happen unexpectedly happening it's been pretty great.

Definitely softens the blow of Konami imploding and Chris Avellone leaving Obsidian.
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