I had an encounter with a stupid cunt so toxic that a few seconds around her was enough to completely destroy my life. I've spent the last year being tortured by the events nonstop and keep reliving it over and over again in my head to the point of seriously compromising my physical and mental wellbeing. This was not someone that I'd had any previous contact with. As far as I'm concerned if you allow dumb cunts into your life you should expect the worst to happen. I'd long since realized the futility of any prolonged interaction with them and did whatever I could to avoid them. It wasn't enough. I've told parts of it on here before so I apologize in advance for the redundancy.
In 2012 I went through a series of personal and financial setbacks that completely leveled me. It had been brewing for about a decade so when it finally hit it was pretty fucking brutal. I spent the next four years dealing with a crippling depression where I basically sat in my basement by myself just wanting it to be over with. I tried all the usual shit like meds and therapy but none of it helped. It was just something that I had to work through and figure out for myself. The last 2 years of that I started to put things back together even though I still felt like shit. I hired some really good attorneys and accountants that helped me sort out all the financial and legal bullshit. Back taxes, foreclosures, bankruptcy, child support. After 2 years it was done and I was starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I'd literally made my last payment to the IRS at the beginning of February 2016 and I was totally in the clear on everything for the first time in 20 years. I even had a move to an extremely desirable part of the country planned and was supposed to be leaving in a few months. All of the hard work was done. All I had to do was relax for a couple of months and then hop on a plane to paradise. Then this bitch enters my life.
As my situation improved I started to feel well enough to get out of the house more often. I would go to a nearby natural foods store and have lunch or maybe spend a couple of hours reading at a coffee shop. Nothing major but when you've been out of it for an extended period of time little things like that can be surprisingly satisfying. On a Friday afternoon I was sitting at an a 8 lane intersection waiting for the light to change. The cross traffic stopped then there was the usual few seconds delay because the light is timed. My light turned green and I pulled into the intersection. I got about 5 feet into the intersection when I caught a glimpse of a huge SUV barreling towards me on my left. There was nothing I could do at that point. I just had stop and wait for her to hit me. I'll never forget the completely retarded look on her face when she glanced up from her phone and saw me. It was as though she couldn't possibly comprehend that there could be another vehicle in her path as she was blasting through a red light at a major intersection. Luckily she was kind enough to swerve at the last second instead of t-boning me directly in the driver's side door. She still hit me hard enough to spin my van around and total my vehicle. I immediately knew it was all over for me. Four years of putting my life back together down the drain because of some stupid bitch with her phone. This all happened in broad daylight in front of at least a dozen witnesses but because none of them stopped she pussy passed her way right out of it. Her dumbshit husband suddenly appeared out of nowhere to console her. As soon as she noticed he was there she conveniently turned on the water works like the calculating whores that they all are. I swear to god I wanted to kill her when I saw her standing there crying on his shoulder playing the victim only seconds after almost KILLING ME. It was completely surreal. I now realize that I should have had a dash cam. That wouldn't have prevented the accident but it would have at least put an end to the fuckery that followed. She of course claimed that the light was "yellow". I went back and watched the timing of the light and from the time hers turned red until mine turned green was about a 3 second delay. If it was yellow like she claimed she would have been half way down the block before my light turned green. I just had liability and unfortunately she had the same insurance company as me which meant there was absolutely no chance that I was ever going to see a dime for any of it. The cunt adjuster that was handling her claim went out of her way to fuck me over after I got into an argument with her. Initially she claimed that they couldn't determine who had cause the accident so they wouldn't have to pay me. After the argument she suddenly did a 180 and decided to blame me 100% for the accident after she had already admitted that there was no evidence to support that. So not only did I get fucked out of the money for my van and impound lot fees my insurance went up about $100 a month because of that last little twist of the knife. As all of this is happening my depression and anxiety returned in full force. In addition that I was diagnosed with PTSD from the accident along with neck and back injuries and best of all chronic tinnitus from the airbags being deployed. In one moment I went from having my life back to it being 10 times worse than it was to begin with. I've spent the last year being tortured by all of it. I really have gotten to the point where I should probably be hospitalized. My mental health is complete shit at this point and I'm no longer capable of making sound decisions. I've been homeless. My relationships with friends and family have broken down and when I tried confronting the worthless cunt about what she did and she of course tried to have me arrested. Meanwhile her dopey husband buys her expensive new pairs of shoes and takes her on expensive trips to make it up to her for having to go through such a difficult experience. I want to make it perfectly clear I have no plans to cause her any physical harm. This is in no way a threat. That being said I spend every waking moment thinking about what it would be like to remove this parasite from the face of the earth. I've never met another human being that deserves to punished more than than worthless sack of shit. All of this has been brought to you by the dumbfuck white knights that have spent their entire lives kissing the ass of garbage like this. They are free to do pretty much anything they want and not only avoid repercussions but actually be rewarded for destroying someone's life. This cunt never did anything worthwhile in her life. She's probably had everything handed to her and that's still not enough. She should be entitled to risk the lives of those around her because she doesn't think she should have to put down her phone when she's driving. Fuck the rest of us for not wanting to die.
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