It sounds totally masochistic. I know women are masochists but come on... What is the explanation for this... It seems that the more I cheat on her the more she likes me...

Wonder also if there is any evolutionary explanation for this.

I have discovered that it is better to cheat than to not cheat at all, because that means you became a boring domesticated boyfriend.

I have been cheating or when I cant cheat at least I create the illusion I can...

Although it is stressful and again mgtows are right the lemon is not worth the squeeze.

Do you know if there any side effects for doing this? Because it seems the more I do it... the less chance Chad has because she is totally focused on having me and only me.

I think women cheat more if you dont cheat and become to docile.