I used to care about the world. I cared about the planet and the trees and the air and the animals, and I even dreamed of finding a nice girl and starting a family and having beautiful children. I remember growing up that if I had a daughter I would spoil her and give her everything she wanted because I would truly love her.

But then reality hit me. It was the callousness and indifference that people had towards others, the corruption of politicians, the depravity and cruelty of mankind, the drama and manipulation and deceit of women, and the way that humans just rationalise their own evil. They breed, multiply, cause untold devastation and destruction upon nature and among themselves, leading to suffering, torture, pain, and agony among animals and humans alike.

In the face of this vast evidence of human evil, how can I rationally react with anything other than pure hatred of humanity? How can I do anything other than pull out, stop contributing to society, and help only myself? Why sacrifice myself for society when society is so utterly depraved? It is only rational that my higher propose is the annihilation of humanity.

The only good I can do now is to contribute as much as possible to the destruction of humanity so that I can ultimately save humanity from itself.