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so ive designed 4 outfit eager to go on to some of you hotties

now.. who would be interested?

pose and subject would be up to you as usual but you pick an outfit off of a mannequin and gear up before bending over <3

all in favor say AYE!
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link your favorite sexual outfit!!
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So let's start from the beginning

Around 15 days ago now i got really sick, like super bad, i was hacking throwing up bad fever all that fun shit. I stayed in bed, sleeping /resting trying to get better. After about 7ish day i was still sick but my dog peed in the house a few times over night so i had to get up and clean, in doing so i accidentally poured bleach on the pee rather than vinegar- woowie i made some mustard gas! big puff of smoke came off it and i have to bail out of my apartment and sit outside for 2 hours. When i went back inside i was exhausted , i left my windows cracked open a little and took my pets to bed and took a nap- 2 hours later im woken up by bangging in my guest room (mind you my pets are with me) i pick up my shot gun and walk out into the living room- hoping it's nothing, i turn the corner to see the guest bedroom door being open- i quickly blurt out that i'll shot if i have to and that i have a gun, the door slams shut i hear more knocking about as i run back to my room and call the cops- cops get there, guys gone, window is fully open, nothing stole but stuff had been moved into pile to carry out.

I'm rattled , but i suck it up and i start working again.

Slowly i'm getting better, coughing less often fever gone etc. NOW my dog attacks my cat- it's my last straw with this foster i get fed up we plan on sending him to a different family on the 30th, I start looking around from a different dog, no more fosters, no more temporary pets, i stumble upon some corgi puppies for sale, get kinda giddy contact the lady "oh sorry, the only pips we have aren't born yet and these ones will be $1500 more than the last batch " oh..ok well the next breeder in 500 miles away so shrug it off, she calls me again 2 hours later, "i do have a fully grown retired stud for sale tho! after getting neutered he no longer gets along with the other studs and need a single dog home" perfect, i've got no dogs "he's only $300" PERFECT $1000 LESS THAN A PUP. We go to meet him today (as twitter may know) and we get along very well, fully trained hasn't peed in the house since he was 6 months , off leash trained, stays at your heel , over all 100/10 very good boy. So we're getting him on the same day our foster is changing homes - SO IM A TAD BUSY HAHA i'm still working tho, focusing on old work every second i have free.

AH OH YEAH AND we were going to move!! BUT!! the apartment we were going to move to as we were signing the contracts we got threatened by a dominican gang so we are no longer moving!! I'd rather have scaredy cat burglars than guys saying they'll shoot us if we look at em wrong.... OTZ

my mate also had been secretly saving up and got himself a beta fish, he's very pretty and very small in the big ass tank my mate got for him
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Ok with my current situation about to change and rent rent about to go up by $100/moving costs i need to re think my prices just a bit.

Right now i spend 3 hours on a colored sketch so im no longer making my prefered hourly wage, i have a few options for this


1) Change my price from $50 to $65

2) spend less time, meaning dont line them, keep them as the sketch (example of clean lines vs sketch http://imgur.com/a/kQHpy )

3) offer 2 options, one messy, the other clean

so i'm asking for you all to vote on this poll please, i really need community input

POLL LINK

http://goo.gl/fzkmKA
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$50 per char, to be completed tonight in a stream that I will link you to

Example: https://imgur.com/A1sBluP

I've gotta fill up my tank and go look at some apartments in the next 40 minutes so please no holds, have the money ready !


Thank you :)
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https://picarto.tv/codeine

$40 color poke-sona sketches!

have a pokesona of your own? want one made? well here's your chance! plus you get a $10 discount!
(complexity fees may apply , like every other commission)


also taking classic stream slots, of course


5 slots available!

https://picarto.tv/codeine


audio on: today's Howard Stern
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Going to finish these and send them out tomorrow , you know the drill

$20 per char

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sadly im not dead, but ive been sick the past 8 days now and i'm tbh only getting worse, so cut me some slack! i'm exhausted in bed trying my best not to die on you guys.

tyvm , i'll let you all know as soon as im up to snuff


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almost done with the other one, so

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almost done with the other one, so

$20 per char

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$20 per char

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Its official guys, I'm sick .-. I tried to nip it in the bud but I'm in bed burning , ill be opening for sketches every few hours or so when I feel up to getting up and drawing for a few minutes :(
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ACTUAL CLEAN ART WORK general

and

SHIT THAT IS BASICALLY STILL NSFW but just because nothing's showing it's not "porn" general

i understand why most don't see a guy tied up in his underwear as porn so to speak , but would you be ok with kids looking at it? no.

people are so abrasive to use the "mature" category tho, why? who fucking knows.

the issue still exists however and mods wont edit/enforce the rules on it beCAUSE YES TECHNICALLY there is no penis/ vagina/ nipples
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So i had to leave my tattoo apprenticeship - only to be offered one by the guy currently doing all my work so im stoked

but like

besides that man things are shit rn, ive been in a super sour mood that nothing seems to shake, ive been away from home for 2 weeks and i miss my cat, my mates work situation is going down the drain because the store he sells at is losing traffic , i have no motivation what so ever to draw, the money that suppose to be coming in next week has now been pushed back anywhere form 1-3 months (we were relying on that to move when our lease ended (in 45 days)) so no i guess we're stuck here? in this like- literal shit hole unless some miracle occurs

i just

you know

idk what to do really?

i need a change of pace - i cant keep at it with this porn shit, it has KILLED my labito like 100%

i just see it all as work

and tbh i think thats really bringing me down

UGH

on top of all that i keep stressing myself out to the point of shut down, and im not getting ANY sleep any more, idk why but i cant fucking fall asleep and stay asleep it'd driving me mad. I'm sure people coming into my stream see that, i can only force myself to work like 5 hours before shutting down when normally i can go for a solid 12-16

im so sick and tired of being sick and tired

i just wanna listen to music and take some naps .-. why does that seem impossible to do


also to top it all off my sister is fucking dying, she's pregnant and has been in the hospital over 18 times in the past month since she cant seem to put on any weight

im scared for her

over all i feel like im just falling into space

like ive lost all purpose and feel numb, im falling into self destructive tendencies again and im not really sure how to stop myself

good lord give me strength , ive only got to stay in this city for one more year- just one more and then i can fuck off to where i want to be

ugh i guess sorry for venting even tho im not- i dont have a ton of outlets for this shit
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suggest a pokemon!

if you see the one you wanna suggest just reply to it!~ :>
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since draft is down, anyone whos good wanna play with me?

dibs on support :v
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uh- where's draft and ranked?
http://i.imgur.com/RDqKJWw.jpg

i only have a blind pick option?
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pantie stuffing

no where near enough of that
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waiting for 5 minutes when youre just trying to play support

w-why tho i'm the most needed position TTcTT
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I'd go get one from a "quick cash" place if those guys didn't literally rob you

A $200 loan would cost me $450 if I paid it back within 2 week, that's fucking silly

Any ways note me if you would be interested and I can explain the whole situation, I would pay you back with in 2 weeks and ill toss in a colored sketch as a thank you, I just need to pay rent after having to spend everything I had at the vet last night.

edit! ive got it sorted out! :> ty all very much! youre all very kind to offer!!
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Well he's patched up, I had to spend my rent money tho to fix him so fingers crossed that the next few streams work out for me...

I want to make it clear to everyone since I got a few notes giving me shit for asking for donations, I literally didn't get a single penny so don't lose sleep over it guys

Thanks fit the kind words from everyone in stream tho, you guys are very sweet
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my dog is a very nervous pup and we've had this issue before but to night he was chewing so badly he tore his skin open and now has a 1/2 in gash on his lower back, and the whole area around it is red/ has no fur and is also seeping blood

i need to take him to a vet asap because i cant stay away forever watching him bleed just to make sure he doesnt chew it more, i needs to be wrapped and treated like asap

sadly because it's 12:47 am the only place open in an animal emergency clinic, and like a human emergency room it's twice as expensive , last time i took a dog here it cost us $400 and he didnt even do anything, he just have him a check up + pain pills, so i have no clue how much this will cost

so please if you can help out anything would be appreciated , i hate asking for help like this but i litrally have no where else to turn to here, ive got $200 and a credit card with $100 open to use but this is still going to be much more than that

please if you can send donations to i'm going to head to the vet now with my fingers crossed that this wont cost an arm and a leg..

thank you for reading and thank you for helping :(

edit: heres a photo of the area 2 days ago, http://i.imgur.com/BOfZXzr.png it is not as tame today and i really do not want to distress him more to hold him for a photo right now
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or anything like that? please note me i need to ask a few questions
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it's whenever i sit up straight, it feels like (for lack of better a description) my tail bone is stabbing me? idk that sounds super weird but it's really effecting how i sit and for how long i can sit

like- does anyone have any suggestions?
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interest in a stream based around preselected fetish outfits (2 years ago)
fetish/cute outfits!! need ideas!! (2 years ago)
ask/confess stuff to me!~ (2 years ago)
Life update, lots has happened (2 years ago)
PRICE CHANGE POLL please give your input (2 years ago)
One colored sketch (done tonight in stream) (2 years ago)
sketch stream (2 years ago)
One more sketch (2 years ago)
hey guys , im sick/ive been sickk. (2 years ago)
One sketch slot (2 years ago)
one sketch slot (2 years ago)
One sketch slot (2 years ago)
i think there should be 2 "general" options (2 years ago)
life is insane (2 years ago)
pokesona-ideas? (2 years ago)
anyone wanna build a team for league? (2 years ago)
LOL help? (league) (2 years ago)
omg (2 years ago)
wanna know what i really like that there's not enough of? (2 years ago)
L.O.L. woes (2 years ago)
I need a loan (2 years ago)
Dog update (2 years ago)
urgent vet bill please read/help if you can :( (2 years ago)
is anyone here a vet? (2 years ago)
sharp pain in my lower back? (2 years ago)