5 years go I got dumped by a pretty blonde, because I got emotional and jealous about other ppl. I was 22, finished my Military.

After that time, i went red pill, watched tons of mgtow Videos, reading here, and was focusing on myself basicly.

Fast Forward to now:

6 Weeks ago Ive met this woman, she is 22, just finished art studies, is Smoking weed regulary, but nontheless she has a very nice ass and is overal beautiful 8/10 for sure. I am 27 now.

Given that she has over 700 Facebook friends, bragging about the new Boys she meets over Facebook and Partys in switzerland (she Comes from Romania), I instantly knew that this wouldnt be a Long term , and I basicly didnt give a shit and considered already that she might not realy looking for a Long term relationshit.

Fine with me, the sex was good, and yet she constantly tries to make me insecure. Throwing shit tests and bombs everywhere. But having learned from this subreddit, I didnt give a shit, I already told my roommate that it wouldnt last given her Situation. However it was the most beautiful 4 weeks I had with this woman, but I was very careful not to love her 100%, I always expected something to happen given her Position, i couldnt trust her, not after what I've read on TRP/MGTOW

I recognized that she was very outgoing and friendly, but this suddenly changed: She got pissed about something, it sounded like her dad passed away, or she has to go back to Romania.

When I've found out that she just had Problems with the Kids she is helping to parent in a Family, that they made her angry, I fucking knew what's going on. She would use her emotional Drama to get Attention from me.

I fucking wouldn't. Its her Problem. Basicly, at that Point I analzyed her behaviour more closely, coming to the conclusion that she might wants to manipulate me, creating Drama which she so seeks from me, in order to get control over the relationship.

The last time we had sex she tried to bomb me hard "I dont find you physically attractive". We were both lying naked when she said this. I thought this trough, said "You are funny" and then proceeded to fuck her, and it was good, even for her.

A week after, we go Club, and I notice, she wants to come Close, but then backs again. Push and pull everywhere. She completly evades me sometimes. I didnt care much, I went home because I felt sick ( bit fever) .

5 Am: she Comes to my room in City, she came with my roommate, she sleeps in my bed, like nothing happend, cuttling, like always, the love and Connection still felt real. Notice that she had the Chance to go home, she didnt had to visit my room.

That same morning we kissed Long and hot, she asked when I would meet her again, i said "dunno, the next time i guess".

Now Comes the crazy part. I asked her 2 days later if she is interested in going to the Sauna this week ( she said she wanted to go).

NO RESPONSE. Nothing, nada, for 5 fucking days. I dont know if she wanted to do Psycho Terror, but I said if there is a Problem, she can fucking call or write me, i wont put up with her shit.

Anyway I went out with my friends partying and we eventualy met her with her friends. She looked like fucking mental and depressed. She was evading my kiss, telling me we had to discuss.

She than said she wants to breakup, basicly for the same reason she gave me in bed. The discussion didnt even last two minutes. She wanted to get it over, and simultaniously giving me the Notion that it was my fault, she made the same Expression as if i raped her or went out with another Girl. I was very polite and cooperative, not even mad. Because hey, I had my fun with her, would have been great if it lasted longer, but it was a great time.

Thats what I said, then me and my friends went out, i wanted to say goodbye to her, she "blocked", lol, she seems emotionaly hurt, despite the fact that she didnt write/call me after my last message, what a fucking mess i thought to myself after.

Havent messaged/called her once after this, she neither, and im fucking sure she secretly hoped that I did, to crave this Drama.

I came across this https://archive.is/W2sJm afterwards, and it makes so fucking sense now, perhaps I am also just convincing myself so that I dont have to blame myself, who knows. My friends are saying that they too found it strange but maybe she was just insecure about the stituation and didnt want to hurt me.

But you know, in the end, who cares, had my time.