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The cashier girl saga possibly rekindles (self.ForeverAlone)

Erowid2S21 M 6'0 160 lbs, KHV, Acne scars, HS drop out - CALIFORNIA, USA が 投稿

So I've only seen her twice since she stopped texting me so much, the first time she looked scared of me and talked to me with a vibe of "this relationship is back to less than friends." I took this as "ok, she's a pretty cute girl. probably has a better dick now and she doesn't need me anymore obviously this is how it works. gg I'm not good enough of course what was I fucking thinking." Maybe she was tired that day? Or just not in the talkative mood?

The second time I saw her she seemed fairly content that we were having a conversation. I asked her what's going on with our communication and she told me sometimes she just doesn't want to talk to people--I asked her if she was anti social or something (because of the way she worded it) and she claims to be introverted. She's texting me again. But she's a tough nut to crack. Not sure what to think of this, I guess I'll have to dig deeper into her mind and I'll keep you guys updated.

I guess the lesson learned is I need to be more patient and confident. I was basically flying off the handle just because she didn't text me after I left 2 separate texts, and I had 1 shitty irl interaction with her at work lol, and for 2 days I was suicidal and felt uglier than normal haha. Back to square 1 though now, thankfully.

I wanna say fuck you to the 2 or so people who encouraged me to kill myself when I was in a dysphoric mood. And the others who basically treated me like a scumbag because I stated (and am genuinely confident enough to believe) that I think she likes me enough to have sex with me (which was also mainly because she has fucked one of the male cashiers to begin with, so not a huge step up). Just because I voice my entire brain's contents onto an internet forum doesn't mean I could possibly share the same freedom with real life social interaction.. those of you who thought that must be the real autists. If anything I was voicing those thoughts to get a more realistic perspective about my situation. Would you prefer if I just pretended I was a good little Christian boy who only wanted hugs and kisses? I mean shit, I'm twenty fuckin 1, I figure she wants to fuck me too since she's 20 and is a human who wants to fuck humans as well, crazy right? Especially since she lives a 4 minute walking distance from my house. Far fetched idea to think of sex as a huge possibility right lol

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[–]fa_rain 9 ポイント10 ポイント  (1子コメント)

I don't know man, I think you're running before you can walk with the whole sex thing. I wouldn't even be thinking about it (at this point).

[–]Erowid2S21 M 6'0 160 lbs, KHV, Acne scars, HS drop out - CALIFORNIA, USA[S] 0 ポイント1 ポイント  (0子コメント)

Why not? If I can only be her friend OK but otherwise I'm trying to slam eventually if the opportunity presents itself naturally. As I've said before the main great thing is having a true friend that I can be honest to..idk what else to say 😓

[–]MinjazeLiving girl repellent 8 ポイント9 ポイント  (0子コメント)

And so, our brave hero dusts off and continues his quest for this unfortunate woman's "poonani"

Will he do it? Find out next week on... The Cashier Girl Saga!

[–]notfish007 10 ポイント11 ポイント  (7子コメント)

The way you say thinks makes it sound like you're not interested in her as a person, just seeing her as a sex object. Do you care about her in the slightest?

[–]Bitter_IdiotNo Future, No Hope, No Problem 2 ポイント3 ポイント  (0子コメント)

Who cares? Didn't you read? She obviously want this gentleman's cock, she is just playing hard to get and disrespecting him.

[–]Erowid2S21 M 6'0 160 lbs, KHV, Acne scars, HS drop out - CALIFORNIA, USA[S] -2 ポイント-1 ポイント  (5子コメント)

Dude she's totally fucking cool, and also cute but that's just luck. She is interestingly similar to me, she moved here from a city close to mine, there's been so many coincidences.. she likes all the same music that I like, she wants to try shrooms with me (this is amazing and special and perfectly timed just what I wanted, not even men more than twice my age will try with me), she's smoked weed with me once so she's cool with that too and drinking which makes me love her openness, she isn't religious so she doesn't give a shit that I'm an atheist, we both don't have a car, and I don't feel judged by her. It's awesome, I don't know how love feels tbh but I like talking to her especially IRL, I'm not gonna say some corny shit about how I love her so much if that's what you expected. She seems to even act a lot like me, it feels so natural. And do I wanna fuck her? Yeahhhh I do. But mainly having a human to be entirely open with, is good af, especially since she's a female. Personally I wouldn't want to talk to a guy friend about my problems lol, it's just not normal for guys to. So yeah uhhh humans are made to fuck also, of course I see her as a "sex object," that's probably the best way to get close to somebody fully is it not. It's the underlying reason for this whole courting bullshit, but regardless, having a girl-?friend who shares similar views and interests as me and treats my particular presence with a special kindness not given to other men is great in itself, I enjoy her, and the nice way she treats me means slowly but surely things will heat up, I guess I just gotta make a move, perhaps if I was more smooth and or confident I could have achieved more "bases" by now. I don't know.

Maybe we don't love each other, I don't know and don't really care, honestly. But is it so crazy to think this is a future friends with benefits at least? I don't think so. But only time will tell.

[–]argv_minus_onePosty McPostface 3 ポイント4 ポイント  (4子コメント)

of course I see her as a "sex object," that's probably the best way to get close to somebody fully is it not.

No, no it is not. It's a good way to fuck somebody, but it's not going to make you closer. That requires understanding, communication, caring, respect, love, patience, etc.

If you don't value these things, then she's a fool to let you into her life. I certainly hope she somehow sees your posts and realizes what you really think of her.

Disgusting.

[–]Erowid2S21 M 6'0 160 lbs, KHV, Acne scars, HS drop out - CALIFORNIA, USA[S] -2 ポイント-1 ポイント  (3子コメント)

To that I say, who the fuck cares boy. Seriously.. You guys sure love your drama huh

[–]argv_minus_onePosty McPostface 0 ポイント1 ポイント  (2子コメント)

I imagine she cares.

And don't call me “boy”. I'm much older (and I daresay wiser) than you.

[–]throwitaway7222 3 ポイント4 ポイント  (0子コメント)

georgemitch has some competition it seems.

[–]Bitter_IdiotNo Future, No Hope, No Problem 5 ポイント6 ポイント  (5子コメント)

Dude you are the definition of creep, you NEVER were in relationship with her so drop it off, and stop talking like her like she is a walking vagina.

those of you who thought that must be the real autists

Yeah we are the real autists who make up and believe in a whole sex fantasy in our mind.

I guess the lesson learned is I need to be more patient and confident

No, the lesson learned is that you urgently need to build up some self awarness.

[–]Erowid2S21 M 6'0 160 lbs, KHV, Acne scars, HS drop out - CALIFORNIA, USA[S] -1 ポイント0 ポイント  (4子コメント)

Lol she treated me like a boyfriend. I lived to experience it. I witnessed it happen before me. You're so fucked in the head.

[–]Bitter_IdiotNo Future, No Hope, No Problem 3 ポイント4 ポイント  (3子コメント)

You obviously don't know what being treated like a boyfriend is like. Being smiled at and recieving a text now and then is not being in relationship, else I've been dating my banker right now, grow the fuck up.

[–]Erowid2S21 M 6'0 160 lbs, KHV, Acne scars, HS drop out - CALIFORNIA, USA[S] 0 ポイント1 ポイント  (2子コメント)

I didn't tell you every single thing that I experienced. You are the one who needs to grow up, you keep trying to create a false reality for me.. Lol

[–]Bitter_IdiotNo Future, No Hope, No Problem 1 ポイント2 ポイント  (1子コメント)

Sure, go ahead man, you're so close to get it in her "poonani". I'll be rooting for you.

[–]Erowid2S21 M 6'0 160 lbs, KHV, Acne scars, HS drop out - CALIFORNIA, USA[S] -2 ポイント-1 ポイント  (0子コメント)

I'm sorry for having hope, buddy. Maybe some day I can grow up to be a totally hopeless piece of shit just like you.

[–]FelixTerracotta 1 ポイント2 ポイント  (1子コメント)

FA's fighting over who understands women the best, now I know I've seen it all!

[–]DarkMountain666AbyssWalker//FUCKTHISSHIT//HellOnEarth 1 ポイント2 ポイント  (0子コメント)

Same Shit Different Day

Arguing about women

On FA

[–]paul_walker_is_dead 1 ポイント2 ポイント  (0子コメント)

do it OP bang her and shut everyone up

[–]Thulox20,tall,ugly,has short hair fetish and no will to live 1 ポイント2 ポイント  (0子コメント)

"that I think she likes me enough to have sex with me"

She didn't like you enough to text back to you for 2 entire days, lol. And now she basically only started texting to you again because you mentioned it to her. I don't know why are you so obsessed with sex. First, just go with her to a date? Or kiss? You are already thinking about fucking, but there's a huge possibility that she doesn't see you as a potential partner.

[–]DarkMountain666AbyssWalker//FUCKTHISSHIT//HellOnEarth 0 ポイント1 ポイント  (0子コメント)

Wtf; They encouraged you to kill yourself? On this very fucking sub, full of depressed people? I guess it's true that most people on here are also coming from 4chan.

Shit is fucking insane.

[–]Ninjitsumter 0 ポイント1 ポイント  (0子コメント)

At first I was supporting you.

The next post it was kind of entertaining.

Then I started to pity you.

Now I just cringe every time you post a update.

Fuck. A lot of us are very desperate here. Check out my history, I'm no ball of confidence and FA. But holy shit, you bring the creepo factor to a whole another level. And I hate to call a fellow FA a creep but damn, it's like you really want to convince us that is exactly what you are.

I am not even convinced these posts are real anymore. Every new one becomes more outrageous as you have no idea about the reality around you. From your post karma and comment karma, even though the account is 4 years old, it is leading me to believe you're doing some sort of social experiment with a throwaway account.

I sincerely can't tell if this is some fiction you are writing, whether it is a school project, whether you're a normie trying to make FAs look as bad as /r/incels, or this is genuinely the ramblings of a very delusional FA.

Either way, good luck.

[–]Redmars -1 ポイント0 ポイント  (1子コメント)

r/incels