Of course because my ex was cheating on me. She had this feminist bullshit trip and was buying tickets to festivals etc. without even asking me. When i asked why she didnt ask me to come with her (was busy as fuck all day seriously) she said oh yeah well u have no time blablabla.

I should have just broken up at this point, but i had no experience.

Of course this was just an excuse. She hung out with a "friend" all the time and she was projecting to me once that she finds him "unattractive" - with my knowledge in girls back then i knew what the fuck was about to happen to me.

I had zero motivation to win her back/over to me, why the fuck should i try this? To prove that im a better provider for her? She made a party when she finished her masters and the guy was there too, i saw she invited him and hung out with him, then she came to me pretening that im the "love of her life" - and i just left the party without telling anyone. OF course she was shit testing me. But i didnt feel like it was worth it. I felt like if i play this game, im done.

The guy was such a loser seriously. He was a hipster dude that dressed like a fucking clown, trying to stand out in the crowd with no fucking talents at all. I remember when i saw this guy in the past i felt bad for him because he couldnt talk straight, would mumble and wear weird clothes, trying to win the attention of anyone.

I will skip the bullshit she said now and come to the point. She fucked with me for the last time and just the look in her eyes was enough for me. A cold stare like a fucking reptile. I knew something was up. I think she kind of got a boner from fucking me, while making a transition to the next dude. I could sense it.

Next day she of course came up with all the crap like im bad for her, blablabla typical women bullshit blaming and claiming that the "friend" gives her so much more attention lol. I didnt even reply to this and felt like wtf is this shit. I dont wanna be compared to some hipster clown, thanks and i left the room.

The guy seriously was worshipping her ass 100% like i never did, suddenly she wanted a beta dude that would just provide for her. She would call him and make "plans" under the umberella of being "friends" and having a "projecting for whatever". She was good at bullshitting i tell you that.

I always was independent, had my own friends, we had friends together, a business, everything. For 7 years straight she seemed to be very happy with me, praised me like im the god, gave me mad sex and suddenly it wasnt enough anymore. Let that be a lesson to you young guys out there. Never fight for women.

When i found out shes chilling at him, ignoring our date in the park, i was like yeah fuck that shit im gonna beta this morons face up for pretending to be my friend.

I rang the doorbell and he almost opened the door. Im 100% sure that if he opened, he would have been beaten the shit out of him, i was in rage.

But while i stood there one thing in me said its all on her, its not on him, hes a fucking retarded fool to even "play" this game, fucking up another man knowingly so the best revenge that i can have is ignore him 100% and her too and let him go on this sinking ship.

It was hard as fuck for me, but i pulled through, said its over, handled it as mature as i could - she on the other hand talked shit about me even tho she agreed that shes okay with this clean cut. Four days later shes "together" with the dude while i stand in the old apartment where we live making breakfast for me. I felt like what the fuck how can someone be so delusional and stupid at the same time.

It was heartbreaking for me, there was nothing i WANTED to do and friends tryed to shame me to "win her back". I didnt. Some people said i had the balls of steel for pulling through like that, but i felt broken. The next month it rained women from the clouds and i could see with my own eyes how easy it was to fuck women. Once i wasnt in a relation anymore the women that were "friends" in our circle of friends started hitting on me. She hated that.

I later cut out even that bullshit out of my life and went monk and found MGTOW.

For every cheating hoe there is a MGTOW born.