Ive been following MGTOW philosophy dor about 2 years and embodying it. Had a gf at the time. We broke up then i hooked up with 3 more high attractive women over the last month or so. My realization is that i just cant stomach the bullshit anymore. I cant bring myself to buy a single fucking drink for them again. I cant stomach the effort of 'getting their number'. I cant even stomach asking them out. Its not because im afraid or some bullshit, im just disgusted at the process of doing it.

Im not spending another fucking single penny of my sizable on them. The only way i will deal with one is if she pursues me and i dont have to do anything and thats rare. This is the year i give up on women.