I'm writing this with the help of a friend since i'm not very good at communicating how i feel .
These past few months have been really hard, and at every turn new challenges keep popping up and knocking me back to where i started , and these past few weeks it feels like the pressure on my chest is just getting worse and worse. The depression is creeping back, the stress is making my ulcers act up , and i cant even make myself try and care that i'm about to miss all my payments cause all i want to do is take a week off and not be ripping my hair out working on these 14 hour streams everyday .
But i've got $1000 worth of bills to pay in 5 days and my account it at -$15.73 ...
i hate asking cause i feel like i don't deserve the help - but i really need it...
I wanna try and offer something in return but i can't even muster the will to turn on my ipad ...much less draw.. my creativity is at an all time low and thinking about it makes me sick..
if any of y'all would like to help - anything helps. Think of it as like a tip , even $1 helps.
remember to send it as friends and family so it doesn't ask for shipping info // sorry //
my paypal is
jetpackpress[at]gmail.com , please let me know if you send anything so i can thank you personally , you cant note me if you wanna stay private
thank you all for even remotely considering / reading - im going to be doing my best to work twards fixing my mental health so that this doesnt occur again.. im sorry