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[–]Greyamongstyou 0 ポイント1 ポイント  (0子コメント)

I'm an introvert and honestly feel most comfortable/relaxed alone. The only time I would prefer to have people around if I'm being honest with myself is if I'm in public. I pretty much loath the idea of having meaningless small talk with strangers in real life, especially since the most common topics are not subjects I'm particularly interested in. If I have one of my few people I like being around with me more likely than not they can take the conversation as I walk off.

I cannot of course always avoid, and would prefer not to be known as an asshole who ignores people or the village mute so I have developed a "mask" personality that I use that leads alot of people I meet to think I'm a nice outgoing guy, however I've put alot less effort into this mask as I get older admitidly. I developed this not to socialize, I developed it as a necessity for my job. I'm a designer and operations manager in the home improvement business which requires me to really ham it up to clients at times.

As for being lonely, i don't, as I said I prefer it, but I do sometimes think of seeing the world and having a buddy with me.

Energy:. Truthfully I'm a pretty lethargic person in general unless I smoke some bud, which I do often. Makes dealing with people in public no problem either.

Freedom? Well...Both. I feel free from all the topics I don't like that are staples for the majority of the public, I feel freedom of thought and thinking for myself. I do feel like I am caging myself at times in avoiding interactions and missing out on the so often forgotten beauty and mysteries of this planet, universe and existence itself.