Ive been following MGTOW philosophy dor about 2 years and embodying it. Had a gf at the time. We broke up then i hooked up with 3 more high attractive women over the last month or so. My realization is that i just cant stomach the bullshit anymore. I cant bring myself to buy a single fucking drink for them again. I cant stomach the effort of 'getting their number'. I cant even stomach asking them out. Its not because im afraid or some bullshit, im just disgusted at the process of doing it.

Im not spending another fucking single penny of my sizable salary on them. The only way i will deal with one is if she pursues me and i dont have to do anything and thats rare (and my exp usually means they are psychos). This is the year i give up on women.

Im tired of investing someone who inests nothong in me. Im tired of being expected to pay. Tired of being the entertainer. Tired of being responsible for making a never happy creature happy. Im tired of the endless games of approval goal post shifting. Its far too much investment just for someone will eventually hate you.