>>760694964I can't eat dinner in this weird mood. same poster as titty fixation.
> be me, be 6+> house is in rural area and public transportation is barely existent> takes forever to go to and come from work so mostly left alone, supposedly> would have distant aunts and cousins come and stay with me cause you can't leave a kid alone (plus we're slightly better off than them so thinking back again my mom probably gave them 'help' money for looking out for me)> told aunts and female cousins I need to touch nipples so I could sleep> fobbed off with excusesI'm probably autistic. this is now a personal cringe post for me fuck
> some would let me touch it once or twice and then I'd just fall asleep> legit needed the help of playing with nips to sleepFamily had a rabid belief that you needed afternoon naps as a kid to be healthy and shit
>>760695468fuck. I have a sleep fetish now.
> sneaky kid back thenstill sneaky now, old habits man
> developed methods for lifting tops of mom and aunts> thank god family are deep sleepers> used to sleep on the sofa cause I felt like a "big boy" (mom would sleep on a bed near me)> would lay beside her in the middle of the night> have to pretend like I'm asleep, drape my leg over her leg, my arm over her torso> slowly hike my arm up towards her chest> inch it towards her tits> time it so that when she inhales I lift my arm, when she exhales I gently put it down> forearm is now touching both erasersI really might have to jack off soon, fuck
> now I'm diamonds (was a kid so probably a 2 inch uncut dick at this point, also whatever diamonds meant to a fucking kid back then)> sit up beside her, I'm breathing heavily now> slowly tug left side of her top to the left and upwards> slowly tug right side of her top to the right and upwards> repeat until tits.gifdo my routine of touching, sucking, and dick-pressing
I was 6+ or so. My mom I think was in her late 30s, early 40s. Not hot but aight.
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