To the anons who have kept bugging me over and over about the same subject and prayed for me to not be the same as other fans: 

I’m tired. Oh, so tired. And I’m putting an end to this right now. 

Yes. I do think Lightning is much worse than Revolver. Yes, I do think Blood Shepheard is much worse than Revolver. Yes, I do think Windy is much worse than Revolver. No, it’s not because I love Revolver, but I understand so well if I come off as biased in this. 

No, I think they’re worse because they’ve all shooked me to the core, dug up old feelings, cut up old scars and reminded me of things I rather not think about. Soulburner’s duel against Blood Shepherd threw me into a full-blown panic attack after I’d finished watching it, and to this day, it’s still the only episode I’ve yet to rewatch. And to be frank, I don’t want to. 

Yes, if this had been the real world, killing off millions is a horrible crime that needs to be atoned for. But for one, it didn’t happen. Second, this is fiction. Third, it’s nothing personal, it’s an all too extreme method for the greater good. 

Lightning? Windy? Blood Shepherd? They make it personal. They pick out their victim and tries their very best to crush them to the core, preferably by digging out the deepest weaknesses and secrets to use for their benefits. And that is something I can’t tolerate due to personal reasons. 

Kougami is a devil on a whole other level since he justifies killing off millions AND personally torturing little kids without a single care. 

They’re all great villains for the show and I understand why people like them. Their actions just don’t sit well with me, anywhere. 

Am I sensitive? Hell no. 

I’m a trauma survivor and I have triggers. And I know bloody damn well how to handle them the best I can, without bashing on characters or their fans. It’s fiction. 

Now stop bothering me.