Am I doomed to inceldom? Please don't downvote this post. Please.

I'm 16 (junior) and in high school. I'm also very short (5 feet) and full Chinese.

Starting from elementary school until now, I just felt like I have no real friends to be with, and I have never been in a relationship. I've never hanged out with anyone outside school; I talk to them in school and that is it. Yet, when I offered to hang out with them, they always say their busy. Busy my fucking ass, I see them on instagram hanging out with friends.

I see everyone of my friends including those who some girls find ugly being in relathionships. I've tried asking out girls, but they've never seemed to like me. I don't understand. Starting in the September of 10th Grade, I went on the internet and found my way into the incel community of (Puahate and Lookism) and /r/.theredpill. I didn't like PUAHate, /r/.theredpill (whiny neckbeards who talks about "alphaness" and making up fake stories), but I find myself drawned to the lookism website. That site changed my worldview forever. The theory of looks money status is what the incels of that site championed. Oh how it applies everywhere. While money isn't important in high school, I find it that a lot of the rich kids in my school gets to have sex with girls when they are relatively good looking. But if they are not, they have status such as being extroverted or being an all star athelete with a good physique or even just being a popular person in their friend circle (not just atheltes). It also changed how I see what makes a man attractive to a woman. I realized I had an okay face, but I can help maximize it through different things. I started to weightlift/gymcel(found a good routine for aesthetics, thought about roiding, lower my bodyfat percentage and gain the most muscle in the right spots, paid attention to my caloris and diet) and started to dress better (think slim jeans, nice white shoes, henleys and whatever celebrities wear) and overall be self conscious of my appearance (skincare, taking care of eyebrows, hair). Despite that, no one wanted to hang out with me. By the time, the end of february rolled around, still didn't have people who anyone was called friends, I was just brushed aside. i find it hard to talk to people, I might have aspergers, I don't know. I started to cold approach girls in my class who I found cool and tried making friends with them as well as other people I found cool. It..It didn't work out well either. They thought I was a short and nerdy (i took a lot of AP classes and did well in them, studied too much) Asian person who worked out in the gym and was nothing special. Those girls ended up dating people who more energetic socially and had higher status within high school. I bet their friends gosspied about how weird I was and so the girls I asked out didn't want to ask out me. I just felt crushed by the end of the school year came. And I still didn't have a girlfriend and I still don't have friends. Everyone thinks I'm awkward. I stopped browsing the incel website I mentioned earlier during the end of my 1st semester junior year. It was just a bunch of toxic assholes putting each other down. I admit their theories are right, but I'm not sure. Today, no one wants to hang out with me even if I text them. I feel depressed right now and has always been lonely. can anyone help me out? Sorry for the wall of text, but i don't know how to condense it.