Because you painted yourself into a corner like you always do. You don't take responsibility for your own actions. Everything is always someone else's fault so in your mind you never make mistakes to learn from. You keep expecting different results from the same behavior. Until your self perspective changes you will never last long enough at any company to build a reputable and stable work history. You lack the knack dude. Get out before your actions kill someone and get the fuck out of this sub. You are every entitled 4wheeler drivers' wet dream. If I could find you now and ram my car in to your fuel tank, I'd win the lawsuit just based on your dac. Just get out.