Its been a year since my high school sweetheart broke up with me, after a relationship of 4 years. I am now 21 yo. I went MGTOW since then, and I vastly improved my lifestyle, mind, career, financial situation and hobbies. But sometimes, like last night, I dream about her, want to reach out to her and send her a friend request on facebook, talk to her etc. And I know I shouldnt, and by the gods, I wont, but the urge is strong sometimes.

Ive sworn off women for some time now, and I have general Mattis as a role model, "the warrior monk". Usually I'm ok with the situation, but sometimes I want to reach out to her and talk to her, even though she has a new bf.

Its a blue-pill relapse, and it temporary, but it really hits hard. What would you gentlemen advice me to do?