I've been reading this sub all night. And I think Im holding the red pill so to speak. Ex military got bored/lonely(along with more serious issues) after deployment. Got together with a girl and knocked her up. Ended up getting married for separation pay. She is a good person and a great mom, but I have no feelings for her. Feels like she's just there and apart of life not a significant other. I would have no problem leaving, but I love my daughter more than anything in the world. And the thought of separating would be the last straw for me before I went insane. What should I do?