Im 32, sick since 10 years (chronic lyme disease), basically i got the disease "under control" when im not in a water damaged Building (it triggers it/makes it worse). On welfare now, don't know what to do with my life to be honest. I really dont know if im well enough to work. I should to a job from home. My father is sick with early alzheimers, he always wanted me to make something out of my life but its fucking hard when youre sick.

What would you do?