Hello there to all my great fellow mgtows of reddit. I'm 19 and I'm pretty new to the brotherhood, so to speak. I figured I would share my story and vent a little, as I feel fellow men of mgtow know exactly how I feel. So here it goes...

For all 4 of my high school years, I dated a girl that I thought was an absolute NAWALT. We loved eachother and everyone always said that we would be the ones to get married and have kids and I believed it. I couldn't see a future without this girl in my life. I met her parents, she met lots of my family, and I was in pretty good with most of her friends who also went to our school. Life was grand, we went to both junior and senior proms and had great nights. We had our problems, which mainly for me was a lack of vaginal sex which was hard to adhere to when she was blowing me and I wasn't cumming...but I digress.

Fast forward to the end of high school, the days I feared have finally arived. She was packing to go off to college and I wasn't. I intend to enter the military in the not too far off future, so I had to deal with her going away to college. We talked about how we could Skype and talk and text and we did...for a month or so after she went to college. Eventually, she answered less and less, I felt like a burden, we had much less to talk about and then she started saying how we had all these issues that I had no idea about and how we've grown apart. I didn't want to end our relationship, how could I? I put YEARS of work and emotions into it.

However, eventually she told me how she was forcing herself to set aside time for me and how she was always choosing between college or me and that made me feel awful. For days I was nervous, not knowing if the next time she called, if that would be the last time we spoke. The emotional stress on me was so great, that one day, a few months ago, I grew a pair and called her and told her that couldn't be so constantly worried and stressed out over her and that it was time to put our love to rest. This was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. It felt like my heart was torn in half every day and every time I thought of her, I just didn't want to live anymore.

These feelings turned to hate and disdain when I accidentally saw a tweet of hers while scrolling throughTwitter about how she saw a hot guy. NOT 3 WEEKS AFTER WE BROKE UP. Now every time I think of her and am saddened, it pushes me further towards MGTOW. A woman I thought was amazing, who I wanted to marry and have children with, as soon as we end our long relationship, and I'm in pain, she's scoping for new dick! I end my story by saying this, I love Star Wars. And Star Wars can be applied to my story, I was tricked and fooled, and so I have turned to the Dark Side. To all my mgtow brothers, embrace your Dark Side, and never again be seduced by the evil harpies who seek to hurt you. Peace out.