My business is around 5 years old, $500k yearly, couple employees, runs itself, I have not done much for past 2-3 years. But my partner runs it, keeps it going. If I worked more than 5 days a year it would be much larger. Initially, a girl burned me right as I was starting up... which motivated me.

But then halfway through I got distracted by another girl (who was a loser / stoner), and coasted along. Her bad habits brought me down, her drugs messed me up bad. I am making a come back. But I find it difficult to motivate myself; I'm not a provider for wife and kids. I have little incentive to work hard at it. So I'm not... I would much rather be in the provider type role with a normal family.

Obviously society has made women and their behavior abhorrent today though, so it is not much of an option. I don't love money or care for the freedom it provides. I live a minimalist lifestyle and wouldn't know what to do with money if I had it. So, my business is kind of coasting along and I'm not sure as to how much I want to grow. Gaining social status just brings other idiots out of the woodwork to bother you. Anytime I make a few changes, people start getting friendly.

Dunno man. It's all pointless. I'm happy enough to eat steaks and burgers on regular basis, and just.. watch the days go by?