Good luck with everything. So glad to hear you're doing better, that you've been off hard drugs...

Thank you so so so much, thank yoooou! <33333

Hope things get better for you, you got this!

Good luck! Glad that you are trying to do what you want to do with your life and not let something or some substance take control of it for you.

SAME!! IT SUCKS A LOT!!! DON'T DO IT!

I wish for good luck.

Thank you so much! Thank you! <333

I have always believed in you. Even in the very beginning, when you assumed wrong about the internet and pushed me away... I've forgiven that long ago, and I've believed in you ever since. If there's one thing I'll never forget, it's this.

SAJKGJSJDSA I think about you whenever i think about how i used to be a stupid shithead to furries and how you're still around and loving and supportive. unbelievable. truly. Thank you so much. <3 I'm glad I drew you something at least to show my appreciation of that!

Send you lots of hugs!!!!!!

BIG HUGGGS!!!

Be safe friend.

I don't know you, but you from what I've read it seems as though you're making (or made) an entire 180 degree for the better. Even if you stumble, even if you fall, keep your head up high and push forward. :)

AAAA I WILL! I'll remember all these pushes forward when times get dark!!! Thank you!!!

Congratulations on two years.

Thank you so so so very much!!!! <3

Wow, I can't say that I've known you for years or even known you at all, but after reading this I feel the need to tell you that you have done something amazing by overcoming your past struggles.
I think we, as humans, often lose ourselves in our own problems and self-pity (I know I do) and we may forget the bigger picture: that everybody around us struggles as well. We're not alone. By looking at others, helping them when possible, we can see that everything can be overcome with time. You just opened my eyes to that again. Thank you :)

Oh god, I know that struggle!! X'D but never forget that time heals all wounds, and that this too shall pass. if you want to change, the whole world is your oyster!!! you can be whatever you want! you just gotta try!!

Thank You!! Yes, I'm sure things can always get better! Congratulations on your 2 years btw :)

Im glad youre finding the help and love you need and deserve.
The past is something to look back on and grow from and the best is all we can do.
Im glad things are turning up :)

I totally agree. :) Things may have been hard but with an open heart and patience, we shall overcome and forgive ourselves!!!!

Thanks for giving me hope, Summer. And congrats on two years!

NO PROBLEM YO! IT'S MY CALLING! <3 LET'S SURVIVE N THRIVE!!!! Thank you sooooooooo so much!!!! <33333

It's my pleasure. Gorgeous art by the way.

Good work. You survived and you pulled up before the plummet hit the ground.
It's nice to see you again, Falvie.
I look forward to your iconic illustrations.

Ahhh all the animal people metaphors. you all are such good fierce beasts. The wings are definitely gettin a good stretch!

Thank you so much. this means a lot to me. I'm. csjgkd aaaa gonna cry. thank you. just thank you.

It's great that you're healing after everything you just described. I hope your life continues to improve.

=^w^=

yours as well, please do take care, and thank you so much!

your amazingly strong,
and i hope your life only gives you happy and positive times from now on.
congratulations on 2 years clean from hard drugs <3
thank you for sharing some of your story, it gives me hope for my future ★

i'm only as strong as the human heart -- which can take quite a beating!!!!!

with a little patient TLC anyone can overcome the sufferings of life!!

Thank you so very much <3

Congratulations on your two year milestone! Keep going! You're doing great.

YES! I will! for people like you! Thank you!

You're very welcome!! The internet can be a savage home, but you'll find support in it, too.
We're rooting for you. (:

This is so inspiring! <3 You've been through so much and only come out a better person; no matter how much bad you think you've done, it's never as bad as it seems. You've brought good things to a lot of people's lives; let the stranger's act of kindness constantly remind you of that!! You're doing amazingg <3

yes exactly!!! i need to be grateful for it all, good and bad. haters are good for business anyways ;3 <3

I plan to bring SO much good, I've been given a second chance at life and I'm gonna use it to my fullest potential!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH <333

Glad to hear that you are healing

it is a hard journey but so worth the adventure <3 Thank you!

Could be because every time they try to fix things people like you come along and shoot them back down again.

well you're not helping the situation acting like a douche after 2 years of her being away. Do you know how much progress can be made in that time. and maybe if you actually read it hole, she isnt blaming any one but herself and the lack of support she had from so called friends and as someone that went through the same shit, i know the struggle i abused marijuana for a good year, hoping it would keep me happy but in the end i stared at a knife for 10 minutes wondering how i should go out.

and you wanna talk popufur's that are bad just look in a fucking mirror you and your lover. you're both money hungry, douche bags that need to constantly be in the spot light.

The battle is real. Your circumstances and emotions to follow are all valid. You have come so far and will continue to tread this thing we call "life."

I'm so proud of you! I imagine more than just I are proud of you!

It takes a helping hand to clear the way. I was in an abusive relationship for years and one year ago I was planning my escape. My amazing boyfriend now is the one that granted refuge, love, and care. He lived on the East coast - while I resided in Wisconsin. He helped me get lawyers, Uhauls, afford food, provide comforting words, and find refuge in a domestic violence shelter. I remained in the shelter for several months until he graduated as a mechanical engineer - and then he landed a job here, with me... and now we're here together and rebuilding where we left off.

In the process of me getting out and then staying in the shelter, there had been a number of people that helped in one way or another. Those people are precious beings to this earth and I will always be grateful.

I imagine the same gratitude is found within you for the ones who helped pick you up and believed that you would mend the wounds.

I can say again with certainty, I am proud of you and so are others. To overcome such hardship that consumed you and now be stepping back into a place of stability. It's a worthwhile thought and it feels wholesome.

It was interesting that you posted this today. While I haven't had any personal interactions with you, for about the last week or two you and your artwork had been strong on my mind. I wish I knew what it was; maybe a sense of intuition that something profound was happening, but I didn't know until just now.

I'm so happy for you!

~ Together we fortify ~

fkjdgkjadhjkasf thank you. just. thank you. aaaaaa. I'm sorry that you went through that abusive relationship but I'm glad to see you are happy now and in a better place than where you were. That shit changes you if you truly learn from it, you don't take smack from no one!!! When you look the Devil in the eye and you say No and crawl out of hell and back to happiness there is a new fire that burns in our hearts; the fire of heaven. dshksahfkjhadgs sorry got poetic hahaha!

I am so grateful, I'm glad you recognze that, I appreciate your words so much, thank you so much for saying them. <3 please lead on the kingdom of your soul with your iron heart!

You're so welcome ^_^

As for me, there's no need to be sorry. It does change us, but when we can learn from heartache and distress, it strengthens us and our future. You're correct in that we won't take shit from anyone forthcoming. I'm thankful I had gone through that stuff. I remember thinking after my first shower in the shelter, "It sucks it worked out like this, but things can only get better from here." Sorta how people will say that when you're at rock bottom the only way is up? It's no joke. It can be a cheesy and overused phrase, but the legitimacy behind it provides merit.

Stay strong, keep up the good fight, and fortify.

If you're ever up for chatting via PM or email, facebook, etc. I'm game. It sounds like we have a fair bit to bounce back on. If not, I totally understand since you have a large amount of people that are also supportive for you and it may be quite overwhelming.

It was just so strange that, like I mentioned previously, that I had been thinking about you (Falvie) the last couple weeks specifically after not hearing from you for quite a long while. I believe in spirit guides and guardian angels and I feel that that was who was indicating to me about you. Either way, I am relieved to hear that you are back and doing better in your personal life. The smaller inconveniences that come along with life will be easier to glide through after such hardship.

~ Together we fortify ~

Ever since I watched your art a few years ago when I entered the fandom, it was some of the most crisp and natural work I've seen from an artist; almost right out of nature. But what has gripped me more so has been the vibe and motivating messages you have given out every now and then. It's almost Bob Ross-esque (yes, I'm fine putting that term in it :3) of how motivating and inspirational you tell folks to push forward and spread love to one another as human beings, showing the best qualities to furs that can treat others equally. Combined with your art that promotes a feeling of serenity and tranquility in ways, it's a very powerful message if you ask me. The road you have traveled may have indeed been brutal, but these events have ultimately lead you to not only be molded into the individual you are today, but also have spread lasting messages that hopefully inspired many to become a better individual themselves. I wish you all the best in your further endevours Summer in further shaping a better future for yourself; you've had quite the tale to look back on for a life you lived and deserve a bright future as well like any other individual in the world :D

SDAKGNDJHDJASFS OKAY this is a nice comment but i think u might laugh. I thought "crisp" was "crap" and i was like SO TAKEN ABACK LIKE. YOU LEAD ME ON GOOD THERE FOR A SEC PAL LMAO ok ok hahaha;;;

AAAAAAAA your words. are so uplifting. thank you. I'm going to have to print some of these comments out cause damn they give me life. everyone should have a collection of their favorite comments to read back on cause aaaaaa fdsdlshd THANK YOOOOU just a..jhjjh aaaaa trying not to explode but. is not working. very well. <33333333

Hah you flatter me xD Just remember this:
“It matters not how slowly you go, but so long as you don’t stop. Believe in yourself to create your own destiny without fear of failure. You’ve trials to come that you will no doubt face, but I’m confident you can preserve so long as the drive burns in your soul. It’s as Kamina once said: ‘Believe in the me that believes in you’ :3” Your art gave me some inspiration in its peace and laughter moments, the least I can do is return the favor with these simple words

That's quite the story. It sounds like you're in for the long haul. That's a good thing.
I do believe you are right in saying that we all have a greater purpose to fulfill in life. I hope you find out yours, if you haven't already.

Thank you soo much for your kind words! I had found my purpose when I was younger, but i let it get smothered by the woes of life. EH!!! we were all young once right? just gotta always aim to be better no matter what life throws at you <3

-gives you a big hug- I’m so extremely sorry that you went through so much. You’re definitely someone I consider as a friend. I’m so extremely happy that a wonderful person helped you when you needed it the most. YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION to me and I’m very sure others as well.
I’m always rooting for you. Congrats on being clean of hard drugs for two years as well as quitting drinking and smoking.
You did such a spectacular job on this. I’ve definitely missed you and seeing your wonderful art on here.
Best wishes buddy.

Thank you so so so much!!!! so many good words, aaaaa dfjsjkgdga <333 ; ;

There will be more art in the future <333 I am so happy to have a wonderful supporter like you <3 let's happy!!!! X'DDD

You’re super welcome my very dear friend. I definitely look forward to seeing anything you post.

this honest to god is something I fear happening lately. im really messed up myself. I always thought you would have a reason behind everything. seeing now that you're catching up and doing better is a really good thing. I have seen people say horrible things and people trying to drag down your art saying that it is good but you never complete and horrible things like that. I have always assumed you were trying to better your life. no one gets that busy and off their art without either a good reason or otherwise. you have always said you felt bad for not completing art and I knew it was true. honestly, im glad you're coming out. you're being open I hope people understand and take this in and truly learn that you're getting better and that you are getting there! keep it up! your amazing you truely are keep fighting this battle it may be an uphill battle but your winning<3

Thank you, so so so so so SOOOO much!!! AUGH i wish I could hug you right now! you're too kind for still believing in me.

i'll tell you a secret though, what these slanderers don't know is that i was unbanned once all my commissions were completed in 2015, and since have never gotten paid upfront for work, so whatever incompleteness they're talking about is WAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY in the past n they're going off aaancient defamatory search results X'D GET WITH THE TIMES, HATERS!!!!!! IT'S ALMOST 2019!!!!! geeze step up ur game, this is getting old. i'm getting second hand embarrassment from them.

thanks for hearin me out toots, keep being you!!!

You replied to my comment holy heck:0 did like the person I most look up to as an artist just do this heckin wow.

And those people can go shove it up there ass! I dident know any of that. I've seen so much rumored shit on Facebook and other places I tried to avoid it knowing it was well them trying to push drama. I am glad you are above them. Keep fighting and doing what you do best <3 your amazing and one of the people I truly wish I could get to know! These people are foolish and your so much better and those who truly want to know the real side of things will shine through. Those who don't will just seek drama and eventually be proven to be wrong and deceitfull and untrue. Keep doing you your doing great!

Bless you <3
All the best for 2019 <3

Thank you soooo much, and same to you! many puppy kisses, since it is the year of the dog after all!!! <33333

You've cried this wolf tale too many times. People don't forget, no matter how many layers you add to your bloated sob story.

Have some accountability for your actions for once, grow up and get control of your life. There is no excuse to complain when you do the same thing every single time. If you want your life to be less toxic, start with yourself. Clean your room.

take some of your own advice and stop being such a massive chode to people.
this is the kinda shit i see from you constantly you're kinda part of an ongoing problem, instead of being a condescending prick why dont you try being kind and helpful, if your capable of it! if not then shut up.

Because this is such a needed, helpful comment you absolutely had to post.

You really love to hide behind "philosophy" to justify bullying, don't you?

This is exactly why I am no longer friends with you; I survived a suicide attempt and am aiming to share my story to help others and you cannot help but act out in jealousy and spite; completely dismissing my annual celebration of personal victory as some imagined plight. How have you come to such a disgusting person? Are you even human any more or has your fame-induced pigheadedness finally stripped all integrity from you?

As for no longer being your "friend"; you and your partner removed me from twitter because of my "depressed drunken posts" instead of asking if I needed help or talking to me. You disrespected me as your friend in doing so because you proved that my illness is not something you want to deal with, which seems to be a recurring theme with you two. After all I have been through I have the self-respect to refuse to be friends with bad people -- there are too many toxic people like you in the world. I hope someday you mature enough to be happy for other people and share in their joy and learn to let go when others get sick of your attitude and inevitably leave you. I understand that you're hurt, but your actions proved to me how much I meant to you, and it was vastly disproportionate to the regards I held you in.

When you decide to become a good person again, and start to take an active effort in cleaning up the horrible reputation you and your partner have made for yourselves, then we can talk. I refuse to associate with racists and bigots anyways, so until then, maybe try to be a better person instead of digging yourself into a deeper hole?

I am going to block you from here on forth, when you're ready to change and become a cure instead of a disease, you know where you can reach me. Until then, try to learn what it truly means to be happy.

I'm sorry that this person was so nasty to you. I know it took a lot to tell us whats been going on; as for "repeating the same story" this is the first time i've heard any of this????? you generally just mention depression or something like that without going into much detail, and that was more than enough of a reason for me.

Unfortunately people like them seem to be in abundance. When i lost my sister and my stepdad, my 'friend' accused me of lying for attention too. I wish I would have handled it as elegantly as you just did and I'm so proud of you for overcoming what you've been through.

I've been inspired by you since i joined the fandom (2012) and I hope that your future is exciting and bright

Jason might wanna start with his boo if he's gonna step up on the "do better, be better" soapbox.
Absolutely no room to be wagging a finger at anyone after the shit I've seen from them.

Please don't pay comments like his any mind. It's easy for people to leave you to rot and then preach to you about your spiral.
You don't need that, you don't need them. Surround yourself with understanding and positivity as you continue to heal.

You have a lot to look forward to Summer 💖

FLSJGDLKS Thank you so much for your kind words! <33333 Much love!

Thank you for sharing your story 💜💙

Thank you too, and no problem!!! <33333

We are all humans with feelings. What you went through is a shocker and that you are definitely inspiring to me and many others. So I understand this.. Because throughout this journey, there are many things that is changing. So You’re not the only one. So I thank you for the smiles you bring with your art and I wish you great luck on your recovery.

some people have had it far worse and I just count my blessings that I came out of it okay! I hope I can help people overcome their struggle since life is full of suffering and all that buddha stuff lol <333

Please take care, and thank you so much for your kind words of inspiration! <3 your love is gonna show through my art, just you wait and see >:3

I wish the best of luck for you and the best for the future

Thank you for being my big inspiration since 2011

SDHKFLSKH that's such a crazy long time! Thank you for your longtime support and coming with me on this journey! wish I could hug ya <3

as some one that found you on DA back when you went by atomic-fish-bowl i believe? i was always blown away at your art, you inspired me to keep at it for a long time. im slightly better then i was back then, but any ways. i knew you went through a lot but never knew the extent, im glad you've finally started getting your life back in order, im still in the process of figuring out my life honestly.. .-. its gotten to the point where im just experimenting with what ever field of work interests me. also weed and soon ima try DMT >-> cross my fingers it goes well. anyways im glad to finally see some art from you again. and i hope you have an amazing return <3

I'm so proud of you for overcoming such hardships! We'll always be here supporting you no matter what, and I hope things only get better for you from here on out. I know its hard to talk about everything, and your very brave for doing so. Keep fighting- and don't be afraid to let yourself feel and vent!

Congratulations on two years clean and several months sober!
Lots of love, i'm so proud of you!

Well, shit... Thanks for making me cry... That's quite the story... I'm sure you've heard everything people can say on this topic by now... So just... Stay safe... And we're all happy to see you again... There are terrible people out there... It is hard finding the right ones sometimes... But it seems you're back on your feet so hopefully, we can all make sure you don't get knocked down again ^_^

Wow that's quite the journey. It has been tough, but you have conquered it, and now you can look at life in ways few others could see through. All the petty drama have become moot and you have found yourself, you at your own center of happiness.

You don't have to necessarily refuse or avoid praises, but now you're whole regardless. We're all happy to help however we can, and I'm sure most of the people here would love to offer support so don't let the negative and the shallow distract you. If there's a single community that's full of people willing to offers support, this is probably it. We've all done terrible stuff before, but to face it and overcome it is definitely the right way to go imo. (Yes I barely know you outside your art, but I'm definitely very happy for you and wish you the best in the bright future.)

Hey! This is great! I'm glad you could make sense of yourself. Your final comments- about finding someone you can trust to speak to about your pain - are something I have also realised myself. If you'd like some acompaniment in your journey towards understanding yourself more, I'd like to recommend you try to find a psychologist that you can trust. That's been helping me a while. It's a slow heal, I'm sure you know, but it's very much worth it

Little note: Don't stick with one you don't trust, it really doesn't help that much. Just keep looking, and you'll find someone to aid you for the long haul.

Let you feel hug with much 'Love' can bring you a human heart...
Keep stay focus and dont lose your Mind, your Artwork bring ous more as your Heart say/give...

I'm so proud of you for how far you've come!! It's so good to hear from you again, and I wish you all the very best in your continued recovery. God bless

Damn Falvie, it's been a long, long time since I've seen you around here. I am a long, long time lurker and you're one of the reasons why I became such a big fan of antrhropomorphic art in the first place, and I want to thank you for that. I'm so glad you're ok now and sober. Had no idea it's been that rough for you, I'm so sorry to know you went through all that. On that note, It's really awesome to see that you can talk about this situation; this shows that you're healing and getting over all the terrible things that happened to you over the past few years. This is very good!

I know it's not much more than words on a screen from some random stranger, but just know that you have support from me, and I'm sure many others around here. If there's anything I can do to help, even something as small as a friend to talk to about things, feel free to send a note or something.

Stay strong, and hope to see you around! 😁

I'm glad you're doing so much better. I wish you the bestest of luck, getting over this must have been so difficult x.x

Wow
I have no idea if it's because I'm still relatively new to the fandom compared to most but I had no idea about any of this.
If anything though I think more of you because you made through it all.

Too already said more than I would seeing as anytime I ever really seemed to be paying attention it was always drama and for once drama with reason (furries and drama....usually not justified).

You see all your problems, and you've fought through them. Still a battle to be fought, perhaps many.
Just do as your saying and prove to the people and the world that you are who you want to be/are who you are, and that the stuff that's happened that's hurt many a lot or others who well, tbh, have been ripped off or waited years for stuff from you which certainly didn't make them happy-is over and done with.
Everything will not be perfect. It's ok to misstep.
Show the world everything your capable of in the way that you've wanted too and be as ready to also take responsibility for the stain in the reputation that exists. And then you can thrive.

All the best Falvie, I'm glad to hear all that. God speed on your recovery dear. You can do it!

Since people have already said all the words of support I could ever say, I'll say this was interesting to read with a lil hamtaro wiggling his butt the whole time. Congrats on 2 years

Congrats on pulling through that ^-^ stay strong

*sits silently, talking in what I just read* Wow.... I never knew about any of this. We only interacted a little bit here (FA) when you were looking for a place to live.

Words only tell so much. I can't even begin to try to picture what it was like, beyond what you wrote here. Yet, you fought through it, grim as it was and, most importantly, you won that fight. That's all that matters. That and the healing that is happening as a result. I am proud of you none the less.

*nods and smiles*

Cool art. It's been a while.

You are so cool artist, Falvie. I enjoy your arts. And you're so cool furry-artist in FA.

um should I even ask ?
(Nov 25th, 2013 02:35 PM)

or just give up asking?

hope you got things good and lined up.

hope you make 2019 a good one you have a lot of brig to build.

Thank you for being hete, Falvie. I love your art, and you are an amazing person. Your art inspires me, and I hope you the best, I believe in you.

Its good to hear that you are no longer on hard drugs, let's hope you manage to get away from them completely.

After this wall of text its clear that you needed to vent and its a good step to realize what you have done to your surroundings while being at a breakdown. Good luck with apologising to the people you hurt in this phase. Not all friends have to be lost, but try to imagine how they felt when you where lashing out or bothering then with your addiction, else it might be hard to know if there is a chance to get along again or if they have been real friends to begin with.

I think you should try to think about the things you are greatfull for / want to improve on a daily / weekly basis, instead of bottling your feelings up for such a long time.

I've missed you, Falvie!! I'm about halfway through the same path. I made the decision to get clean this past weekend. You ARE strong, but don't forget that it's okay to be weak sometimes, too. You're more than welcome to message me if you need anything. I love you so much <3

(I still aim to one day pay you to finish that gift you gave me a while back <3 )

You were in my thoughts the other day Falvie, glad to see you alive and well still

I know I am just some stranger to you, but, I have watched your work for some time, and I adore it

I mostly just, wanted to say, well, I am happy for you, proud even
Its hard to overcome things
But you did it
Things will start looking up
Takes time
But Im sure it will

I am so very glad to hear things are going so well with you now. I look forward to seeing where you go from here on and doing what is good for you.

I also must thank you. Though we have never talked before I find what you have shared here to be the very thing I needed to see. I have some things I need to turn around myself, things I need to do to make things move in a much better direction than they are heading. So I thank you for sharing this part of your life with all of us~

I had no idea all this was going on, but I'm glad you're bettering yourself now

Thanks for telling your story

i had no idea you survived all that, i'm very sorry to hear you had to endure that, but i am also happy to hear you're doing so well now. congrats on being clean for 2 whole years...i may not know you very well, but i'm proud of you, and you should be proud of yourself as well.

This is heart warming and emotional
It's also inspiring to anyone else that there IS light at the end of the dark tunnel
Thank you for sharing your story~

If you want some more happiness in life, spread your happiness out far and wide, cast it over as many things as you're willing to invest in, but don't pour your self into them for they will eventually disappoint you.
Rather keep the investments light, If art is your medium of choice, there's metal working, wood working, pottery, baking/cooking and craft work instead of just drawing. (also they are very useful skills too) It's to help find a "release valve" after all that feeling welling up.

I did feel a little hurt that you completely disappeared on me all of a sudden - I worried I had done something wrong and it was hard to take in. I tried reaching out and I wasn't getting a response. I appreciate what you've said here and I understand it could be just a part of trusting people and this paranoia that developed. I hope in time you begin to contact those who really cared/still care for you, not just because you're a popular artist like most people tend to be around for. You gotta remind folks, you gotta be sincere <3

I wish you for the greatest good luck!~

OH my... I really feel sorry for you. :C
I need to say, that it's good you for away from these ugly things. Now it's on you not to fall there again. ^^ So far you did IT! You won this war. And I am proud of you. Sending you a lot of hugs. :3 (And pizza!)

Within mind throughout time...

Thank you for sharing your story with us. You have made that big step towards healing by coming out and accepting the consequences of your actions.

I wish you luck on your journey.

I'm probably not the greatest person because there are many times I see long posts like this and immediately turn away because I'm sure the person is too big, too popular, and too busy for anything I see to even be noticed.

I don't know if it's because I was a big fan of your or because you were a big inspiration to my own art for a time but, I decided to stop everything I was doing to read about your life. To try to get an idea of what you have been through.

I can't relate on any of this. I've had my own bullies and I've been plenty alienated by my peers and my communities alike but my torture generally came from strangers, not my friends and family. I really feel for your situation and believe no one should feel the things you felt.

I am happy to have read that your situation has improved. It warms my heart that a stranger was willing to part with their own money to give you the chance at a better life.

You clearly have plenty more to read above me and I'd be happy if you made it far enough to see my message.

I just want to say, thank you. Not for spilling your heart to us. I have no right to thank you for something like that, as welcome as it was. That was a move best for your own growth and I do hope you feel better that you had the courage to share it,

No, I want to thank you for the years prior and, hopefully, the years to come. Your art brought much happiness to both me and my mate. We have both commissioned you at least once and don't regret it in the slightest. Being such a great artist and inspiration to me has forever left you a place in heart for the things I love.

I can't say much for you as a person because I don't know you. I only know of you. Given the chance, I'd love to talk to you. I'd love to experience the kind of person you are but I won't get my hopes up.

Anywho, geez, comment getting kind long.

Just know that I wish you the best. I wish you happiness and success in your life. You have my full support. Stay strong and I'll always be willing to listen if you ever need a page to drop a rant on.

Taxtic out!

First I just want to say that I am really really happy that you're now clean and clear of hard drugs and that you're in a much better place to heal and grow from now on. That's really good and I so hope you can keep on going to become the person you want to be, and know you can be.

I heard a lot of drama about you over the years, a lot of bad stuff. That you'd grown nasty and cruel and someone to avoid. That really hit me, because all I could remember of you (I sort of fell out of touch with the fandom for some years) was your art and the fact that you gave me, a random fan, a gift for my birthday.

Like... I've never forgotten that you designed and drew me a Fionbri. I had told you that I was so excited to be able to snag and afford a commission from you from luck and because I'd gotten birthday money. You wished me a happy birthday and told me to consider it a gift. And that you, that Falvie, has always been the one I have known and remembered.

I hope you can be and feel like that Falvie again, or better. And I truly believe you can.



( Old old art on my old account that I drew because I was so touched and excited by your kindness https://www.furaffinity.net/view/6396077/ )

You were really brave, when you shared all of this for us
My biggest respect for you and hope that things go better for you in the future
*Big fluffy hugs* <3 ;0 ;/

This absolutely broke my heart, I am so, so sorry you had to go through this. I can't imagine how terribly you must have suffered, addiction is a horrible thing. But, I am so incredibly happy for you now that you're on the road to recovery and that you've been clean for so long! I truly wish you luck in your journey and I hope that things only get better for you in the years to come. We love you so much. <3

Jeeez thats quite the trip...but you survived alil if not a lot wiser and stronger.....no point in having regrets life makes you and carves you good work surviving the gauntlet

You have my respect. Everyone can fall, for various reason, but it takes a lot to pull yourself up again - even with the help of others it's not easy.
And talking about all of this so publicly is a big step, as well.
I admit that I have no idea how you were, how you acted or anything. But I definitly wish you the best with everything. There will be some stepbacks, but this will not revert everything you achieved.
Your light might flciker, but it will keep growing, I'm sure of it. And it will become a shining beacon for others.

Damn that must have be so hard to endure since this whole time, you are very brave. I am very glad you're feeling better now and I sure hope the things will keep going good for you, you deserve all the love of the world

dakjgskjfjkhfd i need to sleep but i will continue reading your comments and replying tomorrow <33333 you all are such amazing little critters. there were happy tears and there will be more happy tears... <3 thank you all so much... <3333333333333333333

It takes a strong will to finally muster the courage to start over and begin a new life. I’m so proud of you for being clean and grabbing your life back, may god bless you but I see he’s already starting to.

OH wow girl.. This was honestly so deep and I can put myself into this situation so much.. I always wondered where you went and was always worried about you but I'm really really glad you're doing better and that you're on the right way on the path of your life now! All you can do now is grow, and you'll do that as well<3 Really sucks what you've been through but as the cliché says "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger" And I do believe in that!

ALSO Love this piece of artwork as well and I hope to continue see your lovely and inspiring work once again <3

Thank you for sharing your story with us. ♥

This is such great news and I'm so happy you're recovering from everything, truly.

You've been a huge inspiration to me since 2008 and your work has continued to amaze me with each passing year.

I still remember my middle school self in 08' looking through your dA gallery, wishing I could draw as good as you!

(Fax and Grimmin will always have a special place in my heart ♥ It's so nostalgic for me seeing those two ;u;)

Thank you for being such a huge inspiration to me and to many others all these years.

I wish you all the best. ♥

I hope you strength inspires other people to do something brave in their own struggle.
Keep up and and i hope people hold their hands to someone who needs help.

I used to think that drugs would solve my problems with depression and hatred for the whole world. But my fear of them was paramount and I didn't try them. I really hope I won't try. I just tried to fight depression on my own. it is difficult.

I'm a kind person who likes to help others. but I myself am afraid of the streets and strangers. I'm not comfortable being there. All that suits me is to sit at home and try to make money at home.
I'm lucky that I have found a person with whom I can live and who can support me. I could not live with my family. I was uncomfortable. Constant demands and accusations constantly put pressure on me. I couldn't even hide in my room- it was useless.

I had attempted suicide, but I had already gotten rid of such thoughts since I really nearly died. The first of January of this year I had strong attacks and I was taken away in an ambulance. In March, I had an operation to remove the gallbladder. After that, I try to be better.

BTW I hope you are all right now, and you feel better.
I wish you good luck. the most important thing is to believe in yourself. And don't lose confidence in people. There are really good people in the world who can support you 🍉🍉🍉

I know I'm a complete stranger, but I just wanted to say that I'm so happy for you Falvie <3 Been following you for 10 years now I think, and you've come so far!! Congratulations on getting clean and much respect for your level of transparency with us all; despite the hell you went through, you rose from it and became a stronger person. It's exciting to see you continue to grow. You're truly an inspirational person and I wish you the best!

I joined FA 8 years ago because of your beautiful art and spirit. I've never had a doubt in you, because you're strong and full of love. And now, I'm a part of furry community because of you, FALVIE YOU BEAUTIFUL YOU. You've never failed to show us the LOVE.

Your struggles weren't fair but you keep coming back for us, because you still believe in the love of this world and the world loves you, Falvie. You've never left this loving world, so I'm not gonna say welcome back - because this is WHERE you belong, dear Falvie. Forget about the past, shall we? Let us focus on the present and how you're loved and cared by so many people.

Wish you all the best!

Love,
Wohoo

Glad to have you back and to see you setting yourself straight.
Like I said on Twitter, I've been around since you first started, I really enjoyed seeing your art, but I never knew what was going on in the background. It kinda comes as a shock knowing that while I was looking at your pretty art, you were going through such deep shit... it leaves me with a feeling I cannot describe...

you will be all right!!
best luck for u!!!

I really hope that you beat it all and keep like that!
You have an interest history and I wish you well for your future with all those things
I know that you havent been active or uploaded something in long ago, but you still being one of my favorite artist

°3°

I won't say much, because everyone did that already, but I am sincerely happy for you and wish you all the best!
I am very thankfull, that you have shared your story with us. It can be truly inspirational and help many others too. I am glad, that you are standing on the ground now and I wish you to become who you want to be

I know we only met once before. But the fact that you're still standing after what you've been through is testament to your strength emotionally and physically. You should be proud of yourself and where you are! /hug

I'm so happy to see that you're doing so well. I've been a watcher of yours for about 8 years now, and your art is what inspired me to get into this wonderful fandom. <3 I wish only the absolute best for you and that you continue to flourish because you deserve it. (Also don't listen to those two jerks, they're just jealous of how amazingly you're doing and will forever be stuck as jealous and toxic assholes.)

Keep up the awesome work, Falvie! You're doing great. c: here's to another 2 years, and the years following after that!

Wow, I hope things will keep getting better for you!! I really missed your amazing art, and I'm really happy to see you back! Welcome home!

Wishing you the best of luck and good health!

Kindness comes from people who’ve also seen darkness. This stranger here (myself), is more than willing to welcome you into the light. If you need someone to talk to, or for unbiased opinions, I’m around. 💖

The art turned out beautifully.

It is definitely hard to heal but, it looks like you're on the right path.
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It's difficult to come up with words. Reading through what you've been through, I could relate with some of it. You low key make me want to finally say it too. Being truthful especially toward yourself is a huge challenge, especially when you just have darkness constantly trying to drag you down. But, you've come a long way as a person and I'm glad you came back, and are still here to fight.

>-< Finding it hard to come up with the words. Wishing you the best of luck with everything and I hope this new year goes well for you. Been a watcher for about 4-5 years now, can't remember since I've changed accounts so many times.. XD *hugs* Welcome back Falvie.

I can't find the words to describe my absolute admiration and awe at this post- you are so strong, and I hope you are so proud of yourself for how far you've come.

I wanna throw this thought out here because I was thinking it the entire time I was reading the post- you would be a fantastic Peer Support Specialist. A PSS is someone with lived experience with mental health disorders and/or substance abuse that has since recovered and uses their recovery story and experiences to hep people who are in situations that the peer can relate to. It's a very rewarding job for both the peer and the recipients of the peer's services.

I dunno if you're looking for a job now or if you would like a job in the future, but I wanted to let you know about Peer Support because this may be a job where you could really shine.

Take care and stay strong you are amazing!

Stay strong, it's worth fighting. I wish you all the best :)

You are a Great Person and i wish you hope for the best

Here's to hitting death/rebirth points

Old habits can be fucking killer to break, I'm glad you're able to start living the life you want to live.

I wish you all the best!

Through your struggles or through your successes I'll always want and hope the best for you. I cherish every memory that you have gifted me, you had a very large impact on my life that I am thankful for every day. You are worth more than you would ever know. Thank you for everything Summer.

Thanks for sharing and good luck in the future! <:

Thank you for sharing your story, and inspiring tons of people to stay strong and make good choices.
We're all so immensely proud of you and how far you've come-- you're doing great. <33
Wishing you all the best, much love to you!!

--This piece is also so gorgeous. I'm getting the vibe that the third eye is meant to symbolize how you opened your mind and soul to a serious change to better yourself, at least that's how i interpreted it!! It's truly beautiful, either way~

TONS OF HUGS <3 I want to hug you so bad ;A; !!
You are strong and you are a beautiful human <3
I wish you good luck, and take good care of yourself <3

hey i'm not entirely sure what to say but i'm super proud of you for the changes you've made in your life and that you've survived so far. lovely art by the way, wishing you the best!

Thank you for your words.
I feel trapped in a hole lately. to see that somebody feels something similar in some things, has gone through worse and yet has not given up gives me hope.
I think I took something for me from your words. Thank you and I wish you all the best. <3

I needed to read this...

God, I don't even have the words. Your art has always been so beautiful and idyllic- so pure and happy, I would have never guess it would have been so rough for you on the other side. I know you're not doing this for sympathy- but I'm sorry things had gone so south for you, and I'm so immensely glad you were able to pull yourself out of that. If it were me, I'm not so sure I would have made it to the other side, if I'm honest.

However you choose to move forward here, you've obviously got our support. Wherever that path leads for you, I hope you have a nicer time getting there.

Best wishes from NM ^^

I noted you, but I kinda assume you don't check those so thought I would repost it here as well in hopes of you seeing!

Hey, I've been a follower of your art for a long time now, your style is incredibly inspirational to me, I saw your most recent post and took the time to read it. Honestly, I relate a lot to your story and it's very touching to me. Like you, this past 3 years has been incredibly... eventful, for me. I came from an incredibly toxic household, mostly mental and emotional abuse but also some physical and sexual abuse as well, and I was honestly a broken human who saw no future for myself and was probably going to end up committing suicide, until, like you, the kindness of one person brought me back to life. This person, now my boyfriend of 3 years, saved me from the toxic household that wouldve eventually killed me. Now, like you, I'm focusing on healing my inner self and overcoming doubts and fears that have been embedded in my mind throughout my life so far. I really loved the art piece you posted with your story, the third eye was a beautiful touch, I could really feel the energy you put into it and resonate a lot with it. I don't know if you'll read this, but I'm so proud of you and so happy for you as well! I, like you, am well aware of this greater force that watches over us all. I always love hearing miracle stories like yours, and I wish you a smooth healing process! I know you're not comfortable publicly sharing places that you're active, but if possible, I would love to be given the chance to follow you there (assuming I have an account on given place) because your story and art and truly a huge motivation to me to keep bettering myself and healing more and more every day! You are truly an inspiration <3

Oh my god I love seeing how happy you are in the comments.

As somebody who's been on the other end of giving somebody a bunch of money at a critical juncture, I can tell you that it's my favorite thing I've ever used money for. It's so cool to hear that somebody else did that for you! :3 That makes me very happy with humanity.

If you ever become super stable enough to do it without hurting yourself you should totally pass on the gesture to somebody else. Just purely to be a hero.

But awwww, right now I'm just super happy that you're doing so well.

Man, when I finished reading this the first thing that came into my head was "I should and check how my brother is doing again"

He's been through his own mini hell, not anywhere near as bad as yours... But I do fear he could go down that sort of route if he lost his current support structures. And he has certainly given them some wear and tear.

Haha. Now, if I think he's super cool for having made it through what he has and to have won such amazing life lessons, I think you're pretty dang cool too.
I mean, by that metric I'd have to call you cooler than my brother. ;3 But nah, he get's to win for no justified reason. Just because he's my brother. x3

As a prideful person myself, I jus' wanna say it takes a lot of strength to admit to all of this. Not to mention to actually survive through it all. I hope this helps to heal those scars of yours a bit more and, though it's just from another stranger, if there's anyway I can help going forward lemme know.

I find it interesting, I started my original FA around the time you did yours. I admired and have been inspired by your skill for years. I feel like I've learned so much about you and your inner machinations, and goddamn I'm proud to see that you're working to improve yourself such as I am. I too hope I can make a positive impact on others in due time. I have faith that things will get better for you in the coming year. c:

I believe you're a good person at heart, you just gotta keep working yourself back up and get stronger and better than never before! I believe you can do it! Look into the mirror and try to smile sometimes too, that might help, just even a little.

I am so proud of you!! Congrats on two years, and I sincerely hope things for you keep going up. Unfortunately (or perhaps fortunately), going through hard times can really show you who your true friends are. Hopefully you can distance yourself from the negative people in your life so that you're surrounded by nothing but support. I wish you the best!!

thank you so much for sharing your story with us, this brings me a lot of hope.
cheers to 2 years clean, and many more

I missed your art when you vanished, but I would never have imagined you being in such horrifying scenarios. Glad that you are doing alright now and congratulations on your anniversary!

I'm so so so happy that you're finally getting the help you need and deserve. :3
And Falvie, you don't owe anyone an explanation, you're human just like the rest of us.
I. myself am also focusing on healing from my disorders. I'll keep you in my thoughts! ♥

Thank you for posting this. Thank you.