"Any given man sees only a tiny portion of the total truth, and very often, in fact almost...perpetually, he deliberately deceives himself about that precious little fragment as well." -Philip K. Dick

This is exactly what it feels like to be Blue Pilled and slaving away for a wife you know (deep down inside) doesn't love you and is cheating on you.

This is the cause of some of the worst pain imaginable for these men yet they maintain the illusion that everything is just fine on the plantation.

Stay strong my friends.

I'll never be going back to that delusion. Ever.