About 5 months ago I was sad and lonely. Shy and awkward. Why? Well the answer is simple, I was down constantly because I craved a girlfriend. We are told these happy relationship stories and see couples being intimate. I was raised from a little boy to be that nice guy the one that went out of his way to hold doors open for women. I was feeling so down because everyone around me was "having a great time" in relationships and sex. While I was alone and only dreamt those things. Only since I've taken the red pill I realized it's all so silly. A woman won't fix anything only I can. Now I don't give a damn if women like me at all. I don't give a damn if I've never had a girlfriend. Who the hell cares? I sure don't. Mommy wants grandkids? Too damn bad!