About a year ago, my routine on some days had me drive past a bunch of restaurants close to noon. I was following an intermittent fasting eating pattern, and generally only started eating around 4PM. Some days, even though I wasn't hungry at all, I would be extremely tempted to pick up something for lunch. (For me, simply being hungry is different from wanting to eat.) Once I got home, though, I knew I could stick to my fast, since I'd be a hassle to go back out.
I have a lot of trouble with distractibility and impulsiveness (thanks, ADHD). It gets worse when I'm not well rested. I have to remind myself to stick to my (insufficiently Beeminded) goals a lot when I'm sleep deprived. This means I should wrap up this post pretty quickly, because it's 4AM right now.
Before I started being more skeptical about ego depletion, I thought driving past all those restaurants might contribute to getting sidetracked later in the day or the evening, especially on tough days.
Sometimes anxieties would begin to pop up as I was driving past all these restaurants along the lines of, "Oh no, am I depleting my willpower reserves? Crap, crap, crap..." And anxiety is also worse on days where I'm inadequately rested.
I guess I never really questioned ego depletion because it seemed to go along with the idea that parts of you can get tired out. Not recovered = slower reaction time, can't deadlift as much, less likely to make good decisions. I didn't believe it because it was analogous, but I was less likely to question it because it fit with a general story.
But now I notice that there have been days where it felt like I experienced a willpower snowball--facing small but difficult things early on seemed to give me the courage to persevere even as things got worse. (This is also just another story, though.)
In the end, I was able to stick to my fast almost every day. Part of the reason was that I could weigh in for my Beeminder goal at a much lower weight if I waited until right before 4PM feeding time. I saved money, lost fat, and got to spend less time eating and cooking. But I thought I might be sacrificing something more than lunch--my remaining willpower for the day. But my worries about ego depletion seem pretty embarrassing now.