I handled my gf right for 4 years (e.g., not settling for hypergamist crap, being high value, calling her out on all her shit, and making it obvious I've had eyes on everyone but her and that she's expendable at best, focused on my own life and did literally nothing for her), and unfortunately started slipping on by actually treating her with respect and involving her in my future. It just blows my mind how overnight she and other women can go from all that fake gushy love crap to Mao Zedong with no in-between. I've built her up a decent amount because boy have I have come far in the past 6 years.
She of course immediately seized on the opportunity to try and burn the fuck out of me when i was in professional school across the country and start fights at the worst possible times just because she was craving attention and couldnt get fucked constantly, so it was emotional manipulation, and her starting the same fight over and over again. She'd go through my schedule and find out when I had exams, and start the most toxic fights ever nights before the exam, I still succeeded though because I'd never let a bitch destroy my future. She also started slipping on purpose, like no makeup letting her body go, typical attention whoring shit. If she could find any excuses at all to hit me the hardest humanly possible she would. when I returned, she also all but admitted to the fucked up shit she did while I was gone, but rationalized it because I was gone and she had nothing better to do.
I called her out on all that, and when I returned, it just fucking astonishes me how little of a moral code she and other women have. She literally lives in trashy conditions because she cant bother to clean, gets me sick a fuckload, and even more insane gives me pneumonia. That's right, I literally got fucking pneumonia because this stupid cunt can't take any responsibility for her own actions. She gives no shits about infecting me non-stop. She uses her colds as an excuse to avoid finding clothes that actually makes her look tolerable to look at and start dumb fights because I take her down to the mall and I'm like "try this on, you want to get over insecurities, well you do it by fucking being comfortable with who you are and not giving a fuck". Meanwhile, when I literally get a fucking pneumonia diagnosis, I have to hear about how "fuck you", "she cant deal with this anymore" when all she had to do was have some decent hygiene, and not be a despicable infecting piece of shit. She also wants to be a doctor (it'll never happen), yet can't realize that this shit would never fly in the medical field. Just because she has a vagina doesn't mean she'd be able to pull that card when she gets half her fucking elderly and child patients significantly ill.
Of course she thinks her "difficult job" (she's another dumb college degree broad with a brain-dead retail job) is so stressful it means she cant deal with her actions. also every argument where she does something fucked up her automatic reaction is to try and take something from our so-called relationship like refusing to spend time together. Part of this is just standard emotional manipulation, but anyone can just take, and put no effort into things, a man fucking recognizes that resolving problems involves effort, adding something to the picture, and responsibility.
She also seems to think saying she's sorry waives any responsibility for her actions she has and it doesn't. I stand my ground with all of this, am not nice, and I tell her what a piece of shit she is. I never believe her sorries or let shit slide.
She really reminds me of Hillary clinton, the two have so much in common it's unbelievable. Totally disconnected from reality. It's literally everyone else's fault when they do something wrong, they think when everything is handed to them on a silver platter, "they overcame insurmountable odds".
I'm very convinced that if i was burning alive in front of her shed just flip me off and walk away laughing or spit on me that's pretty much the pinnacle of modern day femininity right there.
If I was naive I'd think this wasn't quintessential female nature. This chick seemed more tolerable than most of the over-validated hypergamist cunts from college when I first with her, but wow wow boy did that change. She also does the same shit fights since the beginning of the relationship - cant take responsibility for anything, first one to gush about how great everything, she'd confronted, called out, put in her place, and pretend to change. I let her know that wouldnt fly, but sure enough wham bam same fight whenever it's convenient. I recognize most of her shitty dysfunctional behavior as what it is immediately and call it out.
It just blows my fucking mind how women can live in so much filth, pull such fucked up shit, and that there's no fucking low they won't sink to. How on earth do they rationalize this shit and being this fucked up because of literally nothing? She's one of the people who if she had AIDS would probably just go out and fuck random guys to infect them. I hate to say it. Shit like this is why I'd never trust any western woman in any leadership position period. They're able to justify the most fucked up behavior ever over literally nothing.
My life is so peaceful and awesome without women involved. I can move on from this cunt effortlessly, I'd really like to mindfuck her as hard as she's mindfucked me though that's a lose-lose mentality. How do I avoid ending up in this situation in the first place? I did mostly everything right for a good 4 years (i've always been a strong proponent of mgtow and TRP), but the second I succeeded in my life, and gave her a small amount of slack she turns into the most disgusting demonic fucking cunt I've ever dealt with, who thinks she's kim kardashian. Caring is probably the most fatal flaw I had though, and so is expecting them to act like responsible adults. I feel like any power given to a woman or expectation is automatically signed off, lost, and twisted against you.
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