RIZΣKI リゼキ  🍰

It's unfair to attack an entire nation and religion, and blamed them for the actions of few religious mobs and an internet troll. Therefore I would like to apologize to the people of Indonesia and Muslims for all the misunderstanding and mishaps I have done.

I really wish the person who did this could've understand my problems, but it's all in the past and I honestly don't expect vengeance. We all made mistakes.

My paranoia reached it's peak when the person who blackmailed me and allegedly "doxxed" me threatened to report me to Indonesian police. First I shrugged it off but since my extended family was alerted about this, everybody panicked. I did the most selfish thing ever.

The reality is: The problem was caused by series of harassments made by religious mobs near me that take things outside of law over the past few years. I should've consulted local LGBT advocates but my paranoia had blinded me from their help, and instead chose to get out.

The confusion began through series of retweets, mistranslations and misinterpretations of my drawing (and past opinions) and it upsets my fellow countrymen and LGBT people who lives in the country. And I can't deny that I am part of the problem.

First and foremost, it is not Indonesian government's fault nor Islam's fault for this. My country still highly values democracy and pluralism. While Islam is the majority religion, I still see really good people here regardless of their faith.

I know I will not forgive myself for ignoring their help and driving my friends away.

I know there are misconceptions started by people outside of from my country about the drawing when I tried to take my own life. I have ignored local help because I was too blinded by my dream of going there. I'm sorry if my actions caused grievances among local communities.

Hi guys. I'm sorry if I let my followers to attack people who tried to know what happened. While I can't provide them with additional info at the request of my family, it's within their rights to clarify things out. I made mistakes by not explaining to everyone about my country

Both of them are good person with good intentions.

Also guys please don't bash Arie. They were one of the person who reached me out. I just went to the wrong address, wasn't fully 100% healthy and basically just confused.

Hey guys, just wanna say I think it's better to say sorry to @seishirou99 for being rude to her. As much as she was skeptical about it, it's not cool to doubt her credibility in medical field. X.x

I'm going to let the drama aside. I'll return with more wholesome art UwU

I hope I can learn everything from this. It's been an entire clusterfuck of a week.