(this topic is a follow up to the story I posted 10 days ago)

Summary of my last topic (https://redd.it/5w4c8i): My long term GF (we are both in our low 30's) recently left me and said that she has been cheating on me with Chad (mutual friend) for several months, because she was unhappy in life (no house, no child, no marriage). It seems that the financial security and the upcoming financial independance status I can offer to her (we have a very rapidly growing shared bank account) is not enough for her. However, she finally left Chad and she came back with me. After some discussions and reasoning with her, I accepted to bend and to have one child with her next year, which appeared to be a good compromise... (see https://redd.it/5w4c8i for the full story, my reasoning, and the good comments and suggestions I received).

Summary of the best comments in my poing of view: -She may cheat again without consequence -We are starting a new relationship with her having the advantage -She will have no respect for me

What is appening now: After reading your comments, I felt like I was a real dick to accept such a big compromise (offer a child to her) as a result of her cheating. I felt that I was giving her a prize to have cheated on me in an unbeleivable way (she fucked Chad bareback during months, she sucked and swallowed him, etc.). Hence, I deceided that there would be a cost for her treason. I offered her to begin our new relationship on an equal footing. She will have to participate in a threesome (2 girls, and me), or at least to be present when I fuck another girl. I think I deserve to experience this fantasy, since she did her fantasy for months while putting my health at risk. At first she seemed to be excited by that idea, but now, she cries and she says that she cannot accept that. I can't understand that she cannot accept a one hour experience to obtain the life that she want (i.e., raise a child). Also, I can't understand that she don't want us to start on an equal footing. I mean, What I ask is nothing compared to what she did with Chad.

This story is to be continued...

Please, any comments, advices, or suggestions are welcome...