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Hey, I’d like to address a Big Shitty Thing that I tend do do online, which is talking extremely aggressively when I’m upset. I’ve been really mean in a lot of cases and one was with that recent thread about OCs. I’ve said extremely horrible stuff that could be considered bully-
type behavior in the past, especially on instagram. I don’t wish to generalize the platform itself. It’s very good for promoting work & so many talented people use it. I was unfortunately surrounded by a lot of toxicity on IG at the time I was using it, and I would become
extremely frantic and angry when I saw things as an attack on myself or my friends/partner. I don’t want this to seem like an excuse, but rather an explanation: when I am put in a situation where my anxiety flares up (for example, something reminds me of past trauma, or I feel as
though I am unsafe,) I respond with anger, as a self defense mechanism. I have gone through a lot of abuse, which has resulted in me developing this bad kneejerk behavior. It’s not healthy and I’m working on it. I’m trying to work to get over my trauma as well and be less
pessimistic about the world and people. I generalized a ton in my OC post, and was very aggressive, and I’m extremely sorry. Sexism has been very prominent in my life and maybe I was projecting in some ways. I’m very for non male empowerment, because of the things I
suffered throughout my life simply for not being a man. I’m sorry for that post, and for my poor writing online in general, when I am aggressive. It’s extremely hard for me to catch myself when I’m in a panic/frantic state, and I’m doing my absolute best to work on it. I’m sorry
to those I have hurt in the past as well, I know I can never take my words back, but please know I am sorry. I want to make peace with my demons and be more mature in the future. Thank you all. May we all realize where we need improvement and continue to work towards being our
i saw all the stuff on IG involving you & mars, there are alot of people who like to witch hunt on there, so i get that you left. I did look up to u and Mars, and i never got the "full" story of why you would lash out and cause "drama" So i know both sides of the stories (pt 1)
And i feel sorry that you expirienced those terrible things in life that have caused you to have this super defensive reaction to everything. I dont hold grudges on people, but i guess i forgive you? people tend to forget you and Mars are human beings too. (prt 2)
and i hope you and Mars both improve on yourselves as people, as suit makers and as artists, You both have creative minds and workmanship, i just hope that the cycle of drama and witchhunting stops. (prt 3/3)
Hey, thank you so much. I know it’s not going to be easy, or an overnight thing, but I’m really doing my best to fix it.
my best advice is just post your passion online, and think before you post. take a minute and think about every possible angle before blowing up about it. with time, itll be easy
I tend to get pretty aggressive and sporadic myself when I see things that really upset me, and end up regretting it later so I can understand. I'm all for equality of all genders and anyone who genuinely things women are less superior are assholes (I've dealt with them before)
Just know that there are people who genuinely care about you, and I don't doubt that a majority of your followers agree with your stance on that- It has less to do with OC's and more of anger but no matter what, there's always gonna be shitty ass people, the best we can do is-
surround yourself with people who want to be the best person they can be
Always good to see someone owning up to behavior they're not proud of and want to change. A lot of us are young and learning. Girl power!
I'm glad you are willing to make yourself vulnerable like this to improve yourself instead of doubling down. It's how I can tell that you are a good person :3
Thank you Terra.
Dude meeeeeee too. It’s a really big step owning up to these behaviors & coming out & talking about them! It’s not easy but it’s part of the process! Take your time - healing is a long journey but i support you my dude & hope things continue to get better for you & mars 
This is really awesome of you to post. I'm sure you'll continue to grow and get closer to being your best self, as will all in our community. You rock! Keep rolling! 
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